Chapter 348: I've Been Letting Down

"Really?" Gao Yi still seems to be a little unconvinced.

"Of course it's true." Long Gangtian replied, "I know an oncologist who is abroad now, and I called her to come back." She is now an authority in the field of liver tumors, and she will have no problem doing it for you. ”

Long Gang is born with the ability to be convincing, and Gao Yi trusts Long Gangtian very much, otherwise he would have asked him first as soon as he asked just now. He said this, and Gao Yi naturally had confidence.

"Aaron, I'm sorry for you." Gao's mother was very grateful.

"Auntie, isn't this how it should be, you're too outward." Long Gangtian said.

Gao's mother really had the feeling that the sky was falling at the beginning, Gao Yi was the pillar of this family, if he was gone, she really didn't know what to do?

When she came out of the doctor's office, she was still a little scared. Lao Gao is an important chief, and of course the doctor does not dare to say it seriously. But as soon as Long Gangtian came, a few words comforted Lao Gao and comforted her, so that she could really be completely at ease, and I believe that her husband will recover.

Coming out of the ward, Yi Shu sent Tu Yu and Long Gangtian.

"Brother Long, Tu Yu, thank you for today." Yishu said as she escorted them to the door.

"I didn't do anything, it should be the credit of Big Brother Long." Tu Yu said.

Of course Yishu knew, she looked at Long Gangtian with a grateful face: "Brother Long, thank you." ”

"Fool, don't be cranky, your father will be fine." Long Gangtian comforted her.

Yishu nodded and watched them leave.

When she returned to the ward, she found that her father was actually looking at the registration materials he had recently collected for conscription.

"Dad......" Yishu stood by the door and did not move, looking at his younger brother who was peeling apples next to him.

Gao Yihan hurriedly said: "It's my dad who wants to see it, I just obey the order." ”

"You want to be a soldier?" Gao Yi asked his daughter.

"I'm just blind." Yi Shu hurriedly said, "I haven't thought about it yet!" ”

"If you want to be a soldier, you have to sign up early." Gao Yi said, "Yishu, Dad knows your wishes, this conscription is a special call, you can do it if you want to, Dad supports you." ”

Gao's mother was bringing hot water in, and when she heard what her husband said, her expression changed. She has always disapproved of her daughter becoming a soldier, as far as her husband is concerned, her son must become a soldier in the future, in this case, she hopes that her daughter can be like an ordinary girl.

"Such an important matter should be carefully considered." Gao's mother said, "Yishu is doing well in school now, and she has won a scholarship, so I think it's better to study hard!" ”

"You are solidifying your thinking, and Yi Shu can come back to study after becoming a soldier in the future, and it will not affect each other." Gao Yi said, "You don't always use your own ideas to influence your daughter's decision. ”

If it had been before, Gao's mother would have argued with her husband, but he was not like this. But now that her husband is sick, she has to endure it.

Long Gangtian came in the evening.

"Auntie, why don't I take care of Uncle Gao tonight, you and Yishu Yihan go back and have a good rest." Long Gangtian said.

"It's not good!" Where is Gao's mother embarrassed, although people have a relationship with Yishu, they can't just let people do so much.

"It's okay, I'm in good health, and I can chat with Uncle Gao." Long Gangtian said.

"Alright, you all go, let Aaron chat with me." Gao Yi spoke.

"Alright then!" Gao Mu nodded.

Yi Shu looked at Long Gangtian, he smiled back, and she smiled and went back with her mother.

On the way back, Gao's mother said: "Ah Long is good, and he is also concerned about our family's affairs, and even more so about you." I used to think that it would be bad for him to be older, but now that I think about it, he is stable enough when he is older, you see that there is something wrong at home, and he seems to be much more stable. ”

"......" Yishu didn't speak, she looked out the window in a daze.

"Yishu, do you really want to be a soldier?" Gao's mother thought about the topic she had just talked about with her husband.

"Mom, you know that my wish since I was a child was to be a female soldier, and I haven't made up my mind all along, but if I don't sign up this year, the older I get, the less likely I will get through guò. Mom, I've already submitted the registration form, and I'll go for an interview after Dad's surgery. Yishu replied, "Mom, you just promise me!" ”

When Gao's mother heard her daughter say this, she stopped talking, obviously still disagreeing. She has been a military wife for so many years, and she knows best how hard it is to be a soldier, she is away from home all the year round, her training is also very strict, and her daughter has been pampered since she was a child, and she really can't let her suffer from this.

On the other side, Long Gangtian and Gao Yi were chatting in the hospital.

"Aaron, I want to thank you." Gao Yi said, "You treat my daughter like this, she is still so young and not so mature in all aspects, thank you for being so tolerant of her and taking care of her." ”

"Uncle Gao, since I chose to be with her, I expected all the circumstances, and I accepted them. Besides, Yishu is a very cute girl who thinks very independently of herself, on the contrary, she brings me a lot of happiness," Long Gangtian replied.

"She signed up to be a soldier this time, you know? Also supported? Gao Yi was very helpful when he heard Long Gangtian say this, and couldn't help but ask again.

Long Gangtian was stunned, he really didn't know this, because they had rarely been in touch recently. Occasionally, he asked Yishu to be rejected, and she didn't tell her about being a soldier.

"You don't know, Yi Shu has been very boyish since she was a child, and when we lived in the compound, she liked to watch the training of female soldiers in the army the most, and often secretly went to the training ground to watch. It was her dream to be a soldier. This time, I think she has finally made up her mind to sign up for the army, which should be after careful consideration. Gao Yi naturally hopes that Long Gangtian can support his daughter, he doesn't want to lose such a good son-in-law, but it's a pity that the two broke up because of this incident.

"Yi Shu once told me that I was very clear to her at that time, and I supported any decision she made." Long Gangtian said.

Gao Yi was a little surprised, but not surprised. Long Gangtian is already a mature man who has experienced a lot, and his life experience is very different from Yi Shutian. Such a man pays more attention to the result when choosing a partner. And he was so patient to give his daughter the process.

"Yishu's vision has always been very good, even if I really die this time, I will be relieved to have you to take care of her in the future." Gao Yi said, taking a slight breath.

"Uncle Gao, I have sent your medical records to my friend, she told me that your problem is not big, she will go to Qingyang tomorrow, and when the time comes, you will be fine." Long Gangtian said.

"Thank you, Aaron."

The two men talked a lot, mostly around Yi Shu. At seven o'clock in the evening, Yishu came and brought him dinner.

"My mom asked me to bring you something to eat." Yishu saw that his father was asleep, so she whispered to him.

"Okay." Long Gangtian went out with her and didn't disturb Gao Yi's rest.

They sat down in the corridor outside Gao Yi's ward, Long Gangtian opened the lunch box, the meal was light, and Long Gangtian really had an appetite.

He ate quietly, and Yishu sat beside him, and he was not in a hurry. He knew he had to talk to her once, but he thought she needed to be ready.

"Thank you this time, it seems that every time I have something, I have to trouble you." Yishu whispered.

"That's as it should be." Long Gangtian ate his meal and said so.

"I'm sorry......" Yishu suddenly turned her head to look at him.

"Why did you suddenly say you're sorry?" Long Gangtian stopped his movements and looked at her.

"I filled out the application form for female conscription and plan to submit my documents tomorrow." Yi Shu said.

"You told me about this before, I remember that I made it clear, if you want to be a soldier, I will definitely support you, so don't say I'm sorry." Long Gangtian put the lunch box away, he moved very slowly, put it away, and then thought about it before saying, "What I want to know now is whether there is something else that really prompted you to make a decision." ”

Yi Shu's eyes narrowed slightly, and then nodded slowly: "Yes, I think I will be a soldier now, so that we can separate for a while, maybe it is better." ”

"Because of Li Jin's death??" Long Gangtian asked.

As soon as she heard the name Li Jin, it was like a needle pricking her heart, and her eyes were sour. She said: "I already know the truth of this matter, I don't blame you, and I have no right to blame you." Brother Long, you did that to protect me, and Li Jin should indeed be taught a lesson. ”

"......" Long Gangtian's heart sank when he heard this, and he knew that the next step would definitely not be a good result.

"But I think, Li Jin is really bad, but is he really bad to death?" Yi Shu said, with tears in her eyes, "I had a dream a few days ago that I hit and killed him. The dream was terrible, and I could even feel my hatred for him. But when he died, right in front of me, I found that I was still sad. I don't want him dead, I really don't. ”

"He committed suicide because, because his leg would be disabled for life, he would go to prison for 10 years, and I was already with you, and he and I were no longer possible, so he committed suicide. He had been repenting before he died, he had gone the wrong way, and he wanted my forgiveness. In the past few days, I always think of the past, our days in the fishing village, which were simple and beautiful. I think that even though I was disappointed in him, disgusted with him, no longer loved him and liked him, he was very deeply present in my life, a part of my memory, and I could not let go. Now I really can't be with you anymore. ”

Long Gang expected this answer, because she had already given herself the answer these days. She didn't want to continue, she didn't want to continue with him.

"It just so happens that this special call, I want me to be a soldier, let everyone calm down, maybe it will be better." Yishu turned her head to look at him, "I'm sorry, I'm too willful, if you blame me, you should also blame me." ”

"Fool." Long Gangtian stretched out his hand and wrapped her into his arms, "How can I blame you, I will never blame you." ”

Yishu cried in his arms, she hugged him tightly and whispered sorry. She thinks she's too bad, he's too good to herself, and she's been letting her down.