A dexterous flying sword was as fast as thunder, without a trace of emotion, the flying sword took a hundred steps, and the sword qi was already as thick as thunder, rolling up countless snowfalls, confusing people's eyes, and came to Lin Wan'er in an instant.

Li Mubai's eyes widened, appeared in front of the flying sword, put his fingers together, looked at the strange whereabouts in his eyes, more and more sword shadows, slowly closed his eyes, abandoned the external perception, and felt the point among the ten thousand sword shadows.

When Li Mubai opened his eyes again, there was only a little left in the flying snow in front of him, he pointed it out in the air, and met the flying snow sword in the air.

And the flying snow sword returned to the hand of the young man on the high platform, the young man smiled at Li Mubai, nodded, the sword returned to the sheath, turned away, and the five swords were tied to his body, or simple, or simple, or square, or weird...... Not so much like a swordsman, but like a merchant selling swords along the street.

Lin Wan'er sat slumped on the ground, letting the snow and tears splash on her face, she didn't understand why Zhao Gan was so ruthless, she didn't understand Zhao Gan's transformation, his tone contained anger, did this anger come from herself?

"Wan'er, Wan'er......" shouts sounded from behind, full of anxiety and anxiety.

Lin Wan'er looked back, and a familiar figure came into view, it was Qingzhu Niang, who had not been seen for many days, was standing not far away and waving to herself, seeing Qingzhu Niang, she felt even more aggrieved, as if she threw herself into his arms and cried happily.

Panting and walking in front of Lin Wan'er, Qingzhu Niang was obviously stunned. In her eyes, Lin Wan'er seems to have become a different person, no longer the arrogant, bold and willful eldest sister of the Lin family before, she has become a sad, aggrieved, lonely and frustrated person.

But she didn't have time to think about it. Suddenly grabbed Lin Wan'er's hands, and said anxiously: "Wan'er, it's not good, it's not good, it's difficult to give birth with a smile, it may not work." ”

Lin Wan'er's head exploded suddenly, as if she had been hit hard, and her feet fluttered lightly. It seems that the next moment is going to fall head-on, count the days, go in spring and return in winter. Xiaoxiao has indeed reached her due date, but why can't she do it?

"Let's go, let's hurry home!" Lin Wan'er settled down and took the lead in leaving. She said to herself that everything could be made up. Everything can still be saved, and you must not fall.

Everyone got into the carriage and left the palace, the carriage continued to drive in the wind and snow, no one knew what was waiting for Lin Wan'er in front, she was not afraid of the miserable days, she was most afraid of life and death, and she couldn't bear it. I can't stand these tortures, these are too cruel. It was like big rocks pressing down on her heart, making her breathless.

When Lin Wan'er stepped into the Lin family's courtyard, a newborn baby's clear cry rippled, and it clearly fell into Lin Wan'er's ears through the wind and snow, and at that moment it seemed that a beam of sunshine shone through the layers of haze into Lin Wan'er's heart, joy and panic drilled into her heart together, and she suddenly felt that all this was a little unreal.

Walked quickly through the small courtyard, passed through the hall, pushed the door into Chen Xiaoxiao's room, there were Lin Hanlin, Winter Worm, Xia Cao, Baoyu, Yubao, and Fan Li's wife, since Lin Wan'er went to Xiliang, she often took Fan Rong'er to Lin's courtyard, Fan Rong'er was like a little teacher in front of Yubao, and often taught Yubao, and Yubao just raised her head and showed a smile, which made Fan Rong'er even more annoyed, and Mrs. Fan said some words between women in the living room with Qingzhu Niang and Chen Xiaoxiao.

Today is just in time for Chen Xiaoxiao to give birth, she is experienced and hands-on delivery, but no one expected that it would be difficult to give birth, the amniotic water broke, and then hemorrhage, both adults and children are in danger, it is Chen Xiaoxiao who relied on her perseverance not to let herself lose the last trace of consciousness, and gave birth to the child tenaciously.

When the child was born, the hemorrhagic blood clot poured into the child's heart and spleen, the first cry could not be made for a long time, the child was suffocated, and Mrs. Fan forcibly sucked out the blood clot in the child's mouth, and the child cried for the first time.

And at that moment, Lin Wan'er stepped into the courtyard for the first step.

Dabao squatted on the side of the bed, not daring to breathe, holding Chen Xiaoxiao's hands tightly with his hands, he didn't understand what was going to happen, but he felt distressed when he looked at the pale Chen Xiaoxiao, and wanted to use his big hands to warm Chen Xiaoxiao's hands.

Lin Wan'er saw Chen Xiaoxiao lying on the bed with a pale face, her face was haggard, and there was a trace of twilight death between her eyebrows, like a patient who was about to die, supporting her last breath.

"Sister Wan'er." Chen Xiaoxiao saw Lin Wan'er with a pale smile on her face.

Lin Wan'er hurriedly ran forward, holding Chen Xiaoxiao's cold hands with both hands, the sadness on her face was self-evident: "Xiaoxiao, it's all my fault, I shouldn't go to Xiliang, I should be by your side." ”

"Sister Wan'er, don't say that, no one knows what will happen in the future." Chen Xiaoxiao rubbed her throat with difficulty, "I have been very content in the past few years, and I have never been so content, being able to meet Sister Wan'er is the second luckiest in my life, and the first luck is of course to meet Dabao." ”

She was amused by her words, and a warm smile spread across her face.

"Xiaoxiao, don't say it, you'll be fine, definitely. I, Lin Wan'er, promise, swear to God that you will be fine. There was a whimper in Lin Wan'er's voice, like a sponge stuffed, hoarse and unable to distinguish bytes.

Chen Xiaoxiao rubbed her throat with difficulty: "Sister Wan'er, I know everything about the situation, before I arrived at Huafang Street, I had seen too many dead people, I know what they look like." God didn't let me die at that time, he was already tolerant of me. My contentment is not in words, but in real contentment. ”

She turned her head to look at Dabao, reached out and touched Dabao's face: "Dabao, it's a big pity that I didn't grow old with you." Others say you're stupid, but I think you're the smartest person in the world, you can't talk sweetly, you won't talk to me, but I think you're the most romantic, gentle, caring, and the best man in the world, so after I'm gone, you must live well, even if it's not for yourself, for the sake of your children. Did you hear that? ”

Dabao didn't understand, just nodded mechanically stiffly.

"Sister Wan'er, I want to see the child." Chen Xiaoxiao said.

Lin Wan'er hurriedly picked up the child from Mrs. Fan's arms. placed at the head of Chen Xiaoxiao's bed.

Chen Xiaoxiao reached out and pinched the child's face dotingly, stroked the child's sparse hair, touched the child's eyebrows with her eyebrows, and looked motherly and nostalgic: "Little one, you are really tired mother, but seeing you so healthy, mother doesn't blame you." Mom really wants to watch you grow up. From crawling to walking, from walking to running, from the first mom to the first dad. Grow up and live happily. But things in the world are not always so wishy, there will always be life and death, happy and sad. All of this is what makes up life. ”

"Before, my mother thought you were a girl. It's a boy who should say something, now I know that you are a boy, haha, the third prince said that he was a boy, and his mother would still be skeptical, if it is really as the third prince said, he is really a boy. Mom hopes that you will be single-minded and read more in the future. In the future, I will take the test to become famous and be the champion. Ha ha. In fact, my mother doesn't want you to be the champion, she just wants you to live happily. ”

"Mom can't stay by your side and watch you grow, but Mom watches you all the time. Don't be naughty in the future, don't make your father angry, don't make Aunt Wan'er angry, you have to be obedient, good, look at everything simply and happily, don't panic when you encounter problems, be strong and persistent. ”

"Ah, mom said a lot of things, mom knows that with Aunt Wan'er and Dabao's father, you will live happily, but when you think that you can't see it, your heart is always not a taste, and when you think that you can't remember your mother when you grow up, your heart feels like you've knocked over the five-flavor bottle, so sad!"

Her tears couldn't help but flow, like beads with broken threads, holding Lin Wan'er in her left hand, Dabao in her right hand, her face was close to a little child, a smile was wiped on the corner of her mouth, she slowly closed her eyes, her breathing became more and more shallow, and gradually disappeared.

She, gone, quietly left.

In the room, there was a dull and suppressed cry, Qingzhu Niang cried, Mrs. Fan cried, Lin Hanlin couldn't bear to look at it, touched his face with his sleeve indiscriminately, strode out of the house, and the cordyceps sinensis was silent. Fan Rong'er's little face was stained with tears, and Baoyu and Yubao kept wiping their faces.

Even Li Mubai's eyes are slightly red, he has more and more mortal emotions, like an immortal who violated the rules of heaven and was exiled from heaven to the mortal world to experience the bitterness of life.

Lin Wan'er seemed to be choked by a big hand, she couldn't cry if she wanted to cry, life was like a cruel executioner who loved gambling, throwing dice in one hand and wielding a big knife in the other, cruelly and ruthlessly depriving people of their happiness.

Everything was fine when she left, she thought it would last for a long time, she thought it would be until she died, but it happened so suddenly that she didn't even have a chance to give people a buffer.

Lin Wan'er once said to a few brothers, when I am old, everyone will give me a birthday, and I must not say anything about longevity than Nanshan and blessing like the East China Sea, I am afraid that a sentence will come true, and when the time comes, it will really be better than Nanshan, if I want to die, I must die in front of you, so that I don't have to be sad because of life and death, haha, I'm so smart.

Her cleverness has not yet been realized, life has played a heart-wrenching joke on her, Chen Xiaoxiao left quietly, many years ago she ended her life and came to this world, watching Sister Su leave, watching Jane leave, and now watching Xiaoxiao leave, she doesn't know who else to watch leave in the future.

Every time a person leaves, it is like an extremely sharp sword piercing her heart, making her heartbroken in pain and unable to cry.

Lin Wan'er reached out and touched Chen Xiaoxiao's slightly cool face, closed her nose, and slowly picked up the child who had been ill-fated since the moment she was born, the child squinted, her little mouth moved again and again, her little hands were on her chest, and her calves kicked again and again, kicking on Lin Wan'er's face, soft and warm.

She shook her head, closed her eyes, felt the warmth from the child's little feet, and when she opened her eyes again, her face was resolute and strong: "Don't cry." Cordyceps, hurry up and get some milk, the child is still too young to be hungry, and the small clothes that were prepared before are taken out, and now it is snowing heavily, so the child can't be cold. There is also a good aftermath of Xiaoxiao, the ashes should not be put into the ground, I want to take them with me at all times, I will go there, where the ashes will go, I want to let Xiaoxiao watch the children grow up happily. ”

She looked down at Dabao lying on the side of the bed, and her heart was unbearable, she didn't know how to tell Dabao, and she didn't know what Dabao would do after understanding, she said softly: "Dabao, let's go out, let's laugh and sleep for a while." ”

Dabao raised his head and glanced at his eldest sister, nodded, patted Chen Xiaoxiao's hand awkwardly, and said vaguely: "Xiaoxiao, you sleep first, when you eat, I'll call you, I'll get you something delicious now." ”

He got up, wiped his hands on his body, as if to dry the dirt on his hands, held his breath, stretched out his fingers, and carefully poked the child's little face, the child frowned, but did not cry. Dabao had an excited look on his face, as if he had done something great, and then rushed out.

Lin Wan'er looked at Dabao's back, suddenly felt dizzy, the pain swept over, her body fell backwards, in order not to fall into the child, she held the child tightly in her arms, lay down on her back, and the child cried out.

Everyone hulala surrounded them, and Qingzhu Niang hurriedly picked up the child and looked at it.

Lin Wan'er panted and asked, "Is the child okay?" ”、

"It's fine." Qingzhu Niang said.

"It's okay, it's okay." Lin Wan'er sighed and said, her eyes were dark, and she fainted.

By the time Lin Wan'er had her intuition again, it was already dark, but the wind and snow still didn't mean to stop, she closed her eyes and didn't want to open them, she could feel that everyone was around, Qingzhu Niang was there, Cordyceps Xia was there, the fourth child was there, Baoyu and Yubao were all there, and Li Mubai was also there.

But she didn't want to open her eyes, she didn't want to see anyone, she didn't want to speak, she just wanted to lie down like this, lie quietly.

She misses Zhao Qian very much, hoping that he can be by her side, not speaking, just holding her hand, giving her a little strength and courage to persevere.

The crowd suddenly separated, and a sound of pushing the door sounded, and a person slowly walked into the room, came to Lin Wan'er's side, found a stool, sat down slowly, stretched out his hands, held Lin Wan'er's cold hand, and said, "Wan'er, your hands are so cold." ”

Lin Wan'er's tears suddenly welled up, she slowly opened her eyes, and murmured: "Zhao Qian, Zhao Qian......"

(PS: I want to speed up the process, the original outline turned out to be so abrupt and sad!) (To be continued.) )