Xia Xiaoluo subconsciously reached out to his lower abdomen and stroked it, where it was flat and flat, and there was no feeling at all. book.ruokan./top/novel

She turned her face away, and tears flowed silently down her pale cheeks, which were as pale as a blank sheet of paper, and the pillow towel under her head soon wet a large ......

She waited so long, longed for so long, looked forward to it for so long, endured so much physical and mental pain, just so that her baby could come into this world healthy and safe.

She often talks a lot to the baby in her belly, and every lonely day and night, the baby laughs and cries with her.

In her most lost and helpless moments, it was the baby in her womb that gave her endless comfort and strength.

However, this child was finally not saved.

Such a result was something she never expected. A little life that had been conceived in her body for a few months and had accompanied her wholeheartedly for several months left her quietly.

Her child, who had not yet had the opportunity to come to this colorful and gorgeous world to take a look, said goodbye to her mother in such a heart-wrenching way......

"Baby, mom is sorry for you, I'm sorry mom didn't protect you......" Xia Xiaoluo poured out in a gloomy mood, her heart was so painful that she lost consciousness, and her tears were still flowing endlessly like a flood that opened the floodgates.

At this time, the door of the ward was pushed open, and Bai Mei walked in with an insulated lunch box.

"Miss Xia, I asked someone to boil you some porridge, get up and eat a little." Bai Mei walked over, put the insulated lunch box on the bedside table, and bent over to help Xia Xiaoluo up.

"Fuck off! You executioners! Don't touch me! Xia Xiaoluo struggled to sit up and pushed her away with all her strength, her body shaking violently, like a shrunken autumn leaf in the wind and rain.

Bai Mei was pushed by Xia Xiaoluo and almost fell, but she didn't care, as if she had expected Xia Xiaoluo to have such a reaction at this moment, she was still calm and could even be said to be serious: "Miss Xia, being too serious sometimes is actually a kind of stupidity, and you can only suffer by yourself." If you want to open a little, your conditions are so good, you don't have to worry about finding a good man. Abortion is like giving birth to a child, commonly known as a small confinement, if it is not good to recuperate after surgery, there will be a lot of diseases in the future. ”

As she spoke, she opened the insulated lunch box and handed it to Xia Xiaoluo: "Come, let's eat something first and have a good rest." ”

"Get out!" Xia Xiaoluo slammed his hand and knocked off the steaming lunch box, word by word, crying blood: "Baimei, I will never forgive you!" I'll never want to see you again! Listen, good is rewarded with good, evil is rewarded with evil, it's not that you don't repay it, the time has not yet come. People are doing it, the sky is watching, and one day, you will be punished. At that time, I will pay you back twice as much as all the damage I have suffered today! ”

Bai Mei looked at the wolf ground that was beaten by Xia Xiaoluo and sprinkled with porridge, and listened to her cold words, she suddenly had a chilling feeling, and was stunned for a long time before she said again: "Miss Xia, you know that I am also just a part-time worker, I said, I am just ordered to ......"

"Hmph, whatever you are, I don't care. Anyway, the result is already like this, my child is gone, you are all satisfied, and you can also make a difference. Xia Xiaoluo interrupted her with a sad sneer, and was about to walk out of the door when she got out of bed.

"Miss Xia!" Bai Mei shouted.

"What else?" Xia Xiaoluo stood still and stared at her coldly.

"Mrs. Cheng came here just now, and she asked me to give it to you after you woke up. said that it was a compensation for you, so that you should take good care of your body and leave here, and said that Cheng will never marry you. Bai Mei took out a check and handed it to Xia Xiaoluo calmly.

"Do you think I'll wait for him to marry me?" Xia Xiaoluo sneered at the cold check in front of him, and did not reach out to take it, the number on it was clearly filled with two million.

Two million, a fortune that many people can't dream of. But when she looked at it at the moment, she only felt so piercing and sarcastic.

In the eyes of the rich, maybe two million is as ordinary as a fluttering piece of thin paper.

However, these cold two million bought her youth, bought her dignity, bought her joy, and bought her unborn child. even, bought her life's happiness and dreams......

Xia Xiaoluo couldn't help but sneer slightly: "Hehe, it's really generous, the price has risen, double the last time." My child, another million. ”

Bai Mei thought that she didn't want it, so she persuaded herself smartly: "Miss Xia, backbone can't be eaten, in fact, it's better to be realistic." You and Mr. Cheng have had a good time, and after suffering so much, it is also appropriate for the family to compensate you for these. Keep the money away than if you work outside for years, or even for the rest of your life. ”

"Ho, do you think I'm not going to take it?" Xia Xiaoluo glanced at her contemptuously, and said coldly: "Of course I will, why not?" That's what they should compensate me! And that's not enough! ”

With that, she took the check full of her sad blood and tears from Bai Mei's hand, and walked out of the ward with a cold face.

Even though she was too weak to move, her chin was still raised high and her back was still straight.

The haughty and beautiful brilliance that radiated from her face made people sigh when they saw it. Just like the snow lotus blooming on the Tianshan Mountains, it is incomparably noble, cold, and holy .......

Walking downstairs, the dazzling sunlight of June pierced her eyes, she covered her forehead with her hands, looked up at the blue sky with white clouds, and firmly told herself in her heart: Xia Xiaoluo, everything has passed, and there is nothing worth nostalgic. Cheng Aofeng, in your life, has also died completely. From now on, no one can bully you anymore.

Yes, after going through so much unimaginable suffering and pain, she seems to have grown up quickly.

I will no longer shed tears, I will no longer open my heart to like someone or fall in love with someone, and I will not pin all the joys, sorrows and sorrows of my life on a man.

She is no longer the innocent, delicate, innocent as a blank piece of paper, transparent as a piece of pure crystal, and a little girl who doesn't know what the suffering and sorrow of the world are. Little girls are hurt and grow up overnight to learn to protect themselves.

Cheng Aofeng and her will always be parallel lines that cannot intersect between the two worlds. There is an unknown distance of thousands of light years between his family and her.

She no longer has the strength or the heart to think about the truth of the matter, has he really changed his mind? Or did you never love her? She didn't want to delve into it anymore, yes, it was over.

Those beautiful and unforgettable pasts turned out to be really just the most gorgeous passing clouds, which dispersed as soon as the wind blew and disappeared without a trace. Let her bury these painful, mutilated, and untouchable memories deep in her heart and never mention them again......

This love, which she once thought would last forever, made her pay the most painful price, almost exhausting the tears of her life. What was left for her was that in addition to the piercing pain, it was still painful......

The word love, now that I think about it, how childish and ridiculous it is, I can probably only coax young boys and girls who don't know the world......

Xia Xiaoluo thought silently, recalling. Although I told myself that I wouldn't cry anymore, why? Eyes slightly moistened again?

Walking slowly out of the hospital gate, she found that her body was terribly weak, her legs were trembling, her eyes were blackened, and the heavens and the earth seemed to be spinning.

As a last resort, she had to stop, leaned against the wall outside the hospital, closed her eyes and gasped slightly.

At this time, a royal blue "colored" Cadillac drove by, and when he saw Xia Xiaoluo, who was leaning against the wall and resting, he almost fainted, and immediately stopped the car and ran quickly.

It was Lu Haonan, he strode over to support her, and asked eagerly, "Xiaoluo, what's wrong with you?" ”

Lu Haonan's appearance here at this time is not accidental.

Just now, when he was about to go back to the office after finishing his errands outside, he suddenly received a strange phone call, and a strange woman's voice said to him in a flat voice: "Mr. Lu, if you go to Ya'an Hospital now, you can meet the person you want to see." ”

"Who are you? What do you mean by telling me? Lu Haonan asked unkindly, not paying much attention to this inexplicable boring phone call.

"Hehe, it doesn't matter who I am. Xia Xiaoluo: You care a lot, right? Anyway, you just hurry up and go there, if it's late, you may miss the opportunity to see her, don't regret it. The strange woman finished speaking leisurely and hung up the phone.

Lu Haonan wrinkled his brows, thought about it for a while, and was still ready to go over and have a look.

Anyway, when the other party mentioned Xiao Luo's name, it was impossible for him to be indifferent.

Xia Xiaoluo, that simple, beautiful, kind and lovely girl, after he really lost her, seemed to feel more and more precious about her, and more and more felt that she was important to himself, and he couldn't let go of her more and more.

Although he already has a beautiful wife by his side, he misses her deeply almost every night in the dead of night.

At the same time, I deeply regret why I let her go lightly in the first place? Why didn't you make her completely belong to herself at the beginning, and never let go again?