Chapter 162: Father-Son Relationship
At this moment, Zhan Yiyang can't listen to anything.
His eyes were slightly red as he looked at the carefully looking Battle Commander, and a coldness swirled around him.
"Yiyang, Yiyang, what's wrong with you." Xu Rongrong tugged at his sleeve with some horror, "Yiyang, you answer me, what's wrong with you." ”
Zhan Yiyang never responded to Xu Rongrong's call, he stood there fixedly, looking at the commander coldly, his eyes were like poisonous snakes, and he pierced the back of the commander of the war.
But the battle commander never looked back, and as time passed, the battle commander finally wiped his fingers for Liang Shuxian.
He put the towel on the cabinet next to the hospital bed, and then slowly stood up and looked at Zhan Yiyang.
The battle commander, who is already over half a hundred years old, has white hair and old glasses on the bridge of his nose. But the breath that has been in the top position for a long time and belongs to those in power has not retreated.
Although Zhan Yiyang is young, he has also been in the top position for a long time, and the bloodshed he has experienced is even stronger, so he is on par with the commander of Zhan for a while.
The father and son looked at each other for a long time, but neither of them would bow their heads first.
Xu Rongrong, who was standing behind Zhan Yiyang, sighed, shook his head, and sat on the edge of the bed.
Over there, father and son were still silently watching each other, never letting up for a moment.
Whether it was Zhan Yiyang's slightly gloomy eyes or the calm and calm eyes of the commander of Zhan, they kept releasing pressure, making this ward filled with a strong depressive atmosphere.
The battle commander also seemed to have noticed this, he glanced at Zhan Yiyang, who was silent, and said, "Come out with me." ”
After speaking, without waiting for Zhan Yiyang to say anything, he took a big step and walked out of the intensive care ward.
"Shining Sun. Looking at Zhan Yiyang, who was still motionless in place, Xu Rongrong called him with some worry.
"Wait for me here." Throwing down these five words heavily, Zhan Yiyang turned his head to keep up with the pace of the battle commander.
So in the entire ward, only the unconscious Liang Shuxian and the worried Xu Rongrong were left.
On the other hand, because the commander didn't want anyone to disturb the conversation between father and son, he walked all the way to the top floor of the hospital, the rooftop.
Although the commander of the battle is a soldier, he is old after all.
Even after climbing more than a dozen floors, he was so tired that he was panting, and even his back was a little rickety.
And Zhan Yiyang, who followed him, never blushed or panted, and didn't even sweat a little.
The battle commander smiled bitterly twice, and finally slowed down, and only then did he reach the middle of the rooftop, an extremely empty field.
"Yiyang, I know what you're thinking." Zhan Yiyang had just stood still, and the battle commander said straight to the point.
Zhan Yiyang looked up at him in some surprise, but didn't say anything.
After being a soldier for a lifetime and a commander for decades, the commander of war has always known what detour is and what tactics are.
Just like when he forced Xu Rongrong to divorce the two, it shows that he is an extremely strategic person.
Therefore, Zhan Yiyang was surprised, and the commander of the battle answered straight to the point.
Ignoring Zhan Yiyang's surprise, the battle commander said to himself, "Ever since your mother died because of me, I know that you have been hating me. Later, when I wanted to marry Shuxian, you also resisted very much, and even threatened me not to marry Shuxian. I knew that with your temper, you would definitely hate Shuxian and hate me. ”
"I know you're still insisting on marrying her." Hearing Commander Zhan's words, Zhan Yiyang sneered.
At that time, he tried so hard to stop him, and even threatened him with his personal safety, but he still insisted on marrying Liang Shuxian.
At that time, my mother had only been dead for two years.
It's only been two years, and the murderer who killed his mother back then married someone else.
This makes him how not to hate, how not to be angry, how not to go crazy.
I still remember that back then, Zhan Yiyang, whose eyebrows and eyes were still immature, angrily yelled at the still young battle commander, "Dad, you can't betray your mother, you can't marry that woman, if you marry that woman, you will no longer be my father and Yilin." ”
But even if Xiao Zhan Yiyang said such heavy words back then, he still didn't have the idea of recalling the commander of the war.
Just a few days later, the second wedding of the war commander was held in the old mansion.
On that day, Zhan Yiyang, the youngest son of the Zhan family, and his sister Zhan Yilin did not attend the wedding.
It was also on that day that Zhan Yiyang applied to go out on a mission and tried not to enter the old mansion.
And this walk is ten years.
Within ten years, Zhan Yiyang and Zhan Yilin rarely returned to their old mansions, and even if they had to come back occasionally, they were just to visit their elderly grandfather.
It wasn't until later that he met Xu Rongrong, and Zhan Yiyang's contact with the old mansion was a little more.
But this does not mean that Zhan Yiyang has forgiven Commander Zhan, in fact, the fact that Commander Zhan married another is an eternal scar in Zhan Yiyang's heart.
"Yiyang, I married Shuxian because Yilin is still young and needs someone to take care of her." The Battle Commander looked at the furious Zhan Yiyang and took a deep breath, trying to calm his anger.
As everyone knows, his words burned Zhan Yiyang's anger even higher.
"For Yilin?" Zhan Yiyang laughed angrily, but the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, no matter how he looked at it, there was a strong coldness, "I married a second lady for Yilin, but how many times has Yilin been taken care of?" At the age of ten, she has already suffered with the women's special forces, how many times have you cared about her? ”
In the end, Zhan Yiyang almost gritted his teeth, "What do you say for others, in fact, it's just that you can't stand the loneliness and are carried away by lust." You forgot your oath to your mother, you forgot your mother's death, you don't have any heart and lungs at all! ”
Zhan Yiyang's body stood straight, his eyes stared at the battle commander sharply, and there was deep hatred in his eyes, drowning the battle commander like a sea.
The battle commander finally lost his composure, and he took two steps back in panic. In the end, he forcibly turned his gaze away from Zhan Yiyang, and only then did he stabilize his body.
"Yiyang, I hope you can listen to me calmly." The battle commander took a deep breath and suddenly raised his head to stare at Zhan Yiyang, as if he had secretly made a decision.
"What else do you have to say?" Zhan Yiyang stared at Commander Zhan tightly, he wanted to see what else he had to say after the matter had come to this!
The battle commander sighed, there were some things he wanted to bury forever.
But Zhan Yiyang's attitude really made him have to say it.
Because, he can't be sorry for Shuxian, and he can't let Shuxian carry the black pot for the rest of her life!
"Yiyang, there are some things that are the affairs of the people in the previous life, I didn't plan to sue you, but you are so insistent, I can only break my original oath and tell you a qiē." The battle commander sighed, lowered his head, found a slightly clean stone pier, and sat down.
"Back then, your father and I became a major general at a young age, and I was a little young and frivolous, and then, when I was on a mission, I met Shuxian." The battle commander closed his eyes, as if he was recalling some beautiful scene, and even the corners of his mouth hung a soft smile.
But then, he seemed to think of something painful, and the pleasure on his face disappeared, and even took on a hint of hideousness.
"But your grandmother won't allow me to marry an ordinary woman, she wants me to marry a woman from a family, that is, your mother." Speaking of this, the battle commander shook his head painfully, as if he thought of some unbearable experience, "I don't agree, your grandmother quietly found Shuxian, persecuted her family, forced her to leave me, and dumped me." ”
"Shuxian couldn't bear to be forced by her family and pretended to get rid of me. Later, your grandmother talked to me all the time, and I married your mother as she wished. Thinking of the painful years back then, the battle commander hugged his head with both hands, and even his voice couldn't help but tremble.
No one knows how he came over during the time he left Shuxian.
In just three months, he tasted the heartache and pain that he could only taste in a lifetime.
At his saddest, he almost wanted to die.
At that time, he hated Liang Shuxian very much.
Hates her for getting rid of herself, hates her mother for forcing herself, he hates!
But what about it, he is a soldier, a soldier of the whole country, a major general of City A, he has a heavy burden on his shoulders, and he is not even qualified to die for the love of his children.
Even grief can only last three months.
Three months later, he returned to his military career and married a woman from a family that he loved on his mother's arrangement.
After that, I was promoted, and I got a pair of children.
But so what, the beating heart is dead, and he's not the same person he used to be.
When he said this, the battle commander's eyes were extremely hollow, and the kind of eyes that did not have any look made anyone feel distressed and sad.
Zhan Yiyang naturally understands, because in the days when he lost Rongrong, he was like this every day, with dull and empty eyes.
But he still can't tolerate that his father married his mother just to cope with his grandmother......
The most important thing is that his father has a woman he loves deeply......
"Because you don't love your mother, when you knew that someone had arrested her and threatened you to give up the net, you resolutely refused, right?" Although he knew that he shouldn't ask such a question, the pain of his mother had occupied all of Zhan Yiyang's mind.
"Yiyang, you know, I've been setting up that team for ten years. Ten years, if you sacrifice the whole team for ten years to save your mother, I think your mother will be upset. Although she is a young lady from a family, she is kind and knowledgeable. The commander sighed, and had to admit that Zhan Yiyang's mother was a good wife, but unfortunately, even after more than ten years of living together, he still couldn't fall in love with her.
"Ten years, ten years of hard work, I understand that you are also soldiers, but as a mother's son, I can't understand!" Zhan Yiyang looked at Commander Zhan coldly, "Especially, after your mother died, you married a woman who made her unhappy for half of her life. ”
In fact, this is true, because I have always been thinking about Liang Shuxian in my heart, the love of the commander of the battle cannot be shared with Zhan Yiyang's mother, and there are a few women who can be happy if they can't get the love of their husbands.
So at a young age, Zhan Yiyang has seen his mother cry secretly countless times.
I used to think that my father was discouraged after my mother's death and married my stepmother.
It turns out that now it turns out that his father has never loved his mother!!