Chapter 288: Contradictory Topics

Wu Xiaojun finished his work, walked out of the hospital gate with several other classmates, and saw Shao Yingying slowly swaying along the side of the road alone from a distance, so he took a few steps, chased after him, and shouted, "Yingzi! ”

Shao Yingying was looking down and depressed about the afternoon, when she heard someone behind her calling herself, she turned her head slightly, and when she saw that it was Wu Xiaojun, she stopped and asked listlessly, "You just got off work?" ”

Wu Xiaojun nodded, "Hmm! After taking a closer look at her, her face was sad, there was no joy, and there was no spirit, as if she had been greatly wronged, and she couldn't help but ask suspiciously, "Yingzi, look at you sadly, what happened?" ”

When Shao Yingying saw Wu Xiaojun, it was like seeing a savior, and the grievances in her stomach suddenly turned into tears in the corners of her eyes, fluttering down her cheeks.

"Yingzi, what the hell is going on, say it quickly, are you going to kill me in a hurry?" Wu Xiaojun asked eagerly with his eyes fixed on her tearful face.

Shao Yingying cried for a while, wiped the tears on her face, and said angrily, "My tutor is a pervert, she had a vicious quarrel with the department director in the morning because of the evaluation, and was called by the hospital to criticize her." She was unlucky, in a bad mood, so she on us students. ”

Wu Xiaojun heard that it must be the teacher who was looking for her trouble, and now asking is undoubtedly making it worse, making her feel even more uncomfortable, and she smiled and comforted, "This kind of thing is normal, our students are the punching bags of senior doctors, so we don't have to take it seriously." It's time to eat, drink, go, I'll invite you to the front for a bite to eat! Shao Yingying did not refuse, and nodded lightly.

After the two had dinner, Wu Xiaojun said guiltily, "I'm busy during this time, I don't care about seeing you, and it's okay at night, just take a walk and relax, okay?" ”

Shao Yingying has always been in contradiction with Wu Xiaojun, feeling that he is no longer as simple as before, what is hidden is getting deeper and deeper, and his words are vague and ambiguous, which makes it difficult to understand. said that he pursued himself as always, but he had never taken the initiative to find himself once for such a long time. said that he had already changed his mind, and what he said was so sincere that there was no reason not to believe it.

How many secrets is hidden in his heart? What is the relationship between him and Bai Lingyan? Does he know Qin Meixiang's whereabouts, will the two still be disconnected? Is he still as obsessed with himself as he used to be? …… A series of questions have always lingered in her mind, but there is no clear answer. I don't want to cut it or break it, when the mystery will be solved, I have always felt uneasy in my heart.

Shao Yingying tried to persuade herself to take the initiative to ask Wu Xiaojun to understand, but she was suspicious by nature, but her introverted and sensitive personality made her unable to muster up the courage. Boys and girls are different, they are nosy and nosy, maybe he has a lot of things on hand, he can't be busy, and he can't find time to spend with himself. Maybe he hasn't come out of the shadow of Qin Meixiang and Luo Xiao's vigorous love between the two cities, and he is not used to getting along day and night with Qingqing and me in an ambiguous way of love. As long as he has himself in his heart, he doesn't care about a moment, and sooner or later he will return to himself. In addition to finding a reason to open up for him, she didn't have any resentment in her heart, thinking of this, she gave up the idea of taking the initiative to find Wu Xiaojun.

Shao Yingying took the initiative to Wu Xiaojun to take a walk by himself, not only was he not unhappy at all, but secretly rejoiced in his heart, it seemed that he really didn't have himself in his heart, he just didn't have time, so he smiled at him, "Okay! Where to go? ”

Wu Xiaojun said very simply, "I haven't been to Chrysanthemum Square for a long time, and now it's lukewarm, it's the season of spring flowers, it's quiet and lively, just get there!" ”

A few days ago, there was a gentle drizzle, which washed away the dirt in the air, the light moon veil, the graceful Tingting, the spring breeze blowing on the cheeks brought a trace of coolness.

There are many people walking back and forth on the street, enjoying the comfort of the spring night in a relaxed and comfortable way.

The two of them swayed slowly along Beijing Road side by side, and a burst of footsteps mixed with a series of sweet laughter made Shao Yingying full of warm feelings.

The two walked around the chrysanthemum square twice, came to a gazebo, and when they saw that no one was sitting, they sat down next to each other.

Wu Xiaojun suddenly smiled and asked, "Yingzi, seeing your aggrieved and uncomfortable appearance just now, it was very heart-wrenching, it's hard to ask you, what happened to your instructor to you, making you so uncomfortable?" ”

Shao Yingying has long been free of depression and troubles, and said disdainfully, "My teacher is a yin and yang person, to put it more seriously, he is a pervert, although he is nearly forty years old, he still gives people a coquettish feeling, there is no one who looks at girls, and he always smiles when he looks at boys." The obstetric doctor of a dignified and upright hospital is so kind of innocent and virtuous, which makes people feel particularly disgusting. ”

Wu Xiaojun said with a smile, "The obstetrician soaks in the women's pile all day long, and deals with women every day to give birth, and he is annoyed to death, so how can he be in a good mood to talk to you girls." Occasionally, a boy appears, and he is not like a baby in the department, and some lonely and boring doctors and nurses do not take the opportunity to joke and tease, and enliven a dull atmosphere. ”

Shao Yingying whispered, "It's normal to joke, but you can't go too far, especially when those little nurses and a few girls in the talent class say something that is unbearable, and they don't feel ashamed and blush." Our teachers are no exception, they talk about everything, they don't take us girls seriously at all, I really can't stand them. ”

Wu Xiaojun said with a smile, "It's not strange to see it, people who do medicine inevitably live in this environment, and they don't think so." ”

Shao Yingying said angrily and with a smile, "In the afternoon, a new woman was admitted and had to have a cesarean section. My perverted teacher insisted on asking the boy to prepare the skin for the mother, and the boy was embarrassed to do it, and the patient's family did not agree. She couldn't help but let me deal with it, but before I could prepare, she rushed to take the patient to the operating room. ”

Wu Xiaojun asked curiously, "What happened later?" ”

When she saw that the skin was not ready, she was very annoyed, and scolded me in front of a dozen or so people, and put out any unspeakable words, how ugly and unpleasant it was. At the time, I was so angry that I just wanted to her. Unexpectedly, the patient suddenly reacted very strongly, with symptoms of shock, and it took half a day to rescue her, but unfortunately the child was not saved, and the patient's family was unwilling, so they quarreled with her at that time. Seeing that there were no steps to go down, she threw all the blame on herself, saying that I didn't prepare skin for the patient to make her angry, and delay the operation time to lead to the adverse consequences. Do you say that she is absurd or not, does she provoke hatred, and lacks virtue? ”

Wu Xiaojun covered his mouth and smiled, "I thought it was a big deal?" I see! You are just a small intern, you don't have any right to dispose of patients, naturally you don't have any responsibility to bear, it's her responsibility she can't push it out if she wants to, you don't have to worry about it. ”

Shao Yingying pursed her lips and smiled, "I think so too, but I just feel wronged in my heart." But it's not interesting to worry about people like her, and my heart is steady. ”

Wu Xiaojun said, "I'm about to change departments, and you will soon get out of the bitterness, and you won't be able to do it in a few days." I'll arrange the next subject for you, and make sure that a better teacher will take you. ”

Shao Yingying said excitedly, "Really, great! ”

Wu Xiaojun said seriously, "Really. However, I'm going to the obstetrics department in the next department, maybe I'm really going to deal with you as a teacher, see if I don't clean her up! ”

"I can kill you!"

"You still don't believe me?"

"Believe, believe, a hundred believe. Xiaojun, why haven't you come to me for so long, have an opinion on me or don't like me? ”

"Why do you ask such a heavy topic, I've always liked you, it's just too busy to have time. Besides, wouldn't it be nice to be together after a while, chat, exchange ideas, and exchange ideas! ”

"I'm very unsteady in my heart, and I always feel that you don't have me in your heart anymore like before. It's no wonder that at that time, you were bent on chasing me, but I didn't dare to approach you, for fear of being hurt by you. Now I have suddenly changed my opinion of you, but you are lukewarm to me, and if you leave, I feel so uncomfortable. I hate myself for being so indifferent to you before, I hate myself for being cowardly and failing your sincerity, and I hate that we have been fighting the time difference between the two of us, and we can't have a suitable combination point, why do you say these are these? ”

"Actually, you are right, you don't know me, observe my words and deeds, observe what I do, understand my character and character, know yourself and don't do things that you are not sure of, you are responsible for yourself, and it is also a good example of being responsible for me, which is the advantage of your steady self-control, which makes me admire and appreciate it even more. For me, it's not like you, who always follow your feelings, unconsciously fall into it, and in the end often don't follow people's wishes, do a lot of ridiculous and ridiculous things, and shoot yourself in the foot. ”

"Are you talking about Mei Xiang and my sister?"

"What do you say?"

"I think I'm stupid, I shouldn't have given you up to my sister at the time. Perhaps......" Shao Yingying hesitated, "You have a lot less troubles and pains, and we will be happy together like other classmates." As he spoke, he tilted his head slightly on Wu Xiaojun's shoulder.

Wu Xiaojun slowly stretched out his hand to support Shao Yingying's arm, and said thoughtfully, "Yingzi, what you have lost can never come back, and the detours you have taken cannot be straightened." I'm so conflicted that I don't even have any direction for myself. Luo Xiao, let's not talk about it, you also know that Qin Meixiang's whereabouts have always been unknown, it has always been a mystery, I didn't feel it in the first two years, during the class reunion during the Spring Festival, I suddenly knew that she hadn't given up her studies, and my heart was like a knife. She is a very strong and very stubborn girl, she doesn't want to add burden and trouble to anyone, she carries everything alone, maybe she disappears from my sight to let me let go of the burden in my heart and complete my studies with peace of mind. I've already been sorry for her once, I can't make her sad a second time, are you right? ”

Shao Yingying listened quietly, and suddenly asked, "If she hadn't completely forgotten you as you thought and started a new life, would you still have to wait?" ”

Wu Xiaojun gently stroked Shao Yingying's arm and was speechless for a long time......