I slept lightly that night, and my tired soul struggled in gray dreams, until the morning sun shone through the window on my face.

I sat on the bed for a long time, and suddenly remembered that I didn't have to go to the company today, so I lay down again, didn't want to get up, and didn't want to fall asleep again.

It was almost noon, I left the bed, after a simple wash, immediately opened the 58.com network, and then announced the house rental information on it, my current plan is to sublet this house first, and then pay back the money owed to Mi Cai, and finally leave Suzhou.

After posting the rental information, I went to the snack bar downstairs and ate a bowl of water to get my breakfast and lunch, and then life fell into a boring situation.

I sat in the closed room for a long time, and finally I could not bear it anymore, and I left the cage-like room with my guitar, and I came to the moat again, and I wanted to sing a few songs to myself against the blue sky, white clouds, and clear water, to comfort my tired soul, and then wait for the dusk.

I sang one song after another, singing that I was sad for a while, and my heart was full of joy for a while, and finally I put my guitar aside and lay on my back on the lawn, once again looking at the sky with white clouds drifting through the sun obliquely shining on me.

I naively thought that the city in the sky would be hidden behind the white clouds, so I looked and waited, but until the sun became soft, until the wind blew at dusk, I didn't see the crystal clear city, I was even more lost, this loss contains the heaviness of reality and the disillusionment, so the pain is even more painful!

It took me a long time to sit up from the lawn, to light a cigarette habitually, and to meditate in the twilight, not to wait for the dawn, for in this city I will not have any more dawn.

The wind blew colder and colder with the setting sun, and it also blew me awake, and I couldn't help but recall a qiē that happened in this city, which was like a sharp blade pulling out countless deep and shallow wounds on my body, and I could only helplessly watch these wounds drip blood...... Now the blood is about to run out, in order to survive, I can only flee the city, return to a city that has no love, but there is family affection, maybe with the warmth of family affection, those wounds will slowly heal.

After a calm day, the mobile phone finally rang again, and I knew that it was Le Yao calling, because we made an appointment to go to Alin Hotel together tonight to eat bamboo chicken.

The phone was connected, and Le Yao said to me with a sigh of relief: "My filming today is over, Zhaoyang, where are we going to meet?" ”

"Let's go straight to the Alin Hotel."

Le Yao thought for a while and said, "I'll go to where you live, and then let's go over together." ”

"Why are you so troublesome, just go over, and I don't live in the same place now."

Le Yao's tone was a little surprised, and said, "When did you move out?" ”

"Just for a few days." After a period of silence, I finally gritted my teeth and said to Le Yao: "There is something I want to tell you...... I resigned yesterday and will be back in Xuzhou in a few days. ”

Le Yao didn't react for a while, and was stunned for a long time before asking excitedly: "Why did you resign, last time you said that you had a chance to be promoted!" ”

I said to Le Yao apologetically: "It's my personal problem, let's talk about it after we meet." ”

Le Yao's feelings were obviously lowered, and she was silent for a long time again before saying to me: "Okay, then let's meet directly at Alin Hotel." ”

I answered, then hung up the phone with Le Yao, looked at the river that had been covered with light and shadow, and walked to the river bank with a box containing a guitar.

……

When I came to the Alin Hotel, Le Yao had already arrived before me, and she was standing at the door of the hotel waiting for me.

The autumn breeze at night was blowing along the street, Le Yao's hands were in her jacket pockets, and the white scarf around her neck was fluttering in the wind, which made her look even thinner, and this powerless thinness made me feel a great sense of guilt.

I walked lightly to Le Yao, she looked at me with complicated eyes, I knew that she had complaints in her heart about my sudden resignation, I clearly remember that the last time we met, we agreed to work together to be a master of life, but the more I lived, the more degraded I became, as if I had become a slave of life......

I didn't want the atmosphere to be too dull, so I forced a smile and said, "Let's go, let's go in and eat." ”

"Can I say I'm full?" Le Yao said to me with a straight face.

Le Yao's words made me feel dull, but I still had a smile, and while pulling her into the restaurant, I said: "Don't insult your reputation as a foodie if you are angry!" Besides, are you willing to watch my villain eat alone, you are too cost-effective...... So don't punish yourself for my mistakes, right? ”

While speaking, I had already dragged Le Yao into the hotel, but Le Yao's affection was still not high, and I was a little depressed and took the menu from the waiter's hand and ordered it alone.

After a while, when the ordered dishes were ready, I poured myself a glass of liquor, but Le Yao didn't drink some liquor with me as she said before, she just asked for a glass of hot white water, not even a drink like juice.

I picked up the small wine glass and drank it all, smacking my lips and sighing that the liquor was delicious, but Le Yao never said a word, which made me even more frightened.

I picked a chicken nugget from the bamboo tube and put it in Le Yao's bowl, and said with a smile: "Try it and see if his chef's skills have improved." ”

"I'm full of gas!" Le Yao picked up the chicken in the bowl and threw it into my bowl as if she was angry.

"Then you can't drink all the boiled water, drink too much, your pretty little face will definitely be swollen when you get up tomorrow, and it won't affect tomorrow's drama."

Le Yao ignored my jokes, and asked me with a solemn and stern face: "You sue me, why do you want to resign?" ”

I poured myself another glass of liquor, drank it in one gulp, felt the high-intensity liquor tumbling in my abdomen, and was helpless for a long time before I said to Le Yao: "Life is full of choices, this is a cruel choice for me, I don't want to, but I have to do it, you don't want to get to the bottom of it, I won't be happy if I resign......" I changed my smile again, and said: "I'm leaving Suzhou soon, and there will be fewer opportunities to meet in the future, so let's not let the atmosphere be so heavy, eat happily, drink happily, isn't it?" ”

Le Yao looked at me, her expression gradually softened, and she said helplessly: "Zhaoyang, you remind me of a song by Shao Yibei, "Mr. Denial". ”

"Who is Shao Yibei?"

"Don't pretend, last time we went to a music festival in Shenzhen with Robben to listen to her special performance, did you forget it so quickly?"

I smiled shyly, "I just like to pretend!" ”

"Bastard!" Le Yao scolded with tears and laughter, and then took back the piece of chicken from my bowl that I had originally sandwiched for her, and then ate it-

First of all, I wish my friend and book lover a happy rice child~ I remember that when he watched the best girlfriend last year, he didn't have a girlfriend yet, this efficiency is very good!

Regarding what is hidden in the previous book, give a hint, it is about Chen Qingyi and Anqi.

Finally, the first official group of "My 26-Year-Old Female Tenant" was opened, with 500 people in a small location, and it was also a group I built myself, and those who like this book can go in, and the girl will have it.

Everyone entered the group to modify the business card, this time with the mobile phone station and the computer station as the prefix.

For example, if you are called Rice and are used to reading books on the computer, it is called the computer station - Rice, please abide by this, and if it is not easy to change, please ask the administrator to help.

Look at the number of friends in the computer station, or the number of friends in the mobile station.

Group number: 375776923