362. Fanwai - Marriage First and Love Later: Qin Fei has his own
Listening to his breathing evenly, but she knew that he was not asleep, she simply turned over, facing him in his arms, facing him, facing him, the faces of the two were very close, and she whispered: "Qin Muyan, I am really happy to be a woman you like this." ”
He opened his eyes, his eyes drunk and hazy, but he looked at her quietly.
Gu Yufei hooked his lips slightly: "Obedient, you sleep well by yourself, it's too late, I have to go back to rest, I still have some important things to do tomorrow." ”
As she spoke, she was about to get up from his arms, but his back was stubbornly wrapped around her waist, and when she got up, she sat up at the same time, hugged her directly, and took her into her arms.
In fact, no matter how important tomorrow's events are, they can't withstand the struggle in her heart at this time.
Men and women are the same, they both have a strong desire for possessiveness and a desire to be intimate with the person they like. Hope, that's what you want. Looking at the catalytic nerves, she was almost really reluctant to leave his arms, to leave him who held her like this.
"Qin Muyan......" She raised her hand and gently pushed him: "Okay, don't make trouble." ”
"Don't go......" He hugged her, lowered his head and kissed her on the forehead, and kissed her lips directly the moment she raised her head, but the kiss was very light, even a little cautious.
Gu Yufei only felt that his nose was sore, and a vague layer of tears overflowed in his eyes for a moment, but he endured it stubbornly and didn't let them fall.
He still thinks of her as someone else!
She turned her head abruptly, but tears fell suddenly down the corners of her eyes.
She is a person who doesn't like to cry, even she doesn't know what kind of character she is, sometimes she doesn't cry once a day or two, even if she was a child in the Gu family because of Wen Qing's relationship and suffered all kinds of unfair treatment and grievances, she rarely cries, her temper is very pouting, she would rather do it against everyone than cry and beg for mercy.
But the man in front of her was Qin Muyan, whom she had liked for nearly nine years, he hugged her, kissed her, and left her, but he only treated her as someone else because he drank too much.
She sniffed, turned her head to avoid the action of him raising his hand to wipe her tears, looked at the dimly lit room, looked at the snow-white walls, she suddenly sighed.
Gu Yufei, Gu Yufei, in fact, you are just a woman.
It's just a failure in the love field, and I've come over it for so many years, why are I crying now?!
Seeing her crying, Qin Muyan hurriedly turned her body over, raised her hand to wipe away her tears, and said distressedly, "Why are you crying?" Okay, don't cry, good, don't cry. ”
Listening to him use a child-like tone but as if he was coaxing a child, Gu Yufei couldn't cry or laugh, and the person was instantly hugged into his arms again, tightly, as if he wanted to give her a safe support.
She sniffed again, this time without a struggle, closed her eyes, breathed in the smell of him, and couldn't help but raise her hand around his neck.
Let her indulge this time while he is drunk, such warmth, such a hug, such a careful cherishment, if she misses it, I am afraid she will never get it from him in the rest of her life.
Qin Muyan, it was on this warm and hurtful night that you let me know thoroughly how much you love that woman, after tonight, Gu Yufei will leave your world from now on and will never cause you any trouble again.
She leaned on his arms like this, until she gradually fell asleep, Qin Muyan always hugged her, and after a while, she lay down with her, reached out to cover the quilt for the two of them, lowered her head and kissed her face, kissed her forehead, and then hugged her to sleep.
This sleep was very sweet, but it was only more than half an hour of sleep, Gu Yufei woke up, and just woke up uneasy, she opened her eyes, turned her head and saw that Qin Muyan was asleep, she didn't move, just looked at him quietly for a long time, and finally smiled slightly, leaned forward and kissed him lightly on the lips, and then was about to leave from his arms.
But as soon as he kissed him, and was about to retreat, he suddenly took a deep breath, opened his eyes slightly, and seemed to wake up like this, she was stunned, and saw the hazy desire in his eyes, and her whole body stiffened, and she didn't dare to move, wanting him to close his eyes and continue to sleep.
But he came over like this, kissed her on the forehead and nose, and then turned to her ear and whispered: "I originally wanted to pretend to be a gentleman, you seduced me, and ......I am not to blame for it."
As he spoke, he suddenly turned over and got up, pressed her whole body on her body at the moment she was defenseless, and kissed her lips directly, she struggled faintly, he didn't let go, his breathing became more and more rapid, spraying in her ears, he was only wearing a bathrobe, and most of it was open in such a pull, Gu Yufei raised his hand to push him, but it was his hot chest that reached her hand, she seemed to be burned, and hurriedly retracted her hand, and when his hand got into her clothes again and covered her chest, Her heart stopped beating instantly......
The kiss grew hotter and hotter, lingering, and in the rush of gasps, she could feel his intense desire and longing for herself, even if it was ...... She clearly knew in her heart that he didn't know that she was Gu Yufei at all......
Obviously it should have been interrupted, but I don't know if the night was too charming, or the dim light made people dizzy, her hand pushed on his chest, the posture of refusal, but gradually weakened under his increasingly hot and lingering attack, until her hand involuntarily touched his chest, her eyes were slightly dark, and the desire that gradually rose on her body made the senses around her gradually numb, and her consciousness was vaguely withdrawn, and everything in the past nine years was reflected in her mind.
The first time she met Qin Muyan, the first time she drank with Qin Muyan, the first time she saw Qin Muyan miraculously negotiate a difficult cooperation case, the first time she saw him in the conference room of the Qin Group because of a dispute caused by a major mistake in the office department, the first time he took her out for a ride......
There are too many firsts, and there are too many memories......
When her mind went from the beginning of their acquaintance to think about everything in the past nine years, the clothes around her had almost been faded by him, she only hesitated, and after all, she did not refuse.
If I am destined to leave the world around you when the sun rises, then this night will be her most complete and fond memory, and when the sun rises, when he wakes up again, everything will be a dream.
It may have been a dream for him, but for her, please let her not hold on to this last line of defense in the end.
Forgive her for her selfishness, and use this way to draw a perfect end to her nearly nine years of unrequited love.
When there was an unbearable pain in his lower body, Gu Yufei bit his lip, but then smiled helplessly.
She is a new-age woman who has lived in the United States for eight years, and only really became a woman at the age of twenty-five, and I don't know if it's sad or ridiculous.
He seemed to feel her suffocation and pain, so he gradually slowed down his movements, and replaced them with sensational and sensual little touches, until she gradually got used to it, and no longer clamped so tightly, he lowered his head and kissed her, snorted, and invaded her deeply......
She climbed his body trembling with emotion, endured his hard impact, raised her head and took the initiative to kiss him back, intertwining his neck.
This night is actually not long, it was already three o'clock in the morning at the beginning, not to mention that Qin Muyan drank too much wine, and the whole person was not sober enough, but she could still toss and turn the world upside down, and after asking for one time, it was not enough to turn over and ask for a second time, and the second time Gu Yufei couldn't hold on and wanted to escape, but he dragged her back and pressed her under him and asked for a third time......
It wasn't until the sky was getting brighter, although the curtains blocked the room very darkly, but it wasn't until more than six o'clock, when he was about to continue, Gu Yufei hurriedly begged to interrupt him, and when he saw that she was pitiful, he stopped, turned over and fell asleep on his stomach next to him, obviously he was tired enough after three hours of continuous fighting after being drunk.
It's really okay to be tired and insist on it!
Gu Yufei rolled his eyes speechlessly, turned his head to look at the time on his phone, and hurriedly got up, not even daring to take a shower, so he quickly put on his clothes, took away all the things and traces related to himself, and then slipped away.
She didn't know if it was Qin Muyan's drunken mess or if she was taking advantage of others, but when she walked out of the hotel and stood on the side of the road, the cold air of the early morning blew her hair, and she took a deep breath.
This way of ending may be regarded as a kind of giving, but the memories of this night are enough for her to remember for a long, long time.
At least that's the kind of end she had in that moment......
But I never thought that this would be the beginning.
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