Taking care of yourself is easier said than done. Luo Xiao's sudden and hurried visit made Wu Xiaojun fall into contradiction and confusion again.

Recalling the various situations she has had with her in the past year, her smile, every move, tugging at her heartstrings, her intelligence, her voice, and even every word she said to herself are clearly remembered, vivid, still in her ears, and it is difficult to let go. This time, she came here because she was worried and worried about what she and Shao Yingying said, and all kinds of hints have already explained it. Really, as she said, it was a good choice to marry her as a life partner.

Yingzi's steady and concise words and deeds, warm and simple treatment of people, honest and kind open-mindedness, seductive soul, and chaotic mind have long become an indispensable and important part of his life. Her joys, sorrows and sorrows have always touched her heart, I hope that all the beautiful moments can be shared with her, and I want to be with her very urgently! Now that the shape is developing so fast, it is not impossible for him to develop in Pingxi in the future, and the pressure from the family is not as great as that of the third brother at that time. Let Yingzi enter her own spiritual space, which is a great help to her future academic progress and career development. If you are indifferent to Luo Xiao's attitude, how to face it in the future will be a big problem, after all, they are sisters and cannot get around this hurdle. Abandoning the British is even more against his wishes, giving up without thinking, and it is psychologically difficult to do, and it seems that he will face a difficult choice that cannot be escaped.

The next morning, Luo Xiao and Shao Yingying returned to Xinning's home.

Mother Chen Jie was naturally overjoyed when she saw the two baby daughters who were envied by the whole village, and she went to the village committee to call her son, daughter-in-law and grandson back, and the usually simple and deserted courtyard suddenly became lively. It is rare for the family to have a reunion dinner, Chen Jie is like greeting guests, busy and busy, but she has never been happy in her heart.

Luo Xiao looked at the little nephew who was just able to walk in beautiful children's clothes, swaying around the courtyard, touching this and looking at that, very lively and cute, he couldn't help but walk to the child, squatted down, smiled and teased the child, "Qiangqiang, call auntie, give you candy to eat." ”

The child looked at the stranger in front of him in amazement, kept rolling his bright eyes up and down, and timidly screamed uncomfortably, "Big Tut".

"Alas, it's really good." Luo Xiao responded sweetly, took out a piece of candy and put it in the child's hand, then gently picked him up, kissed him on the immature, smooth and fat little face, kissed and kissed, feeling like his own child. Maybe it was because she was holding the child in the wrong position, Xiao Qiangqiang felt uncomfortable, her two little legs kept kicking indiscriminately on her body, and she looked at her mother Niu Chunping standing in front of the door of the main house in horror.

When Niu Chunping saw it, she hurriedly walked over and said, "Qiangqiang, don't rub your aunt's body dirty, come down quickly." As he spoke, he took the child from his hand, gently put it on the ground, and said with a smile, "Sister, you know that you have never held a child by looking at the posture of holding the child, but it can be seen that you like children very much." In the future, you have to learn more, don't be like me back then, in a hurry and don't understand anything. ”

"Chunping, you are really good at laughing, I'm still early, it's useless to think about it now."

"The big girl makes diapers, and she prepares to use them when she is busy. I got married and had children because I had studied for two years in a junior secondary school, didn't go to high school or university, and didn't prepare for anything, which was really early. ”

"It's not too early, my classmate in the second grade of junior high school got married and had children before he was 18 years old, and now the children are in elementary school."

"It's also said that we rural people are the same, and we hold our children in advance when we have nothing to do at home. You have to work hard, find a partner quickly, get married as soon as you graduate, and enjoy the taste and fun of being a mother. ”

"Xiao, Chunping, don't say any more, hurry up and come over for dinner." Chen Jie shouted as she stood inside the room and cleaned up the table.

Niu Chunping's few jokes really said that Luo Xiao's heart was on the road, watching her brother's family of three happy and full of infinite sweetness, her future suddenly shook in front of her, and her maternal instinct prompted her to yearn for a child who really belonged to her as soon as possible, but this still needs to wait for a long time, at least two or three years later.

The three brothers and sisters rarely get together, and Shao Zili's family of three will return to the county seat in the evening.

Luo Xiao took advantage of Shao Yingying's absence and said directly to Chen Jie, "Mom, now Wu Xiaojun is chasing Yingzi, do you know?" ”

Chen Jie was pleasantly surprised, her face stretched, and she said with a smile, "I don't know, I've never heard Yingzi say it, this is a good thing, Mom wishes the two of them were good, they could be decided one day earlier, and Mom's heart was also one day sooner." ”

"Mom, let me tell you, the two of them are not reliable at all, don't say that Yingzi is unwilling, even if you are willing, you can't agree."

"Xiao, Xiaojun, this kid is handsome and has good character, has ambitions and can endure hardships, and my mother likes it very much at first sight. Both of them are studying medicine, and they can take care of each other in their careers in the future, discuss with each other, and don't have to worry about our family Yingzi being wronged, this kind of good thing is hard to find with a lantern, why don't I agree. ”

"Mom, you just see the surface and follow the feelings, but in fact, there are many things you don't understand. For example, are you willing to let Yingzi go to our county, Xiaojun is a dutiful son, and he is the heart and soul of his parents at home, can his parents agree to come here? Also, you don't know about Xiaojun and Mei Xiang, both of them have reached that kind of Cheng dù, if she shows up one day, what should Yingzi do? Xiaojun and Yingzi are very different in personality, who can say whether they can live together in the future? Think about it. ”

Chen Jie listened quietly, and immediately kept thinking about these questions in her brain, so she restrained her smile and said slowly for a long time, "These are very practical problems, and they are also very difficult to do. I can't repeat the situation of me and your dad back then in Yingzi. I should really talk to Yingzi. ”

Luo Xiao saw that Chen Jie was already moved, and then added another fire, "Mom, I have already told both of them about this, but their reactions are very flat, if you don't make the stakes clear with Yingzi, if the two of them impulsively make rice and mature rice, it will be too late to regret it, and you will have to complain for the rest of your life." The words were told to her thoroughly, and she didn't understand what might happen in advance, if she didn't want to listen, she could only bear what happened, and she couldn't complain about others. ”

Chen Jie couldn't help nodding "um", "That's it, that's it, I'll talk to her at night, it's up to her whether you listen or not." ”

Shao Yingying was indeed in a contradiction during this time, and she thought about the pros and cons over and over again, and all aspects of the possibilities, but she couldn't make up her mind. I was going to ask Luo Xiao's opinion in person, but seeing that her eldest sister seemed to care about Xiaojun very much, hinting that she didn't want to develop with Xiaojun in the depths, let alone develop into a relationship with Cheng Dù, she was pouring cold water on and out of her words, and had great doubts about her starting point and intentions. If he doesn't have any thoughts about the army, it's okay to say this, but if he makes his own calculations, his motives are not pure, and he deliberately goes against himself. Thinking of this, I felt uncomfortable all day, especially uncomfortable.

Before going to bed, Chen Jie and Shao Yingying talked about this matter, what they said was sincere, and the analysis was thorough, and she always kept her head down with a calm face and kept silent. She knew that many of the things her mother said were Luo Xiao's thoughts, and it was Luo Xiao who persuaded her mother not to have any illusions about Xiaojun. I understood Luo Xiao's true intention to come this time, he came in the dust, invited himself to dinner with Xiaojun, danced wildly in front of him to highlight himself, and moved his mother to stop it, a series of actions can be described as painstaking. There is only one purpose, to compete for a boyfriend with his own sister, and this kind of behavior and practice is too vicious and immoral. has the heart to directly provoke the mother, but the relationship between the sisters is worried, and the resentment in the heart is not clear. just said lightly, "Mother, I know what to do with my own affairs, so you don't have to worry so much." You owe my sister too much, so you should care more about her when you have time. ”

Although Shao Yingying understood Luo Xiao's true intentions, she did not express any dissatisfaction in front of Luo Xiao, and still got along with her calmly as usual, sent her on the return train, and objected to Wu Xiaojun's cold and silent attitude.

As the Zhuang Wenjing and Wu Zhenjie incidents gradually faded out of people's field of vision, the school's management of student dormitories and night attendance were gradually relaxed. Wu Xiaojun was no longer so nervous and busy, and he returned to his former normalcy.

Wu Xiaojun remembered that every time he met Shao Yingying alone, she always had a cold face and few pitiful words, not as natural as before, and spoke calmly. Every time she asked the reason, she just shook her head and didn't make any answer, which made him very entangled and uneasy. It was she who touched her sensitive nerves and made her suspicious, and it was normal to deliberately avoid herself, maybe it would be natural after a while, and it was better not to get to the bottom of it for the time being. Thinking of this, my heart is much more steady.

One night, to Wu Xiaojun's surprise, Liang Yuhua called him out of the dormitory, went downstairs, and hurried to the outside of the school with his head down. Wu Xiaojun thought that she had something urgent to help herself, and looking at her nervous expression, it was inconvenient to ask more, so he had to follow closely behind.

When the two came to the pavilion on Beijing Road, Liang Yuhua suddenly stopped, looked at Wu Xiaojun and asked in a longing tone, "Minister Wu, I feel very uncomfortable during this time, can you chat with me for a while?" ”

Wu Xiaojun was stunned and asked puzzledly, "What's the matter, do you have something on your mind, or do you need my help when you encounter a problem?" ”

Liang Yuhua didn't answer directly, he gently took out two newspapers that had been prepared from his jacket pocket, carefully spread them on the chair, and said softly, "Please sit down and talk." ”

Wu Xiaojun hesitated for a moment, but when he came, he settled down, and naturally sat down generously. Liang Yuhua didn't have the slightest shyness of a girl's nakedness, a faint and peaceful smile was hooked at the corner of her mouth, and she sat next to him at close range.

"Minister Wu, first of all, I'm sorry for suddenly asking you out to accompany me, please don't mind."

"It's okay, they're all classmates who know each other, so you don't need to be polite."

"During this time, for some reason, a few girls in our dormitory suddenly got boyfriends, and they all seemed to be different people, all day long, smiling. It's just that they are happy themselves, and what makes them angry is that they show their nobility and glory everywhere, sneering at us for being low, no one to chase, no boyfriend, and I and others are very depressed. ”

Wu Xiaojun said with a smile, "I've heard this kind of saying, girls are in a hurry to find a boyfriend when they are freshman because they have just been liberated and want to try something new!" Girls are in a hurry to find a boyfriend in their sophomore year because they finally realize how empty and boring college life can be. In the junior year, the rush to find a boyfriend is often out of comparison, because the girls around me seem to have boyfriends, and the people who are in a hurry to find a boyfriend in the senior year are often looking for long-term support or springboard. I didn't care about this at the time, just as a joke for a happy moment, but I didn't expect it to come out so soon in your dormitory. ”

"You're right, in the girls' dormitory, there is a strange phenomenon, if one person in a dormitory starts to have a boyfriend, there will be a domino effect, and soon other people will follow, otherwise there will be no one in the entire dormitory, this is vanity and comparison. Looking at their smug appearance, I also felt very ashamed, is it inferior to them, some of them are much worse than me, why don't I have anyone to chase them? Come to think of it, the main thing is that I was too closed, my social circle was not open, and no one paid attention to me. ”

"It's okay to fall in love on campus, but it's not a good psychology and choice. I think it's best not to fall in love. Because some pain can be hung on the face for people to know, and some can only be buried in the bottom of the heart to bear alone. There is more pain in the heart than it is written on the face, because it damages the soul and the spirit. We often pay attention to those whose faces are painful, showing mercy and generosity without hesitation; And for those who are suffering in their hearts, we will ignore and even be indifferent. The hardest thing in this world is not that you reach out to help, but that you really go into the hearts of others. But it's really not an easy task, and I think you still want to open up a little bit and take other people's vanity down as well. ”

"What you said is very deep and insightful, after all, at this age, it is sometimes difficult to restrain your feelings. Somehow, since the last time you helped me, I have never been able to put you down in my heart, I always meet you in my dreams, and I pay attention to you every day, and I always feel empty and restless when I don't see you for a few days, and that feeling is particularly uncomfortable. I thought about it repeatedly and hesitated for a long time before I mustered up the courage to ask you out, and I wanted to take a walk with you alone to talk and chat, and release the loneliness and pain in my chest. I won't go around in circles, so I'll just say it, I want to sincerely ask you to be my boyfriend, please don't refuse me, and destroy the good wishes I have been buried in my heart. ”