Since when has a ghost lived in my heart? Shu Ma is leprosy

- Duan Lingchen

Before I was six years old, I thought I had the happiest home in the world, a gentle mother, a majestic father, and the first essay I wrote, 'My Ideal,' was to be a soldier like my father, upright, and always hold my head high.

Dad always wears a military uniform, there are very few other clothes in the closet, Dad said that as long as you are a soldier, you must wear a military uniform, at that time I blindly worshipped, no matter what Dad said, it is the only truth in the world.

Dad said that soldiers should be independent and self-disciplined.

Dad said that a man should protect his family and defend the country.

With the transfer of my father's position, our family moved to the imperial capital, a place in the heart of the country, I know that my father was promoted because he was very powerful, but the happiest thing is my mother, because my mother is from the imperial capital, and my grandfather is in the imperial capital, and I am also happy because my father and mother are by my side.

Later, Dad smiled more and talked more.

Dad said he knew a good comrade-in-arms who was the most adversary.

Dad said his best comrades' children were smart.

In the compound of the military region, there are many children who are as old as me, and what I hear the most is Fang Zhihang, I learned a set of boxing again, and I got a full score in the exam, etc., I know people who are mentioned in an envious tone, that is the child of my father's best comrade-in-arms, every time my father talks about it, I am also amazed, so whenever I hear about Fang Zhihang, I will always secretly compete, Fang Zhihang learned the new boxing method for three months, I will use two and a half months, Fang Zhihang has a full score in the exam, I want every subject is a full score.

Obviously, the two of us don't know each other, and even everything I've worked hard for, the other party won't know, but I just want my dad to say that name less often.

One day, my father said that he was going to Fang's house as a guest, and I didn't sleep all night with excitement, and I was finally able to go head-to-head with that person, letting me know that there was still an opponent like me.

The next day, I put on the straightest little suit, looked at myself in front of the mirror, and then looked at my father in a military uniform, although the color and style were different, but this was the only one close to the military uniform, straight enough.

"We Xiaochen also know that we love beauty." Mom snuggled up in Daddy's arms, covering her mouth and smiling.

I knew that my mother had misunderstood me, but I couldn't tell the real reason, so I couldn't get out of my chest, I couldn't get out, I couldn't get rid of it, and finally my cheeks were red.

"Let's go." Dad said two words softly, and he rescued me from my predicament.

Although it is very blind, my admiration for my father has deepened, and I must be a soldier like my father in the future.

Before I stepped out of the door, my father leaned over and tugged at the corner of my coat.

"A man should keep his head up and his chest held high at all times." Dad patted me on the back, and I straightened my back and raised my head higher, which was just the right angle to see the appreciation in my dad's eyes.

Dad rarely praises people, and most of the names of people who praise people are the three words Fang Zhihang, so it is even more commendable to get praise from Dad.

Fang's house is not far from their home, it is the largest building in the compound of the military region, when we arrived at the door of Fang's house, someone greeted us, and an uncle who was also wearing a military uniform smiled and patted his father's shoulder when he saw it, and then the two entered the door with a smile.

Dad didn't smile often, and his serious expression softened when he faced Mom, but when Dad saw that uncle, he laughed heartily, which I had never seen before.

"This is Xiao Chen, what a beautiful child." There is a very beautiful aunt next to my mother, but my mother is the most beautiful.

"Xiaochen, call Auntie." Mom shoved me towards the pretty aunt.

"Hello Auntie." When I finished shouting, I found that everyone was looking at me, and I wondered, did I do something wrong?

"Haha, glory, your son must be good material in the future, listen to the one who is full of confidence, the ground will shake three times." The uncle in military uniform suddenly laughed and said this to his father.

And Dad laughed along.

If I don't get angry, does it mean that I haven't done anything wrong?

"Xiao Chen may be nervous, we took him to the door for the first time." My mother took my hand and explained with some embarrassment.

At this time, I felt that I had done something wrong, and my head was slowly lowered.

"Xiao Chen, will you come to Aunt Lan more often in the future?" The pretty aunt suddenly bent down in front of me and spoke to me in a very gentle voice.

I looked at my mother, then at my pretty aunt, and only nodded after getting her mother's approval.

"What a good boy, if only our family voyage could be as lively as Xiaochen." The beautiful aunt was chatting with her mother, and when she listened to Fang Zhihang, in order to know more about that person, I took my mother's hand and leaned between them.

"Glory can say that Zhihang is the smartest child he has ever met." Mom also listened to a lot of Dad's praise for Fang Zhihang, but the smartest didn't say it, Mom was wrong!

"That kid isn't as cute as Xiaochen, you'll find out later." The beautiful aunt is talking bad about Fang Zhihang to her mother, the beautiful aunt is the smartest person, and I also have something better than Fang Zhihang.

Listening happily to the conversation between the two, his shrunken head was raised again.

At this moment, a person walked down from downstairs, about the same size as him, and he remembered that face clearly, he was Fang Zhihang.

There are no straight clothes, no head held high like a soldier, with a bit of casualness.

"Mom and Dad, I'll go to Nono's house." As soon as Fang Zhihang opened his mouth, he was about to go out.

"Well, don't make trouble for your Aunt Yu." The beautiful aunt casually instructed.

"Uncle Duan, Aunt Duan, goodbye." Fang Zhihang bowed slightly towards his parents and walked out with his things.

He just left from my eyes, and I regarded him as an opponent.

"Zhihang is very sensible." Mom began to praise Fang Zhihang again, even if it was just for a while.

"I still think Xiaochen is better, lively and obedient, and the silent one in our family is like a wood." The beautiful aunt was still saying bad things about Fang Zhihang, and her tone was full of dissatisfaction.

I didn't listen to what was said later, because before Fang Zhihang left, he glanced at him, just a quick glance, but he was sure that he was looking at himself.

At that time, I didn't know why, and firmly believed that Fang Zhihang knew my existence.

Until I left Fang's house, Fang Zhihang didn't come back, I took my mother's hand and my father went home, a very magnificent car drove in front of me, I turned my head and kept staring at the car, the car actually stopped at the door of Fang Zhihang's house.

The first one to come down was Fang Zhihang, and then a short child like Fang Zhihang followed, with two braids and a pink skirt, it was vaguely obvious that she was a very cute girl.

"Xiaochen, you have to be attentive when you walk, look ahead." Mom shook my hand and reminded.

I turned my head, who was that girl?

After that, I still heard the news about Fang Zhihang from all directions, and then secretly competed, thinking that the days would go on like this, but God wants to play you, whether you want to or not, you have to bear it!

Everything was so sudden, so suddenly that he didn't even react to what was going on.

One day, several people in military uniforms like my father appeared at home, showed a piece of paper with a red seal, and then began to rummage around the house, and my mother asked the person standing in the living room with a panicked face, no matter what my mother said, he just had a cold face, even if my mother had burst into tears.

Dad said that a woman can't be allowed to shed tears, and the person who makes her mother cry must be a bad person!

I'm going to fight the bad guys, and I can't let my mom be bullied, even if the guy is wearing his favorite military uniform.

No matter how much I hit or bite, the man wouldn't move.

"Mrs. Duan, please cooperate with my work." The bad guy gave a military salute to his mother, and what he had longed for before began to develop feelings of disgust at this time.

"Xiao Chen, Xiao Chen......." My mother pulled me and held me in her arms, her hands shaking around me.

I don't know what to do, I don't know how to get rid of those bad guys, Dad, you're there, Dad, why haven't you come back.

"Found it." One of the bad guys who was rummaging around pulled out a little thing that I had never seen before.

After the bad guy who can't run away takes it, he is ready to leave.

Mom ran over and pulled the bad guy and kept asking where Dad was.

Isn't Dad in the Army? Where else could it be?

The bad guy still gave a military salute, shook off his mother's hand, and then walked away with the group of people who were rummaging around the house.

My mother cried on the ground, very sadly, I had never seen my mother cry so sadly.

And then my mom stayed by the phone, calling, answering the phone, crying every night, she thought I didn't know, so I pretended I didn't.

Daddy, where are you?

The memory of that day became very vague, but it became the beginning of the nightmare of my life.

The rain was heavy, after school, I couldn't find my mother at home, I waited for a long time, and I still didn't see my mother, until a phone call came in, I never thought that the first conversation with Fang Zhihang would be in such a plot.

"Duan Lingchen, your mother is at my door, come here."

Just this sentence, I didn't have time to ask why, why my mother was at Fang Zhihang's door, why Fang Zhihang asked him to come over quickly, the only thing I knew was to find my mother.

When I arrived, my mother was kneeling in front of Su's house, letting the rain hit her.

"Xiaochen, you're here, help your mother go back." The beautiful aunt held an umbrella, and most of the umbrellas were placed on top of my mother's head, but the rain was too heavy, and a small umbrella was useless at all.

When my mother saw me, she quickly beckoned me over, and then also asked me to kneel on the ground, I didn't ask why, because my mother told me to do it.

A beautiful aunt can't cover a person's rain with an umbrella, let alone one more me.

"Minxuan, what are you doing, Xiaochen is only six years old, how can you bear to let the child kneel in the rain, why don't you come in and talk about it." The beautiful aunt persuaded her mother, but her mother did not move at all.

"If you really see that our mother and son are pitiful, let Fang Bai help Rongguang, I don't believe that Rongguang will do something that violates military discipline, there must be some misunderstanding in it." My mother clenched the hand of the beautiful aunt, and I couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears on her face.

The beautiful aunt looked embarrassed and looked into the room from time to time.

"Aunt Lan, please, help Mom, Dad is gone, I don't know where I'm going." The beautiful aunt is also a very gentle person, and she will not fail to help her mother.

"Xiaochen, Min Xuan......" the beautiful aunt sighed.

The uniformed uncle came out of the house at this time, without an umbrella.

"Mrs. Duan, go back, Duan Rongguang's matter will be handled by the superiors." Uncle in military uniform is completely different from when I first saw him, making people afraid to approach and frightening.

"Fang Bai, you are Rongguang's best friend, if you don't help him, you won't help him, please, help him, please ......." Mom's voice is getting lower and lower, but she can still hear it clearly, help him, three words.

"Fang Bai, I know about your work, I shouldn't intervene, but you see that Xiaochen is still a child, and he can't stay in the rain for so long." Pretty auntie, this is helping mom.

All eyes fell on Uncle Uniform, but Uncle Uniform never said the good word we wanted to hear the most.

"Go back, I personally handed over Duan Rongguang's report." After the uncle said this, my mother screamed and staggered to her feet, with a look on her face that I had never seen before.

"Fang Bai! You're not human! Glory has always regarded you as his best friend, but you treat him like this, is it amazing! What about the second generation of red! Can you just climb up and frame people? Will Glory violate military discipline? Hehe...... it's all the dirty means you use to get rid of the people who stand in your way! Mom pointed to her uncle in military uniform, screaming and screaming wildly.

I don't seem to understand everything, except that my mother hates my uncle in military uniform, and my father's is always related to him.

"Minxuan, don't be like this, you scared Xiaochen." The beautiful aunt took me into her arms, covered most of the rain, and comforted my mother who was crazy in the heavy rain.

I was reminded by the beautiful aunt, and my mother noticed me, and pulled me over, and my wrist hurt, but I didn't shout, because my mother hurt more than me, otherwise I wouldn't cry so sadly.

"Xiaochen, you have to remember, it was they who hurt Dad, you have to remember, it's him, Fang Bai!" Mom grabbed my head and made me look at the man in the military uniform in the rain.

At this moment, I think that green is the most dazzling color in the world.

In the end, my mother still led me back, and when I got home, my mother entered the room alone, and didn't care about me, I kept outside my mother's door, and I didn't open it for a night, and it was getting bright, and it was almost time for class, and it was wrong to be absent from class, but now I just want to be with my mother, I just want to stay at home, and I don't want to go out.

I don't know how long it took, the phone rang at home, several times, no one answered, there was an extension in my mother's room, and when the second call came in, I picked it up and was about to speak, when my mother's voice sounded inside.

It turned out that the school teacher called and asked why I didn't go to class, but my mother's voice was very small, and she hung up after a few simple words.

Then the door opened, and my mother came out with her hands on the door.

"Xiaochen, why didn't you go to class." Mom's voice was quieter than on the phone, her face was very pale and sweaty.

It's obviously a very cold day, why do you sweat?

"Hurry up and go to class, mom won't send you." Mom sat down on the sofa with a limp.

"Mom, I'm not going to class." I want to be by my mother's side, because my father said that when my mother is sick, I should be there for my mother.

"Duan Lingchen, do you want to make your mother angry, go to class quickly." Mom frowned, her voice a little louder.

I leaned over to my mother, held my mother's hand, it was very hot, "Mom, you are sick, I want to be by your side, I promised Dad." ”

Mom didn't rush me to class again, and she started to cry again when she hugged me.

Tears fell on my mouth, and I licked it, salty, and I didn't want to taste it again.

Mom went back to the room to lie down, but this time I didn't close the door, I covered my mother with the quilt, took the medicine in the medicine box and gave it to my mother, and then took the textbook to be taken today and sat on the edge of my mother's bed to study.

My stomach was growling, I hadn't eaten since last night, and my mother must not have eaten either, so I ran out of the kitchen, found the rice, and washed the rice as my mother used to cook porridge, adding water, plugging in the electricity, and waiting for the porridge to be good.

The insulation light turned on, I was happy to open the lid, although it was a little different from the porridge cooked by my mother in my impression, but my mother was sick and couldn't trouble my mother, so I swallowed my saliva and scooped a bowl of porridge, I didn't eat it, and gave it to my mother first.

put the porridge away, crawled to the side of the bed and called my mother to get up, but no matter how I called it, my mother never opened her eyes, and her body was scary.

"Mom, what's wrong with you, get up quickly, let's go to the hospital, Mom ......"

When I was six years old, I was so scared that I could only call my mother, and my voice was probably too terrible, which frightened the neighbors around me, and rushed to my house, called the hospital, and I followed the doctor who came down from the ambulance, crying and calling for my mother.

I was the only one in the hospital, my mother was pushed into the emergency room, and the nurse asked my parents what about it, and I couldn't say a word except crying.

The nurse looked more anxious than me, and kept talking to herself by my side.

"Really, how can a child stay in the hospital, and the parents don't know where to go, it's really irresponsible."

As soon as I heard about my parents, I thought of my father, who didn't know where to go, and I cried even louder.

"Don't cry, don't cry, child......"

The nurse comforted me while wiping my tears, but I couldn't stop.

"Xiaochen, what's wrong with your mother." The pretty aunt suddenly appeared in the hospital, and here, the only person I knew.

"Mom, she's sick, it's so hot." The words that were suppressed in my heart were all vented at this time.

"Don't cry, Xiaochen, mom will be fine, good." The beautiful aunt touched my head at once, just as gentle as my mother.

"How is Xie Minxuan?" Just as I was about to stop crying, my mom told me to remember that the person who had hurt my dad appeared.

The pretty aunt shook her head at him, "Still in the emergency room." ”

Without waiting for the man to say anything more, I rushed over, shoved him, and yelled like a mother, "You go, my mother doesn't want to see you!" There you go! ”

The whole hospital was looking at us, and I seemed to hear my own resentful voice, but I couldn't stop.

"It's all you, it's all you! My family has become like this, it's all your fault! I hate you! ”

I've never had such strong feelings, but the man in front of me, he took everything I had.

"Xiaochen, don't do this." The pretty aunt grabbed me and took me away from the man, out of my reach.

They were a family, and I wanted to separate the two, but I couldn't beat the fact that I broke away from her, pushed her aside, didn't make a big noise like just now, and said the only word to the two of them in a cold voice.

"Get out."

Then slowly walked to the door of the emergency room and waited for my mother to come out.

I don't know if they left, anyway I don't want to see them again.

Time passed little by little, my mother never came out, I held my head, in this strange place, I was alone, and I was even more afraid that I would be alone in the future.

"Child, suffer." A hand was on my head.

I slowly looked up and saw a wrinkled face.

"Grandpa." I threw myself into my grandfather's arms, the only person in the world I could rely on.

"I'm late." When I was most helpless, my grandfather held up the sky that was about to collapse for me.

With my grandfather by his side, everything seemed to be going well, and sure enough, it didn't take long for the lights in the emergency room to go out and the doctor came out.

"Doctor, how is my daughter?" Grandpa stepped forward and asked nervously.

"The patient's condition is not optimistic, there are all the complications caused by high fever, the lack of oxygen is too severe, the hospital is too late, if the safety period can be passed tonight, it will be fine." The doctor finished and left.

After that, the mother was pushed out and transferred to the observation room.

I heard all the doctor's words, if it was too late to send to the hospital, was it all self-harm, if it was not my mother earlier, it would be fine.

"Xiao Chen, this is not your fault, you have done a good job, Xiao Chen, Xiao Chen, doctor!" My ears were filled with my grandfather's eager cry, but my eyelids were so heavy that I wanted to sleep.

How nice it would be if everything was just a dream.

When I opened my eyes, it was not endless white, and I hurriedly lifted the quilt, did God say that I heard his wish, that dream was too terrible.

Barefoot, ignoring the needles in my hands, when I ran out of the room, I was holding a breath to my throat, why put a picture of my mother on the table, why put all those superfluous things around the photo!

These whites are an eyesore!

"Xiaochen, what are you doing, stop!" My grandfather grabbed my hand, but I just wanted to destroy it all.

"Xiaochen, you still have your grandfather, you still have your grandfather." My grandfather's choked voice was in my ears, but I couldn't hear it at all, didn't the doctor say that as long as the safe period passed, it would be fine, I just slept for a while, and my mother was still sleeping in the hospital.

"Xiaochen, where are you going?" My grandfather was shouting at me from behind, but I couldn't stop because my mother was still waiting for me in the hospital, and I couldn't leave her when she was sick, I promised my father.

"Xiao Chen!" Before I closed my eyes, I thought that I must not be an ignorant child, otherwise I would not always make my grandfather's heart beat.

How long, how long has not dreamed of the past, I looked at the ceiling, countless times when he thought it was a dream, but those memories were deeper and deeper each time.

"Little master." The maid pulled out the chair and stool for me.

"Where's Grandpa?" As I ate my prepared breakfast, I asked the person standing next to me.

"The master has gone to the company." When the servant had finished answering, he went down.

I don't like having too many people around me and basically don't want to see anyone in front of me when I don't need him.

I didn't have a day of classes today, but I made an appointment with those people to get together, oh, a group of powerful gentlemen.

As I grew older, I began to clear the beauty of power, as long as you have the right, you can have everything, even the whole world, my grandfather is the chairman of the Xie Group, owning the vast majority of the shares, those small directors can't turn over much of the fight, but this money is in the imperial capital where power is concentrated, nothing counts.

When I show up at the event venue, a high-end entertainment club, this is the favorite place of those second generations, and there are all kinds of entertainment.

"Hey, eldest miss, your little lover is in Jinding now, why don't you hurry over and be careful of which goblin has taken you." It's such a move again, and I don't shy away from it.

The eldest lady in these mouths is the only daughter of the Su family, the most powerful in the imperial capital, and everyone has to call her Miss Su.

I didn't even bother to look at that person, because this kind of thing was not done by him, there were other people rushing to do it, who didn't want to tie up with the Su family.

Pushed the door in, said hello to the people inside, found a quieter place to sit, spent a lot of time in this circle, and finally met the prince of the Song family today.

"Ling Chen, let's go, Song Shao is here, I'll take you over." The person who talked to me was someone from the Song family's camp, and he also introduced me to Song Zhiyuan.

I didn't speak, I followed behind, but Su Nuo's variable gave me a little headache, the Su and Song families are also political enemies, if they meet, who knows what will become.

Song Zhiyuan, who is in front of people, is polite and polite, even if he looks like a yuppie in the back, no one dares to put a beak, this is power.

"Song Shao, this is the Duan Lingchen I mentioned to you." The person who introduced him smiled carefully and gathered beside Song Zhiyuan.

Song Zhiyuan, I have heard a lot of rumors and comments, the methods are vicious, as long as you provoke him, there will be no good end, follow him to do things, and be careful every step.

The man who was lazy and slumped on the couch just glanced at me, and then he didn't move, and I knew that if there was not enough to attract his attention, my hard work these days would be in vain.

"Duan Lingchen." This sound was not made by Song Zhiyuan on the sofa, but Su Nuo who pushed the door in.

A person who forcibly breaks in regardless of your will.

All the people in the private room looked towards the visitors, and even Song Zhiyuan, who was lacking in interest, was in good spirits.

"Duan Lingchen, what a coincidence, you are also here." The smiling face, which was always flying and dazzling, appeared in front of me again, as I expected.

Obviously, she didn't notice the surrounding environment, or maybe she didn't care at all, yes, her identity was no worse than Song Zhiyuan, and even faintly higher.

I didn't answer her because I heard every word very clearly when she was notified of the call, coincidentally? Only she would say that.

"Xie Group, Duan Lingchen?" The couch finally spoke, and I knew that no matter how much my identity made him look down, as long as Su Nuo appeared, he would definitely look at me differently, no matter what it was, as long as he was willing to notice me.

If you want to climb up, you have to do whatever it takes.

"Song Zhiyuan? Duan Lingchen: I'll take it first. "Su Nuo didn't care what kind of answer Song Zhiyuan would make, just hit me and left, I knew that it was like arousing Song Zhiyuan's interest, it was time to retreat, I didn't struggle, and went out with Su Nuo.

"Do you know what kind of person Song Zhiyuan is, don't look at him as lazy as a pig, in fact, he is a poisonous snake that nests into a shi, what you want, I can give it to you, don't provoke him." As soon as I got out of the private room, she pulled me into a corner and said something like this.

She gives? I haven't forgotten that Fang Zhihang came to me angrily and yelled at me to stay away from her, you see, Fang Zhihang, who was originally silent like a wood, also had such a side, because he caught his weakness, Su Nuo.

At that time, I wanted to destroy Su Nuo and make Fang Zhihang suffer, Fang Zhihang was the only child of the Fang family, so that the entire Fang family would also suffer as much as me.

The crazy thought was only a flash, because before I destroyed Su Nuo, maybe I was destroyed by the Su family first.

This is the right, and you can't resist it.

When I was thinking nonsense, I could hear the calm and self-contained person explain something in a panic.

"Duan Lingchen, don't get me wrong, I don't mean anything else, I just don't want to see you being bullied by Song Zhiyuan, don't be upset." The high-flying and domineering eldest lady explained to me with sincere fear that not everyone has such treatment, not even Song Zhiyuan.

If I am interesting enough, I will follow her words and get what I want, but when I see her face, I will think of the Fang family, the Su family and the Fang family are three generations of friends.

"Don't come to me again, I can't afford the charges of Fang Jia'an." Pushing away the people in front of me, I seem to be a little eager to know the consequences of these words.

Su Nuo clasped his hands and ran away.

When youth is throbbing, will there be eternal love?

Or maybe I don't believe in that person.

It didn't take long for me to hear the news that Su Nuo and Fang Zhihang were in trouble, and I had successfully entered Song Zhiyuan's camp.

Everything was going according to my expectations, except for one thing, the person I didn't believe, still appeared around me, even if I didn't give her any hint or a good look.

Later, I received all kinds of gifts, expensive and worthless, all of which were brought up by Su Nuo with a grin, and finally thrown into my trash can.

is obviously the proud daughter of the sky, but in the face of cold reception, she is never angry or annoyed, and she sticks it up like nothing is wrong every time, even if she always leaves with a sad expression.

What impressed me the most was that she occupied the broadcast studio and sang in front of the whole school.

If there is something else, I don't have to think about it at all, I know who it is, and the lyrics that are like confessions attract more and more people to watch, and I have never been so annoyed by it, and while she was still singing, I got up and left the classroom and left the school.

The singing, even though it has left the school gate, is still clearly audible.

I was so angry that I neglected to skip a beat of my heart when I heard the blurry song.

Days like this have been going on, nine years have passed, I thought that she would suddenly stop somewhere, but I didn't expect that after so many years, because of Su Nuo's help, I also spoke more and more in front of Song Zhiyuan, and many times he would ask my opinion, but would I only be satisfied with these?

I don't want to cling to anyone, I want to stand on a high place and play with the rights I hate the most.

After being dormant for many years, the Song family has also held a lot of handles, just waiting for a fatal blow, of course, the help of the Su family is indispensable, so I sent Su Nuo to prison with a copy of the incriminating evidence, and when I made a decision, I never hesitated, and I was extremely simple.

Even enjoying her nine years of infatuation, in her most brilliant years.

Even if they collect a lot of evidence to bring down the Song family, but still no one dares to move, the Su family is different, he has the ability and absolute strength, but they will not make it easy, but for Su Nuo, I believe, they will.

The perfect layout, cleaning up those obstacles, the vitality of the Song family was greatly damaged, in order not to be affected, the lackeys of the Song family in the past were desperately trying to clear up the relationship with him and fall into the ground.

I sat at home, drinking the best tasting wine and enjoying my success.

"Duan Lingchen!" A heavy punch landed on my face, and the corners of my mouth were red and I couldn't tell if it was wine or blood.

Look at Fang Zhihang, who has lost his mind, he is in pain.

"Little young master......" The maid who didn't dare to step forward exclaimed, the voice was too harsh.

"Get out." Coldly commanded.

Even if the scene in front of them made them panic, but my words, they did not dare to disobey.

In the end, only me and Fang Zhihang remained, my destined opponents.

"Duan Lingchen, are you human or not! Nono, what does she owe you! If you want to take revenge on the Fang family, come at me! "It was a roar of rage, but I saw only pain.

"Are you in pain?" I sneered, does this hurt?

"Nuo Nuo, she is dead, you are satisfied, Duan Lingchen, you are the most pitiful person in the world, there will be people in this world who will stay by your side like her, like a fool, there will be no more, no more." Fang Zhihang pulled me by the collar, and the green tendons on my hands were clear.

I didn't speak, just watched him sneer.

Fang Zhihang was like a trapped beast that had lost his mind, he threw me to the ground hard, and his fists and feet fell on his body, I didn't fight back, because I couldn't beat him, the most favored major in the military and political circles, could I beat him?

There was severe pain everywhere in my body, maybe Fang Zhihang was tired, so he stopped fighting, and stood there, looking at me with mocking eyes.

"Duan Lingchen, are you in pain?" When he finished speaking, he laughed and left.

Does it hurt? How could I still feel pain, when my mother died, I didn't feel pain anymore.

The police and the doctor felt at the same time, I was all blown out of the house, and I don't want to see anyone now.

After a thunderstorm, the situation that has not changed for decades has been reshuffled, and I have tasted the beauty of power, the Song family has fallen, the vitality of the Su family has been greatly damaged, and the entire imperial capital is shrouded in a layer of gloom.

I hate rainy days, it always causes some bad emotions.

Just like I am standing in front of Su Nuo's tomb now, fresh flowers are still there, someone must have been here just now, is it Fang Zhihang, or someone from the Su family?

You see, what do you like about me, I still can't give you anything, even a bouquet of flowers.

It is said that Miss Su is arrogant and secretive, and if you want me to say, she is just a fool, the biggest fool in the world!

On the stele, there is still that radiant smiling face, which grabs people's attention at any time.

"I knew you would come, Duan Lingchen, you regret it, an infatuated beauty because you are lying in it, yes, it is difficult for someone as special as Su Nuo not to be moved, especially if you are surrounded by you wholeheartedly for so many years." Song Zhiyuan held up the gun and smiled resentfully.

Without warning, the gunshots rang out, and it was really what Song Zhiyuan would do, and he never played cards according to the rules.

"No one can live intact in the world after calculating me, even if I am going to die in the next second, you have to be one step ahead of me." I fell to the ground and watched Song Zhiyuan put the gun in front of Su Nuo's grave and left.

I'm so tired, my eyelids are so heavy, I really can't like rainy days, and every time this happens, I always have to lose something.

Hehe, you must think it's funny, calculated to the end, and ended up putting your life on the line, the strange thing is that I was not unwilling at this time, there was no resentment, but relaxed.

The raindrops hit the face, a lot of rain backlogged, and finally poured down, I seemed to remember, and the day I met Su Nuo was also a rainy day, she stood alone on the side of the road, there was no umbrella, there was already a lot of water on the side of the road, I was holding an umbrella to walk in front of her, just a car was speeding by, splashing a large splash, I subconsciously blocked most of it for her, and did not take it to heart, and continued to move forward.

Who knows, she suddenly stopped in front of me and said the first words between us.

"My name is Su Nuo, a promise of a thousand gold."

At that time, I thought this girl was very inexplicable, and I didn't even remember her name, and later, even if I didn't want to, I remembered it.

"This song, dedicated to my favorite person."

If it weren't for the love of you, how could I not be sleepy in the middle of the night?

Every thought is about you, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you so much.

……

I thought that the song had never been in my heart, but every word was clearly engraved in my mind, and at that time I just wanted to escape, escape everything about her, but in the end, it was just a big circle.

The vague feelings, the long-awaited love, are all in this song.

Love is such a torturous thing, but I am reluctant to give it up like this.

Keep speculating in your heart, but there is my name

Why didn't I find it at the time, why does my heart hurt when I think about it now?

"Do you also think that mysterious man D is me?"

I didn't expect that I could still laugh at this time, no wonder Fang Zhihang would ask me if it hurt, no wonder he left a mocking smile before leaving.

It turns out that I am the one who doesn't understand.

Su Nuo, I owe you this life, and now I will return it to you, but for those nine years, ten months and three days, I'm sorry, I can't afford it.

That's it, there's nothing left to be nostalgic about anyway.

Since when did a ghost live in my heart, she broke in silently, invaded my world little by little, and when I found out, there was nothing in it, and there was nothing in my whole heart.