Chapter 13: That's Not the Love I Wanted
"Hey, no?" He pinched her waist and asked her viciously: "If you don't feed it, I won't let go, and I'll hold you to work today." ”
Unexpectedly, this person was so scoundrel with himself, Huang Ruirui looked at him angrily, but finally had no choice, so he had to feed him two grapes.
Originally, I thought that feeding him two grapes would be fine, but he was too hospitable and wanted to invite her back.
"No, I don't eat it." Huang Ruirui shook her head desperately.
"Good ...... Who wants you to play a loving drama so enthusiastically just now, and give me grapes to eat, and return the favor, I should also invite you to eat......"
The two laughed, the phone on the table rang, Huo Jingwei didn't think much about it, and reached out to answer the phone.
"Hey......" Huo Jingwei greeted the microphone politely.
"Mr. Huo, it's my ......" On the other end of the phone, Ma Xiaoyun hesitated and opened her mouth.
Huang Ruirui and Huo Jingwei were so affectionate in person, she had no choice but to think about calling Huo Jingwei.
Huo Jingwei and Huang Ruirui exchanged glances, and they had long expected that Ma Xiaoyun would not be so willing to admit to resignation.
"Mr. Huo, I want to ask, since I took office, there is nothing to find fault with in my work, right?" Ma Xiaoyun asked.
"There are no problems with the work, but it is remarkable." Huo Jingwei commented that it was not against his will to say this. Frankly speaking, Ma Xiaoyun's work ability is on par with Chen Yu, and she is a little more restrained than Chen Yu in terms of dealing with people.
Ma Xiaoyun took a deep breath: "If I have anything to do deficiently in the position of secretary, Mr. Huo can criticize and point out...... I've always loved the job of a secretary, so I want to stay at Envision Group and continue to work as a secretary, and I want to find someone else for the position of vice president in North America......"
"Secretary Ma, the personnel department has already notified me of your personnel transfer by phone...... Based on various considerations, having you as the vice president of North America can create more value for Envision Group than if you were a secretary here...... Make the best use of people's talents, make the best use of materials, and let everyone give full play to their greatest value, which is the standard that Envision Group has always implemented. Huo Jingwei said.
"However, I love the profession of secretary, I have only been in Envision for a short time, and I don't want to move too quickly and too often...... People who don't know will think that I'm not good at the table. Ma Xiaoyun tried to complain.
"It's okay, we'll hold a farewell ceremony for you, and I'll let the departments below make good arrangements......" Huo Jingwei didn't let go at all.
Ma Xiaoyun's face was extremely pale, which means that she has to go?
"Is that what you mean?" Ma Xiaoyun was cautious and tentative.
"This is the decision of the Personnel Department, you have been here for so long, you should also know that I have never asked about the personnel transfer of the Personnel Department, I just need the group to be able to move efficiently and smoothly......" Huo Jingwei said tactfully.
Ma Xiaoyun naturally didn't believe this, at the beginning, the position of general secretary of Envision Group had been vacant for a long time, and Huo Jingwei really needed a qualified secretary around her, but now, she was sent out like this, and it would definitely not be just for work considerations.
After a little groaning, Ma Xiaoyun said, "Is it because of Huang Ruirui?" Did she say anything bad about me in front of you? ”
Huo Jingwei glanced up at Huang Ruirui, it was indeed because of Huang Ruirui, it was Huang Ruirui who picked out Ma Xiaoyun's hidden thoughts.
Huang Ruirui sat on his lap, and naturally heard this, and she made an exaggerated and slightly innocent expression - Ah, I have become a wicked person.
Huo Jingwei looked at her expression, funny and angry, she needed to be so exaggerated?
Faced with the silence in the microphone, Ma Xiaoyun was no longer silent, and she asked repeatedly: "Is it true that now you can only see one Huang Ruirui in your eyes now, and you don't care about anything else?" I'm such good friends with you, back then, you, me and Meiling, we weren't very good...... Do you really have a new love and forget your old love? Even I'm right under your nose, and you think I'm in the way, and you want to send me away? ”
Lifting Meiling again, Huo Jingwei's expression was stern, his usual heroic eyebrows frowned slightly, and he said softly: "I haven't forgotten Jiyi Meiling...... I always knew that she was a good friend of mine, and I will always remember her, and I will be grateful for the time she spent with me......"
When he said this, his expression was extremely solemn, as if he had sworn an oath to the Bible.
"Since you haven't forgotten her, what's the matter with you and Huang Ruirui? Just because she has a face like Meiling? If you just need such a similar face, I can go for plastic surgery......" Speaking of this, Ma Xiaoyun felt that she was a little lost.
"You're mistaken, Meiling is Meiling, Ruirui is Ruirui, they are each the same person, I have never confused it. Meiling is my best friend when I was a teenager, I appreciate her and respect her, it's just a normal friendship......" Huo Jingwei corrected.
"No...... No...... I asked you, and you also said that if Meiling didn't die, you might fall in love with her......" Ma Xiaoyun couldn't say it excitedly.
"Yes, maybe...... Meiling is indeed a good girl, if she is still alive, maybe my trajectory is like this...... Marry her without waves, and then have children...... I have always relied on her, trusted, and it is easy to turn this friendship into family affection. Speaking of this, his voice became heavier and heavier, he did not deny this possibility, after all, in his dark youth, Meiling was the only person he did not reject and was close to.
Huang Ruirui looked at him, and there was a slight throbbing pain in her heart.
If Meiling didn't die, would Huo Jingwei have been married to her a long time ago? Maybe the child is a few years old. Maybe there's nothing to do with it at all.
"As a result, she died, and you hugged other women for fun?" Ma Xiaoyun's sentence was sharp.
"It's okay to scold me for having no conscience, or to scold me for seeing things differently...... In short, Rui Rui is different from Mei Ling, Mei Ling just makes me peaceful...... And Rui Rui, it makes my heart excited......" Speaking of this, seeing Huang Ruirui's calm face, he didn't know what he was thinking, he reached out and grabbed her and stopped her from leaving.
He also has such a trace of worry in his heart, he is here, talking about his feelings for other women, she will definitely be uncomfortable.
He was still holding the phone, but his eyes were looking at Huang Ruirui deeply, frank and sincere: "Meiling is a person like a confidant sister, she comforted me, asked me to face life positively, not to be autistic, to try to make more friends, she is like a bright light on the road of my life...... But Rui Rui, she gave me a different feeling, or she was rude and spicy, but the first time I saw her, I felt for her, and I felt that I should be with her. At that time, there was only one voice in my heart, I wanted her, I wanted her, I wanted her...... Without her, I'd be better off dead than alive......"
If he hadn't been holding the phone, Huang Ruirui would have been burned by his strong eyes, he was provoking Ma Xiaoyun over there to deliberately say this, right?
"Yes, I just want her...... You can't understand this feeling......" he said, but with a slight force on his palm, he clamped Huang Ruirui's chin, leaned over, and kissed her on the lips while she was still dazed.
His breath lingered around the tip of her nose, with his peculiar masculine aura, strong and ambiguous.
"Hmm......" Huang Ruirui retracted her thoughts, and instinctively pushed him, but her lips were kissed by him, and she could only make such a short vague sentence.
Even through the microphone, Ma Xiaoyun still clearly heard the chaotic wheezing voices of the two, "shameless-" She scolded angrily into the microphone, smashed the phone, hugged her arms and cried.
The sharp busy sound in the microphone stung Huo Jingwei's eardrums, and he reached out and put down the phone so that he could kiss Huang Ruirui more intently.
The soft lips tossed and turned repeatedly, and unlike the fanatical domineering in the past, he was now gentle, even cautious.
Finally, he let go of her, still rubbing his fingertips against her lips.
"Shameless ......," Huang Ruirui scolded softly.
"Yes." Huo Jingwei admitted calmly, not annoyed, and still looked at her intently: "For you, I have always been shameless...... When I saw you after I returned home, my only thought was for you...... The so-called love is based on the most primitive and instinctive impulsive reaction......"
"To other women, I can be respectful, polite, polite, gentle, and not even touch a single hair, but, Rui Rui, that's not love, at least, that's not my Huo Jingwei's love...... My love, that is, I want you...... I want you to be with me......"
"Do you hesitate to stalk and mess around?" Huang Ruirui hooked his neck and asked rhetorically.
"Yes, in order to get you, do everything you can......" Huo Jingwei raised his eyebrows.
"Okay......" Huo Jingwei, who turned on the fleshy confession mode, Huang Ruirui was still a little shy, she gently pushed him away and stopped him from continuing. The little unhappiness that arose in my heart just now was quickly suppressed.
No matter what Huo Jingwei's feelings for Meiling were in the past, at least Meiling has been dead for ten years, even if Huo Jingwei really loved her, but Jingwei knelt in the church for ten years to atone for her sins, which is enough.
Now, it should be himself, accompanying Huo Jingwei through the second half of his life.
The two looked at each other warmly for a long time, very good, sent Ma Xiaoyun away, and the two could live their lives calmly and peacefully.
In the afternoon, according to the schedule, I went to the meeting, Huang Ruirui sat a little bored in the office, ready to go downstairs and walk around and move around.
In the secretary's office area, Ma Xiaoyun hung her head slightly, thinking about something, her originally warm expression was a little lonely, and in the depths of her eyes, there seemed to be tears, and she was a little flaunting and crying.