Chapter 261: Confidante
Early the next morning, Feng Weiwei carefully packed up, sorted out her luggage, then sat down and said very seriously, "Xiaojun, I don't know when we can meet today." It's not easy for you to be away from your parents here, don't be too tired and wronged yourself. ”
"Weiwei, I've always been fine, don't worry."
"I am now more than before, I have a career, the salary is not thin, and I am much more convenient than you in all aspects. The money I sent you last time, somehow, was returned to me, which made me very sad and disappointed. I'm going to leave soon, and I can't leave anything else for you, here's three thousand yuan, I hope you don't shirk it again, it's a little bit of my heart. The entourage took out the money from his bag and handed it to Wu Xiaojun.
Wu Xiaojun hurriedly pushed her hand away, "Weiwei, you can't help it, you can't help it, you go abroad, you are alone, you have no support, there are many places where you need money, not to mention that I am not short of money now!" ”
Feng Weiwei said disdainfully, "Okay, this little money is dispensable for me, and it won't be of much use." It's different for you, at least a year's worth of living expenses won't be a problem. Hurry up and put it away, just because I'm giving some love and sponsoring a poor college student! As he spoke, he stuffed it directly into Wu Xiaojun's jacket pocket.
Wu Xiaojun's self-esteem was hurt by Yan Zhan for a while, his face was red with shame, he was in a hurry, he took out the money angrily and threw it directly to the ground, glared and said, "Weiwei, it is natural for girls to spend boys' money, and in turn it is a shame for boys, do you look down on me, or do you want to buy off our relationship?" ”
Feng Weiwei's face sank, and she said unhappily, "How can you be so mean when you speak, don't be strong, I am a person who is rewarded for participating in work, and you are a student who does not give birth to an inch." Since we met, you think I don't know, you live a very poor life, mainly rely on work-study to thrift, always want to help you, but never do anything for you, is this little heart too much, does it hurt your self-esteem? ”
"How long have you been in the south, and you have been abroad and have thrown a lot of money, is it that there are banknotes everywhere, you can pick them up by bending down, where did you get so much money?"
"What do you mean, I think my money is dirty, it's not clean, right? I sue you, my money is not earned by selling my body, but by my own ability and wisdom, please respect my personality. Besides, the two of us are not in a relationship in the first place, as for buying it out in this way, even if the buyout is yours, it won't be my turn. I don't want to argue with you about this little thing, and I don't want to ruin the current mood. ”
Wu Xiaojun saw Feng Weiwei's angry face turned blue, there was no need for him to be angry with her about this matter, so he hurriedly picked up the money from the ground, and coaxed her with a hippie smile, "Weiwei, don't get excited, don't get angry, I'm a boy, you do this, I can't accept it for a while, I feel very uncomfortable, I feel that you deliberately show off in front of me, humiliate me, and always feel that it is inappropriate to spend your hard-earned money, impulsive, inappropriate words stimulate you, you adults don't care about villains, the prime minister can support the boat in his belly, don't be like me, I don't know how to lift, it's not a thing, it's a stupid pig, it should be killed and slaughtered, it's okay. She grimaced at him.
"We are passers-by, don't say that you are a pig, even a donkey, and it has nothing to do with me."
Wu Xiaojun saw that her anger was still unsubsidy, and then teased, "Baby, open your smile, if you don't open it, call your grandma." Approaching, he gently touched her moist and beautiful face with his hand.
Feng Weiwei couldn't help but laugh, "Look at your dead face, whatever words come to your mouth, you have moved your grandmother out, you can't cry if you want to, you can't do anything about it." It's about the same time, I'm going to the airport, let's go! ”
Wu Xiaojun suddenly remembered that the people he loved had left one by one, and he had returned to the original point again, and his heart felt heavy, indifferently and a feeling of loneliness and loss, and he looked at her intently, not hearing what she said at all.
Feng Weiwei looked at him standing in a daze, with a reluctant expression on her face, stepped forward and took his hand, and said gently, "My dear, I'm going abroad, and I'm not going to the front line to fight, don't be so dignified, like parting with life and death." ”
Wu Xiaojun didn't say anything, suddenly hugged her, tightly held her in his arms, looked at her in a daze for a long time, kissed deeply, and said softly, "Weiwei, you are so good to me, you are so beautiful, so kind, I will always remember you, and I hope you can come back to see me in the future." After saying that, he immediately let go of his hand, pulled up his suitcase, and walked straight to the elevator door.
Couples pay attention to glue-like paint, and affection is lingering. For student couples who are in love, long-distance internship is undoubtedly a very painful thing, and their love is facing a severe test.
Liu Youcai and Yang Shuli, who have been close to each other for three years, were assigned to Pingnan Central Hospital because Yang Shuli was separated, and Liu Youcai was mentally shocked, like a lot of things missing, once lost his soul, the six gods had no owner, and he lost his vitality and smiling face in the past.
During this time, Liu Youcai often played his piercing pipa at night and sang Lin Yilun's "Love Birds":
"There was one parked in the tree, a bird, and now it was quiet. …… The person I love has flown away, and the person who loves me has not yet come! This lovebird has flown away, my lovebird she hasn't arrived yet! …… Because the person I love is gone......
Listening to Liu Youcai's sad song of wandering and confusion, Wu Xiaojun himself felt the same way, sad, poignant, and full of melancholy.
That night, the anger and sorrow that I had suffered from the pain of losing my lover for many days, and poured out the anger and sorrow in my heart to Bai Lingyan without reservation, and vented my troubles, resentment, and sadness, and I felt a sense of relief.
There is too much sadness because it is unbearable; There is too much love because it cannot be given. I have experienced love and hatred in my life, and I am used to seeing joys and sorrows, what else can I not let go?
However, Bai Lingyan was surprised and surprised by his outpouring. He buried the pain of love deep in his heart, and silently endured the precious feelings that he could not give up with his lover. He can take care of her parents and family with a grateful heart for a lost lover under special circumstances, which is not something ordinary people can do. The loneliness of his heart makes him particularly vulnerable, and this fragility is extremely moving, feeling flesh and blood, full of emotion and mature charm, and even more so feeling his loveliness. He hides the unknown vulnerability in his heart, and hopes that someone will feel his feelings, give him understanding and comfort, release his suppressed emotions, and he should help him through this emotional crisis.
Since then, Bai Lingyan has been going to the military department from time to time to chat with him and spy on his mood.
Wu Xiaojun's experience of love is not rich, only he knows what he has paid for every relationship, after falling in love, he can never go back to the past, he loves each other more than the other party loves himself, every time he loves the most, but suddenly loses each other, and his soul is hit and traumatized. He suddenly felt that everything was fake, not as pure and eternal as others imagined. After countless baptisms of ups and downs, he has a fresh feeling of surpassing himself and returning to nature.
In the past few years, she and Bai Lingyan have not been far away, treating each other with sincerity, getting along frankly, talking about everything, no love entanglement, no love troubles, happy and happy, whenever she is lonely and confused, she can always see her calm and tolerant smiling face, which can be described as a real confidant. In the face of her enthusiasm, my heart is filled with infinite gratitude, a sincere gratitude to my friends from the heart. I really can't afford to hurt anymore, and while continuing this sincere friendship, I can't send it into the spiral nest of love, otherwise, I really don't have any friends and become a loner.
Three months have passed in a blink of an eye, and on this afternoon, Wu Xiaojun and two nurses pushed a patient with severe liver cirrhosis to the B-ultrasound room for liver color ultrasound, and happened to meet Bai Lingyan's cousin Niu Shuxian.
Seeing that it was an acquaintance, Wu Xiaojun was very happy, and stepped forward to greet him, "Sister Niu, you are on duty, this is the patient treated by my teacher, you have to check it carefully!" ”
Niu Shuxian smiled, "Don't worry, you are here, you will definitely do it carefully." ”
The patient's face was sallow, and the humming sound was particularly harsh, just helped him to lie down on the examination bed, and opened his shirt, Niu Shuxian picked up the probe and didn't have time to put it on the upper abdomen, and suddenly the patient let out a loud fart, and suddenly the room was stinky, choking Niu Shuxian sneezed a few times, and the two little nurses quickly covered their mouths tightly.
The patient shouted in pain, "Doctor, I can't stand it, I want to poop, hum hum ......"
Niu Shuxian and the nurse were very embarrassed, you looked at me and I looked at you, there was no answer, Wu Xiaojun said, "Good thing, this patient has not pooped for nearly ten days, and the teacher is also very anxious, so let's do it, he can't walk, I'll help him down, just let him pull here!" ”
Encountering such a serious patient, Niu Shuxian couldn't help it, so she nodded.
The long-term internal heat has absorbed the accumulated stool water in the intestinal cavity cleanly, and the patient's weak body squatted for a long time and could not be discharged at all.
Seeing this, Wu Xiaojun was anxious, and helped the patient to lie on the side of the bed, opened the patient's anus and was surprised, the black hard rectum was tightly blocked, and there was no other way but to pull out, he decisively said to the two little nurses, "You two support him, and I will help him defecate." As he spoke, he brought the trash can closer, put on gloves, and put one hand into his anus.
At this time, he whispered outside the door, "Is Shuxian inside, it's time to get off work." ”
Wu Xiaojun was overjoyed when he heard Bai Lingyan's voice, it was really time to come, and finally had a helper, he raised his head and winked at Niu Shuxian a few times, "It's Bai Lingyan, please come in and help." ”