004: If your condition worsens, please do not give up treatment
Washing off the foam from their bodies, the girl and the young girl soaked in the bathtub. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Reina, who had regained her senses, lowered her head a little uneasily, worried that she would be hated by Illya for making too much trouble just now.
Illya's eyes were empty and burned, her chin was on the edge of the bathtub, and her little head was determined to take a shower by herself! Otherwise, if you are tickled by Sister Reina, you will laugh weakly......
"Illya?"
Reina called softly, and seeing that Illya was motionless and broken, she took a special look at the [Contract] bar of the system, but Illya's state above was still "healthy" and there was no problem.
"Goh?"
Illya turned her head to see Reina looking at herself carefully, as well as a small portion of Reina's chest exposed to the water......
I remember being bullied just now...... No, toyed with...... It doesn't seem right......
In short, recalling the experience of suffering a loss just now, Illya stretched out her little hand and launched a counterattack.
"Ahh
Feeling that she was at a loss, Rina just blindly defended and dodged, but the bathtub venue was too small, so after making a fuss, it was Illya's victory!
Illya, who changed into pajamas and walked out of the bathroom happily, drank a bottle of milk and was in a good mood~
But it didn't last long, because two hours later she was Reina's pillow again.
……
The days passed a little dull like this, and the cooking was contracted by Reina, who had regained control of the kitchen, and Illya also liked Reina's cooking, so the illusion of raising a daughter was even stronger.
Well, don't talk about that.
During this time, Rina did not return to school, and the impact of hurting people and being imprisoned in a psychiatric hospital is still there, and going to school is probably disgusting.
But even this didn't escape being discussed by others, after all, that incident was a big incident in Ibaraki, and the neighbors around Reina's house basically knew some relevant information.
"See, it's that kid, who looks pretty cute, but hurts others so badly, it's really scary."
"Ah, I've heard about it, I heard that it's a mental problem, and then I was put in a mental hospital, and I don't know if it's okay now, so I'm walking on the street like this......"
Similar whispers can be heard seven or eight times when Reina goes out to buy groceries, and they often include two or three demonized versions, such as the idea of a ghost on the body.
In fact, those people's discussions are quite hidden, and they are relatively quiet, and ordinary people look at the past as nothing more than a few people gathered together mysteriously and don't know what to say.
Helplessly, Reina's perception ability is too strong, especially after being strengthened by the system, the value has reached 348, which seems to be very magical to Reina.
Most of the undisguised gazes of those people were undisguised because Reina was facing away from them, and the voices that were already considered low, could be felt and heard clearly.
It's just that fortunately, because Rina knew that she had the disease called "Hinamizawa Syndrome", she had a bottom in her heart that she was not in the unknown, and she could still hug Illya, who was able to take her mouth after returning home, to relieve the psychological pressure, so she didn't feel pressured by being pointed at like in those memories and her mental state deteriorated again.
It's just that in addition to being talked about as a trigger, there are other things that can also cause mental burden.
According to the original direction in her memory, Reina would have deteriorated her mental state again due to excessive stress in these days, and she would self-harm herself, and even commit suicide by slitting her wrists in the bathroom, but she stopped because of the hallucinations of maggots gushing out of her wounds and the strange sound she heard.
This time, Rina was stuck with Illya at home, so she was relatively stable, but in her normal mental state, she noticed things that she hadn't noticed before.
Regarding the fact that she will move, Reina initially only thinks of it as a predetermined event that will happen through 46 of the same memory experiences.
And in her cognition, this is what will happen after she is guided by the "Imperial Shrine God" and proposes to her father.
This time, she understood the specific situation through her own observations.
Rena found out that her father had been preparing to move as early as the first day she returned, and she didn't start acting until she proposed to return to Hinamizawa as she thought.
However, moving is not a trivial matter, let alone moving for the purpose of avoiding gossip.
First of all, you must move far enough, at least not in a place where you have heard about the school injury, if anyone is interested in the news and pays attention, maybe they will recognize Reina;
Secondly, it is necessary to consider the location of the house and the choice of school, after all, after moving, you will have to change schools, these two points need to be considered comprehensively, including the investigation of the conditions of the house itself;
Finally, it's a good idea to find out about the residents around the location where you're going to move, and if you're a resident of Ibaraki, you might have heard of a hurtful incident or someone from Ibaraki who suddenly came to visit her family and recognized Reina by accident, so the effect of moving would be completely wasted.
Reina's father spent almost every day of the week running outside during the day, looking for a suitable place to live in neighboring cities and beyond, and working late into the night at home.
In the past two months, because his wife ran away and his daughter was admitted to the hospital, Reina's father was occasionally discussed and looked at by strange eyes, and often had psychological pressure.
And due to the impact of mood, the efficiency has decreased, resulting in a lot of work, and now I have to hurry up and work at night, because if there is a problem with economic income, the situation at home will be even more serious.
Based on observations and peeking at some of her father's notes, Reina speculated that her father had traveled no less than ten miles this week to find a suitable place to move, but the results were not satisfactory.
Looking back on those memories of this time, I didn't notice this without exception, and even complained that my father was "busy going out to work during the day, and I didn't care if I didn't talk to myself when I came home", feeling that I was being talked about outside and my father didn't care about me......
Now looking at his father, who is obviously haggard and has lost weight, Reina thinks that he is so stupid in those 46 memories, even if his mental state deteriorates and some details may be overlooked, but it is not that he didn't even notice this, right?
Heartbroken and guilty about her father's situation, Reina's mood began to become low and irritable.
Why did this happen, why did my family become so unfortunate, what went wrong......
It's all the fault of the talkative guys who live around, and if they all disappeared, Dad wouldn't have worked so hard!
In that case, kill them, right? (laughs)
“……”
Stop, as if you're starting to get abnormal again?
Rena forcibly stopped thinking and opened the system panel for the first time in a long time.
【Attributes】
Name: Ryugu Rina (Dragon Palace Reina)
Status: Hinamizawa Syndrome L4
Sure enough, the illness got worse......
ps: According to what I wrote, Reina's father was really hard, and I was a little moved......
Anyway, will he get sick and hang up before Rena (laughs)