Chapter 163: Decision
"Ling'er, what's wrong?" Yin Ruochen looked at Han Ling's pale little face, her heart tightened, and she asked nervously.
Han Ling raised her head in thought, the light in her eyes was blank and melancholy.
Yin Ruochen's bright and clear eyes flashed a warm smile, reached out and stroked Han Ling's hair, and said seriously and solemnly:
"Don't worry, Ling'er, as long as I am here, I will never let you be wronged, believe me, I will be responsible for you."
"Brother Ruochen, you are wrong, you are not responsible for me, but for the entire palace, and responsible for the common people in the world, what am I worth." Han Ling said heavily.
She understood what he meant, and she didn't regret what happened last night, but she didn't think about holding him accountable at all.
Neither could tolerate his many wives and concubines, nor did he want to live such a life, and was willing to give himself to him, but he never thought of being with him for the rest of his life.
"Ling'er, in my heart, everything else is secondary, you are the most important, and you are not allowed to belittle yourself like this." Yin Ruochen said solemnly, he didn't want anyone to slander Han Ling, including herself.
Han Ling didn't speak.
Yin Ruochen suddenly felt a little nervous and uneasy, took Han Ling's hand, and said uneasily: "Ling'er, are you uncomfortable?" I'll take you out for a walk after dinner..."
Han Ling smiled indifferently and shook his head.
"Brother Ruochen, you use it slowly first, I'll go back to the bedroom first." Han Ling said indifferently, put down the dishes and chopsticks and walked outside.
"Don't go, I said it, this is our home." Yin Ruochen's eyes were quick, she grabbed her hand with her backhand, and said domineeringly.
There were still many subordinates in the East Dormitory, and Han Ling withdrew his hand, blushing to the base of his neck.
"Brother Ruochen, I have something to say to you at night, let me be quiet first." She whispered with a deep groan.
A trace of worry flashed in Yin Ruochen's Jun eyes, and after thinking about it, seeing that Han Ling was in a trance, obviously he had not recovered from last night's pleasure, and a pity rose in his heart, so he had to say softly: "Okay, Ling'er, you go and rest first, I have something to say to you at night." ”
Han Ling was stunned, what could he say to himself? A man, nothing more than those frivolous words, didn't think about it immediately, just nodded and walked outside.
Yin Ruochen stood up and watched Han Ling's figure disappear in front of him, his heart was stunned, the ethereal and unreal feeling seemed to come back, and he stood in the dormitory in a daze uneasily.
"Magnolia, prepare fragrant soup, I want to bathe." Han Ling walked back to the bedroom and instructed Yulan, who was standing on the side.
Magnolia said yes and left happily.
In the vermilion wide bathtub, there was a trace of heat, and rose sesame oil filled the air, Han Ling immersed himself in the bathtub and closed his eyes.
The warm water temperature surrounded her, and gradually, the nerves of the tight Peng relaxed, and the whole body relaxed, and under the stimulation of the warm water, the mind cleared up, looking at the kiss marks left by Yin Ruochen everywhere on her delicate skin, she bent her knees and hugged herself, soaked in the water in a daze.
Yin Ruochen's affectionate and concerned eyes flickered in her mind from time to time, not doubting his true feelings, is it true love? Perhaps... But this does not mean that her life is fixed here, she still has a choice, she gives her first virginity to the man she loves, there is nothing wrong with this, she is not a woman in this ancient country after all, her thinking will not be limited to this.
It may be painful to choose to leave, but this is only temporary, it is better to stay in this palace for the rest of your life and wither and wither until she is old, or die one day in the jealousy of these women of his, how can she do this...
The water in the bathtub gradually got cold, and Yulan shouted anxiously outside: "Lord Weng, Master Weng, have you finished bathing, let the slave come in and serve you..."
Han Ling sat motionless, she had to make a decision, Prince Yin's words would not make her die for this kind of life.
She was sure that Yin Ruochen would not be able to give her what she wanted.
Let's keep last night's Yiqiē as an eternal memory... She thought for a moment and quietly shouted outside, "Come in..."
Magnolia quickly walked in and waited for her to put on her dress.
Han Ling sat in front of the dressing mirror, the wet green silk was still dripping with water droplets, Yulan rubbed her hair with a dry towel, and whispered: "Lord Weng, the prince is really good to you, he didn't see you when he came back from the morning today, he was furious, and scolded all the slaves and maids and subordinates, even the autumn rain has been sent away by the prince, and all the family members are looking for you in the palace, but the palace is turned upside down, and in the end the prince himself found you." ”
Han Ling was secretly frightened when he heard this, and hurriedly asked, "Did the prince go to the morning court today?" ”
"Yes, Lord Ong." Yulan replied with a smile, "I have never seen the prince come back from the outside in such a good mood, as soon as he entered the palace, he ran towards the East Sleeping Palace, and then he didn't see you, Lord Weng, so he immediately scolded Qiu Yu, and when he heard that you didn't even use it early, he sent Qiu Yu away in a fit of anger." All the subordinates in the east dormitory were punished by the prince, only the people around the lord were not implicated, we all entrusted the blessing of the lord, I think this is because the prince loves the house and Wu. ”
Yulan said proudly, the smugness on her face was overflowing, and Han Ling listened slightly.
Yin Ruochen's face full of anxiety and worry flashed in front of her, as well as his affectionate eyes, a sweetness flowed out of her heart, and the decision just now was shaken, she stared at herself in the mirror, her cheeks were red, her apricot eyes were shy, and the corners of her mouth naturally revealed a trace of pampered sweetness, it was full of spring breeze, radiant, beautiful...
Such a beautiful and vibrant face seemed to be something she had never had before, and a kind of happiness grew in her heart, and the decision she had just made was shaken again...
Fighting for love, isn't this what she should face? Didn't Prince Silver say that there will be something to fight for, and she wants to fight for it?
Sitting in front of the window blankly, the spring colors in the back garden are everywhere, those flowers that are trying their best to bloom, spitting buds, and the arrogance of life, and what is her choice? Do you want to escape from this qiē, and then in a dark corner, in a corner without him, quietly bloom your life until it withers?
The hand tightened the hem of the garment.
Now I know that Yin Ruochen's figure has already occupied her heart, but she didn't notice it and didn't want to admit it, once she thought of parting forever, her heart would hurt very much.
Hanling lingered in the back garden of the East Bedroom, thinking that she might find some answers in the language of spring flowers.
While walking, she admired all kinds of flowers in full bloom, indulged in the intoxicating fragrance of flowers, smiled lightly and brushed away the bees that flew in front of her from time to time to collect honey, the mood was broad, the sunset was sinking, and the red sunset was reflected on the blooming flowers, with a kind of beauty that did not belong to the world.
"Yo, isn't this the lord of Weng, so interested, he is alone in this back garden to enjoy the flowers, why didn't the prince follow him." Neither lukewarm nor hot, and even cold words sounded in the pavilion in front, Han Ling was secretly surprised, raised his head and looked forward, Concubine Ruan, Concubine Wu Shu, Lady Yue and many other wives and concubines of Yin Ruochen were sitting in the pavilion in the garden in front of them joking,...
She unknowingly walked into the back garden of Yin Ruochen's harem.
It turned out that the back garden of the East Bedroom Palace and the back garden of Yin Ruochen's wife and concubine were connected and inseparable, Han Ling suddenly felt a headache, yes, this qiē is inseparable, how could she have Yin Ruochen alone, it was really wishful thinking.
A bitter smile welled up on Han Ling's face, and he quickly came to his senses and turned around and walked towards the loop.
"Don't go, stop." Concubine Ruan took the lead and walked over, stopped Han Ling, who was about to leave, and asked coldly, "Lord Weng, are you really Princess Xiangling?" ”
Han Ling was stunned, his mind was faint, and he looked at the sky high and far away calmly.
"Do you know that if you are Princess Xiangling, you are the prince's own sister, you should understand this relationship, and you should know the proportions, but now, you are entangled with the prince, so you don't know what to check, what will others think? This is the Yinwang Mansion of the Northern Underworld, not an ordinary theater troupe filthy place, even if you fall into the people, you can understand this truth, since ancient times, this brother and sister have to maintain a certain etiquette, I hope you can abide by the etiquette norms, don't ruin the prestige of the prince. Concubine Ruan said sternly.
Seeing this, the other wives and concubines all gathered around, and immediately opened their mouths.
"Yes, I heard that the prince returned to the palace early today, just because he didn't see her, he was angry, that look is very infiltrating, many people are scared and crying, and even the autumn rain has suffered..."
"That is, I have never seen the prince lose his temper so much in front of his subordinates..."
"But isn't it, where is this like a brother and sister, I heard that they used to sleep together every day, and now they don't have any cover-up, they stick together all day long, Qingqing and me, people are close before and after, and I don't know how to converge, what's going on?"
"Hey, now it's really a bad day, if it goes on like this, the face of this palace will be lost, and now the silver palace is already infamous, and something will happen sooner or later."
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All kinds of accusations and discussions swept over like a flood, Han Ling listened silently, grief and helplessness were intertwined, his heart gradually cooled, and the firm will he had just made instantly collapsed again.
Han Ling knew that they didn't know Yin Ruochen's life experience, so it was not strange to say this, but the kind of resistance and hostility they showed to themselves made Han Ling shudder...
If you choose this kind of life, it means that you will have to spend your youth in this endless struggle in this life, and how is this possible...
At the moment, she didn't want to say more to them, but smiled indifferently and asked teasingly: "If something happens to this palace, and the silver prince has become a beggar, are you still willing to follow him?" ”
As soon as these words came out, they all stopped accusing and looked at each other, in their hearts, this palace is for thousands of generations, forever prosperous and rich, but they didn't expect Han Ling to say such depressing words, only for a while, Han Ling was drowned by their various scoldings.
Han Ling chuckled, having made up her mind.
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