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Before going to South Korea, Ahn Yuxi felt that he still had something to do, so he refused the agent arranged for him by Ahn's father, and Ahn Yuxi didn't want others to know his secret.

This is the first time An Yuxi's body has set foot in China, and it is also the first time to come to Beijing, which is different from the Beijing in his memory, although the previous soul has not been to Beijing and is not familiar with Beijing, but An Yuxi still feels the difference, probably because of the difference of ten years.

At this time, it is the time of China's flying exhibition, China's construction has to go to a higher level every year, in 2oo4 years of China's An Yuxi has a feeling of watching movies, speaking of China in 2oo4 years has to remind people of the 2oo3 years that make people talk about the color of the "**", remember that year I was only in the sixth grade, in order to prevent the virus, the school requires everyone to bring towels and buckets or basins from home, wash hands before and after meals, etc., and the classroom will be disinfected with vinegar, In particular, everyone will wear this string of flaky fragrant herbs with a thin thread and wear it around their necks, saying that it can prevent **, now An Yuxi can't remember the name anymore, but I heard on TV where someone is sick, and then quarantine or something, watching the news every day is this, just because it has been too long, and now the memory is not too deep, after all, I was not born around.

After getting off the plane, I didn't stop here, or went to the Great Wall, the Forbidden City to see something, this is what is easy to get, often do not cherish it, and immediately bought a plane ticket, An Yuxi is now very eager to fly to the place where he has dreamed of countless times and lived for more than 2o years.

The city before 1o years is not the same as the city ten years later, whether it is the building, the bus or the way people dress, the only thing that makes An Yuxi's heart a little turbulent is just the dialect here, in fact, I don't know why, An Yuxi does not have any special feelings, in fact, for him, as long as there are dishes to eat, a place to live, everywhere is almost the same, it may be more adaptable or what, or maybe it is used to the feeling of living outside, An Yuxi in his previous life didn't miss his home, if it weren't for his father and mother still at home, he would rather stay in one place and not move his nest, but he didn't have that feeling of special longing, homesickness, maybe there was a time when he was just boarding in junior high school, An Yuxi shook his head and didn't think so much anymore.

Finally found a taxi that knew the location near his home, and then chartered a car home, along the way to see the familiar scene, trees, mountains, and potholes that have not yet been repaired cement roads, An Yuxi is also getting more and more excited, I don't know if there is another me here, if so, what should I do? An Yuxi's mind is very messed up now.

Because An Yuxi's former home was in a ravine, the cement road had not been repaired at that time, and the minibus in the city from the nearby town was only one in the morning and one in the afternoon, which was very poor.

An Yuxi did not talk to the driver, and what he spoke to the driver was not a dialect, but Mandarin, because the accent of the local dialect will change a little bit almost every ten miles in the south, and he can't understand it, but An Yuxi feels that his voice is very small when he speaks in a dialect, so he will use Mandarin subjectively.

It is the New Year in the first month, and the city is full of lights, although firecrackers cannot be set off, but some business people will use the machine to make a little noise.

The same is true in the countryside, but you can set off firecrackers at will, the door frames of each household are beaming with red couplets, sometimes the sun comes out, a large number of people will move the table out to play mahjong, children are a red envelope while going to play, some children in new clothes are playing with toy guns, and those who have not bought toy guns are dumbfounded, and they look at the children with toy guns with envy.

When An Yuxi was young, his academic performance was relatively good, and he was an only child, basically his father would buy him a toy gun, and he could open a toy store with toy guns from childhood to adulthood, but basically they were all broken guns, and then he threw them away I don't know where.

The nearby villagers all looked at An Yuxi's taxi with curiosity, and it was still a rare thing for a car to appear in the countryside at this time, and everyone called friends to watch on the side.

The taxi just swayed up and down on the potholed road, maybe it was the cowardice of homesickness, An Yuxi felt a little nervous, and his palms were sweaty, if there was really a me, what would happen? What if not? It's like waiting for a verdict, and my heart is in turmoil.

After arriving at the place that he should be familiar with, An Yu's past appearance is completely different from what he remembers, although the mountain is still like that, and the water is still like that, but the buildings and people in the village are different from An Yuxi's memory!

An Yuxi hurriedly urged the driver to drive quickly, and An Yuxi was far away from the other side of the river, which was originally his uncle's home, but now there is only a lonely bridge.

Is there no more of me in this world? Or is it because of my appearance that the world has also changed?

Sure enough, there was nothing at the location of his house, there was originally a house here, a towering tree, and a vegetable garden surrounded by a bamboo fence, but it was just a hillside, a forest. There used to be a primary school, but a few houses were built.

An Yuxi went to many places he had been to for a long time, but none of his family appeared.

Is there really no me in this world? An Yuxi couldn't tell what he was feeling in his heart, and he didn't know what theory to use to explain his current situation.

However, An Yuxi still got out of the car with apprehension and asked the villagers here if there were any residents with the same surname as him, and the answer was no.

It turned out that I had no roots in this country, and An Yuxi fell softly in the back seat as if he had been pulled out of the bone, and said to the driver, "Go back to the city." ”

Things are people, this time and space are different from when I am in, An Yuxi seems to be relieved in his heart, and he seems to be a little unwilling, in short, he is a little lost, after all, he was able to prove that he didn't save zài before.

"Nyima grass eggs." An Yuxi scolded in his heart and then fell asleep, although he is only half Chinese, but his soul is still an out-and-out Chinese, no more.

Wait until you have money to repay the society, An Yuxi thought, since there is nothing for me to worry about, I will pursue my dream.

An Yuxi flew to Beijing by plane the next day, since there is nothing to be nostalgic for, let's go to the capital to have a look.

An Yuxi, who was unfamiliar with the place, bought a little laser record of classic songs, some discs of classic movies and classic books, a total of two suitcases, which were regarded as memories.

On the morning of the third day, after watching the flag-raising, I remembered my patriotism for a while, and then flew back to the United States.

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There is nothing to do when I return to the United States, but An's mother is not very worried that An Yuxi is out of the house, and An's father doesn't care.

But at night, I came running over in my pajamas.

"Hey, Dad, why are you here again?" An Yuxi took out another pillow from under his pillow.

"I'll talk to you." Father Ann lifted the quilt and shrank in.

"Are you ready to go to Korea?"

"Yes."

"Is there a plan?"

"There it is."

"Are you confident?"

"There it is."

"What do you think self-confidence is?"

"Uh," An Yuxi didn't expect Dad An to suddenly ask this question, and now he didn't know how to explain it, looking at Dad An who was asking seriously, An Yuxi thought for a while, "Confidence comes from strength." ”

"It makes sense, but in my opinion, self-confidence is what I believe in."

"Oh." An Yuxi never thought that self-confidence had such an explanation.

"Sometimes people will ask you, are you confident? When you cheer yourself up, you say I'm confident, but are you really confident? I'm still playing the drums in my heart. Self-confidence does come from strength, and some people say that self-confidence comes from inner strength. But I really feel that self-confidence should be something I believe in, faith! ”

"** is faith, Jesus, Buddha is also faith, you are eighteen years old, you have your own ideals, you have your own path to go, you know how to go, but you also have to establish your own faith, this is what makes you different from others! It's also your advantage. ”

"And what I want you to believe is the truth! What is truth? It's the law of nature, what is the law of nature? It is the sun that rises in the east and sets in the west, the tide rises and falls, and God rewards diligence, my China has a history of more than 5ooo years, and there are so many truths that have been passed down since ancient times, and this is your faith. ”

"This is the source of your strength!"

"When you get to South Korea, I will ask Shin Sung-ho to do his best to cooperate with you, you also have to work hard to realize your dreams, it's best to make money, it doesn't matter if you don't make money, if you have any ideas, call me."

"The most important thing in life is to be happy, come back when you are homesick, and the place where you have a family is home." Father Ann suddenly felt a little sad.

"Go and stay with your mother."

"Yes." An Yuxi hugged his father hard, and then went to his mother's room.