Chapter 51: Persistence

The rain had stopped for two days, but the sky was still gray and a little cold. The cool breeze rustles the bamboo leaves all over the garden, as if playing a piece of music.

In the quiet ancestral hall, green smoke curled, and two figures, one black and one white, knelt silently on the futon, respectful and pious, but the faces of both of them were soft.

Qing Li glanced sideways at Ling Yichen beside him, he was closing his eyes and didn't know what he was thinking, and then moved his gaze to the upper-level spirit card, the two adjacent seats were so close that it seemed that they couldn't be separated no matter what.

She thought that if there was really a "lifetime and a couple" in this era, her parents would be......

Today is the day of the three-day return to Ningning, and Qing Li didn't want to be so troublesome. After all, the Qing family is thin, and grandpa doesn't know where to go to play now, so it doesn't make much sense for them to go back.

However, Ling Yichen insisted on his own opinion, saying that it was good to worship his father-in-law and mother-in-law.

This person is still too serious after all......

Qing Li smiled, handed the incense in his hand to An Ning and got up and walked outside.

Breathing in a cool breeze, even with a little cold in her chest, she tightened her cloak and walked slowly to the courtyard.

The undried ground was still wet, wetting the corners of her skirt and staining it, but she didn't care about it anymore.

I don't know what's going on lately, but I'm always a little uneasy, and I always feel as if something is going to happen.

Shaking her head self-deprecatingly, why did she start worrying before it was autumn......

Ling Yichen looked at her not far away, his emaciated moon-white back was hidden in the gray sunlight, even thinner, and his long hair was like ink floating in the wind, and even his heart was in turmoil.

The slightly cool hand was suddenly wrapped in a hot palm, Qing Li looked back in astonishment, and saw that he was looking at her with a soft face, with a faint sigh in his dark and deep eyes, and the warm and rough touch on his hand made her inexplicably reassured.

"What's wrong?" Qing Li asked with a smile.

Why do you think he is pitying her? She didn't know where she deserved such a ......

Ling Yichen held her hand a little tighter, as if to give her strength.

"Li'er......" He slowly spat out, his low voice drifting away in the wind, only the palm of his hand was still so hot and scorching.

His deep eyes flickered, and he sighed faintly, "When you're alone, do you feel sad?" ”

The loneliness of being unaccompanied, the pain of losing loved ones, he understands it very well!

Although Li Er looks peaceful and gentle on the outside, she is indifferent on the inside. When your parents died when you were a child and had no one to accompany you, would you sigh to yourself?

Seeing the depth in his eyes, Qing Li finally understood a little.

It turned out that he had just worshipped and thought that he had not had the care of his parents since he was a child, so he was like this......

Saddened?

Will there be?

Qing Li lowered his eyes and pondered, and the distant memories slowly struck like fragments, a little blurry.

She only vaguely remembers that in her previous life, she was also born in a business family.

Her parents tried their best to nurture her brother, but they indulged her a lot. They can provide her with a little material need to do what she likes, but they care for her very little.

Xu is nature. is indifferent and cold, she will not be too lost and melancholy, but will still live happily.

In this life, although her parents died, her grandfather gave her double the love, and Jing Xuan, the younger brother, as her companion, and a group of lovely people by her side, where did she have the time and energy to be sad?

At most, it's just a pity, after all, I have never been loved by my parents.

Noticing the fluctuations in his eyes, Qing Lihui took the warm hand.

He had some unpleasant memories in mind......

Shaking his head with a light smile, Ying's warm smile went straight to the bottom of his eyes, "No." The faint voice, like a gentle comfort, like a clear spring, diluted the sorrow in his heart.

Wanting to divert his attention, Qing Li suddenly raised his eyebrows and asked with a smile: "You should have been very busy lately." ”

obviously has a lot of things to do, but he can find time to accompany her to the Qing Mansion, but he doesn't want her to be gossiped about by others.

This person is always thinking about her, and it seems that he has become more and more accustomed to his pampering lately......

I remember that I had always wondered why Ling Yichen couldn't learn the elegance of his father and the gentleness of his mother, in fact, his gentleness and meticulousness were hidden under this seemingly cold appearance.

Ling Yichen was still stunned by the little hand that held him, when he heard her shallow voice. He really wanted to be so willful, not to care about those trivial things, and just stay by her side.

Sighing helplessly, he grabbed her soft little hand angrily and said nothing.

If someone sees such a childish god of war, I am afraid that I will be scared out of my eyes. But he is willing to show his unknown side in front of her!

"Hey, you're going on strike?" Qing Li laughed and elbowed him. Suddenly I thought he was really funny! Why did you think this was a serious person?

Looking at her angrily, Ling Yichen let out a deep sigh. I'd love to pack her and take her with me at all times!

It seemed that he was also amused by his own thoughts, and his originally gloomy face was also smiling, and he pursed his lips and said, "I'll send you back to the palace." ”

Back to the palace? Qing Li's expression moved, and he shook his head, "No need, I still have some things, I can go back by myself later." ”

The Gu worm in Lu Wanqiu's bracelet woke her up, and she felt that she needed to find something to deal with. I'm afraid the days ahead are going to be restless......

"Okay then." Ling Yichen didn't force it, he simply let go of his hand and strode away. It's not that I don't want to turn back, but I'm afraid that I won't want to leave as soon as I turn around.

The whirring cool breeze ruffled her hair, and there was still a faint residual warmth on his hands.

Qing Li took a bamboo leaf that floated in the wind and put it between his fingers to play.

She couldn't figure out about herself anymore, and now she was trying to accept someone.

However, accepting him means accepting him as a member of the royal family, and is she really willing to give up her freedom and struggle in that colorful dye vat?

For a while, she couldn't figure out the answer.

laughed at herself and smiled bitterly, her emotional intelligence was really not qualified......

In that case, why bother too much? Love is just a part of life, I am fortunate to have it, and I have lost my life.

A drop of rain suddenly fell on the tip of her nose, and she looked up at the gray sky, unable to see through the sunlight beyond the heavy clouds.

Spring is coming to an end, summer is about to begin, and at the turn of the seasons there is abundant rain, and another rain is coming.

Release the hand holding the bamboo leaf and let it go with the wind.

Looking at its free drifting trajectory, the corners of Qing Li's mouth raised a confident and firm arc.

She will never compromise on what she wants to control, she wants to take control of her life!

(Two good ancient sayings are recommended: [bookid=3199959,bookname="The Queen's Love Chronicle"],[bookid=3275165,bookname="Incense"])