Live well
The funeral was handled by Wen Shang, and the degree of luxury can be imagined, but only Leng Xiao and Xiaotian participated in the funeral. ()
After all the ceremonies were held, they watched him be buried in the largest and best cemetery in the city, and Xiao Tian didn't cry anymore, the girl in black was a little mature and restrained at this time.
"Brother, I want to talk to him alone."
"Okay, don't take too long, it's windy up the mountain." Leng Xiao took a deep look at him, turned around and walked out under the tree in the distance.
Xiao Tian walked to the tombstone, looking at the photo full of warm smiles, Wen Shangke is really capable, and I don't know where he got this photo, when he took this photo, he should still be very young, the edges and corners are not so sharp, and the eyes are very gentle, but the bottom of the eyes is still as deep and blue as the sea.
She sat in front of the tombstone, her pale and slender fingers gently stroked the young and handsome face in the photo, the tears in her eyes fell like beads, she didn't cry just now, she just didn't want Leng Xiao to see uncomfortable, she seemed to be going to shed all the tears in this life, before this, she had never cried so presumptuously, even if her parents died when she was a child, but at that time, she was not sensible, and she didn't understand the meaning of death at all.
He lay here quietly, but she could no longer speak, she could no longer smile softly at him, and she even felt that they had experienced a dream, and when they woke up, it was even more heart-rending pain.
She still held the mobile phone he left behind, his last call was to her, but it was a cruel conversation that made her heart die, and now it seems that everything doesn't matter, whether he has another woman or not, whether he is sincere to him or not, it doesn't matter, because he loves him so deeply and painfully.
She looked down at his phone, hoping to find the words he had left, but found a photograph in his album, and the only one, of a fresh, beautiful girl with beautiful curly hair and a smile like the sun on her doll-like face.
This is a photo of her hanging in the bedroom, when did he take it with his mobile phone, and every sleepless night, is he smirking at this photo in a daze.
Her eyes moistened again as she saw the note underneath the photo, "Only Love."
He said she was his only love.
She frantically continued to rummage until she found the message box on her phone, where an edited message was stored, the day she received his call, she heard him lingering with another woman on the phone, and she vowed never to forgive him again.
She pressed play with her fingers almost trembling, and after a moment of silence she heard his voice as if it came from a distant time and space.
"Xiaotian, what are you doing now? The stars outside are very bright, and I was thinking, if only the stars were my eyes, then I could watch you all the time and watch over you. I haven't read much, and sometimes I don't understand what you're telling me, but I'm still willing to listen. I won't express anything either, because as soon as I see you, I forget everything. Xiaotian, it was my fault that I didn't promise you right away that day, it's not that I can't give up everything now, it's just that I don't dare to use the rest of your life to make a bet, I will take you away, when we are completely free, after this matter is over, Ye Zhen will let me leave, and at that time, I will take you to wherever you want to go, and there are only the two of us.
Xiaotian, you know what? The greatest luck in my life is to meet you, I like to see you laugh, I like to listen to you, I like you to be coquettish in my arms, I often think, how can such a humble person as me get your favor, all along, I am very inferior, because I feel unworthy of the radiant you, but I can't retreat, I can't let go, because I can't do without you, I'm willing to selfishly occupy you.
Xiaotian, I've always wanted to say it to you, but I don't dare to say it, I recorded this passage, and I don't know when I can let you hear it, but it feels so comfortable to say what is in my heart.
Xiaotian, do you remember?
My hometown has a very round moon, there are a lot of grapevines, every Tanabata, those men and women will gather under the vines to say their hearts, Xiaotian, when that day comes, I will definitely tell you, tell you loudly, I have. Love you so much. ”
A drop of water smashed on the screen of the phone, like a blooming chrysanthemum spreading into a flower cluster in all directions.
One drop, two drops, three drops.
Xiao Tian finally couldn't help but cry bitterly while hugging the hard and cold tombstone, and the youthful photo was suddenly stained with salty tears.
Leng Xiao stood not far away, half a cigarette in his mouth.
He heard her heart-rending voice coming from the mountains.
Pingzhi, I love you, Pingzhi... Come back, okay, okay?
He closed his eyes and sighed, who gave whom the bitter fruit of all these evil fates, and who set the ending for whom, if Pingzhi could treat Xiaotian wholeheartedly and stay away from Ye Zhen, or he could follow Ye Zhen wholeheartedly not to provoke Xiao Tian, then today's ending would not be that one of them lay down in the grave, and half of them also lay in the grave.
The years are broken and old, and the flowers that finally can't bloom in the soil of incomplete love, if people can predict today's ending, will they still choose the original encounter.
Just like him and Qiu Mo, if it wasn't for that black midnight, he didn't save her under those people, no matter how painful the process was, or how broken the ending was, he would have no regrets.
Love gives people pain and strength, he only hopes that Xiaotian can stand up again and live bravely with his feelings for that person.
"Brother, I want to quit Leng's job." In the car back, Xiaotian suddenly said.
There was no despair on her face, and the sun shone on her young face, reflecting a holy light.
"Where do you want to go?" Leng Xiao understood her thoughts, and his heart was a little stunned.
Xiaotian held Pingzhi's mobile phone: "I want to go to his hometown to see, this has always been his wish." ”
"I'll send you more bodyguards...
"Brother, no need." Xiao Tian shook his head: "Maybe Ye Zhen has been using me to threaten Ping Zhi all along, that's why he followed him so persistently, and now that Ping Zhi is no longer there, Ye Zhen probably won't have any interest in me." ”
Leng Xiao frowned, she showed a smile: "Brother, you don't have to worry about me, after three months, I will definitely come back completely, I will not give up on myself, and I will not always be immersed in the shadow of sadness, I know that if Pingzhi loves me, he must want me to live well, so I want to live better than before and bring his share back to life together." ”
Leng Xiao suddenly parked the car to the side of the road, and then reached out to hold Xiaotian into his arms, he was very relieved, his sister had finally grown up, although she had paid such a heavy price for this growth, but if Pingzhi had a spirit in the sky, he should also be comforted, he exchanged his life for the transformation and growth of his lover, in heaven, he should also smile.
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