Chapter 0542 Despair

Anyway, what he said was that the time was already fast, but he didn't know how fast this fast meant, and at this time, Deng Tongcomb remembered Leng Mu's figure again. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

I murmured in my heart: Could it be you who came? It must be you who comes!

Xie Zhengying naturally didn't know what Deng Tongcomb was thinking in his heart now, if he knew what he had just said, Deng Tongcomb would suddenly think of the man's body in his heart, and he didn't know what kind of feeling he would have in his heart.

It's probably the feeling that my daughter was abducted by a bad boy and wanted to hang that bad boy and beat him. Although he is not Deng Tongcomb's father, it does not prevent him from having such thoughts in his heart.

However, although Xie Zhengying is very wise, he doesn't know how to read minds after all, and naturally he won't know what Deng Tongcomb is thinking.

I saw Xie Zhengying's face straight, then looked at Deng Tongcomb, and said slowly: "Since you want to know this matter so much, I will tell you in detail." ”

Hearing this, Deng Tongcomb first suppressed the tension and doubts in his heart, looked up at Xie Zhengying, did not speak, just nodded quietly.

Seeing this scene, Xie Zhengying also nodded, and then spoke: "Actually, when I first found out that this abnormal situation appeared on my body, I didn't pay attention to it at all, I just thought it was an illusion. It's just that as time goes by, I have had more and more episodes of this symptom, and the time has been getting longer and longer. ”

"As soon as I fall into that state, my current personality will lose all memories of that time. Afterwards, I asked the servants who had seen me in that state, and they described me as similar to you, and my whole body was cold, looking at everyone with the same gaze, a cold and merciless gaze that made my heart chill. ”

Xie Zhengying began to talk about these things slowly, and Deng Tongcomb listened quietly, his heart full of lamentations for him. This man, I have to say, it's a pity, this is a talent, it's a pity that God is jealous of talent, or it is unpredictable. It's a pity! Deng Tongcomb sighed in his heart.

Xie Zhengying didn't care what Deng Tongcomb was thinking at this time, but continued to speak: "Knowing this time, I realized that the situation on my body was not accidental, and I also paid attention to it. For this reason, I went to see a psychiatrist, but it didn't work, because it wasn't caused by my psychological problems. Speaking of this, Xie Zhengying sighed softly, and wrinkled slightly, and the whole person seemed to be stuck in that period of time again.

"I found that the psychiatrist was useless, and after I came back, I looked for many secret martial arts methods, and even the secret Taoist methods of the Daomen, I tried them all, but it was useless. Even in the end, I have even tried that kind of country god and goddess, but unfortunately, one person has no effect. ”

Xie Zhengying's tone at this time became light, and he spoke slowly, with a sense of despair hidden in his voice, it was obvious that in the face of various blows from reality, Xie Zhengying couldn't bear it, and naturally there was despair.

"At that time, I was already desperate, I didn't care about anything anymore, I was drunk and dreamed of death every day, and the old man also knew my condition. But he just smiled, and didn't say anything, let alone say anything like saving me. I knew what he was thinking, and I kept this symptom going. ”

"In the end, not only can you eradicate me as a threat, but you can even get my mechanical body. My problem is in terms of personality, but I am still very strong and strong, which is a perfect puppet material for an old man. Xie Zhengying was already expressionless when he said this, and his voice was full of deep despair, but his father had such a reaction in the face of this kind of thing.

At this time, Xie Zhengying naturally couldn't help but feel cold, although he had always known his father's extremely cold nature, but he never thought that his father could be cold and ruthless to this extent.

His own son suffered this kind of misfortune, and he didn't even have a hypocritical worry or greeting, and even had a smile on his face, which made Xie Zhengying's heart feel good.

Hearing this, Deng Tongcomb also took a breath of cool air, although she always knew that Xie Tianming was such a person, but she didn't expect that as a person and a father, she could really be so ruthless. There has not even been a word of hypocritical condolences, such a person can no longer be called a human, it can be called a beast.

Xie Tianming's performance is clearly an act that only animals do, and they are not even as good as animals. Deng Tong combed and said secretly in his heart, once again feeling worthless for Xie Zhengying, if he hadn't been born in a family like the Xie family, I'm afraid he would never have fallen into such a step now.

And it's definitely not just today's achievement, I'm afraid that a big career has already been made. But this is fate! There is no way, whoever let Xie Zhengying give birth to a bad family was born to this ruthless Xie family, which can only be said to be a pity.

Thinking of this, Deng Tongcomb shook his head, stopped thinking nonsense, and continued to listen to Xie Zhengying.

At that time, when I saw my father's eyes, there was even joy in his eyes, and he quickly left me, probably behind his back and laughed. I guess he thinks I'm his son, and it might not be good to laugh in front of me. Xie Zhengying said slowly, his voice was cold, so cold that there was no trace of temperature.

"Since then, I have been completely desperate, all the methods have been tried, but it has not worked, it has not been of any use to my situation, so I have given up on treatment and am ready to accept the arrangement of fate."

"Who knows, the day after I decided to accept the arrangement of fate, I accidentally saw a word on the Internet, and that is the mechanical mind. I paid attention to it at the time, took a closer look at it, and the symptoms I found were literally a realistic version of a mechanical mind. Xie Zhengying told his story, a mocking smile on his face.

"And then?" Hearing this, Deng Tongcomb couldn't help but speak, the atmosphere at the scene was too stiff, maybe Xie Zhengying had unconsciously substituted himself into the emotions at that time when he told these things, and the smile on his face had already disappeared, and his face became gloomy.

It was the first time for Deng Tongcomb to see this person with a smile on his face for ten thousand years, and he felt that the atmosphere was a little wrong, so he opened his mouth.

Hearing Deng Tong's voice, Xie Zhengying turned his head to look at her, and then he reacted, and his face became a little better. I'm talking about the past, not going through it. Thinking about this, Xie Zhengying's mood was greatly eased. This can also be seen how much damage and impact these things have on him.

Shaking his head, Xie Zhengying continued: "Later, I felt that it was fate's reward for me, maybe it was very happy to see that it gave up resistance, so it let the word mechanical mind appear in front of me. From this word, I gradually deduced the truth. ”

"The source of all these changes in me is from that failed transformation. Even the old man hadn't thought of it at first, but it didn't matter, because if he knew that this would happen, he would be more willing to let my transformation fail. Speaking of this, Xie Zhengying sighed, recalling this incident, his face was still not very good-looking.

"That transformation, although it seems that it only failed to extend life and successfully transformed the body, but the failed transformation more or less also had some impact on me, and this kind of mechanical mind should be the sequelae of failure."

"But at that point, it didn't make sense to know that, because I went and asked the Phantomists. This kind of transformation will have some sequelae to a greater or lesser extent, but my transformation failed, so the sequelae are more serious. And there is no way to cure this kind of sequelae, especially my problem is that it appears in the personality, and I don't even have a clue. Xie Zhengying said helplessly.

"After receiving this answer, I gave up hope completely, and lived a drunken life trying to numb me with alcohol. However, it didn't work, maybe because of the mechanical body, it didn't work for me, and I could only live sober. ”

"After a long time, maybe it's my personality problem, maybe I don't think this kind of complaining day has any meaning, so my mentality has slowly changed. I don't think my life is long, but there is no point in sighing and complaining all day long, and it won't make my situation any better. ”

"Even if I want to die, I choose to die laughing, I won't cry to death, at least I die laughing, it's better to die 2, and the demeanor is better. Hehe. Speaking of this, Xie Zhengying seemed to have let go of all his worries, and said with a light smile.

Hearing this, Deng Tongcomb also twitched the corners of his mouth, and at first he thought that Xie Zhengying had some special reason for being like this, but it turned out that he was thinking too much, just this simple reason.

But what Xie Zhengying said is indeed very right, dying with a sad face is indeed much more ugly than dying with an indifferent smile, although in the face of death, these are not important, but who will refuse to look good? Anyway, whether it's good-looking or ugly, the final result is death, so why not make yourself die a little better?

Thinking of this, Deng Tongcomb shook his head, sighed softly, and then looked at Xie Zhengying, and said in a serious tone: "You are so open-minded." It's the first time I've seen someone as open-minded as you. If I were faced with you, I don't think I would be able to laugh. ”