Chapter 153: Do You Believe in Rebirth?
Lan Chen chuckled in his heart, it turns out that this is where the entanglement lies?
After drinking the wine in the glass in one go, the more Lan Chen thought about it, the more he couldn't calm down.
If......
If this is really what he wants, then what is the forbearance in the first place?
I knew what the black diamond stud earrings meant, but I couldn't stop it in the first place......
But is that really what he wants?
Could it really be that what Xinyang said was just a momentary curiosity and possessiveness, after all, the person Ye Xiaoqi liked before was himself, and he would be more or less psychologically uncomfortable after he fell in love with another man.
Lan Chen is not an innocent teenager, he understands all this, the woman who was still lingering with him in bed the night before was coquettish in the arms of other men the next day, Lan Chen has not experienced too much of this kind of thing, he will be uncomfortable earlier, but he has been numb after playing too much.
What surprised him was that this feeling was magnified countless times on Ye Xiaoqi's body, and that feeling became more and more vivid in his heart.
It's like ...... It seems that he can't wait to kill Wei Zheng, and then snatch Ye Xiaoqi and rub it fiercely into his body.
What the fuck is wrong with this?
It was a sleepless night......
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At the same time, in the café -
"If there's nothing to say, then I'll go back first, and be careful on the road." After that, Xiao Qi stood up and took his coat and was about to walk out, obviously parting ways in his words.
"Xiao Qi......" Wei Zheng subconsciously reached out and grabbed Xiao Qi's hand.
Xiao Qi calmly glanced at the hand on his wrist and didn't brush it away. But there was no intention of staying.
"I thought you forgave me." Wei Zheng's voice was low, but he didn't dare to look into Xiao Qi's eyes.
It is not good for two men to pull and pull in public, and Wei Zheng cares about this very much. Even in his own company, he has never crossed the distance towards Xiao Qi, even if it is a hug or holding a small hand, and now, he dares to hold Xiao Qi's hand in front of everyone.
Is this considered progress?
But in Xiao Qi's eyes, it is sad, Wei Zheng is very gentle, and even a little cautious in love matters for fear of hurting Xiao Qi. Even in the most intense times, he was always able to restrain his feelings very sensibly.
Xiao Qi likes Wei Zheng's gentleness, but behind Wei Zheng's gentleness, there is always a feeling that he is not an irreplaceable existence in Wei Zheng's life. Even when Wei Zheng said that he loved him, this feeling still existed.
It's like an empty piece in my heart, just relying on Wei Zheng...... Fill the gap of dissatisfaction.
It can't be said that Wei Zheng doesn't love Xiao Qi, but Wei Zheng's gentleness and caution can't give Xiao Qi a sense of security for a lifetime.
It seems that as long as there is a wind and grass, he will immediately let go of Xiao Qi's hand, even if he still loves each other deeply at that time.
Wei. Take face too seriously. Heavy to the point that you can give up a qiē, does it also include him?
Xiao Qi glanced at Wei Zheng and finally sat down again.
"The coffee is cold, I'll change it for you?" Wei Zheng asked softly.
Xiao Qi shook his head: "No need, it's okay if it's cold." "At least it keeps me calm.
"Xiao Qi, I've been thinking a lot about it these days, I know that I've snubbed you these days and often missed appointments. I'm so busy that I forgot to call you, but I'm in my heart. It's always just you. ”
Xiao Qi looked at Wei Zheng in disbelief: "Do you think I have someone else in my heart besides you?" ”
Wei Zheng didn't speak, just stared at Xiao Qi.
Xiao Qi smiled: "Then who do you think it is?" Enron? Lan Chen? Or Xiaoxun? ”
Wei Zheng still didn't speak, but this silence was even more chilling.
Without speculating for more than half a sentence, Xiao Qi closed his eyes and sighed deeply, got up suddenly, grabbed his coat and walked out.
Only now did he know that Wei Zheng's suspicious nature, even if he apologized, did not mean that he believed him.
"Who is the little fifth brother?"
Wei Zheng nailed Xiao Qi in place with a light sentence.
Xiao Qi turned around in astonishment: "What did you say?" Little Fifth Brother...... How would you know? ”
Wei Zheng coldly looked at the changes on Xiao Qi's face, his heart was cold, and there seemed to be a saw in his heart, cutting back and forth.
Sure enough, that little fifth brother is a zài.
"Wei Zheng......" Xiao Qi stood stunned, his mood fluctuating greatly.
How did Wei Zheng know about Little Fifth Brother? In his life, he had never mentioned the existence of the little fifth brother to anyone except for asking someone to investigate the news of the little fifth brother, and Xiao Qi didn't think that the people who cooperated with him would reveal the news to Wei Zheng, but how did Wei Zheng know?
Xiao Qi's nervousness and panic made Wei Zheng numb with pain, and he said slowly: "When you are asleep, sometimes you will call his name when you talk in your dreams, telling him not to go, without him, you can't live." ”
Xiao Qi understood, no matter who he loved, he couldn't tolerate the person he loved calling another man's name in a dream, and he was still an iceberg possessive person like Wei Zheng.
Therefore, in order to be safely stabbed, he took in Xiao Xun, stayed by Lan Chen's side, and even shouted another man's name at night, this qiē was enough to drive him crazy, and even ......
Xiao Qi sat down dejectedly, he looked at Wei Zheng's eyes with pain, and said, "Wei Zheng, there is one thing I can't explain to you now, but if one day, when I want to say it, are you willing to listen?" Will you believe me? ”
Wei Zheng looked at Xiao Qi in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking.
Xiao Qi grinned, pulled out an ugly smile but asked hopefully, "Do you believe in rebirth?" ”
Seeing that Wei Zheng didn't speak for a long time, Xiao Qi lowered his eyes: "I know that this matter seems unbelievable and even a bit fantastical to you, and it is impossible to use science to verify the theory of ghosts and gods, but I said that it is true, and I have experienced it, will you believe me?" ”
Wei Zheng only felt sad now, Ye Xiaoqi could even make up such a ghost and god theory of rebirth for another man.
He was willing to speak, and he was not willing to listen.
"You know I'm living in the 21st century, and the weird chaos is outdated." After speaking, Wei Zheng left Xiao Qi's sight without looking back.
Xiao Qi quietly watched Wei Zheng's increasingly cold expression, and he couldn't even reach out to hold him when he passed by.
Yes, this kind of thing is reborn, and it will only be recognized when it happens to the person concerned, it turns out that there are really ghosts and gods in this world, and it has nothing to do with the 21st century.
How do you explain to Wei Zheng, especially Wei Zheng, who only believes in science and does not believe in evil?
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An unhappy meeting, just like Lan Chen's mediocre self-disturbance, Xiao Qi also didn't sleep all night.
The next day, Xiao Qi returned to school on vacation, and it was the final sprint period of the final exam, Xiao Qi was reborn, and he basically learned the new subjects in the university, plus he had a good memory, even if he was named by Ma Dafu and several people in turn, but he could still accept this kind of final exam.
Xiao Qi has a deep fear of blood, and has changed to study pediatrics under the teacher's advice, but the basic class is still with Chen Hua and them.
As soon as the bell rang for the end of class in the morning, Chen Hua couldn't wait to pull Xiao Qi out of the classroom.
The school's grove was as cold as ever, and the snow that had fallen overnight yesterday had now accumulated a layer of "creaking" on it.
Xiao Qi silently followed behind Chen Hua, Chen Hua was the first brother he recognized in his life, a person who never lost his temper and was very gentle, unlike the grinning Ma Dafu, Chen Hua was delicate, and this kind of kindness without asking for anything in return could always be felt inadvertently. Xiao Qi believes that Chen Hua brought him here this time to a place where the wind is so quiet that only the wind is left this winter is by no means just to reminisce about the past.
"Chen Hua, do you have something to ask me?" Although it is a question sentence, Xiao Qi asked very surely.
Chen Hua didn't beat around the bush either, and said straight to the point: "What's the matter with you and Wei Zheng." Chen Hua turned around and stared straight into Xiao Qi's eyes.
Xiao Qi's eyes darkened, although he knew that the reason why Chen Hua pulled him here had nothing to do with Wei Zheng, but such a blatant and straightforward statement still made Xiao Qi's heart beat faster.
"As you think." Xiao Qi raised his head and generously admitted.
The surprise in Chen Hua's eyes only appeared for a short time, and he quickly came back to his senses and asked, "You guys, when did it start?" ”
Compared with Chen Hua's calmness, Xiao Qi seemed uneasy, Chen Hua was the first friend he identified, and he didn't want to end this friendship in this way.
"I don't know, the real confirmation of the relationship was last year after the New Year." Too many things happened at that time, and Wei Zheng's sudden appearance broke Xiao Qi's last insistence.
"And what's going on with you guys now?"
Chen Hua's tone was full of anxiety, Xiao Qi knew that he was asking about the incident that Wei Zheng was looking for him all over the world a week ago.
Xiao Qi didn't hide it, and briefly told him about the problems that had happened with Wei Zheng during this period of time, although he knew that it was risky to do so, but he believed in his own vision. Chen Hua would not be like those people in his previous life, who knew that he was gay and rejected him and looked down on him, or even ridiculed him for fooling him with homosexuality.
Chen Hua was silent after listening to it, in fact, Xiao Qi was very nervous, really nervous, except for An Ran, Lan Chen, Xiao Xun and a few others who knew his relationship with Wei Zheng, no one else saw the difference between him and Wei Zheng. It's also thanks to Wei Zheng's usual good hiding, and the iceberg's face has an expression on everyone all day long, if it weren't for this accident, no matter how delicate Chen Hua's mind is, he may not really be able to see his involvement with Wei Zheng.
"When are you, huh...... I see that I ...... with Wei Zheng" Xiao Qi lowered his eyes and asked, he didn't dare to say it too bluntly, after all, the matter of homosexuality was really exciting, and it still appeared in his dormitory.
Chen Hua's faint voice came: "I felt that the relationship between the two of you was wrong a long time ago, Wei Zheng ignored everyone, as if he was not from the same world as us, but he was attentive to you, that time you had a fever in the middle of the night, Wei Zheng couldn't even catch up with me behind your back, and his expression was always very special when he looked at you." In the year and a half of college, I have never seen him laugh with other people, and the only one who will move him is you, until ...... Until the day you move, that day...... Many of us went to help, Brother Da Fu, Sun Jin, Xiao Linzi and a few others went, and later Wei Zheng also came. ”
Xiao Qi looked at Chen Hua's eyes, he listened quietly, no matter what Chen Hua's final choice was, he respected him. (To be continued......)