Chapter 54: They are all masters of life

Wei Manwen has completed all the formalities and left the payment desk, she and Robben finally have space to stand together, but they don't look like a pair of lovers, at this time Wei Manwen is wearing a washed white jeans, and a cotton jacket with no style at all, and the black jacket on Luo himself alone is worth more than 10,000 yuan

Robben took off his jacket and took off the platinum ring on his finger, and he put these on my hand before whispering to Wei Manwen, "Come with me!" ”

Wei Manwen seemed to have no feelings, she shook her head indifferently, and replied: "My parents are already on their way to the hospital, I will go back to Beijing with them, which is my home." ”

"Beijing is also my home!"

"Robben, we have hurt each other too thoroughly in this life, and the most sorry thing is that the other party I have made it very clear to you last time, I don't want to experience those pasts anymore, and I don't want to look forward to the future related to you anymore Let me live this life peacefully, okay? The man I need is not you, and the woman you need may not be me. ”

Robben's lips trembled and he couldn't speak, and I hurriedly said in his place: "Teacher Wei, at this time, you don't have to hold the idea of fulfillment, CC She is already married, you and Robben should have lovers and eventually become married!" ”

"My decision has nothing to do with anyone, live well! Robben, don't look for me again, we are not people of the same world, not before, and not again. After Wei Manwen said this calmly, she walked towards the exit from the hospital, and Robben caught up with her, didn't say anything, and just walked with her.

Walking out of the gate of the hospital, the sunlight was still softly scattered in every corner of the city, and Wei Manwen finally stopped, she was waiting for her parents, Robben looked at her earnestly and said: "I know that Zhou Hang has just died, and it is not practical for you to fall in love immediately, so I am willing to give you time"

Wei Manwen looked at Robben: "Talking about love? Does it really matter? Sounds so pretentious! What I want is to live, to live. ”

"I can give you life too."

"Robben I don't know how to explain it to you, but I really don't have any desire to live with you anymore! I beg you to leave me alone, I'm really tired! ”

Robben stood in place, and I was stunned, maybe it was really a pair of lovers who had been separated for too long, each experiencing life, comprehending life, many things could not be unified, for Wei Manwen, Robben has not changed, and she has changed from the girl who was inexperienced many years ago, to the mountain village woman who has gone through the hardships of life and tasted the sadness of the world, perhaps, except for the little pitiful love in her heart, she and Robben have completely lost any place that can be unified, after rational analysis, They are too reluctant to live together, and the so-called lovers will eventually become dependents on them, which is just a poignant fantasy that is somewhat unreal!

Oh, yes! How can an artist live with a woman who came out of a mountain village? How should their values, world view, and outlook on life be unified? If you really try your best to re-run in, it is better to see through the vanity of love and find a suitable person to live with, I think this is the fundamental reason why Wei Manwen said over and over again that she was tired.

Relatively silent, a middle-aged couple in their 50s walked over to us, Robben's face turned pale, I have already guessed: the person who came is Wei Manwen's parents, otherwise no one can give Robben such a big impact, and also, they really have the temperament of a scholarly family, but it is a pity that they read the sage book, but with the feudal thinking of the right person, they did an extremely stupid thing, it was they who single-handedly ruined the love between Robben and Wei Manwen, which would have been boiled and had results.

Wei Manwen's parents have come to us, Wei Manwen seems to be a subconscious action, she is close to her parents, away from Robben

Father Wei held Wei Manwen's face with both hands, and couldn't help but cry, he choked up and said: "Manwen has suffered you all these years, it's your parents who are too selfish, thinking that they want you to be happy from your point of view, but they forced you to embark on a road full of thorns, we should confess to you!" ”

Wei Manwen had no tears, she shook her head, not hateful, and said softly: "Dad, you don't need to feel guilty, it's because your daughter used to be too blind and rebellious." ”

Wei's mother also grabbed Wei Manwen's somewhat rough hands and sobbed, as if the sunshine couldn't dissolve this sadness engraved by time, until Wei Manwen wiped away her tears for her parents, until she whispered: "Dad, Mom, take my daughter back to Beijing, I don't want to go anywhere, I just want to stay by your side and please accept me!" Forgive me! ”

Wei's father and Wei's mother hugged Wei Manwen tightly, but Robben suddenly cried bitterly, as if he complained to them with a voice from his soul: "Why did you force us so much in the first place, why can't you give me a little patience, give me even a little chance, you dislike me for being a musician, no money, no social status, but now I have money, status, but I can't get anything, can you sue me, what did I do wrong, you give me an answer, give me an answer!" ”

Wei's father and Wei's mother lowered their heads, Robben's love was already out of control, he took back the jacket from my hand, took out a number of checks from it and raised them in his hand, whimpered and said, "See? This is a check with a face value of 150,000 yuan, which is my remuneration for doing a commercial performance, and this is the salary I got as a music producer, and there are also 100,000 yuan, if I want, I can do dozens of such commercial performances a year, I want to ask you, is this money enough to feed a family and support your daughter? Why can't you just give me a little chance, a little bit of time? Why, you say? How many people have been tragic with one of your stupid decisions, and have you seen it again? ”

Wei Manwen looked at Robben, and replied with a little scary: "Robben, don't blame my parents, we did too many wrong things at that time, if I didn't insist on coming to Suzhou to find you, endure loneliness and wait for you in Beijing, maybe, after a few years, you will stabilize your life, and come back to me, it is also a good story If you don't act rashly, pretend to be smart, and play that play in front of me with other women, I won't leave, let alone suffer from depression after returning to Beijing, it's our own fault too thoroughly, So I hope you can love a life with a magnanimous heart, which is the best way out, I wish you happiness, happier than me! Good bye! ”

After Wei Manwen said this, she took her parents to the taxi stop, Robben gritted his teeth and watched silently, until the taxi completely disappeared from our sight, he finally collapsed and sat on the ground, and then crumpled the check in his hand, and kept repeating: "Why why, why?" ”

Three days later, after the memorial service, Zhou Hang's ashes were sprinkled into the sea, Wei Manwen also quietly returned to Beijing with her parents, she did not give Robben any chance, I heard, later she married a divorced university professor lightning married, and then she also found a job as a teacher, continuing her scholarly glory and this is the final ending of her story in mine Unfortunately: I have never been lucky enough to meet her again, I don't know that her life after re-choosing is still living in hidden dangers, Still completely happy! But the only thing that is certain is that Robben will always occupy a most secret place in her heart, gradually dispensable!

How embarrassing this is! Even Zhou Hang didn't understand Wei Manwen's truest thoughts in his heart, so he used his last strength to entrust Wei Manwen to Robben, but it was all empty after all, this woman didn't want to be dragged down by life anymore, she finally made a bold choice for the lifestyle she wanted!

Compared with Wei Manwen's later news, CC's happiness is very real in front of us, she gave birth to a big fat boy weighing 7 pounds on the morning of the first day of the new year, and I also experienced the most special first day of the new year in my life, this morning I have been with her husband Yao Di by her bedside in the sound of firecrackers one after another.

She and Yao Di had some disagreements because of the child's name, and finally I said to them with the principle of turning the big thing into a small one: "Naming the child is in my opinion such a few principles, one, to be smooth, two, to have a certain commemorative significance, three, to facilitate others to remember, of course, the third point is the most important, because it is conducive to him to become an outstanding person like me!" Ha ha! ”

Because Yao Di didn't know me very well, he didn't know what kind of routine I was, but he said to me very sincerely: "Brother Zhaoyang, then please give our big fat boy a name." ”

I thought for a moment and said: "This fat boy was born at the beginning of the new year, just call him Yao Chuyi, casual, commemorative, and easy to remember, if you calm down and feel it carefully, you will find that this name still has a little literary and fresh!" Really good! ”

Yao Di and CC exchanged a look, and really nodded in agreement, maybe this has something to do with the fact that they both have a more casual and free character, so I believe that this fat boy named Yao Chuyi will definitely live a carefree life in the future, because his name is too irresponsible, so correspondingly, he should also have a character that is not bound by responsibilities and burdens!

In the afternoon, Robben also rushed over from Beijing, this is the first time he met with CC since CC came back, presumably he sincerely blessed CC because in this foggy forest of life, everyone has already made their own directions.

Just as we were chatting, a woman wearing a mask and a baseball cap also came to CC's rest room, and when she took off her mask, Robben was surprised and asked, "Yang Youqi, why are you here?" ”

Not only Robben was surprised, but we were even more surprised, because this woman named Yang Youqi is a female singer in the limelight in the music world, she has only debuted for more than a year, and has won several heavyweight music awards, her father is a big-name music producer in the music world, and her mother is also a music professor at a well-known conservatory.

Yang Youqi smiled at us and said: "Robben's friends, please introduce yourself, my name is Yang Youqi, Robben is my music producer, we already knew each other before he went to the United States!" I admire his musical talent! ”

"Oh!" Everyone made a look of sudden realization.

The current situation no longer needs us to guess, because no woman would come to find a man on the afternoon of the first day of the Lunar New Year for no reason, and bravely face this man's group of friends.

I have to sigh at the power of time, it seems to waste us, but it gives us many opportunities to be reborn This day, we welcomed a small life, and also saw a like-minded love in the bud

At this time, Le Yao is not right, it is Xiao Yao, she and Cao Jinfei also came here, and after sending their blessings to CC and Yao, Xiao Yao (please forgive me for not being able to call Xiao Yao smooth), after that, Le Yao and Yang Youqi were also surprised by each other, one of them is a big name in the film industry, and the other is a super rookie in the music industry, and they actually met in a small lounge because of such fate, so after the two greeted each other, they chatted quite speculatively.

I was still not used to the environment of too many people, especially since they were all in pairs, so I silently left the lounge, stood by the window at the end of the corridor and lit a cigarette that could burn loneliness

I have some realizations, in fact, life is not so complicated, we will suffer because of choices, and we will be reborn because of choices, and the real masters of life must be people who dare to choose, such as Wei Manwen, such as CC, such as Jian Wei, such as Le Yao

And me? I'm not a low hand in life, I still insist on choosing to wait for Mi Cai to come back, it's really time to come back!

I was eager for her to see how gentle the sun was and how often it shone brightly in this world in need of warmth in the winter after she left!

And time, time has changed a lot, but for us, there is nothing, we have not held each other's hands and quarreled with each other, nor have we seen each other's bright smiles, only to know that she is like a fish in water in the business field she is good at, and I am walking in the four seasons of the road of literature and art, the sun is shining!

(No matter how you write, you will always be scolded by some people, it seems that being scolded is a writer's fate that can't be avoided, but I still want to say, how can there be so much reasonableness and foreshadowing in life, how can there be so many things that you can predict.) Regarding Wei Manwen, a rational analysis of her experience over the years shows that it is impossible for her and Robben to be impossible, but according to the routine of the novel, they can be together, and it seems reasonable and reasonable! Smart readers, who have long taken the wrong things done by the male and female protagonists in this book as a negative teaching material, and then muffled themselves into other parts of life? is still looking for all kinds of reasons, scolding the plot, scolding the author, and then shaping himself into a model of morality, exuding the brilliance of the world)