Chapter 590: I'm Not Reconciled

Hearing Yang Hao say this, Du Shasha and Zhao Yuan both refused at the same time.

"No need, uncle, let's just take the car back by ourselves, and you don't need to make another special trip."

"yes, let's take a taxi and leave, don't bother."

Yang Hao smiled slightly, his eyes swept over Du Shasha, and fell on Zhao Yuan: "It's not that far, I'm going to send Bei Bei and them anyway, and I'll send you all together when the time comes." ”

Du Shasha hesitated slightly, but Zhao Yuan next to her had already opened her mouth again and refused: "Uncle, it's really not necessary, we just go back by ourselves, don't bother." ”

Yang Hao's eyes narrowed slightly, and after being silent for a second, he smiled and said, "Okay, since you want to go by yourself, then I won't send you." ”

Du Shasha didn't think too much about it, and said with a smile: "Sister Feifei is still in Zhonghai, but we have agreed with her, and we will play with her when the time comes, and the uncle will be together again when the time comes." ”

As if thinking of something, Du Shasha added: "Uncle, you don't have to worry, we won't pour you next time." ”

Yang Hao shook his head helplessly and said, "Let's see when the time comes, I'm not like you, I have time all day long." ”

Du Shasha pursed her lips and said: "Uncle, it's okay for you to deceive outsiders, if you want to deceive us, forget it, who of us doesn't know that you are always late to work and leave early, and if you don't want to, you won't go, you are very free, strictly speaking, you are more free than us college students." ”

Yang Hao smiled bitterly and said helplessly: "Okay, let's call when the time comes, if I'm okay, I'll play with you." ”

"Okay, it's a word, don't cheat!"

Yan Beibei watched Yang Hao and Du Shasha talk to the side, it was rare to be very calm, just looking at this side with a smile, when her eyes inadvertently collided with Zhao Yuan's gaze, the expression on her face became more different, and Zhao Yuan's face seemed to be a little stiffer, Zhao Yuan quickly avoided his gaze, and seemed to dare not look directly at Yan Beibei.

This scene is very subtle, including Yang Hao, no one has noticed it, and all they know is Yan Beibei and Zhao Yuan themselves.

Since they said it, everyone put their clothes into the clothes bag and carried them, and then left the hotel, Du Shasha and Zhao Yuan took a taxi to leave, and Yang Hao drove Hou Xiaoqian and Yan Beibei back to the University of Finance and Economics.

Yang Hao watched Zhao Yuan pull Du Shasha into the taxi quickly, and wondered in his heart, Zhao Yuan didn't seem to want to talk to him about last night's incident, and even said that she had lost her memory after drinking, did she want to treat yesterday's incident as if it didn't happen? Or maybe it's a one-night stand?

Yang Hao has experienced a lot of one-night stands, but this time it is the most bizarre, and it is also the most embarrassing for Yang Hao.

Although there are only some fragmented pictures left in his memory, he knows that last night's love affair was not forced by himself, but she took the initiative, because from beginning to end, she never left the room, never left her bed, she sneaked in and slipped into her bed.

Yang Hao couldn't guess what Zhao Yuan was thinking in his heart, but in this matter, Yang Hao felt that no matter what, he still had to talk to Zhao Yuan, but today Zhao Yuan obviously wanted to avoid him, so let's talk to her again at another time.

Yang Hao didn't say that because he had a relationship, he had to pay any responsibility, or that he had to possess the other party, he just wanted to understand Zhao Yuan's mind before making a decision, in addition, he had been worried about one thing, that is, did Yan Beibei know about this matter?

On the return car, Yang Hao concentrated on driving, Yan Beibei seemed to become a little strangely silent, although Hou Xiaoqian felt that the air seemed to be a little strangely stuffy, but she didn't think much about it.

Yang Hao's car drove into the college, and when he arrived downstairs in the girls' dormitory, Yang Hao turned to Hou Xiaoqian and said, "Xiaoqian, you go up first, I still have something to talk to Beibei." ”

Hou Xiaoqian snorted, didn't ask curiously, smiled at Yang Hao very obediently, and then turned her head to greet Yan Beibei: "That Beibei, I'll go up first." ”

Yan Beibei bit her lip, straightened up from her seat, and seemed to be about to get off the bus, Yang Hao stretched out his hand, patted Yan Beibei's shoulder, and said in a deep voice: "Beibei, let's talk about it, about your mother." ”

Hou Xiaoqian had already gotten out of the car, and also heard Yang Hao's words, although she was a little curious in her heart, but she didn't stay too long, and after waving her hand at Yang Hao, she walked away quickly, and quickly disappeared into the dormitory corridor.

Yang Hao turned his face, looked at Yan Beibei, who was sitting in the back row, and said softly, "Find a place to sit?" ”

Yan Beibei bit her lip, and the usual smile on her face had disappeared: "Well, there is a lake ahead, let's drive to that lake, it's quiet over there." ”

Yang Hao snorted, and according to Yan Beibei's guidance, he drove to a small lake in the school, and then slowly pulled over and stopped, there are a lot of weeping willows here, with scattered chairs, and on these chairs, there are also some people sitting sporadically, most of them are couples, hugging or leaning together, talking in a low voice, and the surroundings seem very quiet.

Yang Hao opened the car window and let the air by the small lake blow in, Yang Hao turned around in his position: "Beibei, first of all, I want to apologize to you, I have never told you about the matter with your mother......"

Yan Beibei stared at Yang Hao with a complicated look: "Why don't you sue me, are you afraid that I will stop you?" ”

Yang Hao smiled bitterly: "No, all along, I didn't know that your mother was Jiang Manqing, I heard her talk about you, but she didn't say your name, otherwise, when you told me that your mother had a new love, how would I use such words to persuade you?" ”

Yan Beibei had actually thought a lot about it last night, so when Yang Hao said this explanation, Yan Beibei didn't feel any surprise, but felt that this was a reasonable explanation.

"And when did you find out?"

Yang Hao replied frankly: "After you were kidnapped by that killer that day, your mother called me, I asked for your name, and then I knew that the two of you were mother and son, and then I was injured in the hospital and couldn't speak, and then you said those words to me in the hospital, I thought that if I told you about my concern for your mother and you, I'm afraid you would be sad, so I want to find a suitable opportunity to explain to you, who knows......"

Yang Hao's words were not finished, Yan Beibei naturally understood what he meant later, and her face showed two points of self-deprecation: "Do you think I am very self-loving?" ”

"Nope." Yang Hao replied firmly: "How could you say such a thing, in fact, what you do and what you think in your heart, I can fully understand." ”

"Can you understand?" Yan Beibei's eyes widened, staring at Yang Hao, with a little doubt and disbelief in her voice.

Yang Hao snorted and said affirmatively: "Yes, I can understand, I understand why you like me, and why you fall in love with me, maybe when we first met, you were curious about me because of my driving skills, and then because of curiosity, we became friends, when you were with me, you encountered many difficulties, and I easily solved them, which made you feel admired and worshipped, and I am also used to you, and I love you as a sister, so over time, You regard me as an elder brother in your heart, or even a father's save, knowing that the kidnapping incident, I came to save you, maybe the scene at that time touched you too much, so the dependence in your heart, this gratitude, was converted into what you said love...... Am I right? ”

Yan Beibei's eyes widened, she didn't expect Yang Hao to really tell her mental journey clearly, he lacked father's love since he was a child, and suddenly had a man who was so capable, charming, and tolerant of her, and let her mess around appear beside him, which can be said to meet the needs of her heart, and later, this relationship gradually changed, until the kidnapping incident, Yan Beibei finally affirmed that he was really in love with this man.

However, is the love I feel really just the dependence and gratitude that Yang Hao said?

Yang Hao looked at Yan Beibei's eyes wide and didn't speak, he knew that his words had reached Yan Beibei's heart, thought about it and continued: "I have been together with your mother for a while, and your mother has never had a man to take care of her, I can take care of her, and I like her, so we ...... together."

"But you have a wife." Yan Beibei suddenly spoke, his eyes staring at Yang Hao with disdain, as if waiting for him to give a satisfactory answer.

Yang Hao was also a little embarrassed: "Yes, I really can't marry your mother, I'm really sorry and guilty about this, but I will take good care of her, never let anyone bully her, I will give her a sense of security, and stand up for her when she needs help, I hope you can understand." ”

Yan Beibei nodded slowly: "I understand, of course I understand, just like I am willing to give my most precious thing, but I don't need you to take any responsibility, my mother thinks the same way." ”

Yang Hao didn't know how to answer Yan Beibei's words for a while, and hesitated for a moment before he spoke: "Actually, as you said, to be my woman, I can't give her a marriage, and I can't give her a family, in fact, this is not happy, you don't need to do that at all, you can be like before, we are still good friends, I will eat, drink and have fun with you, let you be happy, if there is trouble, I will also stand up as soon as possible, we get along so happily, isn't it very good?" ”

Yan Beibei stared at Yang Hao's face for a long time before he smiled bitterly: "If it was before, maybe I would have thought it would be good like this, but now I can't do it, my heart hurts, I think of you being with my mother, and because you are with her, you can't be with me, my heart is angry, I am wronged, and I am angry......

Yan Beibei said, tears were already flowing in her eyes, and she stretched out her hand to cover her mouth, as if to prevent herself from crying.

"I don't want this, I'm not reconciled!"