She stroked her hands, her face, and the black silk, white and soft skin, no matter how to maintain it, it also lost the moisture of her youth, as the years passed, the crow's feet at the corners of her eyes gradually became obvious, even the hair that has been washed and protected with He Shou Wu also has a tendency to turn white......

It turned out that in countless days and nights, her youth was no longer there......

Lu Wanqiu laughed wildly again, and her pale face made her even more miserable under the reflection of a few white candles in the room.

Ling Rui was silent, looking at her expressionlessly, his eyes were like looking at a dead thing, without any emotion.

"On New Year's Eve last year, the flower market was lit up like daylight. The moon is on the willow tops, and people are about ...... after dusk," she murmured, her gaze gradually turning from distracted to resentful.

"On the Shangyuan Festival that year, it was clear that I met you first, and it was clear that I guessed the riddle of the rabbit lamp! Why do you only see her in your eyes! All the qiē should be mine! ”

Lu Wanqiu roared and screamed, her ruthless eyes were like swords, and she wanted to peel Ling Rui's flesh at once, but it was difficult to hide, and there was a deep sadness in her eyes.

She seemed to have exhausted all her strength, her feet slid down against the edge of the table weakly, and she muttered in distraction: "It should all be mine, why was it snatched away by her, why!" It's all that woman's fault! I hate her! I hate her......"

Tears slid down her cheeks, and Lu Wanqiu seemed to be ten years old in an instant.

The memory seems to have returned to the Lantern Festival, when she was only twelve years old and went out to watch the lanterns with her sixteen sister.

Sister Lu Yingxia is always dignified, generous, gentle and elegant, but she has always been lively and joyful. After a while, he broke free from the shackles of a bunch of maids behind him and ran to the side to guess the lantern riddle.

Red-eyed rabbit lamp, flaming pomegranate lamp. The elegant beauty lamp, spinning, cloth, bamboo strips, jade, sandalwood carving, dazzled her.

She guessed one riddle after another. I got a lot of lanterns.

It is rumored that her sister-in-law is the first talented woman in Kyoto, and her appearance and literary style are first-class. didn't know that she, Lu Wanqiu, was actually proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting.

She was jealous of Sister Chang, but she wanted to stammer with her, and she specially gave her favorite rabbit lamp to Sister Yan.

Too much footfall. Scatter her with the crowd. She couldn't find anyone she knew, so she was so anxious that she cried, but at this moment, a handsome man in brocade appeared in front of her.

A twelve-year-old girl, for the first time, knows what it means to be excited......

She blushed and was taken back by the man to Sister Yan, and secretly raised her head to look at him, but saw him looking directly at Sister Yan with a smile on his face. said: "This rabbit lamp is good-looking, it suits you very well." ”

She was so jealous. Jealously wanting to cry, wanting to open his mouth and shouting, "That's what I won!" It's mine! ”

However, before she could say anything, her sister-in-law replied with a smile: "Thank you." ”

The man's eyes that looked at Lu Yingxia gently stopped her almost snort, and she stared at him directly, but in his eyes, there was only someone else.

Later, along the way, the man had been accompanying them to watch the lanterns, but he had always been talking to Sister Yan, every time she wanted to insert a few words, but she was moved away by four or two thousand pounds, she was so angry that her eyes were red, and she always felt that it was Sister Yan who snatched her things.

However, this is nothing, what is really painful is that it didn't take long for the man to go to the Lu Mansion to propose marriage, and named her sister Lu Yingxia as the princess of Chennan!

When my sister got married, it was also the most painful night in her life.

All the brothers and sisters were frolicking outside, happy that the pride of their Lu family could have such a home, but she hid in the quilt alone and cried in the dark.

That was the first person she liked, but in the end he became her brother-in-law.

She kept thinking, if she hadn't given the rabbit lamp to Sister Yan at the beginning, wouldn't that fairy-like man be hers?

Lu Wanqiu thought about it more than once.

She became more and more unwilling.

Listening to the people in Kyoto, how King Chennan and the princess were in love with each other, how they were harmonious and singing, she only felt that it hurt to dig her heart and scratch her liver.

In less than a year, Lu Yingxia gave birth to another boy, and Ling Rui directly asked for the title of the son, which is a unique honor.

Looking at how happy her sister-in-law is, she is full of misfortune.

She kept staying up, waiting until the end of the day, waiting for someone to come to the door to propose, but she shouldn't.

Her mother and aunt sent someone to beat her with a stick thick with their arms, and the flesh and blood were blurred, and she didn't even snort, she just didn't marry!

She would rather be a sister-in-law at home with her hair twisted than marry someone else.

When she was twenty-five years old, the man died, and the person she hated the most died, and she laughed more than anyone else.

When she went to mourn, she deliberately wore the simple clothes that her sister was used to wearing, and painted light makeup with the incense she usually loved to use, comforting the man who was drunk all day long.

More than ten years later, he is more mature and attractive than then, and he still makes her fall at a glance.

Once during their Spring Festival, she sat in the position of Princess Chennan as she wished, but she never got him to look at her directly.

Another ten years passed, she watched herself grow old, watched her youth pass, watched how he immersed himself in the memories of that woman and wanted to die, how he cared for their son, how he tortured himself to the point of being skinny to repay the guilt, but never looked at her carefully......

From the excitement and flattery at the beginning, it gradually turned to discouragement, and then it was unwilling to hate......

It took her ten years to feel this inhuman pain!

One qiē is just a glimpse of the Shangyuan Festival that year......

She didn't understand whether this qiē was worth it or not......

Lu Wanqiu's eyes were blank, and her whole body seemed to be empty, only crying and laughing for a while, suffering for a while, hating for a while, and tens of thousands of feelings appeared on that pale face, as if she was crazy.

Ling Rui gritted his teeth, but the hatred in his eyes was no less than hers, "Is it because you hate Yingxia that you want to take revenge on this king?" ”

Lu Wanqiu's eyes seemed to be a little bright, looking at his cold face and laughing at herself, "I hate her, but I hate you too!" I love you so much, what do you do to me? You'd rather love a dead man all the time than look at me, do you know how I feel? ”

Lu Wanqiu roared hard, and she coughed heavily, coughing one after another to the point that her liver and gallbladder were broken, and the pain was like a fire, and the unknown colic pain in her abdomen was stirring her nerves anytime and anywhere.

She finally stopped coughing, and smiled at Ling Rui again, that miserable white smile seemed to have a bloodthirsty light, "I'm going to destroy you!" It's to ruin what you have! ”

In recent years, she has become more and more disheartened with Ling Rui, but she has never had the idea of harming him.

After all, she is a person who has been obsessed for so long, how can she be ruthless?

However, a few days ago, the Lu family's Baicaotang suffered a heavy blow, Lu Yuansheng was so angry that he vomited blood and was bedridden for several liters.

Not only that, she was like a fish in water in the palace, but since Qing Li came, everything went wrong, and she was even taken away from her right to be in charge of the family, and the matter of Baicaotang was a scourge brewed by Qing Li, she can be said to hate this woman very much!

What's more, Qing Li's aura and demeanor are similar to her heart knot Lu Yingxia, that is, she hates the house and Wu even more.

Lu Wanqiu thought about sharing her brother's worries, so she begged for a few handkerchiefs that she had made on weekdays and asked them for help.

Who knew that these women used to stammer, but when it really came to the big issues of right and wrong, they had no idea, and they knew that she was just a nominal person in the palace now, so they found all kinds of excuses to retreat, and some directly said that they were sick and did not see it.

After tossing and turning, she had no choice but to beg Ling Rui.

However, Ling Rui only protected Qing Li, and did not remember her contribution in the past, and directly refused.

When she talked about love, he glanced at her coldly, and said in the usual very familiar and unfamiliar tone: "Where do we get our affection? ”

I haven't seen each other for months, I haven't spoken, and my mouth is such a decisive sentence.

Where does the affection come from?

Yes, he only has that woman in his heart, where does he have a relationship with her?

It has always been her self-inflicted affection, she shamelessly pasted it, and her relationship for more than 20 years completely collapsed and fell apart under one sentence......

Lu Wanqiu didn't remember how she went back, but she remembered that she had already burst into tears.

thought it would never hurt again, but the feeling of suffocation for a moment made her almost faint.

When she saw An Ning coming over with Ling Rui's lunch, she had this idea......

"Don't you love her? Isn't it a heart-to-heart for her? Shouldn't you be glad that I sent you to her! Lu Wanqiu's eyes widened and she roared, but her hands were clutching her abdomen, and her expression was so painful that her expression was hideous.

Qing Li glanced at it, frowned slightly, and only locked her lower abdomen.

"As long as you die, Qing Li can put on the hat of murder, and she will be finished, she will be finished, and your precious son will be finished! Haha, your family will share their family in the underworld, I am fulfilling you! Ha ha! Hahaha......"

The louder Lu Wanqiu laughed, the louder she laughed, the more poignant she laughed, and the miserable and sharp laughter resounded in the sky above the palace, startling a few perched crows, "quack" hoarse and gloomy, and gradually diffused throughout the palace.

A trace of colic condensed in the abdomen, swimming along the limbs, as if all the strength was drained in an instant.

Slowly, a thick scarlet blood stain slowly flowed out of Lu Wanqiu's body......

Qing Li was stunned, as if she suddenly thought of something, endured the feeling of powerlessness in her body, and stepped forward to check her pulse.

The phoenix's eyes widened, her red lips opened slightly, she looked at Lu Wanqiu with a painful face in dismay, she turned around and looked at Ling Rui in disbelief, and even her voice became strange, "Father, father, she ......"

She actually ...... Miscarriage! (To be continued......)