Tide (23)
"Blue Eyes, I know that you have never forgotten her, so I can't go with you to that northern city."
On a June afternoon, the incandescent sun sets from the sky, and the sound of cicadas roars in the ear canal. Under the French plane trees on the side of the road, Wang Huijia suddenly stopped and said to the back of the blue pupil.
Lan Tong paused and slowly turned around in the shadow of the shaking tree, staring at Wang Huijia not far away, frowning slightly.
"You read my volunteer form?"
Blue Pupil's hesitant tone faintly revealed a hint of displeasure.
"Well, when you went to put the bike away just now, I couldn't help but be curious, just-"
Her voice stopped abruptly, and she was strangled in the air, staring at her eyes in surprise.
In those dark eyes, tears fell without warning, splashing on the ground.
Blue Hitomi was panicked by the sudden tears, and raised the back of her hand to wipe it, but no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't wipe it off. Wang Huijia, who was standing not far away, didn't know why. Although they have been together for two years, they can't figure out his erratic personality.
It was a nerve-wracking affair, and if it weren't for her over-infatuation with the silent boy, two years of silence would have been enough to drive her insane.
She shook her head helplessly, walked forward slowly, and handed him a tissue with the scent of osmanthus flowers.
He always didn't like to carry these everyday things with him, and he was used to the simplicity of life. In the past two years, Wang Huijia has never seen him carry a wallet, use a keychain, bring a facial tissue, or wear any jewelry...... In addition to a bicycle key and a house key, there are a few neatly folded small bills. The stationery in the schoolbag is also so simple that it is impossible to miss a few books and two pens. Any superfluous items, in his opinion, are unacceptable.
Since they were together, Wang Huijia has packed facial tissues for him for two years, kept the spare keys for his bicycle for two years, wiped the blackboard dozens of times for him, and cleaned the classroom dozens of times...... These, the blue pupils naturally look at them. But, apart from looking at her busy figure with pity, he really didn't know what he could do for her.
Emotionally, he is ultimately a crippled person who owes too much to others. He couldn't give her more than a grateful smile. In the face of Wang Huijia, Lan Tong's guilt and anxiety increased day by day, and finally she couldn't calm down, and she couldn't bear such a long-term care for no reason.
Although in Wang Huijia's view, this imbalance of emotional payment is closely related to Lan Tong's calm personality, she also knows that Lan Tong's feelings for her are the main reason for this imbalance.
However, being able to be by her side is her greatest satisfaction, and in the two years she has been with him, no matter how hard and tired she is, no matter how long the time is, she is willing. She had never considered any gains or losses, and she did not want to place too high hopes on his return.
Because she knows that for a person she likes, but can't grasp the person she likes, if she is too demanding and gets to the bottom of everything, it will be quite distressing and uneasy.
All she wanted was simple happiness, without too much selfishness and greed.
At this point, after she witnessed Lin Luyao's madness, she was even more secretly lucky with her bland view of happiness. Even on that occasion, the hands were tightly pressed against her throat, almost suffocating her.
But if it weren't for those hands, how could she be Blue Eyes' girlfriend?