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From the moment he jumped out, he regretted it, looking at the ground that was getting closer and closer to him, the boy's mind went blank, and at the last moment he finally thought of it, didn't the novel say that he would think about something before he died? It's like putting on a movie! But the boy who landed first didn't have time to remember, just his eyes went dark, and then, and then he didn't know anything.

The dead people are gone, but they only leave an extremely bloody and miserable scene for the onlookers who don't know the truth around them, and leave a little nightmare material and psychological shadow for some timid children.

In order not to cause panic, the body has been transported away, only a puddle of blood left on the ground, and a splashed white paste liquid, the children's shoes who came late to see the excitement can not be seen, the neck and body of the deceased are in a very twisted state, fortunately, there are bold children's shoes took a photo and then passed to a post bar dedicated to the horror of the incident, this is the person's posthumous photo.

Because of the proximity of the police station, the police uncle came very early, and the school leaders also came very quickly, this is the first time in the eight years since the school was established that such a serious accident occurred, and the reputation of the school will be finished if it is not handled well.

I have to say that suicide is a very bad behavior, which will bring great pain and trouble to one's family, friends, and acquaintances. The hero of the suicide is a junior at a nine-rate university.,A standard otaku.,Weekdays just play games in the dormitory.,Read novels.,Listen to songs.,Sometimes it's silent.,Of course, usually roommates will participate when they go to activities together.,Don't interject much.,Just laughing silently on the side.。

In the eyes of his classmates, it seems that when he sees him, he laughs all the time, sometimes exaggeratedly, but most of the time he is silent. When he was a freshman, he was still a very serious student, lively and cheerful child, until he started his first love in his freshman year, the object of love was a girl in the same class, it was a class flower, and it was a girl's information confession, which made many male classmates very envious, because it was an engineering class, there were only 4 girls in a class, and only that girl was the best-looking.

This is a sentimental, imaginative and somewhat inferior child, who burst into tears of joy after receiving the girl's message, and this is the first person to say that he likes him.

However, he was still sensible and carefully confirmed: "Are you kidding? He replied no.

He asked, "Have you thought about it?" ”

"I've figured it out."

It would be nice if we had agreed not to break up.

Because this is the first love, he doesn't know what to do, and he hasn't thought about it before, so he often feels overwhelmed, but he just feels that the two of them are happy even if they sit together, and the lonely child is happy because he is finally not alone! I have something to rely on.

Although the first kiss is not as beautiful as he imagined, it should be said that it is not as beautiful as it is on TV or in the book, and he himself has doubted it, isn't this love? Every time they kiss, there will be a physiological reaction, and the embarrassed child can only be careful not to let his girlfriend feel it, and his heart is also full of shame, and he feels that he is particularly dirty.

When you're in love, it's probably the best time, holding hands, going for a walk, and kissing.

Until one night, he asked the stupidest of things, "Why do you like me?" ”

"I don't know." My girlfriend said so.

Simple children feel that they are showing up too fast like this, and they have only been boyfriend and girlfriend for more than ten days before they hug and kiss! Isn't it too fast? The boy asked the girl this, but the girl did not speak, and the atmosphere was a little depressed, and the boy did not realize the difference at this time.

The next day, it was a sunny day, there was always no class on Tuesday afternoon, whenever the sun came out, they would go to the grass on the campus to bask in the sun, and the girl assigned a task to the boy who couldn't sing, that is, to sing the girl's favorite "I can" to her, although his voice singing is a little ugly, but the child with a good sense of musicalism still learned, but he thinks this song is too sad, will I have such a day!

It seems that the boy expected the end at the beginning, because he is a pessimistic person, and he is used to thinking about everything in the worst place, so that he will be prepared, but this time he selectively ignored it, people are always like this, and they don't want to think about things so badly.

"Let's break up." The girl said, "I don't think we're the right fit." ”

The boy didn't say anything, but felt that the sun was too dazzling at this time, and tears were falling uncontrollably.

The girl hurriedly comforted the boy and said, "Even if you don't want to be boyfriend and girlfriend, you can be a brother and sister." ”

A kind of despair that has never existed before is entrenched in the boy's heart, making the boy cold, his heart twitching incessantly, it hurts, it turns out that this is the feeling of heartache, the boy thought so.

"Really? Can you still be friends? The boy's freshly dried tears welled up again, glittering in the sunlight like a crystal.

"Yes, brother." The girl pretended to smile lightly. The girl's explanation was that after being together, she regretted it and felt that the boy was not suitable for her.

After the breakup, the boy went back to the dormitory and hid in the toilet and cried again. In the evening, when it was time to text "good night", the boy sent a text message to the girl, "I am also out of love, and my heart hurts." ”

"I know, go to bed early and don't think too much." The girl replied.

"The song hasn't been sung yet."

"We'll talk about it later." Still didn't know what was born, didn't explain, didn't know what to do, until the second half of the night, the boy fell asleep.

Because he was in the same class, he looked down and didn't look up, and the boy finally knew what "the reason for happiness in the past will become the reason for sadness now", and he didn't dare to look at the girl, and he didn't dare to look up when he passed by, he was afraid that tears would fall when he looked up, and sometimes he ran past her as quickly as he could, just to get her attention.

I don't hate the word in my heart, because I know the girl's past, I know that she has lost a love before, and I only feel distress and pity for girls.

At least you can be friends, and you can do something for her, the boy thinks he knows enough about girls, and it's the legend that the center hurts her.

Still keep in touch with text messages, until one day the two of them suddenly got back together, and went for a walk at night, but the boy was still a little cautious, although he was together again, he still couldn't be happy, he knew that no matter what it was, there would definitely be a second time if it appeared for the first time, and unfortunately said.

Later, the girl regretted it again, and the two broke up again, but they still used text messages to contact, and even if they broke up, they were still friends.

Soon the winter vacation will be over, and the boy's birthday is the first day of the first month, and the girl said, I will call you that day.

This day is the boy's 18th birthday, and the boy feels that the age of 18 and 19 is a very important day in life, one is adulthood, and the other is the same day as the solar birthday and the lunar birthday of the year when he is 19 years old, and the child thinks that the year of 19 years old is rebirth.

The family bought him a cake for his birthday, but the boy just smiled reluctantly, trying not to let his family notice his sadness and have no appetite.

There was no call until the evening, so the boy called back, but he was always hung up, and he didn't answer for a whole hour, and the boy didn't know that there was such a thing as a blacklist of phones.

Cold night,Looking up at the dark sky,The boy feels that he has grown up,18 years old this day,I finally fell out of love,Although it's only a month,Maybe if there are fewer memories together,It won't hurt more.,Boys can understand the girl's approach.,It's just that I can't accept the reason for falling out of love.,It should be that I didn't meet her expectations.。

Many things are hell until you figure it out, and heaven after you figure it out.

Then the boy is in hell. Living in a state of confusion, trying to find something to divert his attention and not let his heart be occupied by sadness. Except for a little sadness, the days are still the same, the boy tries in vain again and again to redeem it, and the girl is ruthless once she makes up her mind, and she wants to die but QQ and mobile phones have been blacklisted. After being ridiculed by the girl again, the boy didn't want to be cheap anymore.

If she died, would she shed a tear for herself? The boy stood at the top of the 3o floor, looked at the ground under his feet and thought, the boy is afraid of heights, and after blowing in the cold wind for a long time, he still changed his mind, if he dies like this, his parents will definitely cry to death.

It took another year of struggle to see a lot, and if you don't think about it, you can't think about it, and recalling it over and over again will only hurt you again and again. It would be nice if there was love insurance, the boy thought like this, and decided to forget about it at the age of 19, the year of rebirth, there must be something different! He thought like this, waited like this, he didn't know that if life didn't change on his own initiative, it wouldn't go in the direction he wanted. She is actually not wrong, he thinks like this when he is sensible, if he doesn't like it, why should they be together? In fact, two people are not suitable, the homes of two people are too far apart, if they get married in the future, it is inconvenient for whoever goes to whom, what is right or wrong about this kind of thing? It's a misfortune that a long pain is better than a short pain, and it is a misfortune to let you come into my life.

For South Korea, in fact, boys have never had a good feeling, what will the Korean sticks do in addition to robbing our country's things? What was robbed, you ask? Isn't the Dragon Boat Festival registered as the world's intangible cultural heritage? (It is an indisputable fact that the Dragon Boat Festival was transmitted to South Korea by China, and now only the Gangneung area in South Korea still retains a complete Dragon Boat Festival sacrifice system, the sacrifice time is nearly a month, and the content is also different, there is no dragon boat and no zongzi.) They are indeed registered for the Gangneung Dragon Boat Festival, and China can also continue to apply for the Dragon Boat Festival...

He heard a joke from a classmate that went something like this, he said, "Do you know why the main characters on TV keep getting cancer?" It's because I ate too much kimchi. "I heard that this boy was a little speechless, but after thinking about it, it seems that it is indeed yes, the subxiao acid in kimchi is a carcinogen, and I will never eat kimchi in the future! The boy secretly decided that it was in junior high school. Because the environment is a bit remote, the boy who is boarding in the school can't watch TV, watch the news or listen to songs, and he only has zài and legends about the "Korean Wave", of course, he won't know that he will have such a day in the future.

When he was in high school, his life was only novels, various extracurricular books and textbooks, and he didn't know much about the outside world. At that time, I didn't understand why my mother liked to watch Korean dramas, I have to say, the dubbing of those Korean dramas is really cheating, all kinds of egg pain, and the plot is very long, like Aunt Wang's footwrap - smelly and long, this is to say "Da Changjin", when I was in junior high school, I boarded at school, had a monthly vacation, and when I came back from reading, I was still playing...

If it weren't for "The King of Korean Entertainment", the boy felt that he wouldn't like Girls' Generation so much, this was completely a brainwashing text, so that he who is no longer a boy can't distinguish between reality and fantasy, and he likes girls madly.

This is when he was in his junior year, "The King of Heaven" has more than 1,000 chapters, and it is high on the starting point list, he has always gone to the list to look for books to read when there is a shortage of books, and he always sees "The King", so he decided to see what Korean entertainment is like, and then, it is the reason why "Slag Yuan" is too strong, from a "Korean entertainment blind" began to know Girls' Generation, began to search for the songs above, and began to understand variety shows.

In fact, at first, I couldn't tell who was who among the 9 girls, because there were too many people, even when I played "Sword Spirit", I couldn't tell (Sword Spirit was endorsed by Girls' Generation), and then I started watching variety shows, first "Birth of a Family", then "Infinite Challenge" and then "Runningman", it seems that I suddenly fell in love with girls, and I was crazy to find relevant videos and songs to listen to, and at that time Girls' Generation was a person in his heart.

Suddenly one day I woke up and couldn't go on like this! This is someone else's story, don't live in someone else's dream like Tease! It's always easier said than done, but I can't help but be attracted, it's really too poisoned.

Until I saw the news of Yun'er's love, it was like a thunderbolt from the blue, which broke all the boys' illusions, and also hit the boy's heart to the ground, and the sadness that exploded was like a flood that burst the embankment, washing the boy's heart to pieces.

Unspeakable sadness and pain, just like this, locked himself in the corner, the things that he had tried to suppress and not think about were like a blowout, so that the pessimistic feelings went to a desperate situation, coupled with the pressure of employment, the unwillingness to reality, and the constant fermentation, just like a week, he was like a walking corpse, without ideals and beliefs, and the boy who finally broke down finally jumped into it, crossed his fears, and went to another world.

If you don't have family and no friends, this may be a good option.

But now only a sad pair of parents are left, and the white man sends the black man.

The official explanation is that the student committed suicide due to too much pressure and paid his parents a sum of money, but what is the use of this? What universities are doing now is just shattering the dreams of our group of people, and then throwing us back into society to rebuild, and when we reach society, we are just half-finished products with a certificate.

When I was packing up, there was a book still open on my desk—"Introduction to Architecture," and the following words were scrawled in the blank space:

How to say it, how to look at you and me

I don't know if it's sad or annoyed

The feeling of loss is like crazy grass

I shouldn't like you, just like I shouldn't have met you

Because the distance is too far, I can only wish you happiness

Why couldn't we have met sooner?

Why can't we see each other?

You're like a cloud in the sky, I'm looking up

Right in front of the sun, ah, this light is so dazzling

I don't want to lose your trace

Try to keep your eyes open

Let the sun burn your eyes

Let the tears fall

I'm just the stars looking at the moon

You are so perfect

Before I met you

I didn't expect to like this qiē so much

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Why let me know the news

Why let me know you're happy

Actually, I wanted you to be happy

I don't know what's wrong, I don't know

Your happiness suddenly turned into my misfortune

I want to escape

Where can they flee?

My heart and mind are all about you

Even in dreams

Can you let me go? Let me go back to my simple life

It's like I've fallen under a spell, and I can't get rid of it

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I'm really jealous, jealous

What's the use of jealousy?

Why am I like this and you are like that

We never hope to meet

Even when we meet, we can't meet them

No, not us

It's just me

There will be no intersection

There will be no chance to meet

Why am I doing this?

Unwilling...

Why am I doing this

Just look at it like this

Watch as you hold someone else's hand

Walk into the palace of marriage

We won't see each other

What am I going to do?

Why am I so sad?

Even the sun shining on my face began to chill

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I know I can only change myself

Life is always unfortunate

It's possible that everyone won't get what they want in the end

I can't ask for it

I thought that desire ~ hope was the biggest motivation

I guess that's not strong enough

Because I'm hinting at myself

It's too far away

I don't know when it started

Don't believe it

Don't believe in yourself

You can change a qiē with your own efforts

It turned out to be just a lie! A qiē is a lie!

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