Turning off all the lights in the room, I opened the curtains, stood barefoot by the window, and looked at the deep sky, and my mind suddenly went backwards, assuming that Janeway was the female version of Robben, could it be that she broke up with me because of some last resort?

As soon as this thought came to a point, I was taken aback by myself, and then laughed at myself for being too good at association, how can there be so many hidden wounds in this world to enrich our lives? And having a Robben and Wei Manwen by their side is enough!

I thought of Mi Cai, who was still on the plane for a long time at this time, if she learned Wei Manwen's whereabouts at this time, what would she be like? Will it stop me from revealing the truth for the sake of sisterhood with CC?

I don't think she will, because she is a sensible woman who understands right and wrong, and she will also fulfill Robben's regret that she shouldn't have been.

The night, in the midst of the confusion of my mind, deepened, and the moon in mid-air seemed to be weak, and I took that dark cloud as a gentle country, and refused to show it again, and I finally realized that it was time for me to rest

When I wanted to turn around, there was a shining light in the sky, so I had been immersed in the darkness in a trance, and the transparent city appeared in the trance, but I didn't have time to capture it, and I followed the trajectory of its disappearance in frustration, until it disappeared, I felt that I was gently teased by it, so I patted the wall and said to myself, "You shouldn't tease me, because the one next door is called Robben, and he should be molested."

The next day, there was no imaginary morning sun, let alone a warm wind, only dark clouds and dripping rain, and hurried tourists with umbrellas and horses.

Robben and I stood side by side under the canopy on the balcony, lit a cigarette each, took a deep breath, and smiled at him, "It's a nice day!" ”

Robben looked at the willow trees on the bank of the river, nodded and said, "Yes, if it doesn't rain again, that row of willow trees will soon wither." ”

"Actually, the willow trees that lean against the river will not wither, they have roots and can absorb the water in the river."

Robben flicked the cigarette ash in his hand, and said for a long time: "If it doesn't rain again, the river will be dry, and the willow tree can't escape the fate of cold lips and teeth!" ”

"The river is said to have never been dry."

"If it doesn't rain again, it will dry!"

I sighed softly and asked, "Are you so desperate for a rain?" ”

"Desire."

"If you don't get it right, it will turn into a ferocious flood."

"I'd rather drown in the ferocity of the flood than die of thirst in the dryness of ignorance!"

My fingers clenched the photo of Wei Manwen in my pocket, looked at Robben again, finally pulled it out, exhaled deeply, handed it to him and said, "You can take these two photos and take a look." ”

Robben extinguished the cigarette butt in his hand and took the picture from my hand seemingly calmly

The corners of his mouth twitched, his lips trembled, and he said in a half-hearted voice, "This is Manwen!" ”

I was not surprised that Robben recognized Wei Manwen at a glance, because this was the woman he had been thinking about in his dreams, and he nodded for a long time and said, "It is indeed Wei Manwen!" ”

Robben's voice choked: "How did she become like this?" ”

I said in a deep voice: "When she returned to Beijing from Suzhou, she suffered from a very severe depression, and it was not until half a year later that she gradually recovered, and then she went to Jinping County, Guizhou, to teach in a remote mountainous area for many years, and she suffered! ”

Robben's body suddenly went limp, leaning on the guardrail to prevent himself from falling down, but the iron wall built with self-righteousness collapsed in an earth-shattering tsunami, and his heart was broken

Robben pressed Wei Manwen's photo tightly to his chest, raised his head, and tears fell into his shirt along the wriggling Adam's apple, and then smashed the guardrail made of reinforced concrete with punches and punches, trying to use this physical pain to relieve the psychological pain He collapsed!

"Robben, don't torture yourself!" The CC who suddenly appeared grabbed Robben's arm and pulled it hard, preventing him from continuing to smash the cold guardrail with his own flesh.

Robben was silent, like a sluggish man, still slamming his fists against the guardrail, muttering but not understanding what he was saying.

CC went crazy and pushed Robben to the ground, gently held his bloodstained hand, and cried and said, "Think of her, just go if you want her, don't do this to yourself, it's not entirely your fault!" ”

Robben lowered his head, his body trembled, but he couldn't cry, and I was so powerless, because the pain was inconsolable.

Le Yao, who had been accompanying CC, came to my side and choked up and reproached me: "Why did you watch him waste his hand and not stop it?" ”

"If I did, it would be a little better."

Le Yao seemed to agree with my statement, turned to look at Robben, and said coldly: "Robben, you deserve to be like this!" ”

Robben raised his head, looked at Le Yao, and suddenly lay on the ground, crying heartbreakingly

Le Yao bit her lip and said softly: "Cry enough, remember to face up to your fate with her after crying, it's a big deal to go to the ends of the earth, find her, and tell her: For so many years, you have been in love with her, but you have always avoided like a stupid B"

Robben gradually calmed down, I handed him a cigarette, CC with tears in his eyes helped him clean the wound with disinfectant water, and wrapped the wound with gauze, but the shocking wound was left after all.

After smoking a cigarette, Robben asked me without a trace of expression, "Which mountainous area of Jinping County is she in?" ”

I looked at Le Yao and waited for her to answer for me.

"In Huochong Village, Jinping County, the traffic is very poor and very remote."

Robben got up from the ground and immediately walked to his room, I followed him into the room, he had already packed his luggage, I didn't stop it, just asked, "Do you want to go now?" ”

"I just want to see her quickly, I don't want to wait for a second!"

"It's too complicated over there, I'll go with you, and there's a care on the way."

"No, you don't."

I ignored his refusal and said, "You wait for me, I'll go pack my bags." ”

At this time, Le Yao and CC also entered the room, and Le Yao said: "Robben, I will go with CC, we friends must accompany us for such a big matter, and you have to give CC an explanation." ”

Robben finally stopped the movement in his hand and looked at CC with a complicated expression.

CC nodded and said, "I want to meet her, and I want to figure out why you love her with your life, not me." ”

Robben didn't refuse, just nodded, and then packed his luggage again, and this trip to Guizhou inevitably began, at this moment I believe that not only CC, but also me and Le Yao, who are about to leave, are also full of curiosity about the woman named Wei Manwen!

At that time, after three years, she met Robben again and learned the truth about Robben forcing her to leave Suzhou, what kind of mentality would she have? I really hope that she can forget the inevitable grievances and not hesitate to move forward-

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