Fanwai "I wish to get a core person, and the white head is not like Li" (41)
Just when Lin Qifan and Lin Moxin were silent, Mo Jiujiu suddenly squatted down with a pale face and said that it was a stomachache, successfully breaking the stalemate between their brother and sister.
When she arrived at the hospital, some of the words that the doctor said after the diagnosis made Lin Moxin frightened, she just hated the Lin family for being really completely ignorant over the years, and didn't want to cause trouble, on the one hand, she felt uncomfortable, and on the other hand, she was worried that Mo Jiujiu would have problems because of herself, and the pestle was not left outside the clinic.
Until Mo Jiujiu was led out by Lin Qifan, Lin Moxin bit his lip, feeling a little apologetic in his heart, and always felt that Mo Jiujiu's sudden stomach ache was caused by himself: "Little sister-in-law, are you affected because of my affairs?" β
Although her sister-in-law and Lin Qifan are still in a stalemate, they still do not reject Mo Jiujiu in their hearts, and they do not reject the sister-in-law relationship between them.
Receiving Lin Qifan's slightly cold gaze, Lin Moxin was quiet at this time, and he didn't deliberately-for-tat, just looked at Mo Jiujiu: "Little sister-in-law, I'm sorry, you're pregnant, I didn't think you would ...... because of me"
"It's not because of you." Jiujiu smiled and looked at her: "Don't worry about it, I'm because of some things in my own family, I may have been a little heavy in my heart recently, just now because I saw Qifan beat you, I was too shocked for a while and then jumped up and pressed his arm when I got up too fast, and accidentally touched my stomach, I will adjust my mood." β
Lin Moxin didn't speak again, just lowered her eyes, although she said this, no matter what the reason was, she was still bold after all.
In any case, the child in Mo Jiujiu's belly is still her little nephew.
It wasn't until Lin Qifan helped Mo Jiujiu to rest that Lin Qicheng suddenly asked next to her, "Did your brother beat you?" β
There was still some heat on her face, but the red marks that had been beaten before could no longer be seen clearly, but as soon as she was mentioned, the pain was still there, Lin Moxin didn't speak, until Lin Qicheng came over and looked at her face carefully, and found a trace of bloodshot at the corner of her mouth: "Damn!" You girl, let me say what is good about you? Look at your own personality now, you should have hit you sooner and woke you up sooner! β
Although he said so, Lin Qicheng still dragged her to his department.
When he went to his department to apply ice, Lin Qifan and Jiujiu were also inside, and without waiting for Lin Qicheng to speak, Lin Qifan took an ice pack to her, although his face was still not very good, he still said: "Put a compress on your face." β
Lin Moxin suddenly clenched the ice pack, his eyes turned red again, and he endured it for a long time before he lowered his head, tears fell.
She has been used to it for so many years, she would rather quarrel and scold, even if she beats her, she can endure it, but once she is cared for, this contains five years of grievances and dissatisfaction and guilt for the mistakes she made when she was young and ignorant and impulsive.
Mo Jiujiu was talking to Lin Qicheng over there, Lin Qifan looked at her lightly for a while, and said, "You come with me." β
Seeing Lin Qifan walk out of the department, Lin Moxin hesitated and took a deep breath.
After all, what should be faced is to be faced, and she followed out and went to the rooftop.
Lin Qifan turned his back to her on the rooftop.
"You said, you just followed that man to China five years ago, and he abandoned you, why didn't I come to you at that time."
"Lin Moxin, if it weren't for my people staring at you, do you think you would really be able to get out of those gangsters safely? Five years ago, on the second night of your arrival in China, you got drunk at a bar by your little boyfriend's fox friends and dogs, and woke up in the hotel the next day to find them all missing, right? Nothing has happened to you except for a dazed sleep, you think the world is so simple, those people poured you down but didn't touch you? β
"An eighteen-year-old girl, who came to China to live alone, has no money, not even an ID card, how do you think you can live here safely? You are a Chinese-American who doesn't have any identification and want to get a temporary ID card, think it's so easy? β
"You want to leave the Lin family, you want to break off the relationship, you want to fly outside, okay, I'll let you fly, I'll let you suffer outside, you should let you suffer the same hardships that you should have tried, except for those messy people and things, which one of them didn't indulge you? And what about you? Look at the messages on your computer, look at the way you look, what have you made your life look like? Are you still the same Lin Moxin who naively said that he would hold his own piano recital in the future? You haven't touched a piano in years? I'm trying my best to protect you in secret, and I'm trying my best not to let you find out or let you know, just because of my inconvenience, my best efforts, you took advantage of those loopholes that I couldn't touch to make yourself like this? Do you think I should hate? Should I hit you? β
Lin Qifan has never talked nonsense, he has very few words, but he suddenly blocked her speechless sentence by sentence.
When he said this, some of the doubts she had stored in her heart over the years finally found the answer, she was suspicious, why did some things go so smoothly?
So, did she misunderstand him?
raised his eyes and looked at the deep disappointment in Lin Qifan's eyes.
He thought that she was willing to fool around with those people, that she was no longer clean, and that she had already completely ruined herself.
The resentment she once hated all became relieved in his words, perhaps all these years of stubbornness were his refusal to think about it, and he refused to think about it carefully.
In fact, at that time, when Gu Xiuli Jianyì and Lin Qifan returned to the United States, she should have thought about it.
"I didn't mess around, I just talked nonsense on the Internet, nothing happened to me and them......"
Her words are obvious, she is suing Lin Qifan, suing her brother, she is still the same Lin Moxin as she used to be, these are just illusions, just a protective layer.
Maybe only in front of her real relatives can she completely remove those protective layers, maybe only in front of Lin Qifan, who has been accustomed to her since she was a child, can she tell these truths.
Lin Qifan's cold face eased slightly.
Lin Moxin lowered his head: "Brother." β
A very light word, but it was a heart that made Lin Qifan worry about this sister for five years and finally came true, although he was silent, he looked at her with great emotion.
"I'm sorry, brother." Lin Moxin raised his eyes and looked into his eyes: "I know it's wrong." β
"No more stubbornness?"
She shook her head.
"No longer stubbornly refusing to admit that I have done something wrong because I was young, and no longer deliberately speaking cruelly to me?"
She still shook her head.
"Do you still want to sell alcohol in a bar?"
She shook her head vigorously.
"Do you want to go back to the United States?"
Lin Moxin paused, and after a while, he shook his head hesitantly.
Lin Qifan squinted her eyes, and before she could speak, she said: "I think about it, although I have suffered a lot in China, but to be honest, I like to live in China, in fact, the United States is really good, and there are many Chinese who like to run to the United States, and they can't wait to make more money and move their families to the United States, but I was born in the United States, I know my own feelings, I know that I like here, I like G City......"
"Do you like Gu Xiuli?" Lin Qifan said suddenly.
Lin Moxin's expression froze suddenly, his eyes flickered a little, and then he suddenly smiled: "No, brother, it has nothing to do with him, I have indeed met him a few times, and the words I said in the bar that day were all nonsense from me." β
"Where have you been these days? I saw that someone from the Land Bureau took you away. β
Lin Moxin just smiled, but he didn't explain, and after a long time, he took a long breath and said, "That's right, even if I like China, it seems that there is really nothing worth my nostalgia." β
"Brother, I'll go back with you and go back to the United States." She grinned, took off the hair rope from her wrist, pulled the messy hairstyle on her head into a random end, and then whispered, "Although I don't know...... My parents will not accept me again, but since I have decided to go back, I should also take on the responsibility of being a daughter. β
"So you've grown up." Lin Qifan sighed.
Lin Qifan suddenly opened his arms, Lin Moxin looked stunned for a moment, remembering that when she didn't run away from home, she used to always like to throw herself into her brother's arms and be coquettish, she was the most gentle and gentle, and her brother never changed, even though his face was still hot and painful, he still laughed, walked quickly to him and threw himself into his arms, the tears couldn't stop in an instant, and he hugged his waist and cried lowly: "Brother......"
Lin Qifan hugged her, sighed lightly, and stroked her shoulder with his hand: "It's good to go home." β
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Before returning to the United States, Lin Moxin handed over the mobile phone number card he had used here to Lin Qicheng, saying that there were still dozens of yuan in the phone bill, and he would throw it away after he used it up.
No one knew what she was thinking, just a number card, but it was as if something was put down like this, no one asked her why, and she naturally wouldn't say.
When the plane rose to the sky of G City, Lin Moxin quietly looked at the blue sky outside the window and said softly in his heart.
Goodbye, Gu Xiuli, maybe my departure and stay won't make any waves for you, but at least we will finally return to you, maybe, we will never see each other again in this life.
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