When we face a life that is about to end, no matter what kind of mistakes it has made, we will not hesitate to forgive, the most beautiful thing in the world is forgiveness, forgiving others for what has been wrong, but also forgiving the hatred rooted in our own hearts, the hatred of the characters can live calmly.

It seems that although she said that she would not visit Concubine Chen, with an indifferent attitude of ignoring it, in fact, deep down she was not so, she was worried about Concubine Chen's condition, and she had already planned to visit but could not take that step, people are not sages, so they always seem not so decisive when forgiving, and the bits and pieces of the past cannot be forgotten, and those pains are always tearing at the heart, as if admitting that she can't completely forgive Concubine Chen's mistakes to herself, but she can't do it by hating herself. As early as when Concubine Chen was sick, she inquired about her condition in private, knowing that Concubine Chen was not optimistic this time. After Zi Yan left, she always seemed to be restless, and when King Fu came to see her, she was just perfunctory, and after sending King Fu away, she seemed to be sitting in front of the stove and her thoughts were surging, upset, holding a copy of the "Diamond Sutra" in her hand, wanting the Buddha to calm her heart, but she was also confused.

When Zi Yan appeared in front of Wan Ruo again, she was still shocked, because she saw that Zi Yan's face was full of clouds, and there was no longer the liveliness of the past, but a deep sadness, "Zi Yan, why did you go and come back?" It was as if he pulled Zi Yan to sit down next to him and poured her a cup of tea, the weather outside was too cold, Zi Yan's little hands and face were red from the cold, as if he could guess the reason for his return from Zi Yan's expression, because Zi Yan was a person who couldn't hide things in his heart, and everything was written on his face.

Zi Yan didn't care about drinking the tea that seemed to be given to herself, and took out the jade hairpin from her arms with a somewhat numb hand, "Sister-in-law, this is Concubine Chen asked me to hand it over to you, maybe you don't remember the origin of this hairpin, then I tell you that the owner of this hairpin is your sister-in-law, I heard Concubine Chen say that this hairpin was left to you by your mother, and you gave it to her as a token when you became sisters with Concubine Chen, your relationship is so good, what happened between you seems to be sister-in-law You are so ruthless to Concubine Chen, seeing that she is about to die, I begged my sister-in-law that you could go and see her, maybe it was the last time he saw him, and Concubine Chen said that she wanted to say sorry to you in person. Zi Yan couldn't stop her tears as she spoke.

As if taking the jade hairpin from Zi Yan's hand, her hand trembled involuntarily, the light side of the jade was still as warm as ever, how could she forget this jade hairpin, this is a relic left by her mother, and she regarded it as a treasure, but after becoming a sister with Concubine Chen, in order to show that she liked this hard-won friendship, she couldn't help but cut her love and gave this jade hairpin as a token to Concubine Chen. As if the hand holding the jade hairpin was trembling, the expression on her face was no longer as calm and calm as it was at the beginning, "Is Concubine Chen very strict?" It was as if she was trying to treat herself with an attitude that was neither rainy nor sunny, but her words were not as calm as she thought, with a hint of worry.

Zi Yan nodded silently, and said faintly, I heard the palace maid who served her say that Concubine Chen is afraid that time is running out, and her whole person is made up, skinny, her eyes are empty, it is really distressing to watch, sister-in-law, no matter what happened to you before, don't think about it anymore, okay? My sister-in-law is a person who understands and understands more truth than me, so I won't say anything else, and my sister-in-law will weigh it up for herself. After Zi Yan finished speaking, she stood up decisively and prepared to leave.

The moment Zi Yan got up, she grabbed her without hesitation, "Zi Yan, sit down." Do I want you to tell me seriously, is my concubine really very strict? ”

"I swear to the heavens that what I Murong Ziyan said just now is not half a lie, Concubine Chen is really dying, sister-in-law asked me like this, but I figured it out? But are you going to see her? Sister-in-law, it's better not to leave regrets for yourself. Zi Yan looked at Wanru with a somewhat complicated expression with expectant eyes.

It was as if he was holding the jade hairpin with both hands for a long time and did not speak, his eyes fell on the jade hairpin, and the scenes of the past instantly appeared in front of him, in the past, he and Concubine Chen warmed each other, and comforted each other like a warm painting shaking in front of him, and the pain about the unbearable look seemed so slightly alienated, when those past events flashed in front of his eyes, as if Concubine Chen's dying touch, tears were like bursting embankments in an instant, and the resentment that was squeezed in his heart at this moment melted and disappeared like ice and snow, In fact, deep in his heart, he has already forgiven Concubine Chen, once upon a time he longed for the comfort of strolling through the garden with his hand and holding the fairy to enjoy the flowers and chat, if it weren't for the betrayal of them, it would still be so good, but the world is unpredictable, and a qiē can no longer make up for the past, and at this moment the guidance of the kindness of the heart prompts forgiveness without hesitation,

"Zi Yan, I'll go with you to see Concubine Chen." It's like crying.

At this time, the stone that Zi Yan's heart was pressing was completely put down, "Sister-in-law, let's go quickly without further ado." ”

It's like saying, seeing that you're in a hurry, I have to change my clothes. She wanted to be quiet and tidy up her messy thoughts.

Although Zi Yan couldn't understand Wanruo's thoughts, she was still willing to wait for her to go to the bedroom to change her clothes.

It was as if she had returned to the back room and did not change her clothes immediately, but put the jade hairpin in a drawer, and then locked it, these are his own dusty secrets, and never turn them up again, when she looked at the mirror at the moment she saw her tears evenly open and her eyes were full of sorrow, she prayed silently in her heart, praying that Concubine Chen would be in danger this time, a qiē peak turned around, the willows were bright, if he could do it again, he hoped to continue the unfinished sisterhood with him, in fact, Concubine Chen was not a bad woman, She just wants to keep her man, or in order to win a good way out for her son, marrying into the emperor's family is destined not to be able to accompany the king for a while, destined to be lonely for a while, and the king can only be from the son, when the mother has the ability to give the son a blue sea and blue sky, in the future she can rely on the son's plump wings, the woman is destined to obey the man in this life, marry from the father at home, and follow the husband, the husband can not obey, then follow the son. It seems that she wants to be much happier than Concubine Chen, because her husband will do everything for herself, and she is his only pillow person, but Concubine Chen seems to have nothing except her son, but the sky is jealous, but she is not old and turned into earth, sighing that life is impermanent, the west is prosperous, and the impermanence of hatred is coming, and the cycle of life and death is natural, but life and death are only in one thought