Section 181 The heart beats like water

Qi Buyang smiled: "Keeping a good mood will help your body recover." ”

Lin Jingxue secretly thought in her heart when she heard this: "You also know that you want to keep me happy, but why do you want to be angry with me." ”

Seeing that Lin Jingxue didn't answer, Qi Buyang knew that she didn't want to talk to herself, so she instructed: "It's late autumn, the weather is changeable, remember not to catch a cold, otherwise it will be very troublesome." After leaving the ward, Lin Jingxue still hasn't changed, maybe as long as she is critically ill and weak, she can feel the gentle and weak side of her little woman, if she can become her husband one day, I don't know if her attitude towards herself will change.

Qi Buyang returned to the office and got busy again, there was a shortage of manpower in the cardiovascular department, Director Lin was sick, Song Shuhao asked for leave again, and these three were the ones who could perform major surgery.

Qi Buyang can also be regarded as an iron-clad man, and his medical skills are superb, and he can barely cope with this kind of work pressure.

At a critical time, a person's ability can be expressed, and the doctors and nurses in the cardiovascular department are convinced by this Dr. Qi.

When it was almost six o'clock, Qi Buyang took the time to come to the ward.

As soon as he entered the ward, he took the initiative to explain to Lin Jingxue: "You also know that you and Dr. Song are not there, and there is a shortage of manpower in the cardiovascular department, so I am busy until now that I have time to come and see you." ”

Lin Jingxue said lightly: "I'm fine now, I can be discharged from the hospital in a few days, you don't have to waste time on me, come over if you can, and busy with your work if you can't." ”

Qi Buyang smiled: "Okay." As he spoke, he walked towards her, saw her looking at the sunset outside the window, and said with a smile: "Now the days are starting to get shorter, and it will start to get dark after six o'clock." ”

Lin Jingxue responded: "I wouldn't have paid attention to these before." As he spoke, he turned around and looked at Qi Buyang, and said loudly: "Sit down, what are you doing standing?" ”

Qi Buyang nodded and sat down beside her, but not too close.

The two of them sat quietly and enjoyed the sunset outside the window, neither of them making a sound.

After about a while, Lin Jingxue said loudly: "It's getting dark. ”

Qi Buyang smiled: "It's not dark yet, you can watch it for a while." ”

Lin Jingxue said softly: "When a person knows that his time is short, will he be very nostalgic for the dusk before dark?" ”

Qi Buyang knew that this slightly emotional sentence was not just literally expressed, and responded: "Director Lin, you still have the entire second half of your life. ”

Lin Jingxue smiled and said: "You don't necessarily cherish it, maybe you will inadvertently find that you are old, and you will only have a moment of twilight for you." He pointed out the window.

Qi Buyang felt that she was a little sad, and looked at her gently and quietly.

Lin Jingxue suddenly felt something, and looked at Qi Buyang sideways, his gentle gaze went straight to her heart, making her bury her head, not daring to look directly into his eyes.

For a moment, the two had nothing to say.

Lin Jingxue suddenly stood up and said, "Accompany me downstairs for a walk, okay?" ”

"It's getting dark, and it's going to be ...... Good! Qi Buyang suddenly changed his words in the middle of speaking, only to feel that it was precisely because it was getting dark and the dusk was about to fade that Lin Jingxue asked herself to accompany her downstairs for a walk.

The twilight is approaching, the late autumn dusk is dim, quiet, and slightly cool, and a bright and dazzling thing gradually fades its brilliance and freezes in a hazy blur.

The two walked side by side, Lin Jingxue's figure was graceful, Qi Buyang tasted this slow tenderness, felt the silent warmth, and his heart was warm, just like his first love.

A gust of wind blew in her face, and Lin Jingxue, who was still a patient, shook her body slightly, Qi Buyang hurriedly took off her coat and draped it on her body, and said softly: "The wind is blowing." ”

Lin Jingxue glanced sideways at Qi Buyang, with long black hair, beautiful eyes, and gentle and elegant gentleness.

Qi Buyang was stunned for a moment, the wind blew away her black hair, and the long hair brushed her face, this docile green silk made this frost beauty look so soft.

A few strands of black hair were on her slightly wet lips, Lin Jingxue stretched out her white fingers and pushed them away, turned around and continued to walk forward, her coat was still draped over her body, which was equivalent to Lin Jingxue's default acceptance of Qi Buyang's kindness.

Qi Buyang, who was in a daze, slowed down a beat, and walked quickly to keep up with her pace.

Lin Jingxue suddenly asked, "Under what circumstances do you cry?" ”

"What?" For this sudden question, Qi Buyang was stunned for a while.

Lin Jingxue turned her head and smiled at Qi Buyang, which weakened her indifference a lot, and gave her a little more temperament as a girl who led the family.

Yes, Qi Buyang felt that Lin Jingxue was like a girl next door at this moment, and her smile seemed to be a little jerky.

Lin Jingxue didn't ask again, turned around and continued to walk slowly.

Qi Buyang suddenly replied: "I cry when I am sad and sad. ”

Lin Jingxue said: "But you are a man, even if a man is sad, he can't cry." ”

Qi Buyang smiled: "Maybe I'm so sad and sad that I can't control it." ”

Lin Jingxue asked softly, "What kind of feeling is it?" ”

Qi Buyang smiled: "You don't want to feel, gain and lose, have and leave." ”

Lin Jingxue smiled: "Then have you ever had it?" ”

Qi Buyang paused for about a few seconds and said with a smile: "Maybe...... This is probably something that everyone will experience. ”

Lin Jingxue said resolutely: "I haven't been." ”

Qi Buyang was stunned for a moment, and said with a smile: "Probably Director Lin, you are a strong woman who can face it." ”

Lin Jingxue shook her head lightly, "I don't know. ”

A leaf blew in front of Lin Jingxue and fell to the ground, Lin Jingxue bent down to pick it up, "Winter is coming soon." ”

Qi Buyang said with a smile: "The fallen leaves return to the roots, and the spring is stored." ”

Another gust of autumn wind blew, Lin Jingxue let go of the leaves, watched the leaves blown away by the wind, and suddenly muttered nervously: "It was still in my hands just now, and now it flies away." ”

Qi Buyang said: "It flies to the place where it belongs." ”

"Where?" Lin Jingxue asked softly.

Qi Buyang smiled: "I don't know." ”

Lin Jingxue suddenly ran in the direction where the leaves flew away, and Qi Buyang hurriedly shouted: "Slow down, your illness has not healed yet." Saying that, he followed her footsteps quickly, looking at her running figure, she was so light and soft, and her flying black hair was as tender as water, beautiful as a painting.

Qi Buyang's heart throbbed, and there was an indescribable joy and comfort in his whole body, and he only felt that he was willing to protect her and do anything for her at this moment.

Qi Buyang saw that she finally stopped, bent over and looked carefully for something on the ground, and suddenly heard her say happily: "Found it." ”

Qi Buyang approached and asked, "What did you find?" ”

Lin Jingxue smiled: "Find the leaf that slipped away from my hand just now." ”

Qi Buyang felt that she was like a child now, and asked, "How do you know that it was that leaf just now?" ”

Lin Jingxue smiled: "I made a mark on the leaf just now. As she spoke, she handed it to Qi Buyang to see, only to see that the edge of the leaf was twisted off by her fingernails.

Lin Jingxue said softly: "Although there are more indelible scars, it is still the original leaf. ”

Qi Buyang smiled, not understanding why she would do such a meaningless thing.

Lin Jingxue asked: "Gain and loss, possession and leave, is this the feeling?" ”

"Gain and loss, possession and leave." This sentence was said by Qi Buyang casually, and he listened to Lin Jingxue's mouth, but he couldn't help but mutter.

Qi Buyang came back to his senses, and Lin Jingxue had already walked a few steps away.

"It's dark." Qi Buyang said.

"It's fast." Lin Jingxue responded.

Qi Buyang smiled: "It's almost dark." ”

The two returned to the upstairs ward, and Lin Jingxue said, "You go home, don't work too late in the future." ”

Qi Buyang smiled: "You are the same. ”

Lin Jingxue responded: "I am me, you don't have to care." ”

Qi Buyang looked at her white and slender hand, and had an urge to hold it, but he couldn't find a reason.

Lin Jingxue said again: "You're tired from a day of work, go back and rest." ”

"Okay."

Lin Jingxue said again: "Pay attention to your body, don't be infected with the virus for no reason like me." ”

Qi Buyang nodded, "You have a good rest." He said and left the room.

When the two of them were walking together just now, Lin Jingxue felt that his heart was extremely close to him, and almost let the two hearts fuse together, and muttered: "I have already given in, why hasn't he said it yet?" ”

Qi Buyang had just finished taking a shower when he went home, and when he opened the door, it was Zhang Hai, who had not been seen for a long time, and he was a little surprised to see that his beard was unshaven, and he looked haggard.

"Brother Hai, how did you become like this?"

Zhang Hai smiled: "Brother, you can also see it, don't mention it, my brother came to you for a drink, and I came to look for you a few times a few days ago, but you were not at home." ”

Qi Buyang said: "You can call my mobile phone." ”

Zhang Hai smiled: "There's nothing to do, I won't bother you when I see that you are not at home." He said with a smile: "Why just hang me at the door and don't invite me in." ”

Qi Buyang hurriedly said: "Please come in, please come in." ”

Zhang Hai sat down on the sofa, and two bottles of liquor were placed on the table, "No, go get two cups and drink a few glasses with my brother." ”

Qi Buyang took two quilts, sat down, and asked, "What happened?" ”

Zhang Hai opened the wine bottle, poured two full glasses, and said loudly: "Accompany my brother to make this cup, and my brother will tell you." ”

Qi Buyang smiled: "Brother Hai, you know that I can't drink enough." ”

Zhang Hailang said: "Can't you get drunk with my brother once?" ”

Qi Buyang responded: "Okay." ”

A large glass of liquor was poured down like this, and the spicy Qi Buyang coughed.

Zhang Hai laughed: "It's better to be your own brother." Saying that, he patted Qi Buyang's back with concern and helped him calm down, "It's okay, it's okay." ”

Qi Buyang smiled: "I can say it now." "This Zhang Hai is his life-saving benefactor, and he is also a very good person, if he can help him, Qi Buyang will naturally do his best.

Zhang Hailang said: "I lost my job a few days ago, and I'm busy looking for a job these days?" You also know that my brother hasn't studied for a few years, and he doesn't have any academic qualifications, so he can help people look at the field if he is a little bit aggressive, and after losing his job, Mom. If you want to be a security guard, no one wants to be a security guard. ”