I stepped into the elevator with my front foot, and Janeway followed with my hind foot, and I didn't say a word, but I endured the pain of tearing.

"Zhaoyang, I know this practice hurts your self-esteem, but ......"

I interrupted Janeway: "But I'm a pile of mud that can't hold up the wall, and I don't have the ability to make money at all, just a few years ago, and still is. ”

"Don't be so presumptuous, okay?"

"Isn't that true?"

"It's not...... I don't think you know it yet: the theme of the broken life you proposed has been officially applied to the planning, and now all the projects are revolving around this theme! ”

I pressed the elevator button, and before the door was fully open, I walked out, and the recent series of encounters had made it difficult for me to listen to what people had to say.

Jian Wei grabbed me again, she almost choked up on me, and said, "Zhaoyang, don't you want to be like this, okay?" I just hope you can live a better life, and I'm scared to see you struggling. ”

My love was surging, but I was silent, and finally took away Jian Wei and took my hand, said to her coldly, "If you really want me to have a better life, you wouldn't have said the word break up three years ago without even giving me a reason......

……

Walking out of the office building where Simei advertising is located, I once again experienced the emptiness of being alone, and I don't know where else to go at this moment?

I don't have the face to go back to Xuzhou, because I am more depressed at this time than when I went home last time, and I can no longer count on my father and mother to save my broken life.

Suzhou makes me feel suffocated, suffocated every second, and I wish I could escape from here.

Beijing, there are Robben and Le Yao in Beijing, but subconsciously I want to find a place where no one knows me and be quiet.

But now I don't even have the money for a short trip, I am trapped in the cage of reality again, and I am depressed and almost crazy!

In desperation, I finally dialed Le Yao's phone, and she answered a moment later.

"Zhaoyang, why did you call me suddenly?"

“…… Lend me some money. ”

"Ahh …… Didn't you just step into the bourgeoisie yesterday? ”

"You know what? I'm a clown being toyed with! ”

"Who toyed with you?"

"If you don't want to rub some more salt on my scars, don't ask, okay?"

Le Yao was silent for a while before she said, "How much do you want?" ”

"Ten thousand."

"It's only such a small amount of money, what can you do?"

"I'm going to start a trip by myself, isn't 10,000 yuan enough? Then you can lend me 20,000 yuan. ”

"10,000 is enough, 20,000 I'm afraid you'll stay outside for a long time, and you'll have to come back after all, and then live in a world you hate."

I sighed and said, "You're right, let's borrow 10,000." ”

"Well, where are you going to go if you tell me?"

"It doesn't matter."

"But it's important to me!"

"How do you understand that?"

"I'm your creditor, I have to know your whereabouts to prevent you from absconding with the money!"

"What a bird reason!"

Le Yao said in a very resolute tone: "I don't care, if you don't tell me where I'm going, don't expect me to lend you money!" ”

"Is it interesting to threaten me?"

"You don't say I hung up the phone!"

"What a block!" I complained a word, but I was thinking about where to go in my heart, and finally said to Le Yao: "Xitang, I want to go to the ancient town of Xitang for a month." ”

"Why Xitang?"

A mottled memory swirled in my mind, but I didn't want to tell Sù Leyao why I went to Xitang, I just said: "Don't ask so much, if you don't want to borrow, hang up your phone quickly." ”

"Borrow, borrow, borrow, you give me your bank account number immediately, and I'll transfer money to you."

"Okay, thank you then."

After ending the call with Le Yao, I sent her my bank card number by text message, and then called Ban Dad again, telling him that I was going to Guangzhou for a while, and I might have to change my phone number, and then contact him again.

After that, I resolutely pulled the calling card out of my phone, broke it, and threw it in the trash, and my world was silent for a moment.

……

I ushered in the last ten hours of staying in Suzhou, I went to a total of 4 places, first went to the moat to smoke two cigarettes, then went to find the little fat dun Wei Xiao, invited him to eat a meal of KFC, and then returned to the old house to sit alone on the wooden horse in front of the convenience store for a while, and finally came to the building of Zhuomei.

At about 6 o'clock in the evening, Zhao Li finally came after work, and then returned the car keys to the little prince Alto.

Zhao Li was puzzled and asked, "Zhaoyang, are you leaving Suzhou again?" ”

"Well, I wouldn't be willing to give it back to you."

"You're about to be!"

"It's just a little dirty, go wash it, and then put on the car wax to ensure that it is the same as new!"

Zhao Li shook his head and smiled, and said, "You are still the same pit as always!" ”

"It's really not a pit this time, the car has already filled up your tank."

"Really?"

"Welcome to the inspection."

"Come on, I'll believe you once."

I smiled, but subconsciously raised my head to look at the giant billboard on the top floor of Zhuomei, and felt that I should leave, because I didn't want to meet Mi Cai after work with some pain and embarrassment, at this moment, I felt that none of us should appear in each other's world, because my sky city had collapsed, so I would not fantasize about being with her.

……

I walked towards Zhuomei's back building, but unexpectedly when I passed by the "Sea View Coffee", I saw Fang Yuan and Mi Lian sitting at the window, Fang Yuan also found me at the first time, and Mi Lian didn't notice me, because her back was facing my side.

Fang Yuan made a waiting gesture to Mi Lian, then walked out of the coffee shop and met me.

He handed me a cigarette and asked me with a smile, "Are you here to wait for Mr. Mi to get off work?" ”

In the calmest of tones, I replied, "No, we broke it." ”

Fang Yuan's face was incredible.

I smiled and said, "Haven't you always been dismissive of us!" ”

"I didn't expect it to be so fast!"

"Someday we're going to break up, and it's fast because there's some more external catalyst...... In fact, I already understood a few years ago: love without material security is just a plate of loose sand after all, the tighter you hold it, the faster it falls, and the more painful it hurts! ”

Fang Yuan was silent with a sigh.

I took a heavy puff of my cigarette, looked at Mi Bin, who was sitting in the coffee shop, and asked, "Why are you hanging out with her for fun?" ”

"The relationship between superiors and subordinates is inevitable, and it is inevitable to exchange some work things, and drink coffee from this house by the way."

I had no desire to know anything more about Zhuomei, so I patted Fang Yuan's shoulder and said, "Dude is gone." ”

"Where are you going this time?"

"A place with memories and a place for me to rest."

"When will you be back?"

As I walked, I said to Fang Yuan, "I'll come back after repairing that castle...... If you can't fix it, you won't come back! ”

"You're still so......!"

I didn't respond to Fang Yuan again, because he had never believed that there must be a city hidden in the sky in this world! ――

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