Chapter Thirty-Seven: Don't Mention This Love Word, Okay
Huang Ruirui was ashamed and annoyed, when the two were in love in the past, no matter how numb and explicit the words were on the bed, they had said it, but at that time, it felt like a mood, and the scene at this time was more of a humiliation.
She wanted to resist, but the hand pulling her hair showed no sign of loosening, she could only tilt her head stiffly, being confined by Huo Jingwei, and letting him wantonly humiliate in this small cockpit.
She closed her eyes tightly, eager to crush her silver teeth. Huo Jingwei is in bed, how astringent, how explicit, how scoundrel, she has always experienced it deeply.
I'm afraid that the next scene will make her even more ashamed.
A feeling of nausea and nausea hit his chest again, and involuntarily, a series of sounds came out of his throat.
Huo Jingwei didn't understand it right away, he only knew that Huang Ruirui was pregnant, but the woman had morning sickness or something, he wasn't with her, so naturally he didn't know anything.
"Let go of my ......" Huang Ruirui roared in a low voice, and the strong feeling of vomiting made her frown uncomfortably, which was different from the pain that Huo Jingwei pulled her hair.
You can grit your teeth and hold on to the pain, but the feeling of vomiting can't be suppressed no matter what.
Huo Jingwei was stunned again, and when he finally realized that something was wrong, Huang Ruirui really turned over the river and began to vomit.
Fortunately, he withdrew in time to avoid it, and the hand that was pulling her hair tightly also let go, and Huang Ruirui, whose body was free, bent over, and vomited all the filthy vomit in front of the instrument panel in the cabin.
This scene frightened Huo Jingwei, and when he was angry just now, he really wanted to punish Huang Ruirui, punish her selfishness, and punish her disobedience, it can be seen that she vomited so badly and was so uncomfortable, he was also a little panicked.
"Ruirui, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me......" he asked.
For a while, he didn't think about the morning sickness of the pregnant woman at all, and when he wasn't by her side for a while, he didn't know these reactions at all.
He hurriedly rummaged around, trying to find some mineral water, but there was no preparation in the cabin, and after turning over for a long time, he only took out a paper towel and handed it to Huang Ruirui in a panic: "Ruirui, what's wrong with you?" ”
Huang Ruirui suddenly pushed his hand away, and didn't take his tissue at all, because it was uncomfortable, and because of the humiliation just now, the big drops of hot tears fell down like a broken pearl, dripping on the snow-white fullness.
Such a scene made Huo Jingwei even more blameful, and he tried to hug her tightly: "Rui Rui, I'm sorry, I didn't expect this, I'm sorry...... Ruirui, I'll take you to the hospital......"
"No need to ......" Huang Ruirui pushed him away, crying, while cleaning up his wolf appearance, tearing off the white gloves on his arms, and then re-hanging the sling that Huo Jingwei had ripped off on his shoulders, but the nipple patch could no longer be found, even through the bra, he could still see the two points of the spurt.
"Rui Rui......" Huo Jingwei called her, reached out and took off his suit, draped it on her body, and wrapped her body tightly.
Huang Ruirui wanted to shake it off, but Huo Jingwei used his hand hard, and even wrapped all the suits into his arms: "I'm sorry, Ruirui, I really didn't want you to be like this...... Be...... I'm a jerk...... I'm a jerk...... Seeing that you are going to be angry with me for marrying, and saying that you don't love me anymore...... I'm so angry that I'm sane...... Hit me, scold me......"
He took her hand, and it was on his face, snapping indiscriminately, as if this was the only way to offset the mistake he had just made.
Huang Ruirui didn't speak, she just closed her eyes, and still couldn't stop her tears pouring down.
obviously loves the man in front of him, but he has to choose to leave decisively, just because he doesn't love him.
After crying for a while, she gradually accepted her crying voice: "Huo Jingwei...... Leave me alone......"
"Spare you?" Huo Jingwei listened to this, his heart sank vigorously, sinking to the boundless abyss, no matter what he did now, he could only let Huang Ruirui go farther away from him, and there was no turning back at all?
"Right...... Let me go......" Huang Ruirui raised her head and looked at him, with tears in her eyes: "Huo Jingwei, look at the fact that I loved you so much in the past, please let me go...... Don't come back to harass me......"
"No-" Huo Jingwei roared heartbreakingly: "Huang Ruirui, it's impossible, let go of you, I can't do it, I love you to the core, if it weren't for you, I don't know why I lived...... Just now, just before I took you away, I was thinking, if you dare to really marry Li Wenchuan, I will kill him......"
"You ......"
"Yes...... It doesn't matter if I'm selfish, or if I'm ruthless, or because I'm too monopolistic...... In short, I love you, and I will never watch you marry someone else......" He gritted his teeth, and his fierce expression seemed to be really ready to fight someone at all times.
Huang Ruirui smiled bitterly, the tears hanging on her cheeks fell on the placket, and the original heavy makeup on her face was washed away by her tears, which was already red and black, more colorful than the big flower face singing on the stage.
"Huo Jingwei, don't mention the word love, okay?" She looked at him, and the expression on her face was dizzy: "From beginning to end, you just use me as a stand-in, you don't love me at all, you have been loving Meiling for the past ten years...... You've always used me as her stand-in......" At this point, the sense of humiliation hit my heart again, and the tears that had been stopped came back to me.
"Who said I love Meiling...... Who said I was using you as a stand-in? These words made Huo Jingwei angry, and he grabbed her wrist, and the force was so great that her wrist quickly turned red.
Then he came to his senses and quickly loosened his strength.
Huang Ruirui didn't look overdone: "Does anyone need to say this?" It's a fact...... Originally, I wanted to ask you in person, did you ever love me...... Even a little bit...... However, that night, I just took Meiling's photo...... I haven't said anything, and you've shown me thorough proof...... In your eyes, a living Huang Ruirui is not as good as a picture of a dead person......" Speaking of this, she cried loudly.
This has always been a knot in her heart, she has always been obsessed, she didn't tell anyone, including Li Wenchuan, she only knew that the two of them had a Mao Dun, and Huo Jingwei beat her.
Now that the things that have been pretending to be in her heart are poked out, she simply said happily again: "In the past, when you asked me to be your girlfriend, I also asked you, why did you choose me, you said eye ...... At that time, I was so stupid and naïve, I didn't even understand that there was no such thing as love at first sight in this world...... Your so-called eye edge just looked at me like Meiling, so you let me be by your side and give her a stand-in to make up for all your regrets about her back then...... But I'm stupid, I really think...... You are loving me. ”
While crying, she complained, and the tears on her face washed the originally polluted makeup so much that people didn't dare to look at it directly: "At all, you have never loved me, all the good is for Meiling...... I'm just a stand-in for jokes......"
"No......" Huo Jingwei roared angrily: "I have never used you as a stand-in...... I love you......"
"Huo Jingwei, at this moment, don't hide it......" Huang Ruirui wiped the tears on her face: "You have been hiding from us for so long...... Until Ma Xiaoyun came, you couldn't hide it, and you left me aside in the cold, remembering your Meiling...... Do you know, at that time, you inexplicably snubbed me and made me feel like something? I'm really a stand-in who comes and goes, and I have to play an inglorious role in your love story......"
At this point, she wept bitterly, but she couldn't tell it again, and in the small cabin, only her high and low crying sounds.
"No...... Rui Rui ...... "Huo Jingwei took a tissue and wiped her tears for her, the old tears were wiped away, and the new tears poured up again, and the small pack of tissues was quickly used up."
He didn't fold it, he only took local materials, reached out and pulled the wedding dress and headscarf on her head, wiped the stains on her face, and the expensive wedding dress was reduced to the point of being a handkerchief.
"Not really, Ruirui, I promise, it's not what you thought it would be...... I didn't use you as a stand-in at all......" he explained in a low voice.
It turned out that the two had such a big difference on this issue.
"Yes, yes...... Until now, you are still deceiving yourself and deceiving me......" Huang Ruirui objected sharply, and when she said that later, she couldn't help but feel emotional, pounced on Huo Jingwei, and beat and beaten: "You have been deceiving me all along...... You just want to trick me into being by your side and continue to be a stand-in......"
Huo Jingwei calmly endured her beating, and when she was tired of beating, he tightly hugged her in his arms again: "Ruirui, I promise you, this is not the case at all...... Yes, I admit it, I can't explain that feeling for Meiling...... But you have to know that it's not love at all...... She died tragically in my arms...... I've always been haunted by her death, and I feel like I'm more or less responsible...... It makes me feel guilty...... I always feel that I owe her, otherwise she would be living a good life in the world, with a man who likes her, and the happiness she longs for...... Really, I've always felt guilty about her, and I've spent 10 years abroad as an ascetic just to free myself......"
"Yes, you're relieved...... found me, a stand-in similar to her......" Huang Ruirui was annoyed, the nest qi in her heart had no source, and she bit Huo Jingwei's neck with a mouth.
Huo Jingwei didn't move, he endured it, and let her little tiger teeth bite on his neck, although it hurt, it was always better than the endless heartache before, which made him feel better.
He gently stroked Huang Ruirui's back and said in a low voice: "Ruirui, you have become her stand-in one by one...... Why haven't you thought about it...... Actually, she was your stand-in......"