An Sui couldn't help but feel a chill in his heart when he listened.

When Hua Niang heard Shuer speak like this, she was already in her heart, and when she saw An Sui's expression, she was afraid that An Sui would think more, so she hurriedly walked in and said to Shuer, "The princess is also tired!" The slave maid takes the princess to rest! ”

Shure nodded, and went out with Hua Niang very obediently.

An followed the window in the study and saw the view of the courtyard, and it was now February of the fourteenth year of Chiwu.

Hua Niang stretched out her hand and gave An Sui a coat, "The girl has become more and more fond of staring out of the window in a daze these days." ”

"I used to be so busy every day that I couldn't stop, but now I'm free, and if I don't stay in a daze, I don't know what else to do. But often look at the scenery and talk to the children, it seems that time flies. ”

Hua Niang smiled and sat down behind An Sui, "Princess Fangcai's words, in fact, the girl should not take it to heart. A child is like all for a woman. When I was pregnant with our eldest son, I was in a similar situation to you, but I was in a very bad state at that time, I vomited blood several times, and I could only lie in bed every day and couldn't do anything. The doctor persuaded me to give up the child, but I was unwilling, so I survived for six months, and even the doctor said that the child would definitely not survive, but in more than seven months, the child was born prematurely, except for the weaker body, but it was a very healthy child. When I came to visit the New Year last year, didn't the girl see it too? Although the child damaged my body, and I was unable to have children for several years, I have no regrets at all. If I had really listened to the doctor's words and abandoned this child, I think I would have regrets for the rest of my life. Girl, do you think so? ”

An Sui nodded, "The choice is made by yourself, and no matter what the result is, you have to bear it yourself." An Sui raised his head, "Auntie, thank you!" ”

"It's good that the girl can figure it out, it's not easy for this child to come here, but the girl often tells him this, and he understands the girl, so it can be seen that he must be a filial child." Hua Niang then fell asleep, "Don't think about anything anymore, just let it be, if this child can't bear it, she will definitely let this child stay." ”

An Sui nodded, and Hua Niang put down the curtain.

When he slept late at night, An Sui was awakened by a sound of footsteps, and turned his head sideways to find that Ji Xuanyuan was sleeping beside him, he often came without her knowing, and then left without her knowing, An Sui was very used to seeing him or not seeing him when he woke up every day. Originally, sometimes she would feel a little lost, but since she had the child in her womb, her mind gradually turned to the child, whether he came or not, sometimes it didn't seem to be so important.

Ji Xuanyuan got up slowly, turned around and patted the quilt beside her, "You go to sleep first!" It is estimated that Concubine Li launched it, so the people in the palace are in such a hurry to come to Anfu, and I have to go back immediately, otherwise it will be a big trouble to make the people in the palace suspicious. I'll see you in a few days. ”

In fact, An Sui wanted to say that there are so many things in the palace now, in fact, it is okay if he doesn't come, but subconsciously she doesn't want him not to come, and when he goes back and forth, she is actually a little moved.

Ji Xuanyuan immediately got up and went back to the palace, and the embroidered inkstone sent the emperor away and came in to accompany An Sui, "Girl, sleep, the slave and maid are guarding on the side." ”

An Sui patted the position beside him, "It's so cold in the room, you come to bed and sleep with me!" ”

"Don't you dare, the slave doesn't dare, this bed is the emperor's sleep."

"I'm also uneasy to let you freeze like this outside, you can sleep with me, I'm a little scared to sleep alone."

As soon as An Sui said this, the embroidered inkstone took off her coat and slept next to An Sui, but this sleep didn't matter, the embroidered inkstone touched An Sui's body, but it was as cold as touching an ice cube, she subconsciously shrank, and then realized that something was wrong, she actually felt An Sui's whole body trembling, and there was a faint smell of blood. She hurriedly got up and lifted the quilt on Ann's lower body, and she felt a wetness, and then she smelled blood, she was stunned, and it took a while to react, and it was blood on her hands.

After Xiuyan realized this, she hurriedly screamed, but An Sui grabbed her, "The emperor hasn't left Anfu yet, don't scream, go find Hua Niang, and then call Imperial Doctor Zhao, be quick!" ”

An Sui almost used all his strength to finish these two sentences.

Things in the harem are complicated, and Concubine Li is even more associated with the diplomatic relations between the harem and Wuqi, and it is impossible to underestimate it, if Ji Xuanyuan turns back at this time, it will inevitably cause an uproar in the former dynasty and the harem. This is what she does not want to see.

The bouts of pain coming out of her abdomen almost made her unbearable.

But before Imperial Physician Zhao came, she didn't dare to faint at all, so she could only grit her teeth and hold on, and when Imperial Physician Zhao rushed over, An Sui had already launched a high fever.

Imperial Doctor Zhao hurriedly gave An Sui an injection first, but it was too late, An Sui covered his stomach, but the blood stains showed no signs of stopping. Imperial Physician Zhao could only order the use of heavy medicine.

An Sui's voice was hoarse, half awake and half dazed, but he still tried to hold his voice, "Lord Zhao, if you give me the truth, can the child still be saved?" ”

Imperial Physician Zhao didn't look away, he couldn't bear to answer, An Sui already understood in his heart, and a tear gently slid across her face.

The day she wanted to keep the child, she remembered her mother, Ning Guifei. Even though she knew that she was not the blood of her and the first emperor, she hated An Yuwen very much, but she finally gave birth to herself.

An Sui passed out and woke up several times, and then passed out again, she heard the noisy voices around her, there were children's cries, women's screams, and men's angry scoldings, and all kinds of footsteps, those sounds were mixed together, and the noise gave her a headache, and she also dreamed of a child, the child was smiling at her, she didn't know the child, but subconsciously felt so close, as if it was her child, when she reached out to hug him, the child began to vomit blood, and then slowly became transparentand finally disappeared. And her hands were covered in blood.

Then a wave of pain overwhelmed her, forcibly pulling her back into the darkness.

She tried to escape the darkness, but there seemed to be a strength that made her struggle. It's like a fate, and it's like a chain. She wanted to scream, but her throat felt like a hand was choking.

"Ah Sui, Ah Sui, open your eyes and look at me!"

An Suido wanted to open her eyes, but she really couldn't. She felt as if her soul was tugging on the edge of life and death, and she wanted to open her eyes, but her body felt like it was filled with lead, and it was so heavy that she could barely bear it.

It turned out that death was so close to her again.

Suddenly, she seemed to feel a force that pushed her out of this quagmire that she couldn't extricate herself from, and forcibly opened her eyes, but the person she saw was not Ji Xuanyuan, but the national teacher.

With that old face and a kind smile, she could barely see the appearance of the national teacher.

"Kid, are you awake?"

An Sui nodded.

The national teacher smiled slightly and put his hand on her lower abdomen, "There are times in life when you have to have it, and there is no time in life when you have to ask for it." You are destined to have no heirs, so you should relax. ”

An Sui gently closed his eyes, the child seemed to be a dream, coming and going fast.

Before she could feel the joy that the child had brought her, he had already disappeared from her life. It was as if a gust of wind was blowing, and her dream was about to dissipate.

But she couldn't take him as a dream of hers, he had been so real.

The national teacher shook his head lightly and left An Sui.

Imperial Physician Zhao was guarding An Sui's bedside, and An Sui asked him in a trembling voice, "What about the child?" ”

"Already ......"

"I wanted to send him personally, but he was gone, and I won't have any more children from now on. When he came, I didn't know, and when he left, I didn't know either. I don't deserve to be his mother at all, that's why he chose to leave me? ”

"Ann-sama!" Imperial Doctor Zhao said hurriedly.

Tears fall uncontrollably like this. From the time her morning sickness symptoms improved, she should have known that he was no longer nostalgic for the world. It's just that she didn't want to believe it. She tried hard to take her medicine, tried hard to rest, tried hard to talk to him, tried to keep him, and he still left her without any regrets.

Xiuyan knelt in front of An Sui and cried hard, "Girl, you blame me!" It's all the slave maid who doesn't take good care of the girl on weekdays, it's all the slave's fault, the slave maid should run faster, so that the child can be kept. ”

An Sui shook his head.

Who is she to blame?

No one is to blame.

Ji Xuanyuan barged in from outside the door, "Don't stop me!" ”

Ji Xuanyuan sat down next to An Sui, "Ah Sui, don't be afraid, I'm here!" You've been in a coma for three days, and I'm terrified! ”

His eyes were dark and blue, and with his somewhat pale face, he must be very worried!

An Sui gently stroked his face, but the tears couldn't stop falling, Ji Xuanyuan reached out to wipe away her tears, "Ah Sui, don't worry, I and you will definitely have children." ”

An Sui shook his head, "No, I won't have any more children, don't lie to me." No matter how cruel the truth is, I don't want you to lie to comfort me. ”

Shure began to cry.

An Sui stretched out his hand and beckoned Shure to his side, "I'm sorry, Shure, I scared you, didn't I!" ”

Shuer shook his head, "Sister, I only know now how powerful my mother is, she must love me very much, so she will do her best to keep me in the world." Sister, I will definitely protect you. ”