"Phoenix Nirvana, reborn from the fire." Yan Xinruo looked away from Yu Xuan, then turned around and continued to walk slowly. And Yu Xuan was very conscious, and slowly followed behind Yan Xinruo

Phoenix Nirvana, reborn from the ashes

"Legend has it that the phoenix is nirvana, reborn from the fire, once in 500 years. When the phoenix's life is about to expire, it gathers fragrant wood (sycamore branches)* and is reborn in the flames, its feathers are more abundant, its sound is clearer, its spirit is more marrowy, and its mana will be doubled after rebirth. When the phoenix soars from the fire again, its brilliant light illuminates more than our eyes. Phoenix Nirvana is the beauty of cruelty, but also the beauty of hope. Its beauty and its persistence are already a kind of extreme, a kind of fascinating realm. Its rebirth was based on a near-death situation. That is, the phoenix must go through the torment of fire and the test of pain, obtain rebirth, and achieve sublimation in rebirth, so it is called "Phoenix Nirvana". Nirvana, on the other hand, in Buddhism, refers to the place of death and rebirth. If the words are eloquent, the light voice has an indescribable charm

And the allusion moral refers to the persistent spirit of not being afraid of pain, not hesitating, constantly pursuing, and improving oneself. This has become a beautiful legend to sing and cry about

When Yan Xinruo learned that the attributes in the two children in her womb were actually hostile, Yan Xinruo knew that this matter was not easy to deal with at all. After all, the words are clear. If it is two babies, even if they can accommodate each other a little bit, they are not so repulsive. It is unlikely to cause a situation where words and hearts will have to ache for a while every day. And light and darkness are extremely difficult to coexist, if it weren't for the fact that he himself is an extremely rare carrier of natural elements, plus there are many other elements next to him and the misery and fusion, so they can be at peace and well

However, things are not all going so smoothly. You know, at the beginning. I still suffered a loss. If it weren't for the time, I'm afraid that I would still lose more at that time. Therefore, it is precisely because I have that kind of system and that kind of experience that I understand more that the two of them are even incompatible with water and fire. In fact, at that time, she was just holding a fluke mentality. I still hope that I can find a way to control or solve this situation. After all, it's about yourself and the life of the baby in your belly, isn't it?

And when he never stepped into his yard and never appeared in front of his eyes again, Yan Xinruo generally had a bad premonition. But who is Yan Xinruo? Could it be the kind of person who jumps to conclusions and scares himself? So she is still not arrogant or impatient. The mentality is very stable. It doesn't seem to have been affected in the slightest. However, only Yan Xinruo knows that she is actually very anxious. After all, it's about his three children. This has always been a reversal of the scales and a dead hole. How can it really be possible not to care, not to care? It's just that it's just to make my mentality more stable, to make the child in my belly more comfortable, and to adjust it slowly

And when it comes to the four words of 'Phoenix Nirvana, reborn from the fire'. No one knows better than she does. At that moment, her heart trembled. For the first time, there was such a strong fear, such a lack of confidence

Phoenix Nirvana, reborn in the fire is very good, and there is a chance to be reborn. But there is danger in that, pain. And what about the unknown? You know, in the Buddha's language, Nirvana means to put oneself to death and be reborn! If it weren't for the dead end. Who would risk so much to the death? Moreover, it is very likely that the ending was not as shocking as that, and the rebirth of beauty. It is likely that it will be a different result, and it will be burned to the point that there are no ashes

If it was the previous life, Yan Xin would not care so much. Or maybe it's good. But death doesn't have to be that bad, that's what she thought at the time. But. Now, Yan Xinruo doesn't think like that at all. For the sake of her family, for the people she loves, and for the people who love her, Yan Xinruo will also cherish her life even more. So, I don't know how far she threw that idea away. Especially this time, I still have those three baby eggs in my belly, so if the heart of the survival * is even stronger

For a moment, neither of them spoke

"I've found this, and this is the only way." His tone was a little cautious, and then he handed the mahogany box with both hands. Although he hesitated for a long time, he still had to take out the box. Because he has been by Yan Xinruo's side for so long, he naturally knows Yan Xinruo's character better. Instead of sitting and waiting for death here, it is better to fight, and maybe you will be able to spell out a few lines of life at that time. Therefore, after hesitating for several days, Yu Xuan still brought this box to find Yan Xinruo

If Yan Xin turned out to be that box, the corners of his mouth showed a relaxed smile. She didn't open the box, but smiled faintly, but cheerfully: "You know what? Although when you know that it is not so easy to solve, you still need to fight with your life. My mood is actually a little heavy, because I am still more or less worried about the safety. However, when I got the box, it was like a life-saving straw. Because, before, I could only sit back and wait here for death. But now, I have the life in my hands to be able to continue to live. ”

Yan Xin didn't say anything more, but Yu Xuan understood what she meant and what she wanted to express

However, Yu Xuan moved his mouth, and he looked like he wanted to speak and stopped. Because he was really worried, this kind of situation can be regarded as the first case of His Holiness creating this universe. Moreover, fortunately, His Holiness recorded this matter in advance, and explained the solution in more detail. However, every step of the step made his eyes sting, and the skeletal muscles of his whole body seemed to burst. Let a man like him look a little frightened and sweat profusely. It can be seen how many times more realistic and painful the process will be. He was really a little skeptical, if Yan Xinruo could hold on this time. You know, this time it's not just her, there are still three small ones in the belly!

Because of this method, even His Holiness does not guarantee it. It mainly depends on their personal ability to see if they can persevere. So this method is actually really unsafe and very dangerous. Therefore, this time it is absolutely a place of death, but it remains to be seen whether it can be reborn. It's not just a matter of talking about it

If you don't know it? It's just that it has reached this point, so that she really sits still and waits for death, crying and waiting for death. That's absolutely impossible, self-defeating, resigned to fate, and if you look like you, you're not that kind of person. So then there is only one way left to go, and then it is to fight for your life. For the sake of the children, for the sake of themselves, for the sake of those they care about. Even if there is only one in 10,000 chance, she has to fight and fight. She wouldn't just accept her fate like that, because the arrogance in her bones would never allow it

"In this way, I'll first tell you that you still have the little master's body adjusted. If you use that method again, it will be much better! "I can't think of a better way, and I can't change anything. That's all there is to do. This is more or less, if there are still three little masters for Yan Xin, there will still be some help, right? After all, if you have a healthier and stronger body, the coefficient of being able to survive safely will still increase

Yan Xinruo also nodded, she naturally wouldn't be stupid enough to go so hot as to be unprepared. Naturally, you still have to take care of your body first, and make your physical fitness stronger. Therefore, she also wants to let Yu Xuan take care of her body. Let the three little ones in the belly be more healthy: "Well, I'll trouble you then." The most important thing is to try to make the child in the belly better. I can't worry about them the most, otherwise wouldn't it be meaningless for me to do all this? ”

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