Three years have passed in a blink of an eye, and this morning my college entrance examination is over, and it is my 18th birthday in 2 months.

The roses I had planted in the garden two years ago were all in full bloom, and two red roses climbed up to my window, leaving me with a room of fragrance.

Stupidly drawing his palms on the paper, Dad appeared.

My dad asked me what I wanted to study and which city I wanted to go to.

I didn't speak.

Dad was strange, he said I didn't want to go to Beijing to learn painting?

I bit my lip and told him, Dad, I don't want to go now.

Dad asked me if I had a boy I liked, and asked me to tell him your name.

So, I took out a pen and paper, and wrote it to my father one by one, and I solemnly told my father, your name is Lin Zeshao.

Yes, the person who made my heart flutter at first sight, made my heart beat at the second glance, intoxicated me at the third glance, and made me shed tears for him at the fourth glance, the "he" who filled my entire notebook and three years of good time, his name is Lin Zeshao.

Dad smiled, and he asked me if I wanted to go to college with you, if I wanted to stay in your city, if I wanted to talk about the future with you?

I said yes.

Because you were a junior when I was a freshman, and you were about to enter society. I don't know where you want to develop in the future, I heard that your home is in Drum City, if... If you want to bring me back to your hometown, then I am willing to do that.

Three years is a long time, and you have slowly integrated into my life. It has become a natural and habitual habit to look at you from the school window, search for you in the sea of people, and wait for you.

I don't want to be separated from you every day after that.

Dad asked me how much I liked you?

I tell my father, I can't see you, my heart will beat faster, sometimes I can't sleep at night, my heart is full... It's love for you, but it's hard to love you in your heart.

I also told sù dad, I think, I have to be you.

Lin Zeshao, do you know that you chased me too early, what a young and ignorant age of 16 years old, I don't know how to love, and I don't dare to respond to your love.

But Lin Zeshao, how grateful I am for your appearance so early, it was you who taught me step by step what love is and taught me red bean lovesickness. Thank you for all the longing and hesitation for you in my life, thank you for being the only one in my life.

Lin Zeshao, I went to college, I want to do romance between couples with you, I want to ride a bicycle with you, watch the sunrise, and go to Grandma's Bridge. I want to walk hand in hand with you to the bluestone road full of maple leaves, and I want you to hug me when you are emotional...

Lin Zeshao, after graduating from college, I still want to do what my parents would do with you, I want to give you a tie every day to send you out, I want to do your laundry, cook and have children, I want to turn the hottest time of my youth into the warmth and touching of a long stream, and I want to sit in a rocking chair with you to count the good times we cherish in our memories.

Lin Zeshao, do you know how long I've been waiting for this day, I want to call out your name casually and loudly like you, "Hey, Lin Zeshao..."

I want to be coquettish to you, I want to lie to you, I want to say to you,

Hey, Lin Zeshao, don't look at other girls in the future!

Hey, Lin Zeshao, you come to hold my hand!

Hey, Lin Zeshao, can I be your girlfriend?

Lin Zeshao, do you know that for you, I began to look forward to my transformation from a girl to a woman. I've been waiting for myself to grow up and then give myself to you!

……

Lin Zeshao, I have been carrying the red bean chain strap you gave me for 3 days, but you didn't come!

Today I went to your school to look for you, and your classmates said that your grandmother had passed away.

At that time, my tears flowed out, I was so sad and sad, my grandmother was such a good person, how did she leave so early, so suddenly?

I cried all the way to my grandmother's house to find you, and I was standing outside the door.

There are many people busy with white lanterns and white cloths hanging everywhere in my grandmother's house, and I saw you kneeling alone in front of my grandmother's body, and you didn't cry.

But I know that you can't cry because the pain is buried in your heart, I know that you don't want to accept it, and naively think that if you don't cry, your grandmother will wake up.

Lin Zeshao, I feel so sorry for you like this, you know how lonely and lonely your back looks.

I wanted to go in and comfort you, but at this time a car came out of the door, and a beautiful woman with a noble temperament stepped on high heels.

I guess it's your mom.

She walked in front of me, I wiped away my tears, bent down and called her "Auntie", but she only... He gave me a faint look and left.

Lin Zeshao, I think your mother doesn't like me anymore.

Although I feel a little disappointed in my heart, it doesn't matter, as long as you are good to me, I will be good to your mother. It doesn't matter if your mom doesn't like me, I'll be in the future... Honor her.

……

Lin Zeshao, I have been standing outside my grandmother's house and watching you for 2 days in a row, and you have been staying in a kneeling position, not eating, drinking or sleeping.

I'm sad that my grandmother is gone, but my grandmother loves you so much, she definitely doesn't want to see you like this, and she also hopes that you can be brave and cheer up.

I got up before dawn today, and I made you my mother's best dish in the kitchen, the lion's head.

You don't know, I might have done it, I knitted sweaters, embroidered, cooked... As long as it's a girl, I'll be able to, and in the future, you... You're with me, you've really made a lot of money.

I took the lion's head to my grandmother's house in a thermos cup, and I happened to meet Aunt Dai who was following your mother, and she asked me what was the matter, and I blushed and couldn't speak.

Aunt Dai looked at the thermos cup in my hand and asked me what it was, and I said it was for you.

So, Aunt Dai asked me to give her the thermos cup, and she would help me hand it over to you, and I did.

Before leaving, she said that there have been a lot of things recently, and that you are very depressed, so I should not come to you again, and you will come to me after this time.

I'm right to think about it, although I have a lot to say to you, but now is not the time, besides, it's Aunt Dai behind your mother, I don't want to make your mother angry.

……

It's been another 2 days and I really miss you.

I calculated that today is the seventh day, and it is time for my grandmother to be buried.

I still can't help but go to my grandmother's house to find you, and you were already at the cemetery when I got to the door. When I chased after you, I saw you kneeling alone in front of your grandmother's tombstone, and you were crying.

I hid behind the tree and watched you shed tears, your shoulders twitching, tears falling into the dirt one by one, crying very sadly.

I've been crying for as long as you've been crying, I've been standing behind a tree with you until dusk, and you're tired of crying and you've got up and come to me.

At that time, I decided, as long as you come over, I will rush over and hug you, I will kiss you on the cheek and tell you, without grandma you still have me, I will love you for grandma and love you.

In the future, I will tolerate your bad temper, I will spare no effort to love you like my grandmother, treat you carefully and thoughtfully, and I will always accompany you and protect you.

But as you approached me, your mother appeared, and she called you.

So you turn around and walk towards her, then get in the car and leave.

I walked home alone, and although it is a pity to miss this opportunity to comfort you, it doesn't matter, we still have tomorrow. As long as you come tomorrow, I will tell you what I have always wanted.

……

When Lin Zeshao flipped back again, the back was blank.

However, the paper behind it seems to have been soaked in too many tears, and it has been yellowed a little over time.

He calmly closed the diary, put the wishing bottle, scarf, and concentric knots together, and he bent down to check the other drawers, and in the middle drawer he found the bamboo tube she said, and the drawing paper in the bamboo tube was still there.

There is also a thin book with water blue noodles next to the bamboo tube, he opened it and looked at it, inside... It's full of his name.

Lu Qing continued to drive Lin Zeshao back to Drum City, his legs were folded, and a pair of black eyes were flowing with thousands of tenderness, looking at the lights of thousands of homes outside the car.

There was a song "I Heard That Love Has Come Back" quietly in the car, and Yang Zongwei perfectly interpreted this song with his unique crying voice, like crying.

All he had to mind all these years was that when he loved her, she didn't love him!

But in fact, they love each other neither early nor late, they love each other on the same starting line, and they are the first sight of each other.

He always thought that she had lost her memory and even her personality had changed, but in fact, she had never changed, the Xia Tong who said that she loved him, loved him, and guarded him was the same as six years ago, and she had never left all these years.

As the lyrics sing now, to your voice, your shadow, your hands, I swear I haven't forgotten it... That day in the office, she squatted in front of him and hugged him reverently, telling him that her heart was always pure and deeply in love with him.

Yes, she loved him for six years, and even after losing her memory, she never forgot him.

He once said that he had given her the restlessness of a boy throughout his adolescence, but she had given him the whole wonderful girlhood.

What Su Ru said to him still echoed in her ears, she said that she really loved him, why didn't he believe it?

yes, why didn't he believe it?

Why didn't he, who has always prided himself on being smart, see the slightest hint she gave?

She was always ashamed or annoyed or stamped on him, and every time he went to look for her at night, she must have been packing up her textbooks and preparing to go home, and when he saw her off, he never met any other classmates.

Even Liu Jingqi, who he minded the most, she had nothing but smile at him, but when he kissed her, she was just obediently lying in his arms like countless times after amnesia and letting him absorb it.

opened the thin book with blue skin, which was full of "Lin Zeshao", and through the handwriting, he could imagine what she looked like at that time.

Those well-written "Lin Zeshao" must be when she thinks about him very seriously, those "Lin Zeshao" who are written must be that he did something that made her misunderstand and make her jealous and sad, and those elegantly written "Lin Zeshao" must have been when he did something to her again, making her shy and emotional.