Song Anyang thought that she could talk to Xu Jingya and let her give up Lu Quan, maybe she would meet something better.

It's a pity that Song Anyang never thought that Xu Jingya would commit suicide because of the loss of land power.

Since that day when Lu Quan said that he wanted to break up with Jingya, Song Anyang persuaded her that there was no good result with Lu Quan; I haven't heard from Jingya for nearly a week.

Later, it was the police who let Song Anyang know that Xu Jingya committed suicide.

Song Anyang, who rushed to Jingya's dormitory as soon as he received the news, saw a person who had been dead for two days before being found.

According to the preliminary judgment of the forensic doctor, it is a suicide.

When he saw the corpse, Song Anyang felt that his brain suddenly seemed to be blown up by something, and suddenly he suddenly exploded, only to feel that his chest seemed to be blocked by something.

Her mind was a little confused, and it felt like what was happening in front of her was so unreal.

Self-blame and disbelief fill the whole mind.

After taking two steps, I felt that my head was a little swollen and painful, and I was so weak that I couldn't walk under my feet, and I instantly moved forward with a soft skin and fainted to the ground.

Regarding Xu Jingya, she seems to have done too much, too wrong.

didn't care enough, didn't understand her feelings enough, and even forcibly let her leave Lu Quan because she didn't think it was appropriate............

There are many, too many to count.

When Song Anyang woke up again, he was in the hospital, and the drip on the back of his hand was still being injected, which made Song Anyang feel numb and swollen in his arm.

Stand up and remember.

Pei Yue, who had been guarding the bedside, hurriedly reached out to support Song Anyang at this time.

A pillow was put in place for her to sit firmly before he looked up at her.

Their eyes met in the air.

Song Anyang first retracted his gaze, lowered his head and asked carefully: "Am I mistaken?" "Xu Jingya's death is not true, it is her brain that is messed up and misremembered.

Hearing this, Pei Yue didn't reply immediately, but reached out and touched her face, calmed his eyes, and finally replied in a low voice: "No." ”

Pei Yue just expected that Lu Quan would go against him, and didn't think that Xu Jingya would commit suicide.

Maybe he didn't pay attention, Xu Jingya is only nineteen years old, and his psychological tolerance is not as good as that of an adult, and he is just a child after all.

A sentence that was not mistaken, made Song Anyang's face suddenly become panicked, and he was so nervous that he grabbed the quilt on his body with both hands, shook his head tremblingly, and continued painfully: "Why is this happening." ”

Why did Jingya commit suicide, the person who was alive a few days ago is silent today.

How is she going to face Jingya's family, her parents, and herself.

Seeing that Song Anyang was flustered, Pei Yue stretched out and took Song Anyang into his arms, and said comfortingly: "It's none of your business, it's just an accident." ”

Pei Yue was also very surprised by the suicide of Song Anyang's cousin.

In addition, Xu Jingya also left a long suicide note.

There is no love in life, there is no send-off in death, word by word, childish and desperate.

Song Anyang heard Pei Yue's comfort, nestled in his arms and didn't reply, suddenly felt that his nose was sour, and he cried in his arms in a low voice without a moment's effort.

After crying for a while.

Song Anyang's mood gradually calmed down, sitting in front of the hospital bed and drinking water, there was a mouthful of pecking and tasting.

Her nose was still a little sore, and she could cry at any moment.

Pei Yue was peeling apples for her, her slender fingers, and when she held the knife, her movements were elegant and noble.

After drinking a few sips of water, Song Anyang gently lowered the cup, hesitated for a long time, wanted to speak, but picked up the water in his hand and continued to drink.

At this time, she didn't know what to say, but when she thought of Xu Jingya, she felt uncomfortable.

Just when Song Anyang was distracted, Pei Yue handed the freshly peeled apple to her hand, and raised his lips in a low voice: "Don't think about it." ”

It was just an unexpected accident.

And this accident has already happened and cannot be changed.

He didn't want it to affect her mood.

Pei Yue said don't think about it, but Song Anyang raised his eyes to look at Pei Yue, hesitated for a long time before replying, "I want to go home." "She doesn't like to stay in the hospital for too long.

I want to go home.

Song Anyang wanted to go home, so Pei Yue followed her wishes, bowed slightly, and agreed to take her back.

After being discharged from the hospital, although the two of them sat in the carriage, they were silent from beginning to end and did not communicate.

There's an eerie sense of complexity to the atmosphere.

After arriving home, Song Anyang sat on the sofa, and Pei Yue sat next to her; The atmosphere between the two is still quiet.

Pei Yue originally wanted to mention some comforting words, but Song Anyang's reaction and attitude were indifferent, so he could only remain silent.

Just sit and be silent.

Until after dinner, Song Anyang took a bath in a daze and lay down on the bed.

Closing his eyes lightly, he didn't want to think about Jingya anymore, but the more he thought about Jingya's appearance, the more clearly he described Jingya.

Rolled over and wanted to continue sleeping.

But as soon as she closed her eyes, it was the appearance of her suicide in the dormitory, and she suddenly shuddered with fright, sat up suddenly, and gasped for breath.

Maybe it's fear, maybe it's self-blame, which makes her restless, panicked and uneasy; Like a trickle, the stream wrapped around her.

As soon as Pei Yue entered the room, he saw Song Anyang sitting up, with fine beads of sweat on his forehead, as if he was frightened.

After a moment's hesitation, he walked to the edge of the bed, sat down gently, and took the man into his arms.

"Don't think about it."

This incident has already happened, so we can only let it pass, and it is useless to think about it.

Hearing this, Song Anyang raised his eyes to look at Pei Yue, who had been silent and uneasy, and finally broke the silence at this time, and when he retracted his gaze, he stretched out his hands and hugged his waist, put his head tightly on his chest, and listened to his heavy and powerful heartbeat, which seemed to be calming down.

Long.

Song Anyang then spoke: "It's my fault that Jingya left like this. If she tried her best to manage Jingya, it wouldn't be this result.

If she could do a little more, maybe she wouldn't have had this kind of thing, and maybe she could be redeemed.

Song Anyang's hand holding Pei Yue tightened tighter, and the words in his mouth gradually changed to words.

Nervous and cramped, as if to explain, like reminding yourself.

She lacked a reason to convince herself, and her heart was full of blaming her own faults, if she and Jingya communicated more, this kind of thing would not have happened.

"I shouldn't have agreed with her to be a star, and I shouldn't have seen her with Lu Quan, but I didn't stop it in time." She thought she could go with the flow and let Jingya understand for herself.

But she never thought that she would go to extremes.

If you think about it from another angle, maybe Xu Jingya doesn't want to die, but she can't get the person she loves, and she is embattled, so she will despair.

Xu Jingya just wants a person, but she understands that if she can't get it, no one will help her get it; Losing hope and pursuit, I feel that I have nothing to love.

When she committed suicide, she didn't think about Lu Quan, but also about her parents, family, and classmates.

She is not afraid of death, but she is afraid of facing opposition and accusations to her strange attitude.

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