(Girls' Literature)

No matter how hard Cong Jiajia tried, she just ate a little something, and then she couldn't eat it, she didn't even know what the food was, so she packed up the lunch box and threw it in the trash.

Sometimes, life will become very bad, and when things continue to get worse, and the bad cannot be worse, people's hearts will become indifferent and calm, because there is nothing more desperate and sad than at this moment.

Cong Jiajia no longer anxiously guessed where Cheng Nanwei went, nor did she worry about what happened to Cheng Nanwei, she acquiesced to the fact that Cheng Nanwei and Chu Nuan disappeared together, sat at the desk and started working.

Her work efficiency today is very slow, her eyes are staring at the computer, her mind wanders from time to time, and the original sense of worry and concern in her heart has passed little by little, replaced by an unspeakable sense of loss and sadness, almost to the point of being depressed and wanting to commit suicide.

Cong Jiajia knew that she couldn't sit in the office anymore, she had to go out for a walk, so she left the clothing company, drove to her two clothing stores, talked to Sister Shu Meng and Sister Peach, and drove to her online store to have a look.

The business of clothing stores and online stores is very good, and every place is running in an orderly manner, if it was the past, Cong Jiajia would be very happy to see this scene, because these are all places that make money for her, but today she can't lift any spirits.

After walking around, it was already time for the sun to set, and the gorgeous sunset was like a bucket of paint splashed on the horizon, white, orange, golden, red..... It's layered and beautiful.

In this late autumn season, it is difficult to see such a beautiful sunset, the helpless Cong Jiajia has no heart to enjoy such a scene, walking carelessly on the street, she casually looked around, and saw a newsstand on the street, a financial weekly is placed in a very eye-catching place, and the most eye-catching is the man on the cover of the weekly, dark suit, slightly sideways body, chin raised, nose bridge high, narrow eyes full of wisdom, up and down the body are full of calm and confidence......

Cong Jiajia seemed to have been struck by lightning, her limbs became colder, her ears rumbled, she and Cheng Nanwei had been separated for so many days and nights, she didn't expect to see Cheng Nanwei here, but what she saw was Cheng Nanwei on a copperplate printing magazine!

She stared at the magazine for a long time, so much so that the middle-aged women in the newsstand noticed her, poked her head out and asked, "Miss, do you want to buy this financial weekly?" ”

"Ah......" The confused Cong Jiajia was awakened, she hurriedly shook her head at the middle-aged woman, and then fled top-heavy.

Cong Jiajia walked all the way, as if someone was chasing her behind her, and walked far away before she slowly stood still, sourness and sadness rose from the bottom of her heart, spread through her limbs, and finally condensed into tears, venting from her eyes.

The pedestrians around came and went, all looking at the girl standing on the street with tears in surprise, I don't know what kind of thing can make her show this heartbroken and heartbroken expression.

Cong Jiajia was tired of crying, so she casually found a bench on the side of the street and sat down, the traffic in front of her was like water, and she looked at the street in a daze.

No one can understand how she has come over these days, no one knows how she has endured every day of suffering, how she has survived waiting, a day has passed, she thought Cheng Nanwei would come back; Three days passed, and she began to worry; A week passed, and her hope was lost...... I don't even know how to live......

Cong Jiajia sat on the street for a long time, until it was completely dark, she felt cold, and then slowly stood up, walked to the place where she parked, and drove home.

That night, Cong Jiajia fell asleep by drinking a calming oral liquid, at first she drank two, but she couldn't sleep, she drank two more, and then slowly fell asleep.

When Cong Jiajia woke up, it was already the next morning, and the miserable white morning light squeezed in through the gap in the curtains, reflecting her still silent and dim room, she lay on the bed for a while, and then got up slowly, dressed, and washed.

There was no expectation and hope in her heart, Cong Jiajia seemed to be cramped all of a sudden, and she felt that there was no point in living.

At noon that day, Song Chen flew to Cong Jiajia's company to see her, because he called Cong Jiajia a few times in the morning, but Cong Jiajia didn't answer, he was a little uneasy, so he ran over to see Cong Jiajia at noon.

Song Chenfei knocked on the door of Cong Jiajia's office, looked at Cong Jiajia standing in front of him, and couldn't help but be shocked, Cong Jiajia in front of him lost weight at a very fast speed, the original pair of bright eyes lost their brilliance, empty, and her expression was extremely indifferent, and she couldn't see any joy or sorrow from her face, as if she had aged dozens of years in this day......

Looking at Cong Jiajia like this, Song Chenfei was distressed and scared, he showed a very infectious smile to Cong Jiajia, and affectionately called Cong Jiajia's name, "Jiajia!" ”

Cong Jiajia didn't react much, just nodded slightly.

Song Chenfei is not a stupid person, he knows that it was the news he told Cong Jiajia yesterday that crushed Cong Jiajia, who was already highly nervous and crumbling, and the fact that Cheng Nanwei and Chu Nuan were together seriously hurt Cong Jiajia.

He walked into Cong Jiajia's office and chatted with Cong Jiajia casually for a few days, Cong Jiajia's answer was either 'en' or 'ah', obviously absent-minded, Song Chenfei patted Cong Jiajia on the shoulder, motioned for Cong Jiajia to sit down, and then said to Cong Jiajia warmly: "Many things we hear are not necessarily the truth of the matter, even if we see it with our own eyes, it may not be the truth, we can't judge anything based on some simple information, or imagine something, so the situation has to self-harm psychologically, scar memory, Do you understand? ”

Cong Jiajia understood the meaning of Song Chenfei's words, he said that he was thinking too much and was torturing herself, but the unspeakable pain and grievances in her heart turned into dark negative energy, which troubled her and made it difficult for her to cheer up.

She raised her head and smiled hard at Song Chenfei, "I'm fine, I'll be fine in a few days!" ”

Song Chenfei looked at Cong Jiajia frowning, the two thin lines that appeared in the center of his eyebrows, his hand moved slightly, and he wanted to touch it and soothe all the sorrows for Cong Jiajia, but he finally restrained himself and said gently, "Your face is very bad, you need to rest well, eat more, you still have such a big company to manage, Xiao Ke, Guan Jingbo, those designers will follow you at any cost because they trust you, you must not fall, you must not live up to those who trust you!" ”

Cong Jiajia's nose was sour, Song Chenfei's face in front of her was blurred, she held back the tears that were about to fall, and took a deep breath, "Let's go, let's go eat, what do you want to eat?" Today I have a treat! ”

Song Chenfei looked at Cong Jiajia and was very relieved, and deliberately shouted: "Since you are a treat, then I want to eat a good meal and eat my favorite dish......" He said that he wanted to eat his favorite dish, but the restaurant he chose was still Cong Jiajia's favorite Sichuan-style hot pot.

Spicy food can stimulate people's nerves, Cong Jiajia ate a few mouthfuls of spicy hot pot, drank a can of beer, and the depression and resentment in her heart were really a lot less, she sighed softly, and sighed: "There are so many delicious things in this world, there are countless fun places, I really can't be lost for someone, sad, people always have to live for themselves!" ”

"Yes, life is too short, be happy in time!" Song Chenfei smiled brightly and opened a can of beer for Cong Jiajia.

After Cong Jiajia drank two cans of beer, she was in a good mood, but Song Chenfei didn't let her continue drinking, the wine hurt her body a lot, and with Cong Jiajia's current situation, she couldn't afford too much wine.

The two of them had lunch, Song Chenfei sent Cong Jiajia back to the company, Cong Jiajia sat alone in the office, and unconsciously remembered Cheng Nanwei who didn't know where she was, she was in a high mood after drinking, the more she thought about it, the more unwilling she felt, even if Cheng Nanwei wanted to be with Chu Nuan, she didn't have to play like this!

The harmful self is here for a while for him to worry and suffer, and for a while to be sad and sad for him, isn't he deliberately tossing himself?

Cong Jiajia hated Cheng Nanwei again, she wanted to find out Cheng Nanwei very much, and scolded Cheng Nanwei fiercely, thinking of this, Cong Jiajia suddenly remembered, today is the day when the private detective reports Cheng Nanwei's news to herself!

She took the phone and saw that there were no missed calls from the private investigator on it, and she wanted to know the result very much, so she picked up the phone and called the private detective.

The private detective didn't answer the phone for a long time, until he hung up automatically, Cong Jiajia thought that the private detective was busy and didn't have time to answer his call, so he waited for a while, and called again, but still no one answered.

Cong Jiajia frowned and thought for a while, she didn't call the private detective again, she sat in front of the computer and worked for half an hour, seeing that the private detective had not called her back, she used the landline in the office to call the private detective, this time the phone only rang twice, and the other party answered, and said very enthusiastically: "Hello!" ”

Listening to the private detective's tone that he was not busy, Cong Jiajia couldn't help but get angry, and said unhappily: "I'm Cong Jiajia, I just called you a few times, why didn't you answer?" ”

The private detective was obviously stunned, then smiled and said, "I was busy just now, and I didn't hear you call me." ”

"Then this phone only rang twice, why are you so free to answer? When you pick up your phone, you'll see a record of me calling you, so why don't you call me back? Cong Jiajia questioned the private investigator aggressively.