Jenny smiled: "Lin, you don't know what kind of person he is, he's a workaholic, in his life, or even in his life, there is no second thing, no second thing, except for work and research!" In his eyes, I'm not even a woman, just an assistant, obviously this is very hateful and hateful, but you have to admit that a man who concentrates on doing one thing is really the most charming, which is why he was able to make great achievements in medicine at a young age, and reached a height that others could not reach in his lifetime at a young age, and forgot to tell you that he is the best cardiovascular specialist in the United States, which is not an exaggeration, but despite this, it is far less than his achievements in medical research, In my eyes, he is a god-like man, which makes me feel so small and humble, and I need to bow down so much. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ”

Lin Jingxue secretly wondered when she heard this, is this the so-called idol psychology?

"In this way, I accompanied him every day and night, read every moment of his exhaustion, became familiar with his sad face every time he encountered a problem, looked forward to his smile every moment, and watched him stand under the beautiful magnesium light again and again, until one day ......"

Lin Jingxue knew what Jenny wanted to say next, the man died in the car accident.

"It's all me, it's all me, Dai Rui kept telling me not to drive too fast, but I didn't listen to him, in the moment before the accident, he didn't hesitate to stretch out the intervention steering wheel and let the impact happen on his side, I survived, but he died."

Saying this, Lin Jingxue looked at Jenny, only to see that Jenny was very calm, Lin Jingxue felt that Jenny should not be so calm, and even she felt that Jenny should be sad and cry when she said this, but Jenny in front of her was very calm, maybe Jenny fell in love with a man again and had walked out of that sad past.

Sure enough, I only heard Jenny smile and said: "I have never mentioned this matter to others, Lin, you are the first one, I have never dared to face it, this is an incomparable pain in my heart." ”

Lin Jingxue secretly thought in her heart when she heard this, didn't you tell your dear Dai Rui a long time ago?

Strangely, Jenny smiled at this time.

"In the past three years, I have been living in self-blame and pain, what is even more difficult than this is that the suffocating thoughts every day and night, I don't know how I survived every minute and every second, maybe I naively thought that Dai Rui was still alive in this world, with this extravagant thought that I have been persevering, I am keen on all kinds of things every day, I am very busy, let myself be so tired that I fall asleep, in the eyes of others, I am no longer affected, but only I know in my heart that my heart is dead, just a walking corpse."

Lin Jingxue said: "People can't be resurrected after death. ”

Jenny smiled weirdly again.

Lin Jingxue was taken aback when she saw this, and asked, "How did you and Qi meet?" ”

Jenny smiled: "I met Qi on the Internet, when the professor had just left, I didn't expect that thousands of miles away, a man I hadn't even met could make me want to chat with him, Qi and the professor are very similar, sometimes I will treat Qi as a substitute for the professor, and when I chat with him, I feel like I'm chatting with the professor, feeling comforted, calm, happy, and my heart is still alive." ”

Lin Jingxue secretly thought when she heard this, this is probably emotional sustenance, no wonder Jenny is so special to Buyang, "Is this also the reason why you are so enthusiastic to help Qi?" ”

Jenny smiled, "Maybe? Maybe he's really a nice man, a nice friend, and when he opens up to me, I always feel like I can't say no, and there's a strength in my body that I want to help him. ”

Lin Jingxue asked, "Is Qi really similar to him?" ”

Jenny replied, "I really want to, don't you think?" ”

Lin Jingxue responded, "I haven't met your mentor. ”

Jenny smiled weirdly again.

Lin Jingxue asked, "Is it because Qi is very similar to your mentor that you easily fall in love with Qi?" You poured all your thoughts about your guru, your love for your guru, all on Qi, and then you felt like you were back in the past? But Qi is not your mentor. ”

Jenny laughed, "On the night I wanted to kill myself, Qi made me fall in love with him. He looked down at his wrist.

Getting a conspicuous scar was not the first time Lin Jingxue had seen it, and that night made Jenny fall in love with him! With this question, Lin Jingxue asked, "What did Qi do to make a woman who wants to commit suicide who wants to be gloomy with this world fall in love with him immediately." ”

Jenny laughed, "Qi told me a big joke, and he told me that he was my mentor. ”

This is not a big joke, or a big lie, a lie that can be debunked immediately, but also a shameless lie, Lin Jingxue said: "No one will believe this kind of words." ”

Jenny laughed: "Of course I don't believe that a person who has been dead for three years can suddenly come back to life, I am angry, I call him a liar, I think he just wants to stop me from committing suicide." ”

Lin Jingxue secretly thought when she heard this, from this point of view, Qi Buyang's lie was a white lie, a kind lie.

Lin Jingxue said: "Because of this lie, you think he is a kind man, so you fall in love with him?" ”

Jenny laughed, "No! I'll kill him. ”

Lin Jingxue asked: "But you didn't kill him, but you fell in love with him?" ”

Jenny replied, "Because he proves that he is!" ”

Lin Jingxue was shocked when she heard this! Soon he shouted loudly: "You are talking nonsense, this is just a lie you made up." ”

Jenny replied calmly, "I don't make excuses for falling in love with someone. ”

Lin Jingxue said loudly: "That's because you can't get rid of the past, so you said that you found such a reason to persuade yourself to accept this love." ”

Jenny smiled and said, "Lin, I've been in pain for three years, I've been missing for three years, can I change completely overnight?" ”

Lin Jingxue said in a deep voice: "That's because Qi is very similar to your mentor. ”

Jenny smiled when she heard this, she was the same person, could she not be like it? Jenny gently stretched out her hand to hold Lin Jingxue's hand, wanting to appease Lin Jingxue, who was emotional at the moment, but Lin Jingxue shook Jenny's hand away, only to hear Jenny say softly: "Lin, I don't know what happened between you and Dai Rui, but you have been together for three years, have you never felt that this is a man who hides a secret in his heart, the professor is too good, his superb medical skills, even if he is low-key, it is difficult to hide his light, he used to be an excellent surgeon in the United States." ”

Yes, Lin Jingxue felt that Qi Buyang was hiding something from her more than once, and Qi Buyang also promised to tell her everything when the time was right, but what Jenny just said made her unbelievable, how could a dead person become another person, she never believed this, but Lin Jingxue couldn't convince herself, because she felt that Qi Buyang really seemed to become another person later, and everything in her body changed.

"It's a wild talk!"

Jenny laughed, "yes, I'm sure the professor can tell you everything we've been through together, and no one but the professor can do it, it's crazy, but I'm willing to believe it." ”

Lin Jingxue didn't respond, she still recalled the days when she got along with Qi Buyang, recalled the sudden change in this man, recalled the huge changes before and after this man, recalled that he suddenly had superb medical skills, recalled that this cowering man suddenly dared to face himself, recalled that after he came back from Yanjing, he seemed to see himself for the first time, these many questions, what Jenny just said can be fully explained. By the way, during his trip to Yanjing, Qi Buyang was trapped by love and chose to commit suicide, and then he changed, he thought that it was because of suicide that he was reborn, Lin Jingxue faintly ......

But it's crazy, it's unbelievable.

Lin Jingxue looked thoughtfully at the moon in the sky, looked at the vast night sky, only felt that the universe is so vast and mysterious, compared to the universe, let alone human beings, even the earth is so incalculable, hundreds of years ago who dared to imagine that we could understand the whole picture of the earth, who could imagine that we could fly over the night sky to the moon, who could imagine that we could today's scientific and technological civilization, who could imagine that we could observe the activities of cells through a microscope, some things because we do not know, ignorant, so it will feel unbelievable.

Jenny said: "Lin, I have already said what I should say, and the rest is waiting for you to ask him personally." ”

In fact, it doesn't matter who he is, the important thing is that he loves this man and wants to be with him for life, Qi Buyang's true identity is just a little fantasy in the relationship between the two of them......

As the night deepened and the temperature dropped, Lin Jingxue saw that Jenny's weak body was trembling, and she had put on her coat for Jenny, but it was still not enough to keep Jenny warm, and under the double invasion of blood loss and hunger, Jenny's body was too weak.

Even Lin Jingxue herself felt cold, let alone how cold Jenny was.

Lin Jingxue took the initiative to approach Jenny, hugged Jenny, and helped Jenny warm her body.

Jenny is a woman who wants to snatch her man, and she is her rival in love, but Lin Jingxue can't hate Jenny, if what Jenny said is true, Lin Jingxue has no reason to hate her, if she is not involved, such a story makes her feel very gratified, just like the ancient love legend, Jenny's infatuation moved the heavens, and then a miracle happened.

Even if she is involved, won't such a story move her? Don't you comfort her?

The answer is yes, people's hearts are flesh and blood, not to mention a very, very kind woman in her heart.

Jenny was lying in Lin Jingxue's arms like a little sister, she was so weak and so pitiful, like a newborn baby, she desperately needed care and protection, "Lin, I'm sorry, I know my actions hurt you, but I love Dai Rui, I can't live without Dai Rui, I am so happy to meet him again in this life." ”

What a familiar saying, you can't live without it, Jenny is just as infatuated and loyal as her.

I still remember that when the two first met, she saw the gloom and sadness between Jenny's eyebrows, and at first glance she felt a sense of sympathy with this woman, a natural sense of closeness, she had a very sad experience, she understood this feeling, and her heart longed to help her.

Now she proved that she was capable of helping Jenny, but she turned her away because of her common ideas.

Lin Jingxue took the initiative to hold Jenny's hand, Jenny's hand was very cold, Lin Jingxue's hand rubbed it vigorously a few times, hoping to help Jenny's hand recover some temperature.

Jenny was so happy that she laughed out loud, perhaps because she laughed so loudly that she suddenly coughed.

Lin Jingxue said softly: "Hold on." Saying that, his eyes looked at Jenny's thighs very naturally, and blood was still oozing from his thighs, although it had been simply sutured, it was not enough to completely stop the bleeding in such a short time, Jenny was really a strong woman, her strength made Lin Jingxue more soft-hearted, and her heart was more pitiful to her, and the big things in the sky could not compare to life and death, and the third party in love intervened in a major event that seemed to be the sky falling, but compared with life and death, it was so insignificant.

So insignificant......

The bodies of the two were close together, and gradually Lin Jingxue also felt that her body was much warmer, she warmed Jenny's body, and Jenny's body also warmed her......

Lin Jingxue's mind was very complicated, and she kept thinking about some questions......

I don't know how long it took, sighed, looked down at Jenny who looked like a little girl in her arms, and saw that Jenny had closed her eyes The moment she saw that Jenny had closed her eyes, Lin Jingxue's heart suddenly swelled with extreme panic, and she immediately checked Jenny's life characteristics and confirmed that Jenny just fell asleep and was not dead, so she breathed a sigh of relief.

Why didn't Qi Buyang and them come yet, Jenny couldn't hold on anymore.

Lin Jingxue looked up at the unclimbable height above the cliff, and a thought came to her mind.

It's crazy.