210. Chapter 210: Talking--Giving Up
"Heh, I didn't expect Mr. Lin to be so eager to repay him, and you have to return the words I laughed at you? Since Jun Anji is so good, shall I exchange Xia Tong with you? ”
"I can't be blessed with Jun Anji, Xia Tong, don't want it. Liu Gongzi, be conscious, go back to Italy, huh? ”
The cigarette was already half smoked, and there were flames dripping on Liu Jingqi's fingers, and he didn't feel hot, "What if I say I won't go back, what do you want?" ”
Lin Zeshao took a step forward when he heard this, he leaned closer to Liu Jingqi for a few minutes, and lowered his voice with playfulness, "Why is Liu Gongzi going back more and more, don't say such willful things to me." Those old guys in Puxi will soon take action, and the Jun family and Jun Anji still need you to appease, now you will fight with me with anything? ”
Well, what he said is the truth, if he doesn't marry Jun Anji, another storm in Puxi will begin.
Look, this man almost brought him a catastrophe, but this culprit dared to shout in front of his eyes with such a high sound!
But he has nothing to say.
The expressions of the two men were a little unreal in the smoke, "Young Master Liu, neither Xia Tong nor I owe you anything, but why do you always try to intervene in our lives as a third party?" ”
"Actually, I mostly know your mentality, because there were a lot of classmates at that time, but Xia Tong rejected me with you as a shield, do you think you are obviously one step away from love, but why can't you get it?"
"Actually, you have more possession than love for Xia Tong, you want to bring her back to Italy by all kinds of despicable and dirty means, and you want to make up for the lack of dignity and glory from her."
"Maybe you can spoil her if she's obedient, but if she's disobedient, you can destroy her mercilessly, you want to dig a grave and bury you and her... Liu Gongzi, go see a psychiatrist, you are terminally ill. ”
This is the difference between Lin Zeshao and Liu Jingqi, the former has been in pain for three years and has not been willing to touch a single hair of Xia Tong, what he derives from asking but not being able to get is desire, inferiority and hesitation.
And the latter's lack of desire is derived from dark possession and crazy paranoia, and if he is not treated in time, he will not be able to learn to love for the rest of his life.
"Young Master Liu, give up Xia Tong, don't do those self-inflicted and thankless things in the future, it's too low for you."
What Liu Jingqi heard was not Lin Zeshao's ridicule, but the sentence "Give up".
His expression was a little confused, "Do you really want to give up?" But... I can't bear it! ”
Lin Zeshao stood up straight and straightened his collar, "Young Master Liu, I didn't give you a chance to choose." Go back to Italy early, I don't want to put you in a corner. ”
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Two days have passed, and these two days have been calm. Xia Tong didn't go out and only concentrated on taking care of Su Rushi, and Grandma Lin found a chess and card room in the downstairs community, and the family lived quite harmoniously.
Lin Zeshao would park the Land Rover downstairs every night for the night, Xia Tong stood by the window and watched, the two did not talk on the phone, and they kept their promise to Su Ruyi.
While Liu Jingqi was very busy, he would take time to visit Su Rushi every day, Su Ru would always close the door to him, and he would not give up at all.
At noon that day, Su Ru took medicine and went to sleep, Xia Tong looked at Liu Jingqi, "Let's go to the windowsill and talk." ”
Open the glass door, there is no wind outside, the golden sun shines on the body warm and pleasant, Xia Tong supports the platform with two arms, standing and looking at the scenery in the distance.
There was a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, a small face was beautiful and bright, and the little fingers that were covered by a wide sweater were slender and white, which was very eye-catching.
She turned her head and asked the people around her, "Liu Jingqi, why do you like me?" ”
This is probably the most peaceful and relaxed she has ever been with him in five years, her eyes as clear as blue waves are filled with a faint warmth and grace, and the corners of her mouth are calm, which makes Liu Jingqi seem to return to the afternoon five years ago, when they were sitting on the lawn.
"I can't say why I like you, in fact, you didn't give me a stunning feeling at first sight, after all, I have seen too many beautiful and smart girls."
"At that time, you were absent-minded when I played the piano with you, and your smile was so reluctant and empty to me, you were the first girl to be so indifferent and cold to me, so I looked at you differently."
"Later, I saw one of your jewelry designs in the school exhibition window, and then listened to you talk about jewelry ideals, so I had a kind of sympathy for you."
"What really touched my heart was the time you smiled at me when I sat on the lawn. Your two lips are raised high, your charming eyes ripple with warmth and autumn waves, and the shallow pear vortex at the corners of your mouth is dazzling and brilliant. Since I was a child, because of my identity in the Puxi family, you were the first person to give me an innocent and warm smile besides my parents, and you have deeply touched my heart. ”
"Later, I was jealous after I learned that you liked Lin Zeshao, the playground kissed you eagerly manic, and I felt like a dream when I heard you say you liked me on a stormy night..."
"I have a telescope on the minaret of an Italian castle, and I have been staring at the direction of China for countless late nights, in fact, I have no nostalgia for China, but because you are here."
"Xia Tong, do you know, this qiē is all your fault, I didn't fall in love with you at first sight, but you flirted with me, it was you who gave me hope and fantasy but ruthlessly destroyed me, you made my heart old and corroded in that ancient castle, it was you who made me lose the courage of my lover."
Liu Jingqi's voice is still warm and beautiful even if he complains, but his long body like jade slowly flows with the desolation of autumn and the cold of winter.
Xia Tong still looked into the distance, she nodded slightly, "Well, yes, it's all my fault." At that time, if you love him, you should sue him, and you should not be involved, let alone your father. Today's bitter fruits are all the causes that were planted the day before, so I bear them alone. ”
Liu Jingqi looked at the sad and self-deprecating arc at the corner of her mouth, and he said, "Xia Tong, come with me." As long as you come with me, I don't want the Puxi that my father left me. ”
This may be the highest promise Liu Jingqi has given in his life, in fact, he is a businessman in his blood, and the pros and cons are very clear, he has never had the opportunity to indulge and be willful, and Puxi is the territory he guards.
This is the opportunity he has given himself to break free from all shackles and give him the opportunity to love someone with all his heart.
But Xia Tong didn't appreciate it, her voice was ethereal, "Where else can I go, my heart is here, and I can't escape wherever I go." ”
"Xia Tong," Liu Jingqi grabbed her arm, "You and Lin Zeshao will not have results, do you want to spend your youth and life here?" ”
Xia Tong gently broke free of Liu Jingqi's palm, "I've thought a lot in the past two days, maybe I can't be with him anymore, so let's drag each other down and torture each other until we get old." ”
"You..."Liu Jingqi's dark eyes widened, how could she say "tortured to old age" so lightly?
Does she have no concept of time or the pain of being tortured, has she ever tasted the taste of wanting to love but not being able to love, does she understand the proximity and cowardice?
Xia Tong's voice was more like a telling, and his eyes focused on a certain point of tenderness, like looking at someone's face, "Because I can't forgive myself for loving him more than I love my father, I should punish myself for the rest of my life if I can't get him." ”
"Because he was bought by me with my father's life, he can only belong to me. He must also accept the punishment and torture that I will not let him receive, he must not marry for me for the rest of his life, he can only gaze and watch over me. ”
"He said that he had a spring dream after kissing me that time, then he must not know that I had countless spring dreams after that, and I would not be able to sleep at night, and he would fantasize about him holding my hand, hugging me, and kissing me."
"He asked me if I had any illusions about his body, and of course I was, I wanted to be fully owned by him."
"He doesn't know how much I hate Fang Yuanyuan's affairs, it's my rejection that makes us miss a lot and create this imperfection, I not only want to be what he loves, but also want to be his only one."
"It doesn't matter how we torture each other, but there is one thing, I will never divorce him, I can't be together before I die, and I will always be buried with him after I die."
"He will never know that I have a desire to write his name over and over again, and I want to take his name and name me. I want him to give me the wedding of the century, I want to put on a white wedding dress and receive his ring in front of the priest, I want to hear him cry out in love with the blessings of the whole world..."
But, none of that is possible.
There will be no more blessings.
Hearing her words, anger rolled out of Liu Jingqi's chest, how could she say such a thing in front of someone who loved her deeply, and to what extent did she ignore him.
"Xia Tong!" Liu Jingqi straightened her shoulders and pushed her against the windowsill, "Xia Tong, do you have a heart?" ”
Xia Tong didn't struggle, she looked at Liu Jingqi fixedly, "My heart has been put all on him, so I can't give a single bit to others." Liu Jingqi, it was all my fault before, but I really don't deserve it like this, let me go, go back to Italy and start over. ”
"Heh..."Liu Jingqi's jade face was a little distorted because of anger, "Since it's all your fault, do you think it's okay to admit your mistakes?" I've been heartbroken by you, and I've been tortured by you for three years, how are you going to compensate me? ”
Xia Tong chuckled, "I don't plan to make up for it, because there are too many people who owe it." ”
"Xia Tong, do you want to send me away with this sentence alone, I can't get your heart, then you can use your body to compensate me now." As she spoke, Liu Jingqi hugged Xia Tong in her arms, and her thin pink lips fell on her neck socket and kissed her.
Xia Tong opened his head sideways, and his small hand pushed his chest, "Liu Jingqi, don't be like this, in my impression, you are not such a person." ”
Liu Jingqi froze, heh, does she also have an impression of him?!
"Liu Jingqi, don't let yourself fall completely, and don't let you look down on yourself."
……
Liu Jingqi, who was sitting in the bar, kept echoing Xia Tong's words in his ears, "Don't let yourself be completely degraded, and don't let you look down on yourself."
Yes, just like that, a woman who thinks about other men even looks down on himself, he shouldn't be depraved, that woman is not worth it at all.
Congratulations to her, the pious love she revealed to him for Lin Zeshao had completely defeated him, and since then he has never had the courage to get closer, and he disdains it!
With two bottles of strong wine in a row, he didn't feel the slightest drunk, his amount of alcohol had already been practiced in the meals, and he needed to keep a clear brain at all times.
But at the moment, he wished he could get drunk.
The air in the bar is foul, the heating is high, everyone throws off their coats and dresses like summer, many men and women sway to the music of heavy metal, and couples can be seen tangled together in the corner.
A woman who accosted him soon came to his side, "Handsome guy, can you please me have a drink?" ”
Liu Jingqi raised her eyes, the woman was wearing a black deep V skirt, her figure was very vigorous, her face was wearing light makeup, and her mouth was smeared with flaming red lips.
The woman didn't expect Liu Jingqi to be so handsome, and she looked stiff for a while.
Look, his charm is so strong that it is enough to turn sentient beings upside down, but why is Xia Tong just unwilling?
Liu Jingqi hooked the corners of her mouth and shrugged, "Sorry beauty, I fell out of love today, so I'm not in a good mood, you go to play elsewhere, huh?" ”
In the face of such a man, the woman had forgotten to use the charm of the wind and moon field and was a little ashamed of herself, she quickly turned around and walked away almost in a gray manner.
Liu Jingqi was drinking, and suddenly a pot-bellied man in his 40s came to the stage, the man looked flattering, "Please be quiet, next is the time when we just arrived at the stage of the new product - Miss Meiling, she will dance a passionate pole dance, please enjoy." ”
Then the lights in the bar lobby were extinguished, and the stage flashed with countless dreamy lights, and a woman in a white backless dress walked out.
Seeing her, the man below screamed and whistled, this dress was too revealing, the backless lace in the back was slit all the way to the hip hook, and the low-cut white dress in front could see the woman's full and plump temptation as soon as she leaned over.
The key is that this woman is too watery, her beautiful facial features are inlaid with a beautiful eye, she looks down like a deer with a greedy and treacherous face, pure and with seductive eyebrows, and her pitiful eyes directly arouse the man's desire to conquer.
She did a hot pole dance, and when the dance was over, it was boiling underneath.
The pot-bellied man hurriedly came on the stage, "Don't get excited, our Miss Meiling is still here, let's auction her first time, and see which one is lucky enough to be her first man for a while." ”
As soon as the voice fell, someone below made an offer, "I'll pay 20,000." ”
"Fifty thousand."
"Eighty thousand."
The men were in high spirits, and the woman on the stage glanced down with a pair of beautiful eyes, and she bit her bright lip, thinking about the encounter of being trampled, and she almost cried.
At this time, a warm voice sounded, "I'll give a million." ”
As soon as this "one million" came out, everyone gasped, this man is crazy, has he been drugged or has he never touched a woman in his eight lifetimes and urgently needs someone on the stage to put out the fire, one million can buy a bunch of places.
Everyone turned their heads to look, and gasped again, this man... It's too good-looking.
PS: Because my second male is leaving, I spent a little bit of space writing about him and Jun Anji.