Chapter 27: The Unbearable Missing
After Yan Yan told her about Fang Yuan's coming, she went to Jian Wei's ward alone, and Mo Zishi and I went to a breakfast restaurant near the hospital to have breakfast, in the process, we were silent for a while, and then he couldn't hold back, as if he was talking to himself, and as if he was saying to me: "Alas! I don't know how Xiaocai is doing in the United States, I heard that Aunt Yan is intent on suppressing her, even if she promoted such a big cooperation with an automobile manufacturer last time, it is useless, and she is still trapped in the R&D department, but then again, smart as she is, why do you have to work against Aunt Yan, it's not a level of competition at all! Besides, it's still a mother and daughter, it's really too much! ”
I glanced at him, then took the plate to another table, and then dialed Chen Jingming's phone and asked him to dispose of the few things in my hand that had not been completed within today, and then did not take Mo Zishi's words, and this state lasted until the end of breakfast.
In fact, a few days ago, I knew that Mi Cai had left the R&D department of New Green Energy and was in charge of the more important market development department, and this information I also got from paying attention to financial news, and Mo Zishi may have opened his eyes and talked nonsense to me, of course, it is also possible that he does not pay much attention to the financial news in the United States, and he has not been in contact with the United States for some days, so the news will inevitably lag behind.
When Mi Cai took charge of the market development department of New Green Energy in the shortest possible time, I knew that she was working hard like me, she was using her own way to open up territory in New Green Energy, and Yan Zhuomei didn't really want to press her, otherwise Mi Cai would not have a little chance, but this does not mean that there is no game between Mi Cai and Yan Zhuomei, and the competition between their mother and daughter will continue for a long time, Mi Cai wants new green energy, and Yan Zhuomei wants Mi Cai to give her a complete family, So getting Mi Cai to marry a man other than me is something she has never given up doing!
At nine o'clock in the morning, Fang Yuan came to the hospital on time with an expert in the field of Chinese medicine to meet us, Mo Zishi provided all the examination and treatment records of Jian Wei to the Chinese medicine expert in the early stage, and then the two entered the ward together to further communicate about Jian Wei's current state, while Fang Yuan and Yan Yan and I waited outside the door of the ward.
I stood between Fang Yuan and Yan Yan, they knew each other's current situation very well, so that neither of them said anything to the other party, Fang Yuan just said to me: "If the doctor here agrees that Director Hong (an expert in traditional Chinese medicine) will come to Shanghai to assist in treatment, Director Hong's remuneration during this period will be paid by me, and I have already taken care of it." ”
I don't like to talk about money very much, so I didn't immediately respond to Fang Yuan, at this time, Yan Yan finally said the first thing she said after she and Fang Yuan met again, she said: "No need, Jian Wei saved a sum of money before the accident, this money is enough to pay for her medical expenses, and when the time comes, we can sign a remuneration contract with Director Hong on behalf of Jian Wei."
Fang Yuan interrupted and said, "Don't be so troublesome, just think of it as a little bit of my heart for Jian Wei, an old friend, I don't have much time to come and see her because I'm busy with work, and I feel quite guilty!" ”
Yan Yan turned her head to look at the other side, and replied after a long time: "Fang Yuan, don't squander it at will just because you have some money now, you know what you are taking in exchange for these, you should cherish the qiē you get in front of you, at least you should leave some way back for your life, no one can guarantee that you will live safely in this world for a lifetime, so Wei Wei left this money for herself to ensure her life." ”
Fang Yuan lowered his head after being silent for a while, but I knew the meaning of Yan Yan's words, the current Fang Yuan would not lack this money, she just reminded Fang Yuan to take her own path in the future, for Yan Yan, she was not as hostile as I did in the past, although she said: I just regarded Fang Yuan as a stranger who had no intersection in life, but in my heart I still hoped that Fang Yuan could keep his current life and live with Mi Lan, maybe she had spent countless days and nights with Fang Yuan, Better than the world, he understands Fang Yuan's hardships over the years, or perhaps, the love that has been maintained for 8 years is still continuing, but it is no longer cute, so he simply hopes that Fang Yuan can live well
And what about Fang Yuan? Fang Yuan may not have really completely given up his eight-year relationship with Yan Yan, but there are some things in his heart that are more important than these eight-year feelings! And this is probably a karma that he will not be able to see through in his life!
A few minutes later, the door of the elevator was opened again, and I saw Qin Yan walking out of the elevator, but Yan Yan didn't plan to let Qin Yan and Fang Yuan meet, after she told me to call her with news, she hurriedly walked towards Qin Yan, and then grabbed Qin Yan's arm and disappeared from the sight of me and Fang Yuan.
Fang Yuan kept looking at the place where they had left, and after a long time, he lit a cigarette and walked towards the smoking room on this floor
Almost an hour and a half later, the TCM experts brought by Fang Yuan finally walked out of Jian Wei's ward with Mo Zishi, their expressions were a little solemn, but this solemnity just showed that they had reached a consensus in their respective fields, Jian Wei's current state was not optimistic, Fang Yuan walked in front of the TCM expert in a few steps, and asked with some apprehension: "Director Hong, is my friend's current situation quite optimistic?" ”
The TCM expert shook his head and replied: "I have a detailed understanding of the treatment that the patient received in the early stage, and I have no doubts about the experts of the Mayo Clinic, which represents the highest medical level in the world, they have indeed done their best in the field of Western medicine, and how effective Chinese medicine can be, I can't give any guarantee, I can only say that I can do my best, this time I came to Shanghai, I also have gains, in fact, in the field of medical treatment, Chinese medicine and Western medicine are zài have a lot of differences, and there are not many cooperative research that really dives into the heart. Having been practicing medicine for decades, I have always felt that neither Western medicine nor Chinese medicine should exclude or even slander each other in their respective fields, and we should maintain the spirit of cooperation, promote our strengths and avoid weaknesses, and truly contribute to the cause of medicine! ”
As a Western doctor, Mo Zishi is more touched than us, he nodded with deep agreement, and said: "I agree with Dr. Hong's point of view, whether it is Chinese medicine or Western medicine, the ultimate goal is to cure patients, we should actively seek a wider range of cooperation space, I have just spoken with Dr. Carter on the phone, he has always been very interested in Chinese medicine treatment in our country, and I know that Dr. Hong is an authority in the field of Chinese medicine, and when he finishes handling some of the affairs in hand, he will return to China next week. Together, we have formed a medical team of integrative medicine and continue to work hard for Jian Wei's consciousness recovery, and we hope to take this opportunity to further promote the collaborative research of Chinese medicine and Western medicine! ”
Fang Yuan and I are not people in the industry, we don't understand their mood about to cooperate in research, we are more concerned about when Janeway will wake up, we once again ask two experts in the medical field to do their best for Janeway's awakening, and even in the future, we can provide funding for their cooperative research, as long as Janeway can wake up, this qiē is not a problem.
Yes, for the sake of Jian Wei's affairs, Fang Yuan and I have talked so much about us for the first time in a long time, but this does not mean that there is any new identity between me and him, at least I will remember what I said to myself: what does not belong to Fang Yuan of him, he can't take anything away!
Fang Yuan was the first to leave the hospital, and then rushed back to Suzhou, but his assistant stayed in Shanghai and helped Director Hong arrange food, clothing, housing and transportation, I know that Fang Yuan spent a lot of effort in this matter, and this strength cannot be measured by money alone He is not a bad man who is too thorough, but his purpose is too strong, so that he takes his desires too seriously! But this is definitely not a reason for me to let him go, people must pay for the mistakes they have made, and the Vincennes Group can definitely not replace the former Zhuomei
At this moment, I feel the heaviness of my body, I have never been so clear as at this stage what I want to do in the future, and I have finally become a man who lives for the purpose, and the purpose and the ideal are fundamentally different!
In the following days, I fell into a busy situation that could not breathe, I began to package myself as a public figure, I opened a personal Weibo, using Weibo to express the humanistic feelings of the road of literature and art to the public, and often posted some idealistic songs that I had written on this platform, and soon, I had a group of fans, and my fans were skyrocketing. I can only politely refuse, although I really want that feeling of being back on stage.
In addition, with Zhang Yixi's investment and Le Yao's unremitting publicity, the road of literature and art has officially begun to recover, and many shops that were facing losses before have gradually turned losses into profits, and the public welfare projects we planned before have also been launched very efficiently on this road of literature and art, so that many patients with mental illness have benefited on this road, and after that, it has even attracted the attention of the official media, made a special report on this event, and gave a positive evaluation, thus completely saving our brand image. My career is progressing to a higher level
It's just that these haven't been able to dilute the two biggest regrets in my heart Yes, Janeway still hasn't woken up, Mi Cai still hasn't returned, I'm still lonely in Suzhou, a city that seems to be the only one left, although summer has come, knowing the restless chirping in the trees under the old house, but I will still be lonely before the night comes, and then stand on the balcony and smoke a cigarette, I always have the habit of taking out some of the clothes that Mi Cai didn't take away after smoking and washing them again, but I never stop missing