Tide(16)
Lan Tong didn't like the girl named Lin Luyao at all, although every time she sent something exciting, he didn't know how to refuse.
For people and things he doesn't like, except for silence and avoidance, Lan Tong really can't think of any other way. The zodiac sign says that Pisces people are very kind, dreamy, sensitive, and fatalistic, and Blue Pupil is convinced of this.
Although the blue pupils repeatedly dodged, Lin Luyao had no intention of stopping, and was always as sticky as chewing gum. Lin Luyao, who was in the graduating class, once became the focus of the whole school, from the first year of high school to the second year of high school, there were more than ten boys who fell under the strong offensive of her sugar-coated shells. Because of her sudden intrusion, the originally peaceful life of the blue pupil was deduced to the crest of the waves.
The terrible thing about gossip is that it doesn't exist and the person concerned is innocent, even though it is not, you have to accept slander, slander, slander, contempt and disdain from everyone. All kinds of rumors about Lan Tong and Lin Luyao are like summer dandelions falling everywhere in every corner of the campus.
What Shen Ke heard was naturally a copy that had been processed countless times. You may not believe rumors once, but what about two, three, or even more? She naturally understands the truth of "everyone is golden, and the collarbone is destroyed", but she doesn't believe that there will be winds out of thin air in this world, if you don't have such a gap, rumors can't survive in the dark.
Lan Tong naturally knew that those rotten and dark rumors, if he was going to rì, he would definitely turn a deaf ear, until a qiē's vanity was self-defeating and disappeared into the flood of time, but now he couldn't, Shen Ke suddenly appeared, becoming a weakness in his abdomen. I want her to know the truth of the matter, I can't wait, I can't delay for a minute, the fire in my heart is burning, and he is anxious like an ant on a hot pot.
On Tuesday afternoon, Shen Ke was on duty in the editorial office.
Before walking up to the attic, Blue Hitomi took a deep breath of air, and his heart fluttered. But for the sake of this determination, he was nervous for a week before he made up his mind, and he must not retreat at this juncture.
At the end of the dimly lit hallway, tall sycamore branches peeked through the window, dappled light falling on the polished wooden floor, moving with the gentle sound of the wind.
In the silent corridor, Lan Tong heard the sound of his own heartbeat, violent and nervous. Getting closer and closer to the door, he could almost hear the shallow breathing sound in the room, which belonged to Shen Ke's unique breathing.
His hand rested on the wooden door, and the cold roughness passed through the skin of his fingertips, inch by inch, to his brain. He took another deep breath, his heartbeat unruly but not at all.
It is as if there is a bright sky light behind the door, feathering all things and swimming through all beings.
The hand placed on the door was about to be strengthened, and the auditory hallucinations of "squeak-" were already ringing in my ears, which was crisper and more pleasant than every time I pushed it open.
"Lin Luyao, let me repeat, Lan Tong is just a member of our editorial department!"
Blue Pupil suddenly heard the name, as well as his own, and his hand stiffened there, slowly retracting again.
"Cut, why are you so nervous! Won't I just ask? ”
It was Lin Luyao's voice, this terrifying voice, how could it appear here, the doubts in Lan Tong's heart changed rapidly, and they were surging.
"We've known each other for so many years, which boy have you ever seen I like?"
I faintly heard the tremor in Shen Ke's voice, with a deep displeasure.
"Don't get excited! Ke Ke, Ah Ke, Xiao Ke, Ke Er...... I'm wrong, I can't do it! ”
Lin Luyao's voice was as soft as a piece of halva, and those few fleshy calls really made the blue-eyed goosebumps outside the door fall to the ground.
"You broken mouth, when will you stop talking nonsense!"
After a while, Shen Ke's slightly helpless voice came from his ears.
"yes, mine is a broken mouth! Master Koko is not angry! ”
"I'm too lazy to be angry with you!"
Lan Tong never expected Shen Ke to have such a side, and he was with Lin Luyao. Angel and devil, two words instantly popped into his mind.
"By the way, Xiao Ke, I found that I really like that kid with blue eyes!"
An extremely bland sentence made the blue pupils outside the door tighten.
"When didn't you say you really liked it? In the end, it will be divided. ”
In Shen Ke's voice, he couldn't hear the slightest change in waves, and Lan Tong's heart suddenly cooled a lot.
"But this time it's different, I'm serious! You see, it's been three months since I met him, how could it have been so long before? ”
"And what about you and him now?"
Shen Ke's words made the blue pupil's heart outside the door raise his voice.
"He's really different, he's sent so many things, he's written so many notes, and he's still coming to you!"
"Looking for me? I can't! ”
"You can help me, dear Keke, you can't bear to see me so haggard......"
"Come on, Lin Luyao, if you sell me again, I'll kick you out!"
Blue Pupil stood outside the door, his heart hanging high could not fall, and the sound alone could not extinguish the anxiety in his heart.
"You've written so many love stories, don't you have that experience?"
"Idiot, those are all fiction!"
"It's okay to make up something, Ke Ke Bodhisattva, you can sue me!"
"You really like him that much?"
"How many times have I answered!"
"But you're going to England after graduation?"
"Isn't it that long to graduate?"
"A few months is a long time, isn't that?"
"Whatever you say, I just like him and don't want to miss a chance to love."
"You keep saying love every time, and every time you end up in the end, you don't give up first!"
"Xiao Ke, I don't want to talk to you about unpleasant topics."
"Oh, I just want you to know if you really like him before you decide whether to continue to give."
"For his sake, I can give up going abroad!"
……
"For his sake, I can give up going abroad!"
After chatting so many times in his memory, Lin Luyao's various sworn determinations were still insignificant when he thought about it in the end. But this time, what she said about giving up going abroad was something that Shen Ke never expected.
What giving up going abroad means to Lin Luyao, Shen Ke knows no less than her.
Since junior high school, Lin Luyao's family has drawn up a detailed life plan for her. Going to the best high school in the city is just to satisfy the strong family vanity, and it is actually a pointless thing to go to high school or not. The real starting point in life is to start when she studies in the UK. The huge school choice fee could not awaken Lin Luyao's enterprising spirit in the slightest, and the busy high school life in the eyes of others was an exile for her. A profligate life, a freewheeling love, an arrogant and uninhibited wanton...... In her opinion, this qiē is the real campus life.
Shen Ke faintly sensed that Lin Luyao had made a lot of determination this time. Her firm tone, and the longing on her face when she mentioned the blue pupils, were something that had never appeared before.
This also made Shen Ke's heart uncomfortable and abnormal, she wanted to suppress the fire in her heart, she wanted to hide the cold cheeks, from the words of rì memory, from the deep sleep.
The restless apprehension from side to side made Shen Ke fall into a panic of insomnia, and she could no longer treat the blue pupils with a normal heart. The entanglement and struggle of ice and fire are destined to fall into those years of panic.
The blue eyes who walked out of the attic felt that their hands and feet were cold. The conversation between Shen Ke and Lin Luyao abandoned him into the barren and endless ice field, and the overwhelming cold swallowed him silently, and his frozen vision was frozen in the sad soil for a long time.
He could not inadvertently say every word Lin Luyao said, but he couldn't tolerate Shen Ke's bland tone towards him.
It was a stubborn disease in his heart that he couldn't cut off no matter what, and the spasmodic pain made his breathing become rapid and uneasy, and the beads of sweat on his forehead "clicked...... Let's ...... the ground.
I wish it was just a nightmare, and after a short period of pain, I would still be immersed in the enchanting sunset. The falling sunset turned into a blood-like red sè in the eyes of the blue pupils, and all things in the heavens and the earth were immersed in this blood red, and the dazzling red light pierced his pupils from all corners, and the indispensable red sè was like a terrifying magic hand, covering his eyes, seeping into every inch of nerves around his body, making him shudder.
He was unsteady on his feet, hiding in the corner of the cāo field, gasping for air.
Tears of sadness rolled down his cheeks unscrupulously, and he couldn't wipe them all, thinking of Shen Ke's words, his heart was a spasm that was better than a while, like thousands of blades cutting there.
It turns out that all the gentleness is an illusion of self-deception after all.
"Blue Eyes, what are you doing here?"
Suddenly, a sweet voice sounded behind him, carrying the power of chūn to wind the rain and revive all things.