Chapter 922 Tonight, There Are Only Two Results
Dotted stars dotted the sky, the soft moonlight reflected obliquely on the floor through the window, and the room was quiet, so quiet that only the sound of two people breathing!
"Ying'er, I know you didn't sleep!" I don't know why, Lin Fan's voice was a little hoarse as soon as he opened his mouth, and while speaking, his hand suddenly grabbed Zhao Ying's small hand and held it firmly in his hand, as long as Lin Fan was willing, with his strength, Zhao Ying would not be able to break free at all.
It's just that the moment her hand was held by Lin Fan, Zhao Ying's breathing became rapid, and she couldn't pretend to be asleep anymore, and just now she tried to break free, Lin Fan couldn't find out.
Just being held by Lin Fan's hand, Zhao Ying's mind was a little blank, the thick and slightly rough hand made Zhao Ying no longer able to maintain normal breathing, and Zhou Tian also took her hand, but it always felt awkward to Zhao Ying, there was always something missing, and the missing thing was very important, at least for Zhao Ying, and even so important that her decision to stay in country M and stay by Zhou Tian's side was shaken.
Zhao Ying knew that she couldn't hide today, from the moment Lin Fan held her hand, she knew it, in fact, Zhao Ying had always wanted to have a good talk with Lin Fan, so that Lin Fan would support her to stay in country M, and today, there were only two results, one was that she persuaded Lin Fan, and the other was that Lin Fan took the child back to China with her.
However, Zhao Ying really can't find a reason for her to return to Huaxia, the appearance of her and her child will hurt Rui'er, and it is also a harm to Zhou Tian, since it will hurt so many people, she would rather sacrifice herself, sometimes Zhao Ying is thinking, how good it would be if she didn't wake up, at least then Lin Fan wouldn't have a hard choice, at least then Lin Fan could marry Rui'er......
But in the same way, Zhao Ying also knows that once she really leaves the world, the child will be without a mother, her parents will be heartbroken, and Zhou Tian will also be angry with the person she loves the most because of this matter, which is definitely not what Zhao Ying wants to see.
These days, Zhao Ying has been spent in a tangle, she is afraid of seeing Lin Fan's tender gaze, she is afraid of feeling Lin Fan's body temperature, even if Lin Fan is just sitting next to her, Zhao Ying can also sense the familiar smell of Lin Fan, that kind of smell makes Zhao Ying very familiar and nostalgic, there are many times, when Lin Fan came to see her, Zhao Ying wanted to leave everything behind and rush into Lin Fan's arms, but when she saw Zhou Tian looking at her with infinite smile and love, Zhao Ying still held back.
If someone is destined to be harmed, Zhao Ying hopes that person is herself, not Zhou Tian, not Rui'er, not Lin Fan! It's just that Zhao Ying couldn't imagine at this time that it was Lin Fan who hurt the most when she let go, and it was Zhao Ying who desperately didn't want him to be hurt!
At this time, Lin Fan, who was sitting next to the hospital bed, didn't know what Zhao Ying was thinking, he only knew that he finally held Zhao Ying's hand again, remembering that the last time he held Zhao Ying's hand was in the operating room, the life and death parting of the heavy rain, and the struggle on the verge of death in the operating room seemed to have happened yesterday!
Lin Fan's movements were very gentle, he didn't say anything, he held Zhao Ying's wrist and slowly pulled it to his face.
The moment she touched Lin Fan's cheek, Zhao Ying's hands trembled a little, and there were countless voices in her heart just now telling her to break free, to break free, but in the end they all turned into foam.
Being held by Lin Fan's wrist, feeling the temperature emanating from Lin Fan's body, the heavy breathing made Zhao Ying's brain messed up, and the breathing did not have the rhythm just now, a little heavy, and a little messy, Zhao Ying has never been a rational person, many times she is operated by emotion, and a sentimental person will lose a certain amount of reason to some extent in some cases.
Feeling Lin Fan's hair, feeling the silkiness of Lin Fan's skin, the corners of Zhao Ying's eyes couldn't help but be a little moist, she knew that Lin Fan's skin had always been very good, the hair was not long, but it was extremely dense, especially the temperature on Lin Fan's face, which not only made her lose a certain amount of reason, but also made her eye circles red.
Slowly, Zhao Ying's hand did not resist just now, and slowly began to caress Lin Fan's face, in fact, Lin Fan's hand holding Zhao Ying's wrist had already become an ornament, Zhao Ying could withdraw her hand at any time, but Zhao Ying didn't do that, or the moment she touched Lin Fan's cheek, she forgot about it.
To say that before coming, Lin Fan didn't think about some things in his heart, it was impossible, Lin Fan knew that if he wanted Zhao Ying to go with him willingly, he had to fully stimulate Zhao Ying's emotional side, he knew that Zhao Ying loved himself, knew that Zhao Ying was the only one in his heart, if it was daytime, Zhao Ying would definitely remain rational, and only at night, only at night, only when Zhao Ying felt herself, but she couldn't see her appearance clearly, it was possible to let Zhao Ying's emotional side be revealed!
So Lin Fan chose such a time to come to Zhao Ying's ward, but when he first came in, a thousand words were stuck in his throat and he couldn't speak, which made him stunned in front of the hospital bed for a long time.
"Ying'er go back with me," Lin Fan's hoarse voice slowly sounded in the dark night, if you listen carefully, you will find that there is a kind of apprehension in this voice, a kind of worry, because he is afraid that Zhao Ying will refuse, because he is afraid that Zhao Ying will choose Zhou Tian and stay in country M!
After hearing Lin Fan's words, Zhao Ying seemed to have regained her senses in an instant, and her hand was about to withdraw subconsciously, but it was held by Lin Fan again, and the figures of the two were not very clear in each other's eyes, but under the not very bright moonlight, Lin Fan and Zhao Ying stared at each other, as if they couldn't see enough......
"No, no, I can't go back with you," Suddenly, Zhao Ying's emotions became a little excited, and he began to want to break free of Lin Fan's arm, but Lin Fan let go in an instant, he was afraid of hurting Zhao Ying, and when he felt Zhao Ying's movements, he subconsciously let go.
I don't know why, the moment Lin Fan let go of her arm, the moment Zhao Ying withdrew her arm, she felt a heavy sense of loss in her heart, as if Lin Fan had made her lose something important in an instant, and her heart couldn't help but feel a heart-piercing pain.
And it seemed to be dark in front of her, but Zhao Ying didn't care, or the current situation surprised her, because the moment she withdrew her hand and was stunned, Lin Fan, who was sitting on the edge of the bed, had a soft light in his eyes, and pressed sideways without warning, and his rough movements were mixed with delicacy, because Lin Fan was afraid that his body was too heavy and really overwhelmed Zhao Ying.
PS: Tomorrow's graduation defense, today's two watches, the graduation defense is over, there should be no big deal!