345. Fanwai - Marriage First and Love Later: Qin Fei won himself
"Huh? Speaking of Gu Yufei...... I seem to have heard from people last year that she lived in the villa area east of Boston, didn't you live there before, Mr. Qin? Why haven't I seen you go back to live there in the past two years? β
While driving, the "driver" looked at Qin Muyan who was sitting in the back seat of the car from the rearview mirror.
Qin Muyan didn't open his eyes, just sat quietly for a while, and didn't answer.
"Myself" pursed his lips, knowing that although his boss is usually very good to him, this extraordinarily quiet state should be in a bad mood, or it is better to make less trouble.
"Mom......" Xiao Qingqing shrank in Gu Yufei's arms, raised her head, looked left and right, as if she was hiding from someone just now.
Just now Gu Yufei saw Qin Muyan here, so he turned around and walked away, so as not to cause unnecessary trouble, Qingqing thought that her mother was hiding from someone, so she obediently cooperated in her arms, very quiet and not noisy.
It wasn't until Qin Muyan's car left that Gu Yufei slowly walked out of the corner with Qingqing in his arms, looking at the Bentley in the distance with a flat expression.
Do the math.
She and Qin Muyan have been married for two years, and on the day of the wedding, he was deliberately late, and his face was expressionless when he arrived.
At that time, the parents of the Qin family did not know the existence of Gu Yufei, and when they received their son's marriage notice, they rushed to G City in fright, knowing that Yufei was pregnant and was about to give birth, the Qin family knew that the Gu family was a famous family, and they also knew that Gu Yufei would not be a casual Gu family, so they were very happy, so they didn't ask much, and directly met their in-laws and got engaged.
But Qin Muyan's attitude at the wedding was lukewarm, so that Yufei, who had not had much contact with the Qin family's parents, was a little embarrassed in front of the Qin family, and that day she remembered the puzzled eyes of her in-laws, as well as the relatives and friends of the Qin family with different looks.
I remember that day, when he took the oath in front of the priest, Qin Muyan looked like a hanger with his hands in his trouser pockets, and when he said the sentence "I do", he looked at her, but with cold mockery.
At that time, Gu Yufei already felt a chill behind his spine, but it was already too late.
On the night of the wedding, Qin Muyan told her directly: "Gu Yufei, I, Qin Muyan, hate being coerced the most in my life!" I can give you marriage, but you don't want me to look at you again for the rest of your life! We, never again. β
At that time, Gu Yufei was standing in the very exquisitely decorated new house of the Qin family, standing by the door, quietly watching his back as he threw the door and left, without retaining it.
From that day when he learned the news of his pregnancy and rushed to the Gu family to admit that the child was his, from that day when he gritted his teeth in front of his grandfather and decided to take some responsibility, she knew that in this life, she and Qin Muyan might not even be able to be friends.
Within a week, the two returned to the United States, and Qin Muyan brought her back to his residence in Boston and let her live here, but he never appeared in front of her again from that day.
No matter what the festival was, or what special day, he had never set foot in this house.
Even on the day Qingqing was born, when she was in a meeting in the company, she suddenly saw red water, and Lin Qifan, who was also in the conference room, directly picked her up in the car and sent her to the hospital, and Qin Muyan, as the father of the child, only called the hospital the day after the child was born, and asked the doctor about the child's condition, and there was no news after that.
Qingqing has never seen her father, and in the past two years, Gu Yufei has only inadvertently seen a silhouette or back of him in a famous business time or magazine.
She didn't go out of her way to inquire about him, because she knew from the beginning that the marriage was a ritual he used to get revenge on her.
said that it was a wedding, but it was a funeral of love that he gave her.
"Mom, why don't you speak?" Qingqing moved in her arms, raised her little hand to touch her chin, and whispered with a pair of big black and bright eyes.
Gu Yufei came back to her senses, patted her daughter's back, and smiled: "Does Qingqing still want a doll?" Wait a minute, mom will buy it for you, I'll send you to Aunt Vina to eat dessert with her, okay? β
"Oh." Xiao Qingqing blinked her eyes and nodded, but she seemed to be a little unhappy, but she didn't dare to protest, but her mouth immediately pouted quietly.
Qingqing's temperament is very lively, but she is only lively in front of Gu Yufei, and she is very well-behaved and quiet to anyone except her, even Vina, who has been coming to play with her since she was born, will not be too affectionate.
It's just the situation here, Gu Yufei doesn't want the child to notice anything, although Qingqing is young, she is very sensitive to many things.
After sending Qingqing to Vina, she walked back to the children's toy store alone, and after making sure that Qin Muyan had really left, she walked in and bought the doll Qingqing wanted.
Qingqing has not yet reached the age of crying and shouting for her father, but those who are ignorant will also find that they don't have a father, and when they are just over a year old, they will ask indistinctly, where is Qingqing's father?
This question is quite difficult for Gu Yufei to answer.
Say she doesn't have a dad? But Qin Muyan is still alive after all, and they live in a city, they just deliberately avoid themselves, and they can't let their children suffer such a big loss and hurt since they were young. But if there is, where is her father?
It wasn't until a few months ago that Qingqing watched the cartoon and stood at the door of the room holding the doll, pitifully saying that she wanted a father.
Looking at his daughter's longing but cautious gaze, Gu Yufei said at that time: "Dad has gone to a far away place, he is very busy with work, and he can't come back to accompany Qingqing for the time being, baby wait, okay?" β
After knowing that she had a father, Qingqing looked much happier, and often held the doll and talked to herself, saying that her father would come back to build blocks with him and play with him.
Just now, such a good opportunity for father and daughter to meet, Gu Yufei retreated.
This is not her usual way of acting, if she is here alone, even in the face of Qin Muyan's indifference, she will definitely not avoid it, but she doesn't want Qingqing to see her father's indifference in this unprepared situation, Qin Muyan has ignored herself and the child for two years, and she doesn't want his appearance to hurt the child.
After all, Qingqing's health is not good, and she can't withstand any stimulation.
Rather than being disappointed by a huge gap, it is better to have no hope.
Qin Muyan is still Qin Muyan, but he is no longer the Qin Muyan who used to treat her as a buddy, as close as he once was, humorous and close.
Since she became pregnant......
No, or rather, since he knew that she liked him, he had been deliberately keeping his distance until the end, because of the drunken love of that night, because of her momentary selfishness and confusion, because of this child who fell from the sky, between them, everything could not go back.
New York, the city.
She can still remember that many years ago, the two of them used to drink beer together, tell some interesting stories about her brother Gu Nancy together, tell jokes, lean together and laugh back and forth, the Qin Muyan who came to be indifferent to others, but generous and close to friends, and hidden a heart that is more cautious and wise than anyone else under the unruly surface, is no longer the man she once remembered who could always make her smile on the corner of her mouth.
He avoided her like a beast in a flood, and in the past two years, even the large-scale cooperation case between Qin and Gu and the two companies has been canceled, just so that he doesn't have to see her.
It would take a lot of disgust and hatred to make him like this.
Once Gu Yufei thought that she had lived in vain for more than 20 years, maybe she was still naΓ―ve, but it was not until today that she suddenly realized it.
Perhaps neither disgust nor hatred could fully express his attitude towards her.
Ji Xinyao once asked her, how long will she last like this?
At that time, Gu Yufei said that she persevered until she felt tired.
Perhaps, it won't be long before she can completely bury this relationship that she has been holding on to for eleven years.
Because she is tired, so tired that she is used to having only her and Qingqing and two servants at home, she is used to sleeping with her daughter in her arms, she is used to running between the company and her home, and she is used to the fact that there is no Qin Muyan in her life and thoughts.
In fact, she knows a lot of things.
If it weren't for the fact that she was Gu Nancy's sister, if it weren't for the fact that she was Ji Xinyao's sister-in-law, if it weren't for the fact that she was the daughter of the Gu family, I'm afraid he would just send her like a woman who was doing drama on the spot, and he wouldn't have married this at all.
"Miss, go slowly, welcome to come next time." Gu Yufei took the doll in his hand, looked at it twice, and put the packaging box into the bag.
Just as he was about to leave, he suddenly saw the Bentley on the side of the road in front of the children's toy store, and he didn't know when it had gone and returned.
The rear window slowly descended, revealing a handsome and extraordinary face that it seemed to have not seen in several lifetimes.
"Would you like a ride?" Qin Muyan raised her eyebrows and looked at her with a sneer.