Chapter 074
When Su Nuo woke up, he found that his body was weak and weak, and his consciousness was also in a semi-awake state, like a dream, not real at all, all in all, very bad, very bad. Shu Ma is leprosy
"You're awake." The voice in her ears was unusually soft, like treating a newborn cub, for fear of startling her.
Su Nuo looked at the ceiling, she didn't want to move, she didn't have to look, she also knew who the person talking next to her was, she actually planted it in Duan Lingchen's hands again, she didn't think about fortification, or she didn't think that Duan Lingchen would attack her, planted twice in the same place, he Duan Lingchen is really good.
"I know you're angry right now, but Su Nuo, I can't help it." Duan Lingchen held Su Nuo's hand, and stroked the scattered hair of the person on the bed with one hand, the love and pain in his eyes were entangled, at this time, he was no longer an iceberg without emotion in the eyes of everyone, he was moved by emotion, moved his heart, but he was only a mortal.
Su Nuo didn't move or speak, as if there was some kind of trick on the ceiling that attracted people to enter the country, which was worthy of her attention, and completely ignored the person next to the bed.
"You always refuse to calm down and listen to my explanation, I will do this, you will forgive me, right, you will definitely be, you love me so much." The hand that stroked the hair, moved to the face, gently caressed, and finally touched this person, from the time he reopened his eyes until now, there has never been a moment so real, this moment I clearly feel that he is alive, she is alive, they are all alive.
A little relieved, it's good to be alive, to be alive means that he still has a chance, it doesn't matter if Su Nuo doesn't forgive now, they have more time to dissolve this unpleasant memory, provided that no one hinders them.
never got a response, Duan Lingchen was not in a hurry, but climbed into bed by himself, lay on the side, and took the person into his arms.
"Duan Lingchen, stay away from me!" There is one more person beside him, and Su Nuo can't just think of him as air.
was stared at by others, but Duan Lingchen smiled, he was not afraid that Su Nuo would hate him, he was only afraid that Su Nuo would no longer have him in his eyes.
"Su Nuo, why do you say we are like this." Duan Lingchen didn't seem to hear Su Nuo's angry words, but instead muttered.
At this time, Su Nuo was restrained and unable to move, and there was the person she hated the most lying beside her, and it was already the maximum to be able to maintain her calm on the surface, and he asked why, she still wanted to ask why!
"I know you hate me, you can hate me, I did bad things to you, it's just Su Nuo, it's good to hate me, it's okay for you to stay by my side."
"When I heard the news that you were dead, I didn't believe it at all, you see, you can be bailed for such a big crime, how can you fall because of a small car accident."
"But when Fang Zhihang rushed in front of me, my hands were trembling with fear, would you think that I was afraid of Fang Zhihang, right? No, I am not afraid of anyone in this world, what I am most afraid of is what Fang Zhihang has to say. ”
"Fang Zhihang's fist is so hard, I have been lying down for several days before I can get out of bed, the first place I can go to after walking around is your tomb, it is very clean, there are many flowers, it is not deserted at all, I think there must be many people looking at you, too, so many people love you, how can you be lonely."
"By the way, guess where I died?"
Duan Lingchen paused at this point, but what he was waiting for was not Su Nuo's answer, he was just reminiscing, recalling that when he saw Su Nuo's tombstone, the urge to dig up the tomb to see if there was really someone lying inside, that vivid smiling face, how could it only become a lifeless photo, the person who always surrounded him and called Duan Lingchen would never appear in front of him again.
Every time he remembered the scene at that time, his heart couldn't stop throbbing.
Su Nuo, who was forced to listen to everything, also slowed his breathing, waiting for the answer that was about to be revealed.
"It's before your grave, and you die at your grave, and you say it's retribution." Duan Lingchen talked about his death without a trace of nostalgia, because at that time, he really couldn't find a reason to continue living, so he would let himself go to death.
See, death is very simple, not simply that he cannot be freed from suffering.
"Everything was fine that day, but the weather was bad, rainy, what I hated the most was rain, every time it rained, I had to lose the most important thing, but I didn't think that way at the time, because I had nothing left to lose."
Recounting the past, Duan Lingchen did not have the cold breath of the past, but was shrouded in a layer of pathos, which was a gloom that had accumulated over the years.
The first time Su Nuo saw Duan Lingchen who had taken off the protective film, the Duan Lingchen she knew was indifferent and ruthless, but at this time, he was like a trapped beast with no thought of living, and he even gave up licking his wounds.
Who in this world really understands whom?
She has been following this man for nine years, and it is only at this moment that she touches the real him.
"Su Nuo, I don't have anything left, I can't live without you anymore, Fang Zhihang has so much, a complete family, and a bright future, just take pity on me, please don't give up on me." Duan Lingchen hadn't said anything about asking for someone since that year, but if he could keep Su Nuo, he would be willing to exchange for anything.
Duan Lingchen hugged the person who wanted to redeem him tightly, and nestled around Su Nuo's neck, as if crying with sorrow.
"I love you, Su Nuo, if I had discovered my heart, I wouldn't have become what I am now, I love you, I love you more than I imagined, I love you, I love you......"
Showing her heart over and over again made Su Nuo a little in a trance, life is so wonderful, you used to chase after you desperately wanted, but now she is at a loss, she is not afraid to wait too long, nine years is nothing to her, it doesn't matter if Duan Lingchen doesn't love her, but he can't let her fall to such a ridiculous state, at that time she already knew that Duan Lingchen's love is like the ** in the sky, untouchable, unbeggable.
"Duan Lingchen, I already have Fang Zhihang, and it won't change again." Maybe it was Duan Lingchen's state at this time that made Su Nuo remember that little bit of affection, so he responded, and it was only in response to the thoughts in her heart, and there was nothing else.
Su Nuo is affectionate, but she is also cold, she only has Duan Lingchen in her heart at the beginning, so she hates Fang Zhihang, the 'mortal enemy', she hates it to the extreme, what she believes will never change, and now, she has identified Fang Zhihang, she will never look back.
When Duan Lingchen heard this, he suddenly became excited, "I don't allow it, you don't love him at all, I know, you feel guilty and want to make it up to him, I understand, I understand, but we can compensate him in other ways, it doesn't have to be you." ”
"There's no more Fang Zhihang, okay, I won't retaliate against the Fang family anymore, I don't want it, Su Nuo, I just want you." Duan Lingchen was really scared, how stubborn Su Nuo was, he deeply realized it, so when Su Nuo said those words, he knew that the chance of redemption was close to nothing.
Even if she was weak, her consciousness was still there, and the pain of being tightened by Duan Lingchen was not as good as Duan Lingchen at this time, and the feeling she brought her was shocking, cold as him, and now she was like a child abandoned by the world, helpless and desperate.
If he hadn't died, if he hadn't realized Fang Zhihang's contribution, maybe, perhaps......
It's just that there are no ifs and even fewer speculations in the back.
Su Nuo couldn't help but look at the person lying beside him, who could blame him for coming to this point.
"Duan Lingchen, forget it, let's let each other go, even if there is no Fang Zhihang, we won't be possible, I'm tired, don't you know?" That infatuation has long been exhausted in that desperate chase.
"Why forget it! How can you just forget it, Su Nuo, obviously you came to provoke me first, why do you even have to tell the end, from beginning to end, what am I, Su Nuo, did you really love me? "I can't accept Su Nuo's statement at all, if he forgets it, then what's the point of him being reborn once, it's better to die completely at that time.
"Let it go." Su Nuo closed his eyes, no matter who provoked first, no matter who failed in the end, it was time to let go.
"I don't want it, you're still angry, I'll pay you back for the rest of my life, let's go to a place where there is no way, there is no past, let's start again, just the two of us." Duan Lingchen placed his index finger on Su Nuo's lips, picked up a needle from the table, and pricked it on his delicate elbow.
After a sting, Su Nuo's groggy head grew heavier and heavier.
"Good, just rest for a while, I'll take you to start over, Su Nuo, I love you." Duan Lingchen whispered in Su Nuo's ear, seeing the person who was about to fall into a deep sleep after being injected with a tranquilizer, only at this time, would he not say anything that made him sad.
The kiss fell lightly on the lips, and coaxed against the lips, "Sleep." ”
So, Su Nuo fell asleep again.
Duan Lingchen's gaze never took his eyes off, he had already missed it once, even if it took his life to pay it back, he would not let go.
"You've driven me crazy, there's obviously a better way to keep you by your side, but I can't wait, you don't know, every time I see you and Fang Zhihang laughing, my heart hurts, I'm jealous, you belong to me."
At this moment, the phone rang, and Duan Lingchen's sad expression was gone.
"Song Shao."
"I've already arranged it for you, I'll send you the contact information for the plane early tomorrow morning."
"Thank you."
"You're welcome."
A short conversation, Duan Lingchen's voice was extremely cold, Song Zhiyuan is the kind of person who will say you're not welcome, he just wants to watch a play, between him and Song Zhiyuan, the winner is not divided, he collapsed the Song family, but Song Zhiyuan also sent him back to his hometown, after being reborn, it will bring more convenience, and it will be a matter of time before he gets rid of Song Zhiyuan, even if it is the Fang family, he is not helpless, but everything is not important.
Duan Lingchen looked at the sleeping person with tenderness in his eyes, no one was more important than her.
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Recently, there have been a lot of things, classes and job hunting, the update will not be too stable, I will try my best to stabilize the update, and I am grateful to take care of Lao An.