82_82235 The night finally came up completely, covering up a qiē,

Lin Wan'er couldn't see Xu Xiao's expression clearly, and could only hear the other party's heavy breathing as if she was still breathing.

Xu Xiao began to cough, as if there was a thousand catties of boulder pressed on his chest, stuck in his throat, pressing people out of breath, stuck in life is worse than death, coughing is getting louder and louder, it seems that no matter how hard he uses, his heart, liver, spleen and lungs will be coughed out.

Reaching out to unbutton the button in his neck, Xu Xiao felt an inexplicable heat on his body, as if he was in an oil pot, but in the bones deep in his body, the cold wind blew through, cold and biting.

When this King of Xiliang saw the jade pendant on Baoyu's chest, a thousand waves rose in his heart, but he was forcibly suppressed. The domineering and rugged Xu Xiao suddenly revealed a delicate and gentle mind, and his mind was full of thoughts, although he was not completely sure of Baoyu's identity, but he was afraid that his excessively outrageous words and deeds would scare Baoyu and still have a bad impact, so he endured, was silent, calm, waiting for Lin Wan'er to go home, and then asked him thoroughly, but he trembled in his heart, excited, panicked, excited, and prepared.

Lin Wan'er's eyes adjusted to the darkness, walked behind him, and reached out to help Xu Xiao smooth out.

Xu Xiao was still coughing, his cough was bloodshot, and his voice echoed in the hall. After a while, Xu Xiao finally stopped coughing, sat back in his seat, crossed his hands on the table, and looked like a helpless old man who had found a backer: "Miss Wan'er, can you tell me about Susu?" ”

Lin Wan'er also retreated to her seat, her eyes looked into the small courtyard, thinking back to what happened back then, and she was deeply touched: "My home in Lanzhou suffered a fire back then, and the family road declined. Both parents died in the fire, leaving me and my younger brothers. It took a lot of effort to make this home not disperse, and a small yard was robbed, although it was broken, but it was a home. ”

The experience of that year was like a movie in front of Lin Wan'er's eyes, and those were memories that she couldn't miss. In poverty, grasp the taste of home that you have never experienced before crossing over. It has a faint fragrance like wildflowers.

"Well, I don't remember exactly, it should have been a late autumn morning. The sky was full of fog and frost, and it was a little cold. I woke up early in the morning and cleaned up the patio when I heard the cry of a child. At first, I thought it was Yubao crying, so I quietly entered the room and found Yubao sleeping. I thought it was strange. I walked into the small courtyard and listened carefully, but there was no crying again. Shaking his head, he heard the child's cry again. Following the sound, I found that the child's cry came from outside the small courtyard. Lin Wan'er told the bits and pieces that happened back then: "Push open the door." I found a woman sitting in front of the doorway with a child in her arms, sticking out a finger and putting it in the baby's mouth. ”

Speaking of which. Lin Wan'er stopped and saw Xu Xiao's body paused slightly. Even if he crossed his hands on the table, he didn't seem to be able to withstand the impact of the image, and the person seemed to collapse completely in the next moment, unable to stand up again.

After a long time, Xu Xiao said slowly: "Go on." ”

Lin Wan'er didn't want to describe the woman's situation at that time, for fear of irritating the King of Xiliang, so she omitted a lot of details: "At that time, the family was really poor, and I was a little hesitant to take the woman and the baby home." It is precisely this hesitation that makes me feel a little guilty when I get along with Baoyu now. ”、

She didn't say that she was thinking about escaping at the time, she had just crossed over, and there were a few more brothers like oil bottles for no reason, so it was strange that she didn't panic. In fact, Lin Wan'er felt a little guilty about getting along with several brothers, the second Chengping went to the grassland alone, the third lost Yan'er, the fourth got the devil, the fifth was sent to the oil store by herself, the sixth treasure cried a few years ago because she couldn't eat enough, and Baoyu and Yubao didn't wear decent clothes since they were young.

"Later, I relented, took the woman and the baby home, and gave the woman a bath, and then I found out that this woman was born very beautiful, well, the most beautiful woman I have ever seen." Lin Wan'er has seen many excellent women from Lanzhou to Shangjing, including Feng Laiyi, the majestic queen mother, the Jian family with poetry and books, Qingzhu Niang, Chen Xiaoxiao, Princess Roujia, Yan'er Xiaojun Lord, and even Chen Nuonuo, Pan Meimei, and Ouyang Xiaolan are all beauties with their own merits, but compared with that woman, they are all less moisturizing and silently gentle: "As for the baby, I smashed the rice, cooked it poorly, and fed it to him." Baoyu has been able to eat since she was a child, like a little pig, eats a bowl of rice porridge, and smiles at me. ”

Seeing Baoyu's sweet smile at that time, Lin Wan'er's heart was inexplicably warm, and her heart was melted in an instant, putting Baoyu and Yubao's together, and putting a pillow not far away as the end point, the two children crawled towards the end together, swaying their little buttocks from side to side, like two chubby little ants, very cute. Lin Wan'er was heartbroken, if she hadn't had a miscarriage before the crossing, then she would have a beautiful, healthy child, maybe it would be different.

Lin Wan'er continued: "But there is one thing that bothers me, the woman seems to be a little unclear, she doesn't know who she is, she doesn't know where she came from, and she doesn't know where she is going. Occasionally, when he was clear, he would sit down next to Baoyu, and when he was not clear, he would stay away from Baoyu, for fear of hurting Baoyu. Once, I saw her quietly walk into Baoyu and put her finger into Baoyu's mouth, I wondered why the woman stuffed her finger into the baby's mouth, and later learned that the woman had little milk, so in order to feed the child, she could only cut her finger and let the child suck. ”

At the beginning, there was little vegetarian milk, and Yunfeng was raised by Rong'er, because of this incident, Xu Yunfeng recognized Rong'er's godmother. However, this incident made two people very unhappy, one was Xu Xiao, and the other was Fan Li, Xu Xiao thought that it would be good for his son to have a father, why should he have another godfather. Fan Li hugged his newborn daughter, and snorted coldly, his next child is a son, why do he have to recognize a godson.

Later, the woman became more and more unclear than clear, and she seemed to know her condition, and at last she came to her senses in a stormy time. Called me to my side, holding Baoyu in his arms, reaching out to touch Baoyu's eyebrows, and rubbing Baoyu's face with his cheek. She told me that her name is Bai Su, she is an ordinary family, her family is in trouble, and she is here, and her husband accidentally contracted the wind and cold and died in exile, this child is my only sustenance, and I will hand it over to Wan'er. Lin Wan'er now recalls what Bai Su said back then, and unconsciously smiled bitterly, at that time, the world was undecided, the Suzaku Gate incident had just happened, Xu Xiao had become the target of public criticism, the situation was precarious, the general trend of the world was unknown, no one knew the final pattern of the world, the previous dynasty was hoarded in the south of the river, the Great Wei civil strife continued, the Huns were aggressive, no matter who knew that he still had a child living among the people It was extremely dangerous, so Bai Su covered up a lie to keep Baoyu safe.

Xu Xiao could understand Bai Su's considerations back then, so he felt like a knife in his heart, blaming himself, he didn't protect her, when he was on the bank of the West Lake and under the willows, the oath he made became empty words, ridiculous, really ridiculous.

That time was a special time period in Lin Wan'er's mind, and Bai Su's storage zài built a different color in the Lin family's courtyard, like a black and white movie that suddenly appeared in several colorful pictures with painting style.

When Bai Su was sober, she was an eldest sister, Lin Wan'er was the eldest sister of several brothers, and Bai Su was Lin Wan'er's eldest sister. At that moment, Lin Wan'er felt like she was being cared for. Sister Su is very smart, her mind is very lively, Uncle Lin Puling is bad behind her back, and even wants to snatch the small courtyard, it was Sister Su's idea, and she made a continuous return pistol to snatch the small courtyard back.

When Bai Su was not awake, Lin Wan'er became the eldest sister, and when she saw Bai Su staring at the kitchen knife for a long time, she would hurriedly hide the kitchen knife, Bai Su climbed on the roof of the small courtyard, Lin Wan'er would pull her down in a panic, and then hide the ladder. Bai Su sometimes picks up a water scoop, scoops up a bay of cold water, and pours it down Lin Wan'er's head. Lin Wan'er let out a long sigh and touched the water on her face, feeling annoyed and amused.

Later, Sister Su left, and when she left, she put the piece of jade in Baoyu's arms, saying that it was something left by her husband and left it for Baoyu. She kept muttering a word, a word I didn't understand. Lin Wan'er said.

"What?"

"Big head, big head, don't worry about the rain, people have umbrellas, I have big heads."

Xu Xiao's throat let out a low roaring roar, like a beast trapped in a cage, sad and depressed, and angry and desolate: "Su Su, I have a big head, which can shelter you from the wind and rain, and I will also shelter you from the wind and rain in the future." ”

After a while, the stars in the sky were already brilliant, and the soft starlight shone down and spread over the entire courtyard.

"Miss Wan'er, where was Su Su buried later?"

"Buried in Lanzhou."

"Lanzhou is good, there are mountains and rivers, it is a good place, and no one has disturbed it yet." Xu Xiao let out a long sigh, "Su Su likes to be quiet, I like to be lively, even today, I can't figure out how I got together with Su Su." I was born in poverty, and my mother depended on each other, and I didn't leave any heirlooms, but I fell into lung disease when I carried my mother into Xishu, so I thought about spending a lot of money to buy a jade pendant, and it would be a family heirloom in the future, but I never expected to be cheated, and I spent three months of Yulu, and borrowed some from my thirteen brothers, and finally bought a piece of worthless turbid jade. Hey, at that time, the jade seller kept saying that it was the only jade pendant in the world, and there was no such shop in this village. ”

So, Xu Xiao handed over all his family resources and bought the jade pendant. (To be continued).