324 Pet back
Nangong Ling felt another pain in his heart, and a faint fishy smell appeared in his throat, which he forced down.
How could he have known that little fish was so bleak at that time? If he knew, he wouldn't have had an awkward relationship with her at that time anyway.
remembered the way Ruan Yanluo looked at him with wet eyes at that time, remembered the grievances that she seemed to have a lot to say to him, but was forced back by his coldness, and remembered her words that she tried her best to lift her spirits and forced a smile to let him go first.
At that time, why didn't he notice it at all?
In addition to that time, how many grievances did he make her suffer along the way?
Obviously, he had already figured it out in Beijing, and he was planted in her hands in this life, and he recognized it, and even when he heard that she was in danger, he did not hesitate to turn his face with his treacherous and cunning father, and he had to hurry up, but why did he finally see her, and when he could hold her in his arms and rub her to the bones, it became a vice situation?
Although he was cold to her, but these days her petty flattery made him feel her need and dependence on him, he enjoyed it in his heart, seeing the look in her eyes that suddenly lit up when she saw him, listening to her softly shouting Ah Ling, he felt that even if there was more anger, as long as he could see her, it would be all over.
He frightened her, hugged her on the bed, felt her trembling body and scared feelings, and there was no anger in his heart, only endless pity and self-blame. blamed himself for using such drastic means, he could have caught up with her first, and then taught her little by little.
He had always known about this little fish, and she could be amazing in many ways, but she could be clumsy and helpless in some of the simplest things.
It's like she can design such a good escape route on a map, but she's a road idiot in the middle of the word.
It's like she can see people's hearts, but emotionally she is a complete blank slate.
They had tossed each other enough these days, and finally he was relieved, and she was clearly happy, but why did she leave after a while?
Nangong Ling ate the pill handed by Jing Xiao, his fingers clasped the cup tightly, and his eyes could accommodate the beauty of the mountains and rivers in the world in one or two directions, but they were dry and dull at this time.
Why on earth did she leave?
Nangong Ling couldn't figure out this question.
He remembered, he waited expectantly behind the screen for her to come in, but all of a sudden, her breath changed, the uneasiness, the sadness, the intensity of self-loathing, which he had never experienced in this little fish.
He closed his eyes vigorously, and the strength in his hand was instantly uncontrollable, and he crushed the teacup.
The little fish was blaming her, on the road of feelings, he had a little more experience than the little fish after all, and he could have reached out to help her, but he was dizzy, and let her grope in it, not knowing the direction, and hitting her head to break the bloodstream.
But when she was hurt, how could he feel better?
His eyes looked at the door of the inn, as if he hoped that the little fish would come back by himself, he knew the little fish, and the little fish would never abandon anyone who was important to her, let alone that person was him.
He knew that the reason why she ran away was only because she couldn't figure it out, just because of a moment of confusion, and once the knot in her heart was untied, she would definitely return to him.
It is precisely because he knows this that he has no scruples about holding a shelf, treating her coldly, acting recklessly towards her, turning a blind eye to her kindness, and even saying those piercing words.
He enjoyed her pettiness, her flattery, and her indulgence and obedience to him, but he had forgotten all about what kind of uneasiness Ruan Yanluo would be in his heart.
That little fish, he once said to himself, even if he enclosed the little fish in his arms, he would let her be unrestrained, and she was still that free and agile little fish.
But now? The little fish who always forced himself to smile in front of him, and always forced himself to be wronged, which point is still the kind of thing he promised to keep her forever.
There is also the scene in Qingyang City, he didn't know it for a long time, this little fish is bold and careful, he never minds taking risks with himself, and he always has the ability to turn danger into a disaster.
He used to think that no matter what kind of danger the little fish encountered, he would protect her well, when did it become to blame her and not allow her to do what she wanted?
Did he think she would give her a piece of the sea, but in the end, he would keep her in a fish pond?
Thinking about it carefully, in fact, it was not her at all that day that he was angry, but himself, angry that he was unaware of the danger that happened to that little fish, and angry that he was still so far away from her when she was in danger, unable to protect her.
Even if Ruan Yanluo was wrong at the beginning, what he did later was enough, but he took the moral high ground and refused to come down, and he was determined to make her hurt once.
That little fish is such a proud and agile person, when has he swallowed his anger like this?
He was just relying on her liking him, and he was the worst person.
Now Ruan Yanluo is in pain, but what is the result? His willfulness and recklessness these days have finally made her disappointed in him, right?
As soon as he thought of this, Nangong Ling couldn't sit still.
Ruan Yanluo's love is the best, if she really likes someone, she will put her heart and soul wholeheartedly without reservation, even if she retreats some, it doesn't matter.
What he fell in love with at the beginning was not exactly such an emotion.
I have tasted the taste of being protected softly and carefully, how can I let go again?
Ruan Yanluo is his, he will never allow that woman to have the slightest thought of leaving him, if she has exhausted her patience and forbearance with him before, then he will be spoiled back.
The medicinal power gradually spread in his chest, Nangong Ling's stinging pain subsided, and his strength returned again.
He stood up, his well-proportioned and sturdy figure was as bright as jade, as loose and straight, and his bewitching face was as calm and calm as ever, his eyes were as black as paint, and he couldn't see the bottom of it, but he had a certain firmness of determination.
"This king will go first, and there will be marks along the way, and you will follow with the secret guard." Nangong Ling said lightly.
"Yes!" Jing Xiao replied without hesitation.
The current prince is what he is familiar with, Chengzhu is comfortable in his chest, everything is in his determined heart, not like a few days ago, love is always in an inexplicable chaos, even he can't believe that this is his prince.
"Lord Wang......" Lan Yue called Nangong Ling.
Nangong Ling turned around and stared at Lan Yue with extremely beautiful eyes, but she didn't speak, just waited for her to say.
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