Janeway was still waiting for my reply, and my psychological defense of this matter gradually collapsed, and I kept reshaping, because I couldn't do this behind Mi Cai's back, let alone accept the last material guarantee entrusted by Janeway.

After a long, long time, I finally asked her, "How much do you know about your mother's work?" ”

Jian Wei looked dazed, and replied in a daze: "I don't know, I have never asked her about any work, let alone involvement, and she often intervenes in the operation of my advertising company and supervises the financial situation all out of my protection, so I am confident to accept an investigation, but no one can say for sure what is going on in politics, and no one can guarantee that my company and personal property will not be implicated!" ”

Janeway is very painful, this pain is not only due to worry about herself, but also from the worry of her parents, at this moment, in front of me, she has faint signs of collapse, but no one can control her own destiny in front of the state machine, all Janeway can do is pray, her mother is a misunderstood official, if the evidence is indeed conclusive, she needs to leave herself a way back In fact, she is really a woman with a strong personality, and when ordinary people encounter such a change, the spiritual world has long collapsed, Where is there still the concentration to find a way out for yourself.

I couldn't make a decision right away, and in my dreary mood I lit myself a cigarette, and the car was immediately filled with the smell of smoke, and I was relaxed, but Janeway was even more nervous, and the feeling of tobacco was destined to be the same.

Jian Wei was already on the verge of despair, and she said to me again: "Zhaoyang, this matter will not implicate you, because the property rights of the house are legally transferred, in the middle, as long as the funds for the purchase of the house are rotated normally, it is easy to operate, can you help me with this?" ”

I finished smoking the cigarette in my hand, and then pressed the cigarette butt out in the car ashtray, but I couldn't look at her again, and finally said to her: "Jian Wei, listen to me, I don't know why you believe in me so much, but there should have been a break between us a long time ago, I really can't bear this kind of entrustment If you really regard these two properties as your last way out, I still build yì You hand it over to Xiang Chen, or Yan Yan can also be reasonable, I am not the best candidate, don't forget it, my Lu Ku is also invested by you, We have close economic ties!! ”

"Zhaoyang, you" Jian Wei had tears in her eyes, and her gaze pierced me.

Although my heart was tormented in pain, I could only respond to her indifference for a moment, and finally said to her: "Don't be a frightened bird, no matter what your parents are, as long as your company is legally operated and taxed according to the law, your personal property deserves to be protected by the state, isn't it?" ”

Jian Wei seemed to burst in an instant, and this rupture made me unable to stay by her side for a second longer, so she said: "Every time I meet you in private, it will make me feel a strong sense of guilt, I really can't carry Mi Cai again and again, do things that don't respect love and trust, please be considerate of me, okay?" ”

Janeway leaned back on the car seat in despair, she closed her eyes, she had let me go, I hung my head, and wanted to smoke a cigarette in the car!

But even if you smoke another cigarette, what can you change? I gritted my teeth and didn't let myself look at her again, opened the car door, faced the direction of the cold wind, and walked on the way back.

However, when I think of the beginning, she eloped with me regardless of Qiē, and my torn pain is so real!! It makes me feel like a man who is unkind! Perhaps, I should not have refused her request for a way out; Maybe, even if there is a possibility, I can't accept it, unless I regard my hard-won happiness now as child's play, I have it today and lose it tomorrow, and I don't care

Perhaps, when I question human nature like a white cloud dog, I also hide the white cloud dog in my heart! I've long since changed, and I've become reluctant to think about the past, for fear that the happiness of the present will turn into a nightmare, and then wake up!

On the way back, I walked half of it, and the remaining half was handed over to the last bus of No. 313, and when I returned to my accommodation, there was no light in the house, Mi Cai had rested, since we lived together, she seemed to have a not very good habit, every time I came back late, she would not leave me a lamp, but because of my weak heart, I did not have the confidence to sue her, and I would leave a lamp for me in the future.

I went to the bathroom to wash my face, and then looked at the clothes that Mi Cai packed up in the dirty laundry basket, although I haven't washed it yet, but my heart has calmed down a bit, which at least proves that after I left, she did something alone, she must not have been thinking too much about my departure!

I didn't go back to the room immediately, sorted those of our dirty clothes, soaked them in warm water, and then washed them by hand, counting before I didn't fall in love, Mi Cai and I have lived together for a long time, but this is the second time in my life to help a woman wash intimate clothes, the first time, is to help Le Yao after the miscarriage, this time, it is to help Mi Cai and the first time is a compromise after helplessness, now, but it stems from the fact that I want to turn myself into a man without pride and prejudice, and put an end to some concepts that are controlled by masculinity.

Actually, I really want to turn myself into a man who can love her in the best way possible!!

Barely making any movement, I dried the washed clothes one by one, and then stood on the edge of the balcony smoking a cigarette, the sky was full of loneliness, and the night when the street lights had been extinguished, it was a little terrible! But the guilt that hadn't been completely erased made it impossible for me to go back to my room and lie down next to her!

The lights in the living room came on, and Mi Cai walked out of the bedroom, yawning, playing with her hair, and drinking a small half glass of water, before she asked me, "Why do you stand on the balcony and smoke instead of sleeping?" ”

"I just finished washing my clothes, my waist was sore, so I stood on the balcony and rested for a while."

Mi Cai looked at the clothes hanging to dry, yawned again, and said, "Hurry up and rest, it's almost one o'clock!" ”

I nodded, she went back to the room, and I picked up the cup and poured myself a cup of hot water, when I drank the water, I always thought of Janeway, worried about how she would survive the night, and what did Xiang Chen do when he went to France, why he hadn't returned to China yet, and then gave her the best help when Janeway needed him the most? -