"Not against him, but against all the men in the world. I don't like you talking to other men, laughing with them, I don't even like them looking at you more, I want them all to disappear. ”

"Heh, they're all gone, so aren't you the only man left in the world? I think it's fake that you're jealous, you just want to monopolize the crowd and be the emperor. ”

Chu Han's big palm kneaded two handfuls on Lizi's slender waist, then covered her small earlobes, and sprinkled the clear breath into her brittle eardrums, "Lizi, I don't need to make them all disappear if I want to be the emperor, I can do it now!" It's just three thousand weak water, I only take one scoop, since I got you 5 years ago, I can't look down on other women's bodies, I only like you. ”

"Phew, who wants you to like it!" Lizzy squirmed in his arms.

Chu Han watched as the flush on her cheeks spread all the way to the back of her ears, and his demonic narrow eyes suddenly flashed with bright light, he slowly approached her, stretched out his long tongue to hook the coveted crystal small earlobe and put it in his mouth to suck.

"Chu Han!" Lizzy struggled.

But one of the clutches boldly moved under her plump peak, and then went up with her slender five fingers, and held it heavily.

"Chu Han..."Lizi's legs were weak, she slapped the clutches with her little hands, and the whole person broke free violently, she wanted to get out of his hot embrace.

"Liz, how long has it been since we lived? Seems like a month, right? ”

He was too embarrassed to ask... Want to live on xing?

"Lizi, it's okay for me, but I've heard that married women often don't do physiology disorders and grow old early. You're also a Bensan woman, you don't want to go through menopause so soon, right? We'll take a shower later, and I'll serve you with my hands and mouth. ”

He... What did he say?

Who is thirty? Who is menopause?

Lizi Hong fluttered a little face and stomped on the right foot of the man behind her.

"Hiss..." Chu Han was in pain and let go of her willow waist, and at this time his lower abdomen was attacked by a small pink fist, and he staggered back several steps, hitting the glass door directly.

I saw Lizi holding a kitchen knife in one small hand, crossed her waist with the other, and said viciously, "Chu Han, you get out of here, you go to find an 18-year-old girl, don't touch me!" ”

Chu Han stood up straight, he casually held a freshly washed apple in his mouth and bit it, and put one hand in his pocket, he turned around and sighed while biting the apple, "Hey, I have a fierce wife at home, and I can only bite the apple to quench my thirst." ”

"Chu Han!" I couldn't bear it, I didn't need to endure it anymore, Lizi rushed forward, tugged at his sleeve and said, "Who is the wife?" Chu Han, you think of beauty, I... Hmm..."

When Lizzie touched him, Chu Han suddenly turned around and grabbed her slender waist and pushed her against the door frame, and then fed a small bite of apple from his mouth into her honey belly.

The apple slipped into her mouth, and Lizzie was defenseless, refusing to leave immediately, her long powerful tongue squeezing into her cherry mouth with the apple chunk, fanning the flames everywhere, and then opening her mouth to suck on her sweet lips.

"Hmm..."Lizi, who came back to her senses, was about to stretch out her little hand to push him, but Chu Han took a step away from her lips first.

Chu Han propped up the door frame with one palm, wiped away the sweet liquid flowing from the corner of her lips with one palm, and asked her in a low voice, "Lizi, are apples sweet?" ”

His exquisite handsome face was close at hand, he took off his black trench coat, and his toned and slender body was put on a casual pale yellow shirt, he didn't touch her, but he trapped her in his chest ambiguously, Lizi's face was even redder, and her eyes were bright.

He is always a master of flirting, and she can only blush and her heart beats.

"Well," Lizzy covered her long, slightly curly eyelashes, nibbling on the apple, "it's sweet." ”

Chu Han laughed "heh", then snatched the kitchen knife from her little hand and walked back to the countertop, "Lizi, you go to rest, I'll make dinner." ”

……

The two had dinner, Lizi came out of the shower room after taking a bath, Chu Han had already made a bunk under the bed, he took a bath in the next room, and was sleeping in the futon.

Lizi is suspicious, why is he so well-behaved tonight?

But thinking that I am going to see Xiao Tangtang tomorrow, tonight should be a quiet night.

Lizi stepped past him and wanted to go to sleep on the big bed, but her wrist was buckled, and as soon as Chu Han exerted force, her whole body fell into his arms.

Lizi struggled, but Chu Han quickly covered the two of them with the futon and leaned sideways to firmly bind her in his arms.

"Chu Han...", unable to break free from his iron hoop-like strength, Lizi had no choice but to hammer his chest and complain, "You have been getting more and more excessively lately, who allowed you to sleep with me?" ”

Chu Han hooked the corners of his mouth happily, "Lizi, I didn't go to your bed to sleep with you, it was you who climbed on top of me and threw yourself into your arms, obviously you broke the rules, why did you still murder me?" ”

He's strong and reasonable!

Lizi wanted to refute, but Chu Han said softly, "Lizi, don't make trouble, Xiao Tangtang is watching, she will wonder why her parents don't sleep together." ”

He has been talking about Xiao Tangtang recently!

But it's very strange that Xiao Tangtang has always been a forbidden area in her heart before, it is her wound that has rotted to mold, no one can touch it, and it is a heart-rending pain when she touches it.

But he often mentions it half-jokingly and half-lovingly, forcibly taking her wounds to the sun against her wishes, and her heart is still painful, but there are more memories and nostalgia, and... A faint joy...

He is right, their daughter is a happy little angel, although Xiao Tangtang is gone, but what she wants the world to remember must not be her ordeal and sorrow, the little life once came to touch, once bloomed for a moment of strength and beauty, should be praised, remembered forever by the years.

Lizzy stopped talking, and nestled in his arms in silence and meekness.

"Lizi, what does Xiao Tangtang look like? Can you show me her picture? Tomorrow we will take her home, and I, as a father, can't fail to know what she looks like. ”

Lizi paused for a few seconds, then got up to get the notebook, Chu Han hugged her in his arms again, and the two hugged each other and looked at the photo of Xiao Tangtang playing in the playground.

Lizi lay on the soft pillow, "There weren't many photos taken when Xiao Tangtang was there, so I only had this one." I originally saved it on my phone, but in order to prevent Lu Canxue's intrigues, I moved it to the computer again. If I hadn't taken precautions that night, you wouldn't have been able to see your daughter. ”

Time is really good medicine, after three months, Lizi has been able to tell him the grievances she received from Lu Canxue very calmly and calmly.

"En...," Chu Han kissed her slightly wet hair, "It's all my fault, it's me who connived at Lu Canxue and hurt you and Xiao Tangtang." ”

Saying that, Chu Han stretched out his slender fingers to the notebook screen, he stroked Xiao Tangtang's hair, eyebrows, eyes, lips little by little, and finally touched her two little hands, his trembling fingertips were commemorating the good times he should have had but had missed.

"Lizi..."He narrowed his eyes, brushed the hair on her cheeks and kissed her face, "Our little Tangtang has a face like you, eyes like me, you... How can you give birth to me so... Lovely, beautiful daughter..."

Lizi felt a wetness on her face, and two tears "crackled" on her hands, she turned her eyes to look, and the man burst into tears again.

She lay down flat, Chu Han was buried in her neck socket, he clenched his fist tightly, and cried like a child for the first time...

"Lizzy... Why is this happening... Actually, I don't know anything... Actually, I... I'm also innocent... Why should the little life I never have have be tormented for the rest of my life..."

"Lizzy... What the hell am I doing wrong... Why punish me like this... If you want to punish, punish me, little... Xiao Tang Tang and... They are still children, why should they suffer..."

"I really love Xiao Tangtang, but... But why haven't I even held her little hand... I would also like to think about it... Being a dad is... But..."

This "but" contains too much content, there is the second child that Lizzie doesn't know, there is the depression, repentance and apology that he has nowhere to say.

Lizi stretched out her two arms and hugged his neck tightly, she kissed his short hair with tears in her eyes, "Chu Han, I understand, I understand... I don't blame you anymore, I forgive you... Xiao Tang Tang has not stopped loving and longing for you for a second, we will take Xiao Tang Tang home, and the family will be reunited from then on..."

Lizi really understands him, when a person suffers, he always infinitely magnifies his own suffering but ignores other people's, if Chu Han makes a mistake in Xiao Tangtang's matter, it is that there is an extra Lu Canxue in his life.

But Lu Canxue was not chosen by him, and he couldn't control it.

She had owned Xiao Tangtang for at least 2 years, she had satisfaction, joy and throbbing, but one day when she suddenly ran to him to accuse him of Xiao Tangtang, he never knew that the daughter he never had brought him the pain that he could not let go of in his life.

The night is still long, the sadness continues, and everyone's life needs a bottleneck and a flashpoint. Only when it breaks out, can we settle down on the past and stride forward into the future.

……

Early the next morning, Nangong Jianxi took Chu Han and Lizi to the temple.

The ancient temple, which has a history of more than 1,000 years, faces the vast expanse of Taihu Lake, backed by the mountains of the peaks, and steps into the temple, where there is the "dangdang" dusk drum and morning bell and continuous incense, he surpasses all the creatures in the past, mysterious and holy.

The one who received everyone was the archmage who offered Xiao Tangtang the cup of immortality two years ago, and the archmage led everyone to Xiao Tangtang's ancestral hall.

Chu Han and Lizi walked up the bluestone steps layer by layer, they were dressed in black, their faces were solemn, their eyebrows were sad, and in the middle of the steps they met an old monk who was nearly 100 years old, wearing a robe, and had some fairy bones.

The archmage folded his hands and bent down to salute, "Zen Master Shiyun..."

Zen Master Shiyun returned the salute, he looked at Chu Han and his wife and asked, "This is..."

PS: Tonight's Chinese New Year's Eve, tomorrow Spring Festival, here San'er wishes everyone a happy New Year, all wishes come true, and the Year of the Sheep is lucky.