152. Chapter 152
Xia Tong didn't know anything at this moment, she even doubted whether what Lin Zeshao said was the truth?
He's talking nonsense, isn't he?
After getting married, he didn't give flowers or gifts, and he dragged 2580000 a day, as if he didn't understand romance and wouldn't be gentle...
She wouldn't admit any of this if... If he had treated her like this, she would have liked him, and she would have wanted him.
Xia Tong took two steps back in a row, until she hit the wall, hot tears flowed out of her eyes again, and she could barely breathe in pain.
He must have lied to her, he wanted to trick her into forgiving him!
"Xia Tong," the man's voice was hoarse, and he seemed to be drunk, "Do you know how I feel after I go back here, and how I have spent the past three years?" ”
"Because you have wantonly humiliated and trampled on my true heart, because you have destroyed all my pride and faith, my world has fallen apart and fallen apart in an instant."
"I am trapped in a whirlpool of anger, sorrow, pain, and longing every day, and all roads in this world lead to Rome and all directions, but I don't know where my exit is, who can show me a way out?"
"You have brought me a catastrophe that destroys my nature, and I long for you to be in a hurry, so I am afraid that you will become ill."
"Have you ever tried to love someone but not be able to? Have you ever watched your loved one pair up with someone else? Have you ever forgotten that Jì is alone but the world is full of her? I told myself over and over again that I hated you, but every night when I tossed and turned and couldn't forget your face, I knew very clearly how much I loved you! ”
"I wear a good dress every day, but who knows that I have a sore and corroded heart? As long as I think of you, I can't help but think about what you are doing, whether you smile at other men, whether you are hugged by him, whether he will kiss you, whether he will press you into the big bed/on love? ”
"Just thinking about this, I feel like I have become a beast that will go crazy at any moment, my nerves are torn to the point that I want to break, I have no reason and self-control, I just want to burn the whole world with a fire."
"Sometimes when I think about you, my body will harden when I think about it, and I miss the feeling of kissing you secretly, and I can solve it for myself with my hands."
"I really don't want to recall those three years, it's too cold, too dark and too tired, my heart is empty like being immersed in a cold pool, my whole body that misses you is like countless ants crawling, the pain of eating bones, and I hate you and resent you to the extreme, that twisted feeling almost tortures me crazy."
"If you don't show up again, maybe the next moment, I really won't be able to live."
"Because I can't get you, as long as a woman who looks similar to you will look at it twice, I know I'm very perverted/perverted, but I just can't restrain it. Emma is, and so does Fang Yuanyuan. ”
"But Xia Tong, I haven't touched any woman except Fang Yuanyuan, in fact, I don't want to touch Fang Yuanyuan either."
"Did you know that I drove back to look for you on Chinese New Year's Eve last year?"
Has he ever been back?
Hear him say he once went back!
Xia Tong slowly slid down the wall, and finally hugged himself into a ball and sat on the cold ground. When the tears never run out, the pain in the heart can be even more painful!
There seemed to be countless awls drilling into her heart, and the pain was tearing her heart and lungs.
He hadn't said these words to her since they met, and as he said, he didn't say a word about those three years, and even for Emma, Fang Yuanyuan didn't want to explain too much.
Sometimes when he woke up late at night, he found that he hadn't closed his eyes, holding her in his arms and staring deeply, he didn't like other men to touch her, even if she went to the kitchen, he would yell, there were so many strong, uncertain and even humble factors in him, she didn't think that this was the shadow left by Xia Tong in the past.
He said that Xia Tong in the past was a catastrophe for him, but he loved her so much.
Suddenly began to be jealous, more jealous of Xia Tong in the past than jealousy of Fang Yuanyuan, how could she get such favor and favor from him? and crazy hatred, how could Xia Tong in the past treat him like this?
How much pain did he have to have, how many sleepless nights had he spent in such a long time as three years?
What is that love-hate feeling? How much courage does it take to be destroyed by her and want to go back to her? How much suffering did he go through? How long has he been struggling in his mind?
He does have this strength, he went back to Tong City and arrested her, he hurt a point and made her hurt ten, it is better to solve it with his hands than to solve it on her...
But he didn't, wasn't he afraid that she would become ill?
And it's not a fulfillment!
……
At this time, the ferry bar had been cleared, and there were only Chu Han and Lizi in the bar.
The man was dressed in black and sat on the bar, his handsome face was gilded with gold and yellow trim, blurry and intoxicating.
He poured the wine glass by glass, and the strong spicy alcohol penetrated his stomach, so that he could ignore the pain in his heart. The things that he had buried deep in his heart were excavated, and his heart contracted violently with every word he spoke.
He needs to get a little drunk, or he doesn't know how to continue?
Hearing him say this, Chu Han said:, why are you so tired of loving someone, if I were you, I would catch her on the spot and rub her hard!
Concubine Shu and Fang Yi were already in tears: there is true love in the world, there is true love in the world, and Boss Lin is absolutely... VIP in Men, Fighter in V, Gem in Plane!
Lizi also had tears in her eyes: Could it be that there are really exceptions in this world? No greed, no desire, full of love?
The man's voice came through the mobile phone again, "When I went to look for you, I didn't care about it, I drove the car to the highest speed, and I almost caused a car accident by passing by countless cars." I was thinking, if you tortured me to make me die, then I would die. ”
"I don't know what I want to do when I see you, and I haven't thought about how you will react when you see me, cold eyes or ignorance, it's just these two."
"But when I got off the viaduct I braked suddenly, and I was thinking, if you and ... What about another man together? Watching you show affection like a fool again, endure the pain of liver and intestines, listen to you tell me to get out? ”
"I sweated in the cold winter, and I couldn't step on the accelerator anymore, so I turned around and left."
"When I returned here and walked on the street, Chinese New Year's Eve was a day of reunion and I was alone, and I met Fang Yuanyuan at that time, and she smiled at me."
"She really looks like you, and I've secretly seen you before... The way others smile is like a water lily that blooms quietly after the summer rain, with a ripple at the corner of your mouth, and then spreads to your most touching and pure eyebrows. ”
"I've searched my memory, and you've never been to me when the flowers are in full bloom!"
"At that moment, I thought I wanted to fall, Fang Yuanyuan chatted with me, I didn't refuse, let her get in my car, go upstairs with her, and..."
"Xia Tong, can I sue you, I regretted it the moment I entered her, she is like you but she is not you after all, the woman I want is called Xia Tong, there is only one in this world, the deepest love of my empty/empty body, only you can give it."
"And Xia Tong, I know you don't want to listen to my explanation, I only explain once, I haven't talked to her many times, just once."
The woman's crying came clearly to her ears, and she was even a little out of breath because of the urgency of crying.
Hold her phone away from her ear to look at the satellite positioning, she has been not far from the ferry bar. Did she curl herself up, did she move her heart to forgive him?
"Xia Tong, you said before that I wanted to take revenge on you, so when you heard this, did you say that I am qualified to retaliate against you?"
"But how can I be willing to take revenge on you, you are the girl I have loved in my heart for six years, and I have been in pain for you for three years, and I am not willing to touch a single hair of you."
"I saw you in the hospital that day, I caught you almost at first sight, and you are more beautiful than you were three years ago."
"Before I had time to savor the waves in my heart, I saw that you heard the doctor say that he wanted a million, and he walked towards me in a trance. I won't sue you, in fact, I was not in a straight line with you at that time, I stepped over and let you bump into it. ”
"I can't smile at you like I used to, and I can't hold a heart to make you late, but I don't want to miss this opportunity, so it's okay to hit me with you this time."
"We had a moment of physical contact and you were really soft and fragrant, just as you could have imagined to taste. I was lightly touched by you, and my lower body was immediately as hard as iron. ”
"The heart that has been silent for many years ushered in a revival, thinking that the blood that had been congealed into a lump was boiling, and at that moment I was a little grateful to God, he tortured me for many years, and even began to give charity."
"But looking at you, I didn't move. I sue myself, you are right in front of my eyes right now, and you can do whatever you want as long as you want! ”
"That day, we went to get the marriage certificate, and when I got back to the car, I gave you all my net worth, and I had to go on a business trip to buffer, otherwise I'm not sure if I want to strip you naked and possess you in the car."
"My body is about to move, my heart is eager to try, I suddenly want to be kind to you, give you what I have, the best in the world."
"I don't know how I spent the week on a business trip, I often wandered, and I would giggle inexplicably. When I went to pick you up from school, I tried on a lot of shirts, and I dressed them carefully, and I couldn't read any of the Spanish words that I usually saw at a glance, and my eyes kept watching you. ”
"Xia Tong, I have never expected to get the same affection and love from you, I have only one request for you, that is, to stay by my side and be responsible for warm companionship and companionship."
"But why did I love you for six years and never forget it, but you made the decision not to want me overnight?"
"Xia Tong, forgive me, let's turn this page and live a good life? How do you want to forgive me, do you need me to kneel? Then come to me now, and I will kneel down and beg you! ”
PS: I'm still very touched after writing these two chapters, what about you?
Xia Tong will also have these two chapters after recovering her memory, which is the most touching girlish feeling she gave to Boss Lin, and the sisters can look forward to it.
It's clear here, and I rushed to my second male.