It's been a long time since I've been driving through the city so under the sunshine that every qiē in front of me seems to have been carefully carved, and at this moment, I am full of relaxation, enjoying every note, enjoying the tension of the drum beat that bursts out in every rhythm with the original Robben "Secretly Excited" playing in the car.

I am already full of satisfaction in my life, because I have brothers and lovers

I couldn't give vent to the pleasure in my heart, and instinctively drove the car to the moat, and I couldn't remember how long it had been since I had been here on such a sunny afternoon, and every time I came, it was accompanied by the darkness of the night.

Parking the car on the side of the road, I held a lighter in one hand, a cigarette case in the other, under the willow tree covered with sunshine, stretched my waist, and then walked towards the river embankment with loose steps, I wanted to look at the flowing river, leaning on the guardrail to smoke a cigarette, at this moment, I finally have the confidence to fantasize about my life extremely full, because I finally got rid of the tricky of life, and had the one I wanted!

I took out the necklace that Mi Cai gave me from my neckline, put it in the sun, looked at the colorful light refracted under the butterfly's wings, lazily spread on the guardrail and swayed, I got carried away, raised my head, slowly spit out the smoke accumulated in my mouth, and in a blink of an eye took the wind blowing, drifting towards the other side of the river.

From the moment I stood here, I didn't expect to meet Janeway at this time, but when a fallen leaf fell into the water before my eyes, I thought of her without warning, and then I was forced by the winter chill to remember: I jumped into the moat to save the guitar, and she saved me.

However, the guitar that had been with me for many years was finally discarded, and all that remained between us was the pain of fatigue

My breathing began to become heavy, and I instinctively raised my head and looked up at the sky full of white clouds, but among the white clouds, I seemed to see Janeway's face, and then the sky city that I imagined appeared beside her, and gradually merged with her, making her a woman in the sky city

This image appeared in my mind without warning, like a thunderbolt from the sky, I struggled to pull myself back into reality, telling myself over and over again, this is just an image in my brain, I should be cautious to see reality.

However, no matter how false the image is, it also comes from your own heart, just like a dream, and the reason why it is so real in your sleep is mostly because you have imagined it in your subconscious, and the subconscious is often the most real embodiment.

I don't understand, why do I unconsciously see such a picture full of fantasy when happiness is so close to me, is it an accident, or a harbinger of broken threads?

After returning to the company, I spent the whole afternoon in trepidation, and it was not until the evening when the producer who participated in the shooting of the "Literary Road Micro Film" sent me Le Yao's makeup photos for confirmation, and I entered the work state.

In the photo, Le Yao is wearing a woman's corset white leather pants, making her figure, which is a model herself, taller and more sexy, I am a little dissatisfied, and even more dissatisfied with her tied hair, so I immediately called the producer.

The producer answered my phone and asked, "Mr. Zhao, are you still satisfied with the final makeup photos?" ”

"Producer Wang, her style must not be like this, the road of literature and art doesn't need such a restrictive dress, please give her a look that releases her personality and is full of freedom, okay?"

The producer was embarrassed and said: "Mr. Zhao, we communicated with Le Yao herself about this, but she insisted that the character she created, in the early days, was full of baggage and not open, but she longed for the pure whiteness of human nature, so she chose this shape We also persuaded her, Ke Le Yao, she is not an ordinary actress, we can't control her at all, we can only obey her ideas, or Mr. Zhao, you talk to her about this matter in person, after all, your relationship is very iron, and you are enough to talk to her!" ”

After learning that it was Le Yao's meaning, I didn't need to embarrass the producer, so I said that I would communicate with Le Yao.

I lit a cigarette, rubbed my temples with one hand, and found Le Yao's number in the address book with the other, and dialed it

After a while, Le Yao answered the phone, and I heard her familiar and delicate voice that showed her beauty again, and she asked me: "Call me, it must be for the matter of setting the makeup photo, I know that the producer of that troubled will definitely look for you." ”

I patiently said to her: "Please, our micro-film expresses the open-mindedness of the road of literature and art and the release of self-personality, you are good, for fear that others will not see your two long legs, you do this, who still cares about my road?" ”

"Your road is so long, my legs are not long, do you want to go to the Year of the Monkey?"

"Can you stop talking nonsense? We're talking about work! ”

"Didn't you say that my two slender legs, just stretching out on the road, can trip a handsome guy, maybe get angry, get up and get along with me! If my long legs work so well, why don't I let them work? ”

I couldn't stand her illogical thinking at all, and said angrily: "I'm still thinking about stumbling handsome guys!" Are you the words of a married woman? ”

"That's what you said, but it's not what I said to sue you, the reason why my sister is so gag with you is to sue you, I like this shape designed by myself, when I think of wearing white pants and standing at the foot of the white Jade Dragon Snow Mountain, I feel like I'm a fairy daughter, greedy for you little slings, straight drool!"

"Why don't you wear a skirt and show a snow-white thigh, it's more like!"

"It's been so long since you've been an adult, why are you still so naïve? Have you ever seen a fairy daughter standing on a snowy mountain with her thighs exposed? Besides, the old lady doesn't have the magic skill of protecting the body, and she can't stand the temperature of the frozen person at all!! ”

I was close to breaking down

Le Yao suddenly changed her words: "Okay, don't talk nonsense with you, after all, I'm not an actress who likes to play big names, if you, the investor, are not satisfied, I am willing to respect the terms of the contract and cooperate with you to redo the styling back, you communicate with the stylist about the look you want, I'll try on makeup tomorrow, okay?" ”

Although Le Yao asked me, she had already hung up the phone before I could answer.

Listening to the hang-up tone on the phone, I only felt a little inexplicable, and her light compromise made me feel that she was deliberately making this unsatisfactory look, and then asked me to call her

Of course, the truth will not be like this, maybe, she really likes the look in white corset leather pants, but the binding force of the contract is there, even if she is a big name, she is not as good as me as an investor, so she has to compromise, but she is unwilling, and by the way, she has damaged me so much

I ended the call with Le Yao, as if in my trance, the night enveloped the city, I took a cup of hot tea, stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, and remembered the picture that suddenly appeared in my mind in the afternoon, so several doubts bothered me again.

Is it true that I really need the woman who lives in the city of my own imagination in my life?

And who does the woman in the city correspond to in reality? Why do I always imply to myself that it's Mi Cai, but it's Janeway who appears today?

I want to know more, who is the woman who accompanied me through my life in the end? Is it Mi Cai, or is it someone else?

I took out the necklace that Mi Cai had given me from my neckline again, and I finally restrained myself from thinking about it, I didn't believe that anything would happen to our love after she gave me the most precious first time.

I swear, I can stick to my beliefs, as long as she doesn't leave me, I will never leave her to protect her, and that sky city, after all, is just a false product that I imagined with love for a period of time, to put it bluntly, it is just a thought stored in my mind, not a reference!!

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