Because he was embarrassed to talk about his feelings, Qin Muyan usually worked very carefully, was thoughtful in everything, acted sharply, and never suffered losses, but he didn't seem to notice Gu Yufei's changes at all.

Or, not to mention, she has been around him a lot since the beginning, and habit has become a natural.

It wasn't until a few months later that Qin had a project cooperation with a multinational financial company in Los Angeles, and the company's cooperation project has always been one of Qin's most needed projects.

At that time, it was Gu Yufei who accompanied Qin Muyan to Los Angeles, the CEO likes to drink, although Qin Muyan has a good amount of alcohol, but when it comes to the end, when the contract is finally finalized, he is already a little drunk.

It was that day that Gu Yufei learned about Qin Muyan's secret hazel.

At that time, he was lying on the railing on the side of the busy street in Los Angeles, holding a mobile phone in his hand, but he turned the mobile phone around in his hand and did not speak for a long time.

She thought that he had drunk too much and had an uncomfortable stomach, or that he had a headache, so while he was leaning there and not moving, she ran to a nearby pharmacy to buy some medicine that could relieve the discomfort after drinking, and brought a glass of water that she had just asked for from the pharmacy.

"Is it a headache? Or an upset stomach? She handed him the glass of water in her hand, and then handed the medicine to his mouth: "Drink this, and it will be better in a while." Benefits"

"It's okay, I'm not upset because of drinking." Qin Muyan seemed to be still sober, just a little drunk, and he was leaning here not because he couldn't walk, he was just suddenly filled with a sentimentality that she had never seen before.

This is not the Qin Muyan that Gu Yufei has known in the past two years, although it cannot be said that she has watched him go through ups and downs in the past two years, she at least understands his temperament and knows that he is not a person who is so easy to be sad.

But he's leaning here like this now, and he doesn't know what he's thinking.

"So what's wrong with you?" He said that he was uncomfortable not because of drinking, that is to say, he was really uncomfortable, Gu Yufei stood beside him with a worried face, raised his white hand and put it on his forehead, and then touched his forehead.

Well, I don't have a fever, and it doesn't sound like a cold.

"It's uncomfortable." Qin Muyan tugged at the collar of his shirt, as if he was a little irritable, clenched his hands into a fist, and frowned slightly: "Because I am still young, because my wings are not completely full, so some things will always be restricted, I thought it would be good to wait for another year or two, but she didn't wait for me at all, she left, there has been no news for half a year, and she is really too thorough......"

"Maybe she'll be happier when she gets out of there." He raised his head and let out a long sigh: "But she is only seventeen years old, there are no elders around to take care of her, and she has a sixteen-year-old brother, how is she going to live?" How do you survive......

Gu Yufei didn't understand his self-talk, but stayed by his side quietly, looking at his frowning brows suspiciously.

In her impression, Qin Muyan likes to laugh very much, not only does she often have a stomachache from laughing at him, but even the female employees of his company are often amused by him and laugh non-stop, when he is serious and strict, it is really daunting, but when he is in a good mood, he does not have the slightest shelf as the vice president of the Qin family.

No matter how difficult or tricky it was, he wouldn't frown like that.

But now, what is he talking about? Who are you frowning your good-looking eyebrows like this?

I vaguely remember the two months before the Spring Festival, he returned to China once, I heard that the Qin family is in Y City, Qin Muyan's father Qin Jianguo is the chairman and president of the Qin family, although the complete power has not fallen into Qin Muyan's own hands, but the entire Qin family has been completely responsible for Qin Muyan, this is a complete independent experience that the Qin family began to give him after he turned eighteen years old, and he has done very well, since taking over the Qin family for more than three years, the first step he has taken is more wise and wise than his father, and in the management of the company, he will rarely be impulsive.

He was called back to China by his father almost every Spring Festival, and after he returned to the United States from China this year, he was not in a good state of mind for half a month, and asked his secretary, only to know that Qin Muyan often couldn't eat for a while, and the whole person lost weight, and then he hurried back to China for a week, but he came back a week later.

When he came back, he suddenly became silent, and for two months, his temper became inexplicably irritable.

Later, he gradually returned to his original state, no one dared to ask him what happened, sensitive to Gu Yufei, although he could feel that he seemed to be full of a sense of powerlessness and unwillingness, but every time she carefully asked him if he was happy when he came home for the Spring Festival, he would always avoid this topic, and his expression became extremely cold.

Since then, she has known that this year's Spring Festival is a sensitive topic for Qin Muyan, and whoever mentions it will not have a good face, so gradually no one mentions it anymore.

Half a year has passed, and even Gu Yufei is about to forget about it.

But he suddenly leaned here so sadly, and there was a heartache spreading in the smell of wine on his body, and she stood next to him and looked at him quietly.

"She ...... this" Gu Yufei opened his mouth carefully, looked at his expression, and asked softly, "Who is it?" ”

Although she is not yet twenty years old, a woman's intuition is keen, and her sixth sense is too strong, and she subconsciously thinks that this "she" should be a woman, so she finally asks tentatively.

Qin Muyan that day didn't know if it was because he drank too much, or if he suddenly didn't plan to hide anything, he didn't answer at first, just looked at the vehicles coming and going on the street calmly, and after a long time, he exhaled and said in a deep voice: "When I was very young, I wanted to protect people." ”

Gu Yufei's expression gradually froze: "It's a girl?" ”

He nodded: "Yes, a girl, two years younger than you, I was only eight years old the year I first met her. She is a neighbor of our Qin family, but she is different from other children, weak and isolated are not what she wants, but fate has given her too much unfairness, maybe every man has a natural compassion and wants to protect the weak heart, I used to think that I was also this kind of simple sympathy for her, and later, I learned that this kind of care has exceeded my expectations. ”

"If it weren't for the fact that my parents didn't like me to get involved in other people's affairs, and they didn't want to get into trouble, so they forcibly restricted my movements, I would have taken her away a long time ago. Before I was sent to America by my parents at the age of sixteen, I swore that I would get her out of that house when I was full of wings and would no longer be confined by my parents, and before I left at that time, I asked her to wait for me to come back, and she was standing in the yard at that time, as if she didn't understand my words, and she was a little afraid of me, a little hated me, and maybe she must have hoped that I would never go back. "But I thought that when the time came, I would take her out."

"Maybe I've always been too confident, thinking that she will always be obediently bullied in that yard, waiting for my rescue, but forgetting the stubbornness and self-esteem in her bones. I watched her being bullied for more than ten years, and finally she resisted, but the result was ...... She disappeared in front of everyone, including me, and I couldn't even find her......"

"She's gone, and I don't even know if she's dead or alive."

Qin Muyan sneered self-deprecatingly as he spoke.

Gu Yufei was standing beside him at that time, and he didn't speak for a long time, but he was vaguely heard standing there and saying: "Her name is Ji Xinyao, and when I was in school, I always deliberately pronounced the Xin character in her name as 'deep', and she always hit me angrily with her homework book, saying that it was a polyphonic word, and that word was pronounced 'heart'!" ”

"Indeed, it is true that 'heart' should be recited, she is indeed Ji Xinyao in my heart, right here." He raised his hand, pointed to his own heart, turned to look at the silent Gu Yufei, and said with a sneer: "But I lost her, I was a step late, and she had already left when I rushed back!" She didn't wait for me! What should I do? I've sent so many people to help me check for so long, but I can't find anyone with her! You say, is she still alive? ”

"She must be alive, right? She has bravely persevered for more than ten years, she will not be so light and can't live, although she is very thin and small and looks like she needs people's protection, in fact, she is smarter than anyone else, she must live, I must be able to find her, she must be ......" He stared at Gu Yufei, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and kept chattering.

A gust of wind blew, and the smell of wine on his body spread through her nose, Gu Yufei's hand suddenly didn't know where to put it, just looked at him, and his throat was unusually dry.

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(This month, from the 7th to the 11th, the whale is going to Hangzhou to participate in the annual meeting, and the manuscript has been written, and the system will release it regularly, but everyone in the system understands that the update time may not be as accurate as the whale's own fixed-point update every night, so if you can't wait for the update these few nights, go to bed early, and look at it the next morning, what~)

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