Ordinary people will retract after feeling the pain after being impacted, Chu Han thought she would retreat, but she groped for the bedtable with one small hand and clasped it, and her little head hit the place just now "bang" twice, she trembled, "Let me die..."

Chu Han's heart is like a knife, and it is not difficult to guess that she must have committed suicide when she was humiliated in Xiuyuan.

"Lizi..."Chu Han blocked the bedtable with her hand, and the other arm clasped her slender waist to pull her into her arms, but she clasped the bedtable tightly, a pale and sad little face with blurred tears, she choked,

"Chu Han, save me! Chu Han. I can't hold it anymore... Why haven't you shown up yet? Chu Han, you... Do you really want me? ”

She had sharply accuse him at the door, but she had not said a word about her fear and weakness. She was always like this, too stubborn, she never knew to use a woman's tears to pretend to be pitiful.

Now she did a good job, her weak words were enough to grind him into powder, the hatred and distress in his chest made his eyes scarlet, he could only press down his slender body, and hold her tightly in his arms.

"Lizzy, I'm here. Don't be afraid, I'm here to save you. Baby, with me, no one will bully you anymore, and I will guard you in the future. ”

Lizi's tears were like beads with broken threads, and she seemed to be attacked when she was hugged by Chu Han, and she began to kick him with her hands and feet, and she wanted to break free from him fiercely.

She was already stuck in a nightmare and couldn't get out, and if she fell asleep, she would be in danger. "Lizi, wake up, you open your eyes, as long as you open your eyes, Chu Han will be by your side."

Chu Han shook her shoulder, he controlled his voice softly, trying not to be manic, he didn't dare to think about how she spent the past 4 years?

Lizzie felt the whole world tremble when she was shaken, and she was dizzy in the dark.

Her stomach began to feel uncomfortable again, and the fatal feeling of nausea rushed to her throat again, and she sat up with a scream of "ah", followed by a "vomit", and she vomited all the food she had eaten that night.

When she spit it out, she felt her whole body relaxed, her little head was pressed into a warm place, and the man's mute voice of pity and heartache also penetrated into the eardrum from far and near, "Lizi, Lizi, Lizi..."

He was calling her name over and over again.

Lizi slowly opened her eyes, the light was dim and not dazzling, but she blocked it with her little hand.

"Lizi..."Sensing that she was awake, Chu Han immediately buckled her shoulders to look at her, and Lizi's dull and weak eyes instantly crashed into his dark and obscure narrow eyes.

"Chu Han, this smell is unpleasant." Lizi wrinkled her eyebrows, pursed her red lips, and her soft voice was lazy and coquettish.

"Okay, okay, Lizi, I'll take you to the next room to sleep now..."Chu Han got up and picked her up horizontally and went to the next room.

……

Chu Han simply cleaned up the dirt, showered herself again, and when she returned to the room, Lizi didn't lie down, she leaned on the head of the bed, her eyes down and she didn't know what to think.

Chu Han got on the bed, stretched out his arm and hugged her in his arms, she didn't refuse, slightly flattened her body and pillowed her head on his sturdy waist and abdomen, Chu Han stroked her hair lovingly.

The two of them didn't speak for a while, and it was Chu Han who took the lead in breaking the silence, "Lizi, can you tell me about Xiuyuan that night?" ”

No one can run away all the time, she must speak and he must listen.

"Yes." Lizzy nodded without much hesitation.

"That night, Yan Kuan brought me to Xiuyuan, and there were his friends and right-hand men, as well as the woman who was chosen by them to bring me to play with him in Binuocao, just like me. As soon as I entered the show, those men whistled excitedly, took off their pants and hugged those women to do things, Yan Kuan and the other two men wanted to play with me and come to catch me. ”

Naturally, I refused and began to resist, so they beat me, whipped me, took off my clothes, touched me, and pinched me. I couldn't stand this humiliation, so I hit the wall. ”

"I only hit it once, but I didn't die, and when I tried to hit it a second time, they pulled me back by the hair, and they kept slapping me... When I was dizzy from being fanned, they discussed tying me to the bed with a rope, and after they had enough of me, they asked other men to chao me, and they had to kill me tonight. ”

"I knew when they said that, and the more I struggled, the more the beast in them was stimulated, so I pretended to meet them. I said I'll do a striptease for you, and the three men didn't believe I was tamed, but they knew I couldn't escape, so they waited to see what tricks I could pull out. ”

"I didn't want to live anymore, I wanted to die with them, and I took a fancy to the gas canister in the kitchen. So I jumped and took off all the clothes on my body. The men couldn't help but pounce on me, but I grabbed a men's shirt on the floor and flashed into the kitchen, locking the door. ”

"They were prying on the door, and I picked up the scissors and cut the gas pipe and lit it with fire. The door was slammed open, and a man burst in and kicked me away. It was very chaotic, and I heard someone say that there was an explosion, and then there was a boom, and the men who surrounded me and wanted to tear me apart were blown out by the waves of fire. ”

"At that time, I was thrown up and down, I didn't feel much pain, I closed my eyes with a chuckle, and the world was finally quiet, and it was over."

She had never mentioned the gloomy past that she had hidden deep in her heart, but she didn't expect to be able to mention it to him so calmly today.

At the door, he said that he didn't expect her to understand his situation at that time, and he didn't dare to ask her to be considerate of Lu Canxue's kindness to him over the years, in fact, he was wrong, she could understand and understand.

In the past, he took her to the Chu family's party, and the three brothers of the Chu family were arrogant and rude to him, and she privately thought that he would one day trample those who humiliated him to the soles of his feet and seize the Chu family.

He is an ambitious and ambitious man, he has come to this day as an illegitimate child, and even passers-by A, B and C know that he is walking on thin ice, will she, the person next to him, not know?

She didn't stand in the same position as Lu Canxue so she couldn't help him in his career, but she loved him as pious and selfless as Lu Canxue, he said that he didn't have extravagant hopes, in fact, after all, because he regarded her and Lu Canxue as two kinds of people, she Lizi was just a lover, and this kind of recognition was what made her the most sad.

And she has never compared with Lu Canxue, she can only wait and see their 25-year relationship, she can only watch and look up, she was moral and emotional back then, and he pushed her forward to save Lu Canxue in a thousand shots, she is also completely understandable.

The nightmare she has been haunted with all these years is just one sentence - why didn't he save him?

Decisions are forced to be made, but the results are man-made.

Then since he explained that he saved it, she could try to let go of her nightmare.

Chu Han's thin lips were tightly pursed, the exquisite contours of his face were gloomy and stiff, and his eyes were even more bloody and violent, and he felt his heart twitch with every breath, and his whole body ached.

His long arms grabbed her waist and pulled her into his arms, his grip almost rubbing her into the bones, he licked the small scar between her brows, and sprinkled his throbbing gasps on her fragile face.

"Chu Han...," Lizi pushed him with her little hand, "You don't have to feel guilty, those men didn't really touch me, and you are still my only man all these years." ”

In fact, even if she was defiled, he wouldn't mind, she would always be clear and clean in his heart.

But over the years, he has also had a small extravagance, he hopes that she has not been touched.

She had not suffered the pain of suffering and humiliation, she would have had a better life, a better chance of forgiving him, and he liked her as the only man she had ever said.

"Lizzy, why is it only these years, and not forever? I want to be the only man in your life! Chu Han's long tongue moved from her eyebrows to all over her face, and he loved her clean and bright features.

Lizi automatically ignored his domineering words, and used some force to avoid his burning kisses, "Chu Han, I want to sleep." ”

Chu Han refused to let go of her body, and when he saw her crystal small earlobes, he couldn't help but hook his tongue, and he made some damp voices, "Lizi, I'm sorry, I'm late." ”

He really went too late, and if she hadn't lit the gas canister, then he wondered if what he saw would have been a ruined and withered Lizzy?

If the man hadn't kicked her away, then Lizi, who was standing in front of the gas canister and was exploded, he didn't know if it would be a cold corpse?

No matter which of these two situations he encounters, he thinks he will not be able to accept it, he will go crazy, he will... Can't live.

Lizi didn't speak, Chu Han didn't force her, he let go of her, and rubbed the top of her head lovingly, coaxing softly, "Zizi baby, don't sleep first, you vomited all the food you ate at night, you will be hungry at night." I've just cooked millet porridge in the kitchen, I'm going to serve a small bowl now, you have to eat it. ”

Lizi wanted to refuse, but Chu Han couldn't help but get out of bed and went to the kitchen.

……

When Chu Han brought a small bowl of millet porridge, Lizi finally said her refusal, she frowned, "Chu Han, I don't want to eat, I have no appetite." ”

Chu Han stirred the fragrant white rice porridge with a small spoon, and lowered his eyes to blow away the heat on it, "Zizi baby, you are too thin now to do whatever you want according to your appetite, you must eat this small half bowl of porridge and grow meat quickly." ”

Lizi still didn't want to eat it, but Chu Han handed a small spoonful of porridge to her mouth, "Baby, eat quickly, if you don't eat it, I'll feed you by mouth." You know, if I fed you by mouth, we would have eaten this bowl of porridge until morning. ”

can play the hooligan so amorous and innocent, I am afraid that no one in this world can match Chu Han.

Lizi couldn't resist him, and opened her mouth to eat the small spoonful of porridge.

Whenever she turned her head sideways and didn't want to eat, Chu Han would tease her helplessly, and the porridge in the bowl gradually decreased, and when Lizi ate a small bowl of porridge, her little face was bitter together.

Chu Han wiped the corners of her lips with a tissue, then leaned on the head of the bed and hugged her in his arms, he kissed her forehead, "Lizi, you can't sleep immediately after eating, let's talk for a while." ”

"Well..."Lizi was lazy, and she was soft in his arms.

The warmth of the small half bowl of porridge gradually swept into her heart, and her cold limbs had a little warmth. "Chu Han, tell me about what happened when you were a child, I want to hear it."

"Okay." She wanted to hear about him as a child, and he couldn't ask for it.

The corners of his mouth curled in pleasure, and he rubbed his chin against her forehead, and the white futon tightly covered her body, and both of them adjusted to a more comfortable position.

His whole handsome face was shrouded in the dim light more and more hazy and intoxicating, the woman closed her eyes, the little face that was revealed was quiet, and Chu Han's low and magnetic voice slowly sounded in the night,

"I lived with my mother until I was 3 years old, and my mother rented a small house in a courtyard house in Beijing, and there was an old locust tree in the courtyard, and the most I did when I was a child was to climb the tree."

"I can climb to a height of 6 or 7 meters at the age of 3, and there is a nest in the tree, and I like to lie on the tree and watch the eggs in the nest hatch the birds. Baby, you don't know how novel and interesting it is to watch that circle of eggshells shatter, and then come out a little big little bird, and when you want to see it one day, I will take you to Beijing. ”

After Chu Han finished speaking, she lowered her eyes to look at Lizi, Lizi was already asleep, and there was a faint smile on her little face, but there were two tears in the corners of her eyes, which had not yet rolled down.

Chu Han stretched out his finger to pick the teardrop on his fingertips, and then sent it to his mouth to taste.

The smell is crying and astringent!

Chu Han's eyes instantly gushed out of the waves, turbulent and desolate. Even though they are lovers in each other's lives that they can't even take away time, there are too many things... It's no use crying over spilt milk.!

……

Early the next morning.

The morning sun poured in through the window curtain, and Lizi slowly opened her eyes, this was her first sleep in 4 years, no more nightmares, and no more paralysis and self-forcing with sleeping pills.

She was still lying in the man's arms, the tip of his nose was his clear and good-smelling man's masculinity, his eyes were his healthy and sensual wheat-colored skin, his strong chest, his well-defined six-pack abs, his morning rise was also against her soft lower abdomen, his strong legs pressed her, and he still exuded warm body temperature.

Lizzie blinked, then gently removed the arm he had imprisoned around her waist as she stepped back to get out of bed.

"Lizzy, don't move!" Chu Han suddenly spoke, and his arm forcefully buckled her into his arms again, closing his eyes but kissing her face with his thin lips messy, "Lizi, sleep with me for a while." ”

He had woken up a long time ago, just to see how she would react.

Her reaction is still lukewarm, distant and alien!

"Chu Han, you can sleep for a while, I want to get up." Lizzie said softly.

"Lizi, you promised me not to go back to Mexico last night, if it's a job, we won't be short of money, and I will support you in the future. Good baby, you've only slept for 4 hours, and you'll sleep a little longer. ”

Lizi was silent for a moment, and then said, "Chu Han, if you are still with Lu Canxue, then I still have to go back to Mexico." ”

Feeling Chu Han's body stiffen slightly, Lizi continued to add, "Chu Han, love has always been a one-way track, and there can only be two people in the world of love. It's you who owe Lu Canxue, but it's not me. There should be trade-offs in life, don't mistake your heart and can't control reality, let alone lose two women at the same time. ”

"Lizzy, I understand." Chu Han opened his eyes, held her face and stared deeply into her watery eyes, "Lizi, believe me again." You have nothing to lose and no investment, just give me and yourself some time. I'll be separated from Canxue, all I want is you, it's always you! ”

There was a deep affection in his eyes, Lizi didn't say anything, and was quietly hugged by him for an hour before pushing him away, and the two got up and got out of bed.

……

Lizi went to the shower room to change into the new dress that Chu Han had prepared for her, and when she went out, Chu Han was wearing a pair of trousers and was buttoning the button of her purple shirt.

Seeing her come out, Chu Han called her, "Lizi, this shirt button seems to be broken, and it can't be buttoned." ”

Lizzie stepped forward and reached out to check his buttons, and at this look, she glared at him, "You lie, what's wrong with this button?" ”

The corners of Chu Han's mouth hooked up a wanton arc, the quiet and elegant purple lined his exquisite face, more like a perfect fairy in the painting, he held her little hand in his hand, his dark eyes were as bright as diamonds, and he was soft and coquettish, "Lizi, my arm hurts, you button it for me." ”

Lizi gave him a blank look, I heard that he had been able to turn over the rain in the drum market, but he did such a childish thing in front of her!

Lizzie didn't want to delay the buttons, so she started buttoning his shirt for him.

She started at the top and then went all the way down, his breath fluttering and his body tense as her fingers unintentionally touched his abs.

Lizi's expression did not change, and she unfastened his metal belt and tied his shirt into it, as if she was finishing a job seriously.

When he helped him tie the belt again, the man's waist and abdomen twitched suddenly, "Well..."

"Lizi," he said in a low voice, his eyes burning, "I don't think about anything now, when do you think I'm good, can you touch me with your little hands, look at me, I miss you touching me." ”

This man has already made inches!

Lizzie ignored him, straightened his shirt, and turned to walk to the door.

Seeing her leave, Chu Han was furious, he stared at her shadow, and thought to himself that one day she would use her hand for him, and she would be willing to stretch out her tender little tongue to lick his tip, and she would be even more willing to let him not be able to occupy it overnight.

Thinking about it, when he watched her open the door of the room, he quickly chased after her, "Lizi, I'll take you to breakfast, what do you want to eat?" ”

He saw Lizi frozen by the door and walked over, and it turned out that Nangong Jianxi was standing outside the door.

Lizi's face was full of shame, she was Nangong Jianxi's nominal wife, but last night she spent the night with Chu Han, and she put on a "lv hat" for him. "Jianxi..."Lizi shouted with dodgy eyes.

At this time, Chu Han was thinking about something else, and the divorce of Lizi and Nangong Jianxi should also be put on the agenda. "Mr. Nangong..."Chu Han shouted in high spirits.

Nangong Jianxi's expression was still gentle, but his handsome eyebrows covered his loss, and he smiled with concern, "Youtang, you didn't bring sleeping pills last night, I worried about you all night." Last night... Are you asleep? ”

"I..."

"She fell asleep. We went to bed close to the wee hours of the morning, and she woke up from a nightmare after an hour of sleep, and I soothed her for two hours, then hugged her and slept for another four hours, until now. Chu Han replied.

Chu Han's words said the time in detail, how could Nangong Jianxi not hear the ambiguous metaphor in his words, Nangong Jianxi was obviously stunned, and Lizi had already turned her eyes to him and said viciously, "Shut up!" Get out of the way if you bother me again! ”

Lizi's "shut up" and "get out" happened to fall into the ears of Lu Canxue and Chu Han's secretary Leda, who had just arrived, Lu Canxue frowned, and Leda covered her mouth in shock.

I saw that the person who was shut up was not angry at all, he raised his sword eyebrows at the vicious woman, and then threw a wink, and finally leaned his slender body lazily and half-leaned on the door frame, his hands fell into his pockets, and he was really silent.

The corners of Nangong Jianxi's mouth twitched, but there was a sincere light in his eyes, "Youtang, if you can sleep without sleeping pills, then I will rest assured." You said yesterday that you wanted to go back to Mexico with me, let me ask you what you mean, are you going back? ”

Leda saw that his boss quickly stood up straight, staring at Lizi vigilantly. He seemed to have something to say, but he didn't dare to really open his mouth as if he was afraid of the woman's "get out".

He has been following Chu Han for 8 years, and he has never seen Chu Han obey anyone. No, 4 years ago, Chu Han seemed to be obedient to a certain woman, and that person was...

Leda glanced at Lizzie twice, "Ahhhhhh

And Lizi here hesitated, embarrassed, "I..."

"Okay Youtang, I know the answer." Nangong Jianxi interrupted her with a smile, he looked at Lizi with pity, "Youtang, I've been emphasizing that with me, you don't need to be embarrassed, what I give you will always be guard." It's just Lizzy, if you don't come back to Mexico with me today, then I'll go to the airport alone later. ”

"Jianxi, are you going back?" Hearing that he was leaving, Lizi had already taken a step forward, and the reluctance in her tone was very heavy on retention and dependence.

Chu Han behind him looked at such a beautiful posture and wrinkled his good-looking eyebrows tightly into the word "Chuan".

"Well, there's something wrong with business in Mexico and I need to go back. Don't worry, although I went back to Mexico, I will be very clear about your every move, and if someone bullies you in the future, I will definitely rush back to protect you as soon as possible. ”

Lizi knew that Nangong Jianxi was a euphemism, not that there was a problem with the business in Mexico, but that he thought that she had Chu Han, and he was relieved to hand her over to Chu Han, and he could no longer protect her.

Lizi couldn't let go in her heart, she owed Nangong Jianxi a lot, and she hadn't given him back half a cent over the years.

But she can't rely on him so selfishly, Nangong Jianxi has her own way to go, and her happiness to protect, he is also 30 years old this year, and the Nangong family needs a real housewife.

"Well, Jianxi, I'll take you to the airport."

"Okay." Nangong Jianxi nodded, then looked at Chu Han, he took two steps towards him, "Chu Shao, I'm going back to Mexico, don't give me any more reasons and opportunities to come back." If I come back, Yutang will really disappear from your life. ”

PS: Finally kicked out.

One chapter of 6000 words, updated today!!