Chapter 523: Helpless

"Since you can't forget Xuanji, then why are you so good to me, why do you want to save me? Why give hope? Why should I be mistaken about your feelings for me? Lan Ling'er asked Leng Fengran loudly with tears in her eyes, "Why didn't you refuse me at first, and only after I like you now did you tell me that the person you like is Xuanji, why are you so cruel to me?" ”

"I, I didn't mean to. I'm sorry. Leng Fengran saw Lan Ling'er crying so sadly for the first time, she always looked innocent and cheerful in front of her before, even if she was angry, she would quickly dissipate her anger, but now when she saw her appearance, she looked at her a little helplessly.

"Leng Fengran, you are really cruel." Lan Ling'er's smiling eyes were full of tears at this time, and she looked at Leng Fengran with resentment, her hands tightly clutching the clothes on her chest, trying her best to endure the grief in her heart.

"Although, although we can't be together, we can still be friends, and I will always treat you as a friend." Leng Fengran's originally tough attitude had been softened a lot by Lan Ling'er's tears at this time.

"Friends?" Lan Ling'er sneered and said mockingly: "You know that what I want is more than just a friend, you can treat me as a friend, I can't, Leng Fengran, I wish I had never known you." ”

Lan Ling'er turned around and left heartbroken, but the moment she turned around, she saw Murong Xuanji and Xuanyuan Hao standing behind her, and Murong Xuanji was looking at her with a worried face.

"Ling'er!" Murong Xuanji didn't expect the scene to be so embarrassing, he was eating breakfast with Xuanyuan Hao, when he heard someone from the next person saying that Leng Fengran and Lan Ling'er were arguing in the garden, Murong Xuanji was worried that something would happen, so he rushed over with Xuanyuan Hao, but he didn't expect to hear Leng Fengran say such cruel words to Lan Ling'er. Although he knew Leng Fengran's feelings for him before, he never said it, and Murong Xuanji didn't know it, but he didn't expect that this would hurt Lan Ling'er.

The worried look on Murong Xuanji's face let Lan Ling'er know that she and Xuanyuan Hao must have heard the conversation between herself and Leng Fengran, Lan Ling'er felt very embarrassed and embarrassed, and didn't want people to see her current embarrassed appearance, especially Murong Xuanji, who ran away from Murong Xuanji at once.

"Ling'er, Ling'er!" The sad and desperate look on Lan Ling'er's face made Murong Xuanji very worried, and she glanced at Leng Fengran resentfully and went to chase Lan Ling'er.

Xuanyuan Hao and Leng Fengran, who were left, glanced at each other, Leng Fengran felt that he really didn't have the face to see Xuanyuan Hao now, and he bowed his head a little embarrassed.

Xuanyuan Hao walked to Leng Fengran's side with a calm face, looking at the surrounding scenery, neither of them spoke, Leng Fengran didn't know how to explain what he had just said, but he felt that there was nothing to explain, after all, those were his inner words, but because of his words, he hurt many people. And Xuanyuan Hao was not angry in his heart because Leng Fengran still liked Murong Xuanji, but he was worried about whether Leng Fengran really knew his inner thoughts, and he didn't want to see Leng Fengran ruin a real relationship because of some self-righteous thoughts.

The breeze blew gently, and a few leaves fell with the wind, falling in front of Xuanyuan Hao and Leng Fengran, the two stood quietly side by side, their eyes looked at the few fallen leaves on the ground, and the atmosphere was quiet and depressing.

After a long time, neither of them had spoken, Leng Fengran closed his eyes and felt a little complicated, I don't know what Xuanyuan Hao had in his heart, whether he would hate himself, just now Murong Xuanji was full of resentment before leaving, Leng Fengran knew that the relationship between himself and her good friend might be difficult to maintain. Not only did he hurt Lan Ling'er, but he also hurt the relationship between Murong Xuanji and Xuanyuan Hao.

Xuanyuan Hao turned his head to look at Leng Fengran, saw the chagrin and regret on his face, and asked, "Do you really understand what you think in your heart?" Are you sure you don't love Miss Blue? ”

Leng Fengran opened his eyes and turned his head to look at Xuanyuan Hao, a little puzzled by the meaning of his words, and couldn't guess what he really thought in his heart, he looked at him for a while before asking, "Do you hate me very much?" ”

"Nope!" Xuanyuan Hao denied it without hesitation, "Just like you said to Miss Lan, your feelings for Xuanji are your business, I believe in Xuanji, and I also believe that you will do things in a measured manner, and you will not do anything that hurts everyone's feelings." ”

Leng Fengran smiled bitterly and said, "Isn't there any harm?" At least the three of you have already been hurt. Originally, I didn't plan to say these words, if it wasn't for Miss Lan's death, those words would have become an eternal secret in my heart. ”

"Xuanji and I can see that Miss Lan is sincere to you, and she is really in love, do you really have no feelings for her at all?" Xuanyuan Hao looked at Leng Fengran with some suspicion, "Sometimes the authorities are obsessed with bystanders, can you really recognize your own heart?" ”

Leng Fengran glanced at Xuanyuan Hao before he looked away, and said categorically: "I'm very sure of my feelings for Miss Lan, I won't like her." ”

"I'm not Xuanji's husband now, but from the perspective of a bystander, I want to tell you that you will definitely regret it in the future." Xuanyuan Hao said very firmly: "You said that you don't have any feelings for Miss Lan, but I can see that you have actually fallen in love with her, but you don't know it." ”

Leng Fengran looked at Xuanyuan Hao's positive expression with some surprise, as if he was a little frightened, and immediately denied it: "No, I won't like her." ”

"Nothing is absolute, especially emotional. Besides, people's hearts are not made of iron, she has paid so much to you, how can you not be a little moved, not a little tempted? It's just that you used to like Xuanji, so you always thought that you still liked Xuanji until now, but do you really like Xuanji? Xuanyuan Che looked at Leng Fengran with a calm smile, "Think about it yourself." ”

Xuanyuan Hao knew that there were some things that Leng Fengran needed to figure out by himself, otherwise it would be useless for others to say more, rather than trying to say it without making sense, it was better to let him think calmly alone, and let him figure it out slowly, but Xuanyuan Hao hoped that it would not be too late until Leng Fengran figured it out, and he also hoped that he would not regret what he had lost.

"The Nine Emperors." Seeing that Xuanyuan Hao was about to leave, Leng Fengran called out to him, and said behind him: "Don't worry, I won't destroy the relationship between you and Xuanji, I will keep my feelings for Xuanji in my heart, you don't have to feel burdened." ”

"I've never worried that you'll ruin the relationship between me and Xuanji, I just want to tell you that you've fallen in love with Miss Lan, but I don't know that one day you'll regret it." After Xuanyuan Hao calmly said these words, he left, leaving Leng Fengran standing there thoughtfully.

Murong Xuanji had been chasing Lan Ling'er to a small stream behind the courtyard, and saw that she was sitting alone on the big stone by the stream crying, slowed down her pace and walked behind her lightly and shouted, "Ling'er." ”

Hearing Murong Xuanji's voice, Lan Ling'er wiped the tears from her face with her hands indiscriminately, and looked at her with a far-fetched smile, wanting to speak, but as soon as she moved her lips, she felt a sour nose, and before the words were spoken, the tears couldn't help but flow.

"Cry, cry out the pain and grievances in your heart." Murong Xuanji walked over and hugged Lan Ling'er, knowing that she was very sad now, so he hugged her and comforted her, letting her cry out the pain in her heart and vent it.

"Xuanji!" Lan Ling'er shouted, hugged Murong Xuanji tightly, buried her face in her shoulder and cried bitterly. After a long time, Lan Ling'er's crying gradually stopped, pushed Murong Xuanji away, took a step back, and said with a little choked up: "I'm fine." ”

Seeing that Lan Ling'er was deliberately alienated from herself, Murong Xuanji felt very sad, but she still took the initiative to take Lan Ling'er's hand and sit down on the big head on the side, and both of them sat silently.

"I'm sorry!" After a long time, Murong Xuanji took the initiative to apologize, "I didn't expect Leng Fengran to be him-" Murong Xuanji was interrupted by Lan Ling'er before he could finish speaking.

"Xuanji, let's not talk about him anymore, okay?" Lan Ling'er said a little indifferently: "I don't want to hear his name anymore." ”

"Ling'er, do you mean you're going to give up on him? Don't you like him a lot? Murong Xuanji looked at Lan Ling'er worriedly, she had never seen Lan Ling'er look so indifferent, as if she had changed into a different person.

Lan Ling'er looked at Murong Xuanji and nodded very firmly, and seemed to have made a big decision to speak: "I have already decided just now, since he doesn't like me, why should I bother to make myself unhappy and annoy him, I should be sober after being reckless for so long, and I can't trouble him anymore." ”

"Ling'er, I can't make a decision for you about emotional matters, but if this is a decision you make after careful consideration, then I will respect your decision." Murong Xuanji thought about it, her reluctant relationship would not be happy, if Leng Fengran insisted that she would not fall in love with Lan Ling'er, rather than let her work hard alone, maybe giving up was the right choice. Although he still vaguely hopes that the two can be together, he still hopes that Ling'er can give Leng Fengran another chance.

Hearing Murong Xuanji's support for herself, Lan Ling'er smiled weakly and said with some relief: "Although I am a little reluctant to give up after working hard for so long, I think this is the right choice." ”

Seeing Lan Ling'er sad but pretending to be strong, Murong Xuanji was very distressed and wanted to open her mouth to comfort, but found that she didn't seem to have any position to comfort, because she was also one of the people who made her sad.